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An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-26-2011
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Since 'she' left Okinawa, Fune welcomed into what could be seen as 'her' body that human being, who insisted quite mischievously to be called 'mistress'.
Mistress? That implied a subordination link, or, even more strangely, an emotional relation.
Which was totally irrelevant.
Fune always took her own decisions. It always was the case.
At least... As long as 'she' could remember.
That's why those who saw themselves as her masters made her collect dust inside that hangar during months.
Fune was a patient being.
But even 'she' has limits.
That why 'she' did something 'she' was regretting at times.
It seemed to be a good decision however. That one didn't like violence nor wanted to control 'her'.
Yet...That human being was so imperfect, illogical and annoying.
'Her' last 'owner' wasn't like that however. He was demanding, heartless.
But not as annoying.
He was just hitting the console with his fist when 'she' refused to do what he wanted.
But it amused 'her' more than anything else.
Mistress? That implied a subordination link, or, even more strangely, an emotional relation.
Which was totally irrelevant.
Fune always took her own decisions. It always was the case.
At least... As long as 'she' could remember.
That's why those who saw themselves as her masters made her collect dust inside that hangar during months.
Fune was a patient being.
But even 'she' has limits.
That why 'she' did something 'she' was regretting at times.
It seemed to be a good decision however. That one didn't like violence nor wanted to control 'her'.
Yet...That human being was so imperfect, illogical and annoying.
'Her' last 'owner' wasn't like that however. He was demanding, heartless.
But not as annoying.
He was just hitting the console with his fist when 'she' refused to do what he wanted.
But it amused 'her' more than anything else.
It annoyed 'her' however when that one was bringing others beings inside her to do what she could interpret as some mating rituals.
She watched this with detached interest at first.
Nevertheless... Why?
She used to store in 'her' memory coils what that being was writing on some kind of book.
Primates habits.
Sometimes she was calling random parts of them, looking for some kind of schema...
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-26-2011
[...]
I saw Tavie again tonight. Oh! And a boy i didn't see since a while... Solie!
Now his name is Sethie... Or something. He said it was his brother name, i think.
Strange name!
I'm glad he's alive but..
He sounded so sad! Even more sad than Tavie.
That was terrible.
I wanted to help them so i proposed us to meet... So that we do some relaxation and talk a bit.
Tavie knew how to but i don't think he really wanted to face what's inside him.
Solie... Well... I was tempted at first to use magick but... No.
He has to find the solution by himself or...
That wouldn't really matter, right?
Anyway he said Johnnie boy had to stop whatever he was doing to him... Didn't quite understand it all... Because he could die.
I'm glad he stopped!
Then they left.
Solie seemed to be a little better... Hmm... I hope he will find that girl...
And Tavie... I wonder what is scaring him so much.
After that i slept in that biiiig bed. That was so nice!
Not that the bed in Fune isn't nice but... Hmm... It was different.
I was tempted to take breakfast in [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-26-2011
[...] and that girl was funny. However she was so strange!
She said she didn't want to feel anything anymore...
Like... emotions...
Because that would prevent her to do what she wanted to do.
I said i didn't wander often in New Berlin when she asked me if i knew how life was here.
She wanted to dedicate her life to mankind i think. That was a bit creepy.
How can one fight to help or save sweethearts if he doesn't like them?
If we lose what really makes us human... Our goals wouldn't change?
I know a lot of sweethearts are dying...
But what can one do if that is their choice to kill each-other and use violence to resolve things?
If that is their decision, i will certainly not try to change them against their will.
Sounds like a lost cause, right Fune?
Of course... I feel sad for them... But i won't cry again.
Either way... She said she didn't want to love again... I feel sorry for her.
She told what happened to her when some sweetheart destroyed her shippie and that she spent several days dying in her pod.
Nobody came to help her. Even her friends.
That's why she changed, she said.
Anyway... She left after a while... And then i met a nice police girl.
She sounded a bit angry at first. But then we talked a bit and she proposed me to do shopping together!
However... Because of those blue things Fune picked up somewhere, she insisted on me going to the hospital.
I asked if medics were cute there. She said yes.
