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RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 09-23-2018
Date - 22.09.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Well... Yesterday was a little bit abnormal, if any other human would see it. But... I think I had quite a weird dream. Or, well. Most of it was a strange reality I just so happened to exist in.
Progress with Naiad is slow, but steady. She has alot of fears to overcome or throw away. Something in her past is holding her back and she seems to be caring about it too much. She is the one who has to make little steps, one by one. But if she wants to live a new life, she has to relieve her fears, so she can move on.
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[21.09.2018 23:32:50] Windstar: Let's get going.
[21.09.2018 23:33:23] Windstar: I'm headed to a quieter place.
[21.09.2018 23:33:36] Naiad: Sensible.
[21.09.2018 23:33:54] Windstar: There's a system not far from here that's practically abandoned.
[21.09.2018 23:34:00] Nyctophilia: One I think of?
[21.09.2018 23:34:03] Naiad: Yeah, no.
[21.09.2018 23:34:05] Naiad: It's not.
[21.09.2018 23:34:15] Windstar: What? Of course it is.
[21.09.2018 23:34:29] Naiad: I briefly visited it only few days ago, it was a warzone.
[21.09.2018 23:34:43] Nyctophilia: Settled by Cultists.
[21.09.2018 23:34:44] Nyctophilia: Right.
[21.09.2018 23:34:55] Naiad: And Nomads.
[21.09.2018 23:34:59] Windstar: I've been there a million times, it's quiet as hell. Those guys only set up shop for a day.
[21.09.2018 23:35:04] Windstar: There's Nomads everywhere.
[21.09.2018 23:35:09] Naiad: Not in that quantity.
[21.09.2018 23:35:18] Naiad: And size.
[21.09.2018 23:35:24] Nyctophilia: Just breathe in and make a step forward.
[21.09.2018 23:36:27] Windstar: Deep breaths.
[21.09.2018 23:36:45] Nyctophilia: After you.
[21.09.2018 23:37:08] Windstar: I'll ping you if it's safe.
[21.09.2018 23:37:21] Naiad: It's not.
[21.09.2018 23:37:24] Nyctophilia: It is.
[21.09.2018 23:37:32] Nyctophilia: I've been there a couple of times.
[21.09.2018 23:37:52] Nyctophilia: The only time it wasn't safe is today and when the cultists settled down.
[21.09.2018 23:37:55] Windstar: Okay, one sec. Sensors on the fritz.
[21.09.2018 23:38:11] Windstar: Alright... All clear.
[21.09.2018 23:38:14] Nyctophilia: It's clear.
[21.09.2018 23:38:26] Naiad: Don't forget the Nomads. If they can bring such an armada there, it's probably close to.. wherever they're from.
[21.09.2018 23:39:03] Nyctophilia: If you won't think of them as a threat, they won't be one.
[21.09.2018 23:39:14] Nyctophilia: It's how it works in nature.
[21.09.2018 23:39:19] Naiad: It does not.
[21.09.2018 23:39:25] Nyctophilia: It really does.
[21.09.2018 23:39:32] Naiad: The weak get eaten by the strong, in nature.
[21.09.2018 23:39:49] Naiad: You don't get ignored cause you're docile.
[21.09.2018 23:39:52] Nyctophilia: And? Who is weak nw?
[21.09.2018 23:39:56] Naiad: Me?
[21.09.2018 23:40:13] Naiad: I'm just a single person, eh?
[21.09.2018 23:40:18] Nyctophilia: You won't become stronger if you won't overcome your own fears.
[21.09.2018 23:40:20] Nyctophilia: Yes.
[21.09.2018 23:40:23] Nyctophilia: So am I.
[21.09.2018 23:40:27] Windstar: Is... there a problem?
[21.09.2018 23:40:32] Nyctophilia: Naiad is a problem.
[21.09.2018 23:40:54] Naiad: I just wanted to get to know her, not.. this.
[21.09.2018 23:40:56] Naiad: Oh well.
[21.09.2018 23:40:56] Windstar: What's going on?
[21.09.2018 23:41:02] Nyctophilia: You will.
[21.09.2018 23:41:18] Windstar: See? All clear.
[21.09.2018 23:41:28] Naiad: So it seems, at least.
[21.09.2018 23:41:35] Nyctophilia: Quiet as ever.
[21.09.2018 23:41:44] Windstar: See? Even the planet is quiet.
[21.09.2018 23:42:42] Naiad: It's a planet, they all look like that from afar..
[21.09.2018 23:42:52] Nyctophilia: Do you see any difference from some other systems?
