10-17-2009, 05:12 PM
Community, people, gamers, grown-ups with kid within you...
It's saturday. I like saturdays. Who doesn't? I got up in 14 am today... One of my several very good friends had a birthday celebration last night so... Anyway, I was surfing channels on TV, drinking my coffee, thinking about how will I play Freelancer today, how much I like doing it, how it is becoming every day more and more interesting, thinking about how to further develop my character, thinking about on which frontlines should we calm down and on which should we be more aggressive... I was thinking about my girlfriend for few minutes as well. Oh, she's so hot. But quickly I got back to thinking about recent politics in Sirius and how it is developing. So interesting. Then I turned on my pc, and fed my cat while my old machine took its time to enter OS. I sat on my chair, thinking: "Maybe I should do several series of push-ups a while I trade for 1 hour or so on my lux-liner." I click on Google Chrome, click to check my e-mail, visit Facebook for a 1 minute... I can't wait to visit Disco forum to see if anything interesting is going on... I select Disco forum from my bookmark list. Had few messages... I was thinking "Probably new recruits or some of our new guys has questions for me." I click on "New Messages"... Apocalypse Elektrik sent me a link. Quiet Boy did it also. Thus I click on a link...
http://discoverygc.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=50197
WHAT A...???
I couldn't believe me eyes. First thought that came to me: "What a hell am I gonna do now? I can't go back to playing Civilization. I played it too much already. What now? NO MORE FREELANCER FOR ME?" Damn!
I also got sanctioned...
http://discoverygc.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=50201
About this sanction, I'm really... enraged. That transport, Dab's if I understood correctly, gave order to open fire on me, and did it along with a Jugger and Talon, I think. I can't fire back just because he was in a transport? But it seems that community will prefer Dab over me. It's logical. I don't really mind about that. He's here longer than me, I'm sure of it. And who am I? My cap armor 8 taken... I've spent months in my liner saving money for it... I actually wanted to send PM Dab and congradulate for his excellent RP (he reminded me on Palpatine in Star Wars) but now this?
I really don't have grudge against anyone here but it seems I'm really not welcomed. So I created this poll only to hear of YOUR opinion, people. I know that many of you will laugh at me now and will feel relieved, and those who won't and who will agree with me, won't help Apocalypse Assault Wing's current... predicament. I don't expect anything, any longer. I have around 450 hours played on my Apocalypse_Now character. I don't know if that is a lot of time or it isn't, given the fact I'm playing this char for several months. If you really don't mind loosing a guy who spends so much time in this game, trying to be creative, trying to implement new things (with all due respect to whole Community), trying to forget the S--T of everyday life by traveling through space and shooting his turrets at his "enemies" - then I won't mind to leave everything behind. I think this is really unfair, especially this sanction more than anything else. I guess that I have something in common with Colonel Walter E. Kurtz's - I hate unfairness and my principles in life is everything I really have.
P.S. I won't respond to any comment(s) or accusation because everything I said is pretty clear, but I will carefully read all of your opinions.
It's saturday. I like saturdays. Who doesn't? I got up in 14 am today... One of my several very good friends had a birthday celebration last night so... Anyway, I was surfing channels on TV, drinking my coffee, thinking about how will I play Freelancer today, how much I like doing it, how it is becoming every day more and more interesting, thinking about how to further develop my character, thinking about on which frontlines should we calm down and on which should we be more aggressive... I was thinking about my girlfriend for few minutes as well. Oh, she's so hot. But quickly I got back to thinking about recent politics in Sirius and how it is developing. So interesting. Then I turned on my pc, and fed my cat while my old machine took its time to enter OS. I sat on my chair, thinking: "Maybe I should do several series of push-ups a while I trade for 1 hour or so on my lux-liner." I click on Google Chrome, click to check my e-mail, visit Facebook for a 1 minute... I can't wait to visit Disco forum to see if anything interesting is going on... I select Disco forum from my bookmark list. Had few messages... I was thinking "Probably new recruits or some of our new guys has questions for me." I click on "New Messages"... Apocalypse Elektrik sent me a link. Quiet Boy did it also. Thus I click on a link...
http://discoverygc.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=50197
WHAT A...???
I couldn't believe me eyes. First thought that came to me: "What a hell am I gonna do now? I can't go back to playing Civilization. I played it too much already. What now? NO MORE FREELANCER FOR ME?" Damn!
I also got sanctioned...
http://discoverygc.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=50201
About this sanction, I'm really... enraged. That transport, Dab's if I understood correctly, gave order to open fire on me, and did it along with a Jugger and Talon, I think. I can't fire back just because he was in a transport? But it seems that community will prefer Dab over me. It's logical. I don't really mind about that. He's here longer than me, I'm sure of it. And who am I? My cap armor 8 taken... I've spent months in my liner saving money for it... I actually wanted to send PM Dab and congradulate for his excellent RP (he reminded me on Palpatine in Star Wars) but now this?
I really don't have grudge against anyone here but it seems I'm really not welcomed. So I created this poll only to hear of YOUR opinion, people. I know that many of you will laugh at me now and will feel relieved, and those who won't and who will agree with me, won't help Apocalypse Assault Wing's current... predicament. I don't expect anything, any longer. I have around 450 hours played on my Apocalypse_Now character. I don't know if that is a lot of time or it isn't, given the fact I'm playing this char for several months. If you really don't mind loosing a guy who spends so much time in this game, trying to be creative, trying to implement new things (with all due respect to whole Community), trying to forget the S--T of everyday life by traveling through space and shooting his turrets at his "enemies" - then I won't mind to leave everything behind. I think this is really unfair, especially this sanction more than anything else. I guess that I have something in common with Colonel Walter E. Kurtz's - I hate unfairness and my principles in life is everything I really have.
P.S. I won't respond to any comment(s) or accusation because everything I said is pretty clear, but I will carefully read all of your opinions.