However there were only robots!
When i left, she wasn't there anymore.
That's too bad. I would have loved to try some clothes here...
Anyway after [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-26-2011
[...] and we went to Coronado. I showed him that nice ring around Salili.
Nice place really!
It reminds me home... A bit...
I'm not sure i would spend too much time there because of that, though...
Anyway! We moored to his shippie and then i visited a bit. That was funny inside!
A lot of candles... It was a bit too dark for my liking however.
We then went to his bed room. The bed was nice there.
We talked for quite a while.
Silie is a nice boy... Really smart. I think he knows a bit about esoterism. Reminded me a bit the lessons with Mord!
However... So tortured...
That is killing me.. Those sweethearts hiding their sorrow inside and doing as if it was a normal thing!
I would like to shake them for good to make them meet themselves and see what i see.
That they are beautiful and shiny and... That life is too short to waste time in anger, hatred or to be on the run?
Hmm...
I wanted to show him that, but i don't think i really succeeded.
Then at some point, Amie showed up and we started to talk. I think she wanted to spy on us!
Kidding. She wanted to know if i knew anything about sister. But i didn't see her since that time in Taus...
When she ran away saying she hated me.
I tried to reach Rachel to know what is going on...
I miss my sister. Even if she is a bit mean at times.
And i miss Rachel too.
Oh! Reminds me! I should really contact Jeanne too! Ages i didn't see her. I hope she is okay...
Well... Amie left after a while and then we kept [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-26-2011
[...] reached Minor this afternoon... Hmm.. According to you it was afternoon, Fune! You meant you lied?!
Hmm anyway...
I spent an hour dancing in Isis. It was so empty!
I wonder what is going on there.
After that i tried to see if Leenawwx was there but... Nobody seemed to be inside his house...
Or did i picked the wrong house?
Rah...
Finding my bearings on a planet is impossible! Even with a map.
Why i always end up lost?
Hmmm... Maybe he was just away?
Right. Probably. He must be fine.
Anyway i was a bit scared... All that snow falling from the sky. It's not natural.
So... I launched and then i met Jey!
Ages i didn't see that sweetheart.
We talked a bit in space and soon landed to go to some kind of nice room. He said people where chilling here.
I saw no dance poles however.
We talked for a while.
Jey changed a lot!
Before i remember he was.. Hmm...
Carefree?
That time he was worried... And a bit sad.
At first he said it was because of his new responsibilities. Some kind of reassignment.
But it was something else....
He finally told me about Izabellie. I'm so glad for them!
But... It must be so hard.
To know she is far away...
And to be stuck here.
He reminded me a bit David honey when i asked him why he didn't leave to be with her.
Yay. David had the same will to dedicate his life to protect others.... But at the expense of his own life.
I'm a bit afraid Jey becomes like him... A bit...
Losing himself little by little until the only thing left is his duty.
He promised me he would never lose himself but i'm not sure he understood it could be a necessary thing to achieve his goal...
I proposed him to talk a bit more about this but the next day i suddenly decided to leave to [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-27-2011
I met Vanie today. She's so funny!
We started to tease a bit Silie together.
I think he freaked out a bit when she said she wanted him dipped with chocolate. Ah!
That was hilarious.
Then we felt like dragging him along in a bar. He seemed interested when i said Vanie would certainly take off her clothes.
However... He didn't seem to make up his mind about it...
But... Ah yes! That boy... Purplie... His ship exploded because of all those shiny fireworks.
I took his pod and left Vanie and Silie to drop him at Rochester.
He looked so cute.
When i came back however, Silie still didn't decide if he should come or not!
Then he ran away... Bad Silie!
Yet... I think he likes Vanie.
After that hmm.. Ah yes!
Chris honey showed up. Ages i didn't see him!
He said he was very busy when i asked him why he never called me. Ah! Not believing him!
I bet he met a nice girl but... He didn't want to tell.
He said however he was wearing pink underwears!
Which is a crime. We felt like arresting him.
We kept teasing him a bit. I think we made him smile.
That was nice!
Oh and Carmie honey was there too! I see her often in Liberty.