[21.09.2018 23:43:00] Windstar: Oh really? Then tell me, what kind of planet does it look like?
[21.09.2018 23:43:31] Naiad: As calm as all of them.
[21.09.2018 23:43:37] Naiad: That's all I meant.
[21.09.2018 23:43:47] Windstar: Still, how would you describe it?
[21.09.2018 23:43:58] Naiad: From afar, there could be a war on Manhattan's surface, you wouldn't be able to tell easily.
[21.09.2018 23:44:20] Nyctophilia: She asks what it is exactly.
[21.09.2018 23:45:06] Nyctophilia: In the meantime... I just might take a moment of appreciation of this planet.
[21.09.2018 23:45:06] Naiad: Looks like Tuvalu's ugly sibling.
[21.09.2018 23:45:13] Windstar: So gaseous?
[21.09.2018 23:45:42] Naiad: Sure. Why do you ask? It's just a planet.
[21.09.2018 23:45:56] Windstar: It's not a gas giant.
[21.09.2018 23:45:57] Naiad: You're distracting from the topic?
[21.09.2018 23:47:13] Windstar: Okay, then ask away.
[21.09.2018 23:47:43] Naiad: This isn't quite as private.
[21.09.2018 23:48:00] Windstar: How much more private could it be? There's nothing else around.
[21.09.2018 23:48:27] Nyctophilia: You want me to go - I can.
[21.09.2018 23:48:33] Nyctophilia: No problem.
[21.09.2018 23:48:48] Naiad: Not sure that'd improve the situation.
[21.09.2018 23:48:57] Windstar: What can I do?
[21.09.2018 23:49:07] Nyctophilia: Have an odd feeling that someone is watching?
[21.09.2018 23:49:23] Naiad: I'm sorry, I'm just.. rattled.
[21.09.2018 23:49:44] Nyctophilia: Well... You don't get used to that kind of isolation from the first time.
[21.09.2018 23:49:47] Naiad: Everything went south so quickly that I have no idea what my position is anymore.
[21.09.2018 23:49:50] Windstar: *She sighs in frustration*
[21.09.2018 23:50:16] Naiad: I don't think we can get back into what we talked about before.
[21.09.2018 23:50:19] Naiad: Not now.
[21.09.2018 23:50:57] Nyctophilia: At least you made a step forward.
[21.09.2018 23:51:05] Windstar: It's admirable, really.
[21.09.2018 23:51:39] Naiad: Nothing about this is admirable. I'm just going crazy.
[21.09.2018 23:52:08] Nyctophilia: Believe me, I'm still thinking that I'm going crazy too.
[21.09.2018 23:53:05] Naiad: Still, I told you I was here, before.
[21.09.2018 23:53:20] Windstar: But you were afraid.
[21.09.2018 23:54:02] Naiad: Yeah, you two are starting to scare me. Well. Re-starting? Pretty sure I was the most scared when I met Miss Pennybrooke the-
[21.09.2018 23:54:11] Naiad: first time, then it dipped for a while.
[21.09.2018 23:55:04] Windstar: "Concern. We strike fear into them."
[21.09.2018 23:55:32] Nyctophilia: And what exactly scares you off?
[21.09.2018 23:56:22] Naiad: *She laughs* You demanded someone's execution, remember? That's a good start.
[21.09.2018 23:56:38] Nyctophilia: Demanded?
[21.09.2018 23:56:53] Windstar: I was defending myself and wanted to be made safe from that maniac...
[21.09.2018 23:57:04] Naiad: And when you were, you wanted him killed.
[21.09.2018 23:57:11] Nyctophilia: Do you even know that such definitions as "friends" exist?
[21.09.2018 23:57:14] Naiad: That's scary.
[21.09.2018 23:57:37] Windstar: Being shouted at and accused of being a Nomad murderer is enough to get you killed out here.
[21.09.2018 23:57:55] Windstar: He was threatening my life with those accusations.
[21.09.2018 23:57:57] Naiad: Yeah, well. He wasn't far off, was he?
[21.09.2018 23:58:12] Nyctophilia: I didn't demanded them to be killed. I'm more than sure that this Order litter survived.
[21.09.2018 23:58:36] Nyctophilia: And that other moron? Who threatened my friend's life?
[21.09.2018 23:58:44] Nyctophilia: I threatened his in the exchange.
[21.09.2018 23:58:49] Nyctophilia: Because I was in a bad mood.
[21.09.2018 23:59:04] Naiad: I mean, questionable methods, sure, but I'm sure the other side's quite shocked to see humans, you know, too close to them.
