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Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 04-28-2010

[font=agency fb]PROLOGUE

[color=#FF99FF]Everytime I let someone close to me they either disappoint me, or backstab me... perhaps i'm not ment to have friends? But how should one fight insanity without friends? As a final act of despair I opened a virtual diary... At least now I got someone to talk to... Let's see what kind of destiny awaits me...

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 28.04.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]I guess this is it... I never expected Steve-kun to be a backstabbing a...... aswell... I returned to Kusari, some people would call it "returning home" but not for me... I don't have a home... no place to return to. I wandered around without a goal and ended up in Shikuko after a while.

When suddenly a red warning light started blinking to announce a nearly empty fuel tank. Just my luck of course... I managed to move on to Planet Junyo to refuel. *sighs* I don't really feel like moving out again... let's see if I can get a room for the night here...

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-01-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 01.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]I've spent 3 days on Junyo, time to leave now. I never expected today to be this much of a milestone.
After I left Junyo, i returned to New Tokyo and I decided to pay a visit to my old home planet... It felt strange being back her, everything reminds me of the terrible childhood I had.

Ah well... I decided to undock and look for a job, but I ended up flying around without a goal... until a familiar ship appeard on the radar... Leonardo Ramirez decided to come over here to look for me... After all the rude things I said to him, he still looked for me.

After we had a little talk I told him I was lonely... that I wanted to meet him face to face, so we went to Freeport 6 where I rented a room for us. It's funny actually... Even though he's in a relationship with this girl named Katia... he didn't held back on me *giggles* but I have to admit... Katia is a lucky... very lucky girl! His stamina really amazed me.

Magic... after the little "get together" with Leonardo I hopped back into my ship and enabled the systems, the same minute Steve hailed me! I decided to follow Leonardo's advice, and talk to him. I met him back in New Tokyo where we had our talk.

Steve.Holloway: *low Static* Shizuma? Are you there? I think the signal is good now...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: H-hai
Steve.Holloway: Uh? What happens? *Static*
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *static* planet new tokyo *static* *connection lost*
Steve.Holloway: What the...!?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: hmm?
Steve.Holloway: What's going on with you? You leave to Kusari withour saying anything!?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: get over here...
Steve.Holloway: Sorry... I prefer to stay away
Shizuma.Sakuragi: why?
Steve.Holloway: Oh... Maybe... Because the authorities could show up in any moment and blow up me?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: they wont...
Steve.Holloway: They're crazy! 'Disguting teabag! Die!'
Shizuma.Sakuragi: just get over here... you have to see this.Steve.Holloway: Okay... Okay...
Steve.Holloway: So...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: look
Steve.Holloway: Eh... What are you planning?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: smiley... *points at the piece of base in front of her*
Steve.Holloway: Huh... a smiling... face?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: see it?
Steve.Holloway: I don't get it Shizuma!
Shizuma.Sakuragi: Ironic... I returned to the planet where everyone I knew laughed at me... and now... even tbe base is laughing at me
Steve.Holloway: Eh... I think it's laughing at me too...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *sighs and keeps looking at smiley* you really came here... just for me?
Steve.Holloway: The Hood bar looks boring without you
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *blushes a bit* is that really the only reason?
Steve.Holloway: *Sighs* Well... I think... I need you
Steve.Holloway: But, don't get me wrong, I'm not in love with you
Steve.Holloway: *Sighs* It's something different... like the relationships between brothers and sisters
Steve.Holloway: Being sure they'll be there for help you when you need itShizuma.Sakuragi: *shrugs* then why did you talk crap behind my back? it hurts... it really does
Steve.Holloway: *Sighs* I didn't know people did that to you before...
Steve.Holloway: Shizuma... Sorry...
Steve.Holloway: I'd like to start by zero... but I think it won't work...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *shrugs* you want to make it up to me?
Steve.Holloway: Hmm... Could we be friends... again?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *sighs* sure... under 1 condition...
Steve.Holloway: Well... I mean... Could we be real friends for first time..?
Steve.Holloway: What condition?
[GC]-Rika.Ito.: Konnichiwa
Shizuma.Sakuragi: I rented a room on Freeport 6 for 1 day, about 2 hours ago... so on our way back to bretonia, we'll stop there
Shizuma.Sakuragi: and make good use of it *giggles*
Steve.Holloway: Wait... What do you mean!?
[GC]-Rika.Ito.: Sleeping I would guess..
Shizuma.Sakuragi: you'll see.... i'll race you there...
Steve.Holloway: Oh no... no... forget it
Steve.Holloway: I'll sleep on the corridors if needed
Shizuma.Sakuragi: let's go!