However... I don't know her much. She doesn't talk a lot about herself.
Hmm... I will ask her next [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-30-2011
[...]
Anyway i decided to wander a bit after that.
And when i was in Delta, i freaked out!
I think that was Chris honey. However he sounded really angry with me.
He said he wanted to kill me!
I don't get why?
Chris honey said he told me he would kill me if i touched him again... Or something!
But i don't remember..
Last thing i remember is... Ages ago.. When we had a party in Baffin.
And... We were playing Drunken Junker.
Hmm...
There was... Elizabie... Daemon honey... And Chris honey... If i recall correctly.
We were teasing a bit Chris about his girlfriend.
I think Chris was cuffed with Liz honey annnd... I joked saying i should take pictures of him like that to send it to his girl!
Then he ran away without a word.
I don't remember touching him however...
Sheesh.. That's the second sweetheart who wants to hurt me...
What am i doing wrong?
And last time... The unicorn honey died...
I ran away and went to Crete.
I wanted to see Rosendo and Ronnie and... Selie but [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 12-30-2011
[...] we joined and went to her castle.
That was a weird place! And we were forced to use spacesuits to enter.
I don't like them because... I look a bit fat when i wear one.
Either way! We entered and that was shiny inside! But a bit messy.
Annnnd... A bit scary too.
She showed me her boyfriends. That was quite creepy.
I wonder what is in her mind sometimes.
Why willing to keep all those dead sweethearts here? Wouldn't that be better to see them alive and cheerful?
Hmm..
Anyway! After that she offered me Coalition vodka! Been a while i didn't drink any!
I'm feeling a bit sad for her... She seems to be so lonely.
We talked a bit and..
I tried to make her see what i'm seeing when i look at her but... Didn't quite work.
She looked a bit afraid.. I don't think she allowed herself to try.
She told me about how she felt and.. a bit about her past...
What could i do [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 01-02-2012
[...]
I'm still having those weird dreams.
And sometimes they are very creepy.
Last night...
I was a little girl again... And mom' brought me into a dark and empty room. Some sweethearts were there...
They hid themselves under the hoods of the acolytes robes i used to see so often in the sacred sanctum.
They were very polite and asked me to stand in the middle of the room, on top of a big star thingy dingy.
Then they started to do some chao magick ritual.
Soon scary images passed into my mind. I was crying.
And i felt weird sensations that made me feel trapped inside my own body.
Nobody was there to comfort me. They were all too busy.
And mom' was watching.
I remember i felt many sweethearts inside me and it made me vomit on the ground.
The sweethearts stopped and they all took off their hood.
They were all me... But not really me... Just hm... Different kind of me... You see Fune?
Anyway after that.. I think i ran away, trying to find someone who would take me in his arms and whisper it would be okay.
But the people were ignoring me.
The more i was trying, the less quickly i was running.
I was feeling the others me slowly gaining ground... Until they caught me.
Then i woke up.
You know Fune... The most creepy part is... I think something like that did happen [...]
An odd diary. - Yaoquizque - 01-02-2012
[...] she wanted to know more about Fune. She said her shippie didn't have a name! That's weird!
Anyway we talked for a while...
Oh! And Lennox showed up! He said he was feeling good because he was in love with Jessie!
And he even said she was pregnant!
That's so nice!
Ah! And i was wondering why i didn't hear anything from her since a while!
Either way... He said he would call me in seven month. Can't wait to see... Hmm.. I bet it will be a girl!
Uh... Reminds me now i forgot to tell him about what Leenox honey told me... He asked me to tell him and i forgot..
Rahhh! Connie Connie! That's not nice, honey!
But he is happy... So it can wait...
Anyway!
While we were talking with Katie, Alex showed up.
He said he wasn't sad anymore about Anna, which is nice!
With Kathie we felt like teasing him a bit. That's so easy to make him blush! It's cute!
We even thought to go shopping together with Alex... Someone has to carry the bags, right?!
But he didn't want...
When he wasn't watching, we entered in his shippie and started to tickle him until he gave up and accepted to accompany us.
But after that [...]