[21.09.2018 23:59:44] Naiad: You don't just kill people just because you... uh.
[21.09.2018 23:59:51] Nyctophilia: I wouldn't do anything like that if it was a personal offence towards me, because I know humanity too well.
[22.09.2018 00:00:05] Nyctophilia: But I won't tolerate any disrespect towards my friends.
[22.09.2018 00:00:21] Vagrant.Melia: "Why are theirs still afraid?"
[22.09.2018 00:00:36] Windstar: Doesn't disturb you at all that he tried to kill me. It.. *The words are caught in her throat*
[22.09.2018 00:00:43] Nyctophilia: And I wouldn't straight kill them. Just blow up their ship and make them eject.
[22.09.2018 00:00:48] Nyctophilia: And ponder in their doings.
[22.09.2018 00:00:49] Naiad: I did -not- see that.
[22.09.2018 00:01:11] Windstar: "They do not trust us. And believe us to be lying."
[22.09.2018 00:01:13] Naiad: Remember, I didn't find you, after you -ran off- in the middle of me getting weak.
[22.09.2018 00:01:27] Windstar: Getting... weak?
[22.09.2018 00:02:43] Naiad: In a way. Maybe I'm just sulking and that's the entire problem. *She sighs* I'm sorry, I can't seem to read my own emotions-
[22.09.2018 00:02:44] Naiad: anymore either.
[22.09.2018 00:03:03] Windstar: *She remains silent, curled up in a ball in the pilot's seat*
[22.09.2018 00:03:48] Vagrant.Melia: "Concern. Perhaps theirs require direct assurance."
[22.09.2018 00:03:50] Naiad: What did he catch you doing?
[22.09.2018 00:03:52] Windstar: "Sadness. We must show distaste for her distrust."
[22.09.2018 00:04:22] Windstar: He saw me here, in Lost. And there were Nomads nearby, too big for him to attack alone.
[22.09.2018 00:04:40] Windstar: He wanted me to join in as backup.
[22.09.2018 00:04:51] Windstar: I didn't want to, and he... he just turned on me.
[22.09.2018 00:05:14] Windstar: I was only saved because the Auxesian showed up.
[22.09.2018 00:05:18] Naiad: Here?
[22.09.2018 00:05:39] Windstar: Yeah.
[22.09.2018 00:05:48] Nyctophilia: Wild guess. Auxesians might have business out here concerning Secundus.
[22.09.2018 00:06:04] Nyctophilia: Hence why one of them showed up.
[22.09.2018 00:06:06] Naiad: But... Theta? And.. the Sigmas?
[22.09.2018 00:06:10] Nyctophilia: You were lucky.
[22.09.2018 00:06:26] Windstar: I went to Theta, then returned to Delta via a quicker route than I took.
[22.09.2018 00:06:37] Windstar: And saw the Auxesian go in here, and followed.
[22.09.2018 00:07:30] Nyctophilia: I didn't went anywhere at all. I just fooled the scans using the cloak.
[22.09.2018 00:07:56] Naiad: I don't think you're telling the whole truth, and that's fine, you don't have to. I'm just confused now.
[22.09.2018 00:08:13] Windstar: I didn't want to see the Auxesian hurt anyone.
[22.09.2018 00:08:13] Nyctophilia: Again, it was my intuition that played the game.
[22.09.2018 00:08:26] Naiad: That makes little sense.
[22.09.2018 00:08:56] Windstar: And I ended up in a situation where they had to hurt someone to save me.
[22.09.2018 00:09:12] Naiad: Zoners don't just attack other Zoners for not joining them in a fight.
[22.09.2018 00:09:25] Nyctophilia: Because it wasn't a Zoner.
[22.09.2018 00:09:36] Naiad: Sure carried Zoner identification.
[22.09.2018 00:09:47] Windstar: And a Nephtys.
[22.09.2018 00:09:53] Naiad: That's unrelated.
[22.09.2018 00:09:58] Windstar: It isn't!
[22.09.2018 00:09:59] Nyctophilia: Related.
[22.09.2018 00:10:10] Windstar: Why do you keep dismissing this!?
[22.09.2018 00:10:36] Windstar: "Pondering. We must devise a plan."
[22.09.2018 00:10:42] Nyctophilia: If you don't see a patern - that's fine.
[22.09.2018 00:10:42] Naiad: It's just a ship, doesn't say anything about the person flying it.
[22.09.2018 00:10:55] Naiad: This sector's getting to my head, I guess.
[22.09.2018 00:11:05] Windstar: I -- Ugh.