In my room on Freeport 6 I just messed with Steve's head... wasn't planning on giving him the same... uhm... "candy" as I did to Leonardo. But Steve's face sure was priceless! *laughs*

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-02-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 02,05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]We had alot of fun early today, Steve-kun made contact with a phantom ship named Nephillim, he said his name is Christopher. He offered us 4 millions each, to get rid of a Bounty Hunter fighter and gunboat. And so we did, it turned out in a rather huge fight including BAF and Zoey Sakura, shortly after Steve-kun destroyed the BH fighter, I turned the gunboat into fireworks.

*giggles* and after we got paid we decided to stick around and have fun with the BAF officers... I had 2 of them on me, i'm sure at least one of them now regrets taking his dinky toy up against a Roc. After about 4 minutes he came at me with only 10% of his shield left... that was just to easy... some quick turret shots and a SNAC and the dinky toy turned into a fireball.

And then... I ran out of luck... a BAF gunboat showed up and we got into a fight, I was close to vaporizing him when I suddenly got sideswiped by the remaining BAF fighter... I bumped into a mine and in this futile seconds I was struck by the gunboats battle razor. I managed to eject right in time. But hey! At least 2 of them won't forget me very soon! *shrugs* the fact that this probably means the end of our little Bretonian adventure... doesn't affect me, I don't know about Steve though...

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-02-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 02,05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]Busy day so far... when I was travelling back to the Hood from Gran Canaria I came across VE|AC-Vitiosus I offered him an escort, which he accepted.

Shizuma.Sakuragi: Ohayo
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Sending FoF signature:"Greetings]>
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Stabilazing Jump Engines::Proceeding to Jump>>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: in need of an escort?
VE|AC-Vitiosus: "We would like that yes"
Shizuma.Sakuragi: alright, where ya headed?
VE|AC-Vitiosus: "How much would we pay for taking us to: Tau 37"
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *thinks and counts on her fingers* that would be... 2 millions
VE|AC-Vitiosus: "-:-Please await::-:-.. . . Enclave agrees::Transferring 1 million now"
Shizuma.Sakuragi: hai.

You have received 1.000.000 credits from VE|AC-Vitiosus

VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Transfer Complete>>

And so we got on our way to Freeport 10 in Tau 37

We started talking... weird isn't it... I am having such a hard time trusting other people... but with this... machine... I just opened up like a book. *sighs*

Shizuma.Sakuragi: lead the way skipper. you've got an angel guarding over you now.
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Interesting way to put it]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *giggles*
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"What is your name. If we may ask?]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: i'm Shizuma... Shizuma Sakuragi
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<::Initiating Communique to Arranmore::"Friend]>T
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Pleasure, my name is Vitiosus. AI of the Enclave]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: I believe we've met yesterday, in front of Leeds.
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Could have been another member of our Enclave. We are programmed for this route alone.. Occasional visits to Bretonia.>>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: hai... could have been another one then
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Most probable.."
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"So, we guess you are hailing from Kusari. Correct?]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: Hai... sort off, came to bretonia to look for adventure
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *sighs* let's say yesterdays ruckus didn't make me to popular with the BAF
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"A bold move, as Bretonian Citizens seam to be against all Kusari citizens.. Hm, any problems?>>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: not really... I gained trust my working with BAf for a while
Shizuma.Sakuragi: yesterday turned it all though... we were hired by a phantom to take out 2 bounty hunters, we did...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: and then we continued on BAF
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"We see... Phantoms..]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: seems like I somehow amazed everyone by shooting a HF with this roc.
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Plotting course trough field.]>
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"The Phantoms are not to be trusted...]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *sighs* it's not trust or allegiance I seek...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: I work for the highest bidder in order to survive
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Credits]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *giggles* well, to survive you need credits...
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Ashame. . . Not really, one only needs something to work for, be it a Belief]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: I lost my beliefs a long time ago...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: my fairytale life was changed into a living nightmare.
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Shame.. Real ashame.. Ones life and faith should be together.. Can not think of another way to describe it]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: I did what I had to do to survive... no need to be ashamed of that
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Of course not]>
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Initiate Jump>>
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Plotting course. Switching to Secondary control]>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *sighs* switching to manual controls, bumping into way to many rocks.
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Confirmed, we have done the same]>

