03-13-2008, 11:23 AM
I've been roleplaying so much that I almost forgot who I Really Am.
Because of that, I can't be with you anymore. I came in, explored something new, learned a lot ... but it was hard-earned, considering the time spent. I'm always doubting myself, doubting everything. Maybe I will return one day, but that would be a miracle if I somehow gained control over the amount of time I spend playing Freelancer.
I've become too addicted, too tempted every time I get close to my computer. There's only one solution for certain. I must walk away. I'm glad I managed to decide. And I'm going to stay away from Freelancer at least to the next winter. I miss the sun.
Anyway, I have a life to live. I'm twenty, I need to grow up. I need to mature with real people around. I might find at some point in the future that all I've written here was wrong. But I don't care. I have to quit to avoid a disaster. I wish you all ... I don't know what.
Farewell...
Because of that, I can't be with you anymore. I came in, explored something new, learned a lot ... but it was hard-earned, considering the time spent. I'm always doubting myself, doubting everything. Maybe I will return one day, but that would be a miracle if I somehow gained control over the amount of time I spend playing Freelancer.
I've become too addicted, too tempted every time I get close to my computer. There's only one solution for certain. I must walk away. I'm glad I managed to decide. And I'm going to stay away from Freelancer at least to the next winter. I miss the sun.
Anyway, I have a life to live. I'm twenty, I need to grow up. I need to mature with real people around. I might find at some point in the future that all I've written here was wrong. But I don't care. I have to quit to avoid a disaster. I wish you all ... I don't know what.
Farewell...