[22.09.2018 00:11:25] Nyctophilia: I just see it. Some Order goon, disguising as a Zoner.
[22.09.2018 00:11:31] Nyctophilia: For some shenanigans.
[22.09.2018 00:12:01] Nyctophilia: Believe me, I already stated why every Zoner out here would have the Order.
[22.09.2018 00:12:09] Nyctophilia: hate, rather.
[22.09.2018 00:12:11] Vagrant.Melia: "There are numerous potential outcomes. We must act softly."
[22.09.2018 00:12:16] Windstar: "Innovation. We must break their association of this Carrier with the Light."
[22.09.2018 00:12:17] Naiad: Seemed like an overstatement.
[22.09.2018 00:12:42] Windstar: "Deception. We must falsify an attack and escape."
[22.09.2018 00:13:04] Vagrant.Melia: "We must not seek deliberate harm."
[22.09.2018 00:13:06] Naiad: Okay, okay, I'm sorry. I think the problem for me is that I only have personal bad experience with Core and Auxesia and like, not the Order
[22.09.2018 00:13:30] Nyctophilia: Tell me. If some random guy threatened your homeworld with a NEMP bombardement, would you like to fly a ship associated with them?
[22.09.2018 00:13:46] Windstar: "Frustration. If our Brethren were present, we would avoid alienation."
[22.09.2018 00:14:08] Nyctophilia: Don't tell me you would.
[22.09.2018 00:14:08] Windstar: "The false offense may make them fear the Light."
[22.09.2018 00:14:22] Naiad: But Zoners aren't a people. They have no homeworld. They're a bunch of independent groups and individuals trying to escape the problems of the houses.
[22.09.2018 00:14:36] Nyctophilia: Answer a question.
[22.09.2018 00:15:08] Naiad: It's just a ship.
[22.09.2018 00:15:43] Nyctophilia: Still, it would make you look like an affiliate of a certain organisation.
[22.09.2018 00:15:52] Naiad: Isn't that what IFFs are for?
[22.09.2018 00:16:06] Naiad: Flying a Libertonian ship doesn't make me Libertonian.
[22.09.2018 00:16:15] Nyctophilia: Signatures can be faked easily nowadays.
[22.09.2018 00:16:17] Nyctophilia: Trust me.
[22.09.2018 00:16:49] Nyctophilia: Libertonian can fly a Bretonian ship as well as a Kusarian could, in theory, fly a Gallic ship.
[22.09.2018 00:16:53] Vagrant.Melia: " We are confident in the direct approach."
[22.09.2018 00:17:11] Windstar: "Uncertainty. They would flee."
[22.09.2018 00:17:16] Naiad: But I'm not here to discuss that, I overreacted because I was left alone and then just witnessed that.. situation.
[22.09.2018 00:17:21] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps."
[22.09.2018 00:17:30] Naiad: It's not really what I was looking for.
[22.09.2018 00:17:37] Nyctophilia: You weren't the only one who overreacted.
[22.09.2018 00:17:39] Naiad: I guess I'm sorry?
[22.09.2018 00:17:41] Nyctophilia: You saw my reaction.
[22.09.2018 00:17:52] Nyctophilia: I threatened an unknown person.
[22.09.2018 00:18:11] Nyctophilia: And still, we're here.
[22.09.2018 00:18:18] Nyctophilia: None's around, except for us.
[22.09.2018 00:18:26] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet if we were to show a calming disposition, it may prove receptive."
[22.09.2018 00:18:34] Naiad: I think I was feeling a little hurt.
[22.09.2018 00:19:04] Windstar: Let's just... move away from the jump hole...
[22.09.2018 00:19:10] Nyctophilia: Sorry if I had to leave you that swiftly... But I can't control my own intuition. If it tells me "bad", I follow.
[22.09.2018 00:19:12] Windstar: I don't want to be jumped on.
[22.09.2018 00:19:27] Naiad: I find its presence reassuring.
[22.09.2018 00:19:30] Naiad: Easy way out.
[22.09.2018 00:19:32] Naiad: But if you insist.
[22.09.2018 00:19:37] Windstar: Easy way in.
[22.09.2018 00:19:45] Nyctophilia: The only.
[22.09.2018 00:21:12] Windstar: *She takes off her helmet, revealing the left eyepatch once more*
[22.09.2018 00:21:13] Nyctophilia: The dark side of Moros... Do I like it.
[22.09.2018 00:22:11] Naiad: Well. We were talking about a big step, before.
[22.09.2018 00:22:20] Windstar: Yeah... we were.
[22.09.2018 00:22:27] Naiad: One more in line with what I was looking for.