Soon we arrived at freeport 10, after I received the payment we both went our own ways.

You have received 1.000.000 credits from VE|AC-Vitiosus

VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Transfer Complete:: "Thank you, and the same on our side. Fair travels>>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: arigato, pleasure doing bussiness with you.
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<"Sending Docking access codes]>
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Codes transfered>>
VE|AC-Vitiosus: <<Docking>>
Shizuma.Sakuragi: Hai.

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-05-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 05.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]Busy day it was yesterday... I came across Leo-san again... *giggles* we had a nice chat... I think I even turned him on with my lollypop. *giggles* Anyway, Alice-san told me some days ago she might need me... and she did, she hired me to destroy some BAF's... can't say Leo-san liked that idea... but still... after I got blown up he was prepared to take care of my wounds... *sighs*

After the battle in Dublin some days ago... I prepared a little victory celebration party on gran canaria for Zoey.. Steve... and me... He didn't even show up... After all his preaching about friendship and teaming up... he ditched me just because Zoey blinked her eyes... *sighs* I won't work with him again... found a new partner... and i'm pretty sure he'll treat me better... *giggles* Leo-san... I spent the night with him since his girlfriend is off-planet for a couple of days, it was worth it... his stamina still amazes me, my god! 4 times in a row! *giggles*

I have to admit... waking up next to him made me feel... complete... He's the type of man I want to grow old with... *sighs* no... he IS the man I want to grow old with... *mumbles* oh my... I think i'm falling in love...

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-06-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 06.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]*The recording starts, only after a minute or so Shizuma starts talking on a quiet, almost whispering tone*

The madness is complete... it only took 1 night to change my life forever... Baka... I can't believe I let this happen... First of all I fell in love with Leo-san... *sighs* We didn't use reserve funds... and now... i'm carrying his child... *sighs* how am I supposed to take care of a child if the memories I have from my own mother are like smoke I try to catch with my bare hands... I admire Leo-sans determination... He is willing to break up with his girlfriend... to be with me... but on the other hand... he's already getting under my skin... He won't allow me to drink... smoke... he doesn't even want me to fight anymore... I've become a prisoner of my own little game...

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-08-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 08.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]What's wrong with me... I used to be one tough motherf... *static* and now... my emotions change like a friggin stopsign! I did some baka things the other day... when my beloved was talking to someone aboard a liner... I asked Alice-chan to hook me up with some synthetic marijuana... It sure made me do some nasty things... after 2 beers I found myself hugging and kissing her... and she let me... maybe she actually enjoyed it? Well... of course Leo-kun showed up... there was alot of talking and shouting and eventually I fell asleep, next morning I woke up in Alice's room, she wasn't there, but Leo-san was sleeping on the couch.

...

Today... *sighs* was the first time I was Steve-kun again after he went to Liberty... he betrayed his believes and decided to go pirating... he was rude to me... mocked me... an officer offered me 2 millions to get rid of Steve-san... I accepted it... *sighs* the fight was running to an end when the BAF stopped us... Good thing is... I made up with my beloved Leo.

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-09-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 09.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]Quite the night I had... Probably the best thing that happened is that Nee-chan... *coughs* Alice Techler became a mercenary... Leo and I are going to buy a villa on Gran Canaria and Nee-chan is going to live with is! After i've seen the base she lives on... the room she sleeps in... I really felt sorry for her.