[22.09.2018 00:22:36] Windstar: "We are now on the dark side of Moros."
[22.09.2018 00:23:02] Naiad: Curiously exactly the moment you chose to run into that mess. I think that's why I snapped a little.
[22.09.2018 00:23:14] Naiad: I'm sorry. I should've known better.
[22.09.2018 00:23:26] Windstar: It's okay... I'm sorry for reacting like that.
[22.09.2018 00:23:56] Vagrant.Melia: "Has the darkling begun to reach a state of comfort?"
[22.09.2018 00:24:23] Windstar: "Informed darkling can confirm they are calming, yet still tense."
[22.09.2018 00:24:29] Nyctophilia: I also overreacted out there... Seems like something in the air was too tense.
[22.09.2018 00:25:17] Windstar: The farther away from civilization, the calmer the air is.
[22.09.2018 00:25:31] Naiad: So that's where we are right now. I don't feel like I could make any steps, for now.
[22.09.2018 00:25:46] Nyctophilia: The way that Freelancer was behaving... Not to mention an Order litter... Ugh.
[22.09.2018 00:26:06] Naiad: Maybe some attempt at sleep will take care of that.
[22.09.2018 00:26:16] Nyctophilia: You don't have to. Just aclimitize and get comfy.
[22.09.2018 00:26:49] Naiad: Yeah, no, you're right. I should be clearer.
[22.09.2018 00:26:57] Naiad: I'm not talking about this system.
[22.09.2018 00:27:10] Nyctophilia: Neither do I.
[22.09.2018 00:27:50] Naiad: Maybe your friend got what I mean.
[22.09.2018 00:27:54] Nyctophilia: Don't let it wrap around yourself. Many things happen every day, many things pass.
[22.09.2018 00:27:54] Windstar: Yeah...
[22.09.2018 00:28:01] Nyctophilia: Many things are about to happen.
[22.09.2018 00:28:10] Vagrant.Melia: "Grant them assurance."
[22.09.2018 00:28:19] Naiad: If that's so, I better start running now, get a headstart, eh?
[22.09.2018 00:28:42] Windstar: "They have calmed, but their form tires."
[22.09.2018 00:28:57] Naiad: *She chuckles* In any case, postpone what we talked about. And if you had stayed, you'd have heard me tell you that I would-
[22.09.2018 00:29:13] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs must be shown the way of peace."
[22.09.2018 00:29:18] Naiad: need alot of preparation anyways, probably a visit to the houses.
[22.09.2018 00:29:40] Nyctophilia: We can go to any house system any time you want, sure thing.
[22.09.2018 00:29:42] Windstar: Will you come back soon?
[22.09.2018 00:30:08] Naiad: You could've told me I was talking past you.
[22.09.2018 00:30:36] Naiad: I suppose it's been a long day, and after all that's happened, it's better to have this conversation some other time.
[22.09.2018 00:30:51] Windstar: Yeah... *She can't help but yawn a little*
[22.09.2018 00:30:55] Nyctophilia: Sure. Take a rest if you need one.
[22.09.2018 00:31:05] Nyctophilia: Be careful on your way to Freeport.
[22.09.2018 00:31:32] Windstar: "Vacate..!"
[22.09.2018 00:31:40] Naiad: We should try to start this over, 'Windstar'
[22.09.2018 00:31:41] Nyctophilia: Shoo.
[22.09.2018 00:31:48] Nyctophilia: She needs a clear path.
[22.09.2018 00:31:54] Windstar: Yeah. Let's.
[22.09.2018 00:32:16] Naiad: You can ask me what I was on about tomorrow, I might have better answers.
[22.09.2018 00:32:32] Windstar: Thanks. I'm looking forward to it.
[22.09.2018 00:32:48] Naiad: Hopefully.
[22.09.2018 00:33:05] Naiad: See you then....I don't think she pays too much attention to how many efforts two of us put into her. Nor does she cares. Not gonna say that I haven't met such selfish persones in my life, but seeing Kimi putting so much effort into her, while there is no effect... It's Saddening.
The air of the aftermath was quite tense, so I felt a strange urge to play some music... Just press some keys on a holopad. I even forgot that I've installed this plug-in into my new ship's systems. If only I knew what it would resolve into.
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[22.09.2018 00:33:47] Windstar: *The emotion of exhaustion and frustration spills out, almost psychically, from Kimi*
[22.09.2018 00:33:48] Nyctophilia: ...We're alone now.
[22.09.2018 00:33:53] Windstar: "All is clear."
[22.09.2018 00:34:10] Nyctophilia: Wasn't as bad as I anticipated.
[22.09.2018 00:34:25] Nyctophilia: There is something promising, but it will take alot, alot of time.
[22.09.2018 00:34:43] Windstar: She's harder than that Aoi girl to bring to the Light.
[22.09.2018 00:34:57] Nyctophilia: Not as hostile though.
[22.09.2018 00:35:07] Windstar: The Phoenix darkling made matters worse today.
[22.09.2018 00:35:10] Rules Tip: A single player running two or more instances of Freelancer for trading or mining purposes is against server rules and is regarded as cheating.
[22.09.2018 00:35:35] Windstar: We are beyond frustrated, but we must have patience...
[22.09.2018 00:36:01] Nyctophilia: There will be obstacles. But I'm sure she will accept compassion, sooner or later.
[22.09.2018 00:36:44] Windstar: The darkling saw too much, we had to dispose of them. Luckily, the Auxesian helped.
[22.09.2018 00:37:04] Nyctophilia: ...You didn't called for me though.
[22.09.2018 00:37:24] Windstar: If it was both of us involved, it would have been supremely incriminating.
[22.09.2018 00:37:35] Nyctophilia: Fair enough.
[22.09.2018 00:37:42] Windstar: 2-on-1 is harder to defend.
[22.09.2018 00:38:47] Windstar: *She takes off her eyepatch, revealing the soft rainbow glow present where the darkness usually is*
[22.09.2018 00:39:56] Windstar: Dammit...
[22.09.2018 00:40:30] Nyctophilia: *She exhales slowly, wearing on one headphone on her right ear. She then unwraps her rear holopad with holografic piano keys on it.*
[22.09.2018 00:40:37] Nyctophilia: What's wrong?
[22.09.2018 00:40:52] Windstar: Just... tired.
[22.09.2018 00:41:20] Nyctophilia: Yeah... The day was extremely emotional.
[22.09.2018 00:42:05] Windstar: I had my ring on for much of it... To get used to it.
[22.09.2018 00:42:49] Nyctophilia: *She sets a synth pre-set for a piano and slowly presses the keys with her right hand, while holding her head with her left.*
[22.09.2018 00:43:24] Windstar: *She smiles softly at the music*
[22.09.2018 00:44:26] Windstar: It's so lovely...
[22.09.2018 00:44:34] Nyctophilia: *The melody she tries to compose is monotonous and calm, with a few notes repeating itself sometimes.*
[22.09.2018 00:45:07] Nyctophilia: I actually almost forgot how to do this...
[22.09.2018 00:45:38] Vagrant.Melia: "Calm."
[22.09.2018 00:45:50] Windstar: *She hums along* "Warmth."
[22.09.2018 00:47:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[22.09.2018 00:47:42] Nyctophilia: *Some of the notes are silent and sibilant, some of them are imbued with the sound.*
[22.09.2018 00:48:10] Windstar: We didn't know you could compose so beautifully...
[22.09.2018 00:48:20] Nyctophilia: Didn't knew it myself.
[22.09.2018 00:49:47] Nyctophilia: I... I almost forgot how it is to write the music... Not even how to play it...
[22.09.2018 00:50:06] Nyctophilia: And just recently I got a sudden feeling to start playing it again...
[22.09.2018 00:50:36] Windstar: It's the song. You want to try and be part of it.
[22.09.2018 00:52:15] Nyctophilia: This... Composition. I'm pretty sure, most of the music before I've written, I had strict plans for it.
[22.09.2018 00:52:20] Nyctophilia: But this one...
[22.09.2018 00:52:49] Nyctophilia: It was just wrapping around my head. And I couldn't do anything about it.
[22.09.2018 00:53:13] Windstar: Let it flow into you.
[22.09.2018 00:53:36] Nyctophilia: Spontaneous melody, just floating away from my fingers onto the keyboard.
[22.09.2018 00:54:42] Windstar: *She smiles, singing in an otherworldly tone*
[22.09.2018 00:56:20] Nyctophilia: *She keeps pressing the keys slowly and gently. The melody was keeping to it's track, mixing silent, sibilant and deep sounds in a monotonous and calm tone.*
[22.09.2018 00:57:32] Windstar: *Her voice took on the quality of a reverse echo, seemingly impossible for any human*
[22.09.2018 00:58:02] Nyctophilia: *While Nycto was just staring into nowhere with an expression of astonishment.*
[22.09.2018 01:00:02] Windstar: *Her voice echoed across the stars, and seemed to float around Jane's very mind*
[22.09.2018 01:01:52] Nyctophilia: *Nycto gives even a more astonished expression, glaring at her hand, which was automatically pressing keys at this point.*
[22.09.2018 01:01:59] Nyctophilia: Wha... What is even going on?