As the 3 of us were roaming around we encountered Steve again... but it wasn't really Steve... About 2 hours after this encounter he started talking jibberish on a private frequency, about hearing voices, crap like that *sighs* He's sick... bipolarism most likely... Anyhow... During the encounter he kept mocking us, provoking us... and eventually it turned out nasty. We got in a fight and I destroyed him with a SNAC.

After all of this we were relaxing in front of Leeds when the Viagara Fails *coughs* Niagara Falls showed up. offering us a job to hunt some pirate...

Niagara_Falls: B: This is OSC Niagara Falls hailing freelancers
Niagara_Falls: B: might the 3 of you be interested in a job?
Niagara_Falls: B: Indeed, I'll be sending the information to you now, if you're interested in the job then contact me on a private channel
Niagara_Falls: B: You do not have to, I prefere if you all 3 would work together
Niagara_Falls: B: I'm sending the data now
Niagara_Falls: *a text appears on your screen and it says*
Niagara_Falls: *I'll be paying each of you 5 mil to hunt and kill the freelance pirate UFO in the Cortez system, the person who kills UFO
Niagara_Falls: will get an extra 5 mil*
Alice.Techler: My my... VIPs are too important to communicate the normal way...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: all the way to new york? *sighs*
Leonardo.Ramirez: We'll get that guy.. doesn't matter where he is.
Shizuma.Sakuragi: on it .
Leonardo.Ramirez: Come on Shizuma.. don't complain.
Niagara_Falls: B: and Leo ...
Leonardo.Ramirez: What..Alice.Techler: yey! I'll work with Shizu again!
Leonardo.Ramire: And me..
Leonardo.Ramirez: Don't forget that
Niagara_Falls: B: I want you to bring his corps to me *the cpt sounds really angry*

You have received 5.000.000 credits from Niagara_Falls

Niagara_Falls: B: Each of you was payed 5 mil on beforehand
Niagara_Falls: B: So you know that I'm serious
Niagara_Falls: B: the person who kills him earns another 5 mil, but I want his burned body in my desk
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *giggles* alright...
Niagara_Falls: B: want to see him dead with my own eyes
Shizuma.Sakuragi: but on your desk... gonna make quite a mess
Niagara_Falls: B: *He sounds really angry* I DON'T CARE if it'll be a MESS
Niagara_Falls: B: I payed you 5 mil so I want it done, GOT IT?!
Shizuma.Sakuragi: like me to slice him up a bit? *shows one of her blades*
Niagara_Falls: *he seems to think*
Niagara_Falls: B: just make sure I can recognise his face
Niagara_Falls: *he's stil grinding his teeth but he tryes to calm down*

We tracked the target down all the way to New York, then we lost his signal.

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-12-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 12.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]It's been a while since I last got to eternalize my thoughts... Well... 1 day after the captain of the Niagara Falls offered us the job to take out the pirate known as UFO, I happened to come across him near Trafalgar base. I'm not the kind of person that backstabs others... So I clearly told him what I was about to do... yet *sighs* when I opened fire he didn't even move... like he didn't care anymore... I guess it was 5 millions I easily earned.

We moved into my new place on Gran Canaria... it's a magnificent villa, my beloved Leo is with me... and so are Nee-chan and Kiri-chan... *sighs* Kiri-chan... I still can't believe it... but I actually really love her... maybe this pregnancy is messing with my emotions... but... Kiri-chan really is like a daughter to me...

Angel of Despair - Heraklion - 05-17-2010

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 17.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]I wish I settled down for a peaceful life... *sighs* Alice... got back a couple of days ago... took Kiri-chan on a cruise in a friends yacht... *curses* Unfortunatly the owner didn't had the best intends... we followed him... stopped him... I managed to board his ship... it got nasty... many lifes lost *sighs* Kiri-chan needed her medicine, but she didn't had it with her... Worst thing is... as I took down the final guard... he shot me in the leg *curses*

I had trouble convincing Alice to come back with me... but finally... we were heading towards my ship... *sighs* when we got there... she pushed us past the airlock door and locked it... staying behind... I had... no time... Kiri-chan needed her medicine badly... and it was a long way to Gran Canaria... The last thing I remember was that I changed the capsule in her arm... then I must have passed out...