[22.09.2018 01:02:45] Nyctophilia: Well... Whatever is going on... I like it... *She rests back on her left hand and stares into Moros's dark side.*
[22.09.2018 01:03:19] Windstar: "Warmth. The Light Within amplifies the voice of the Carrier."
[22.09.2018 01:04:59] Windstar: "Curiosity. A new Light?"
[22.09.2018 01:05:52] Nyctophilia: *Suddenly, she realises that the melody's pattern is reaching it's logical end. The final notes begin to play.*
[22.09.2018 01:06:42] Vagrant.Hesione: *Anxiety. Yes. Exploring the Forgotten Void for the first time.*
[22.09.2018 01:06:45] Nyctophilia: *The final notes loop around in a quantitiy of eight, and soon the music stops playing, when Jane notices that her hand has stopped pressing keys.*
[22.09.2018 01:06:48] Vagrant.Melia: "The whole have forged a young aspect."
[22.09.2018 01:07:32] Windstar: *The Light Within reaches out to comfort all, providing warmth.*
[22.09.2018 01:07:50] Nyctophilia: *Afterwards, she notices a visitor.*
[22.09.2018 01:07:54] Nyctophilia: Oh... Uh. Hi.
[22.09.2018 01:08:07] Nyctophilia: Sorry... I was a little bit overwhelmed by a music.
[22.09.2018 01:08:48] Windstar: *Kimi chuckles* I wonder if this Light was the one we touched in our home.
[22.09.2018 01:08:48] /time
[22.09.2018 01:08:48] 2018-09-22 01:08:53 SMTIt's strange. I don't remember most of the things that happened yesterday, as if I was in a trance... But I remember playing this sort of melody. However, when I woke up, I tried replaying it again... And it didn't worked out. It was all wrong. And the most fun thing is I don't even remember playing this kind of music in my old days. It was... Cosmic. Calming. And so monotonous. And how I even enjoyed playing it over and over? As if... It wasn't even me who was playing this music.
However... There was something more to it. A dream, which I once again suspect to be more than real.
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[22.09.2018 01:10:21] Nyctophilia: *She takes out the headphone and folds in the rear holo pad with piano keys.*
[22.09.2018 01:11:04] Nyctophilia: Wow... This music was just something... Other.
[22.09.2018 01:11:21] Windstar: When you are ready, you can make something so much more.
[22.09.2018 01:11:48] Nyctophilia: I mean... I never actually written this kind of music, most of the stuff I write is just jazz... But my goodness.
[22.09.2018 01:11:53] Nyctophilia: It was just beautiful.
[22.09.2018 01:12:40] Windstar: *She nods, smiling* The void beckons you to create something more than you usually do.
[22.09.2018 01:13:23] Nyctophilia: Or more than I am capable of...
[22.09.2018 01:13:36] Windstar: "Joy. They grow."
[22.09.2018 01:15:17] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps."
[22.09.2018 01:15:21] Nyctophilia: This is one of the moments that make me think to return doing what I actually enjoy.
[22.09.2018 01:16:32] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet, before it may sing, it must completely know the way of listening."
[22.09.2018 01:17:04] Windstar: Maybe you should. Brokering intel is good for money, but not for the soul.
[22.09.2018 01:17:20] Vagrant.Melia: *This seemed to be directed not just at Nycto, but the smaller Vagrant nearby.*
[22.09.2018 01:17:21] Nyctophilia: I already have all the money for the rest of my life.
[22.09.2018 01:17:38] Nyctophilia: And I mean it.
[22.09.2018 01:17:46] Nyctophilia: Including all possible wastes.
[22.09.2018 01:18:10] Windstar: Then you should join in adding color to the Void.
[22.09.2018 01:18:34] Nyctophilia: I just... Don't have anything else better to do than being... Myself?
[22.09.2018 01:18:56] Windstar: *She smiles* More than yourself.
[22.09.2018 01:18:59] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkling shall open themselves again. They shall listen."
[22.09.2018 01:19:13] Nyctophilia: Writing music, flying around and enjoying the company of the ones who enjoy my.
[22.09.2018 01:19:40] Windstar: Do you want to... experience it again?
[22.09.2018 01:19:55] Vagrant.Melia: "Our Light shall insist."
[22.09.2018 01:20:03] Nyctophilia: If it's what I think it is - I dream about it all the day.
[22.09.2018 01:20:10] Nyctophilia: And all the night.
[22.09.2018 01:21:42] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia begins to project itself and its warmth to the surrounding minds.*
[22.09.2018 01:22:25] Nyctophilia: *A reminiscent feeling surrounds Jane yet again. She tries to reach out to it.*
[22.09.2018 01:22:29] Vagrant.Melia: *For Hesione there would be more or less no practical difference to its present perceptions of mind.*
[22.09.2018 01:22:53] Vagrant.Melia: *For Kimiko and Amphitrite it would begin to shift them towards the collective once more.*
[22.09.2018 01:23:59] Vagrant.Melia: *The most effort would be placed upon Nycto, their purely human state meant their perception had to be completely wrapped around, in order to permit them to be drawn into the mindscape.*
[22.09.2018 01:25:25] Nyctophilia: *She stands up from her pilot chair and follows the feeling, which lead into the upper level of the Spatial, where the resting lodge was located.*
[22.09.2018 01:25:57] Nyctophilia: *She lied down on the couch and stares up into the stars, focusing on this feeling.*
[22.09.2018 01:26:29] Windstar: *The Twin Lights of Kimiko and Amphitrite fuse once more into one being as the two are brought to the greater whole*
[22.09.2018 01:26:35] Vagrant.Melia: *Ever calm, ever gentle, it was there.*
[22.09.2018 01:27:30] Nyctophilia: *Being exhausted by the events of the day and enjoying her couch, she falls asleep, embrasing the presense.*
[22.09.2018 01:31:26] Vagrant.Melia: *The mindscape was beginning to take its shape. That seemingly endless, colored space.*
[22.09.2018 01:32:44] Windstar: *A pulsing light flies around the space, not known to Jane, but vaguely familiar.*
[22.09.2018 01:32:51] Nyctophilia: *Nycto slowly opens her eyes. She acknowledges herself in a mindscape she was for the last time. She swiftly remembers what happened here.*
[22.09.2018 01:33:17] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's presence was manifest into the vaguely humanoid forms of before. It was watching.*
[22.09.2018 01:33:40] Vagrant.Melia: *Watching as the minds entered, watching the curiosity of the young one. Observing the fusion of the twin lights.*
[22.09.2018 01:34:00] Windstar: *The light slows down and morphs into a humanoid form as well, just as amorphous*
[22.09.2018 01:35:31] Nyctophilia: *She looks around, noticing the humanoid forms around her.*
[22.09.2018 01:36:02] Nyctophilia: *"This place... I remember it. Somehow."*
[22.09.2018 01:37:58] Windstar: "Recollection. We have brought you to the plane of our song once more."
[22.09.2018 01:39:31] Nyctophilia: *"Hm... Yes. I... Have positive memories about this place. *She takes a look at one of the manifestations* But, in the same time, they all cut short in one moment."*
[22.09.2018 01:39:57] Nyctophilia: *"One. Sad. Moment."*
[22.09.2018 01:40:02] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia seemed to be staring back.*
[22.09.2018 01:41:24] Windstar: *The vaguely familiar silhouette steps towards Jane, a projecting that sublime, coursing warmth.*
[22.09.2018 01:41:47] Nyctophilia: "In the first place, I thought it was a dream. That it all was a dream... Then, when I 'woke' up... Everything proved me otherwise."
[22.09.2018 01:44:00] Nyctophilia: *While being turned towards Melia, she somehow notices the warmth and even cuddles in it.*
[22.09.2018 01:44:43] Nyctophilia: "Hm... Yes. This is one of a few things I remember about this place."
[22.09.2018 01:46:38] Windstar: *The warmth courses through her, wrapping around her body like little tendrils of soul-comforting bliss*
[22.09.2018 01:47:13] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[22.09.2018 01:47:31] Windstar: "Curiosity."
[22.09.2018 01:47:45] Nyctophilia: "I... Hope you don't mind... If I sit here..." *She sits down, cuddling herself in the warmth.*
[22.09.2018 01:49:02] Windstar: *The figure sits beside her, tilting its head*
[22.09.2018 01:49:52] Nyctophilia: "It's... Good... As always..."
[22.09.2018 01:50:23] Nyctophilia: "No... It's even better..."
[22.09.2018 01:51:04] Windstar: *The figure doesn't change in appearance, but Jane can somehow perceive the equivalent of a smile.*
[22.09.2018 01:51:07] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's form melded with the background. Something seems to have grabbed its attention.*
[22.09.2018 01:51:35] Windstar: "Curiosity. An intruder?"
[22.09.2018 01:53:29] Nyctophilia: *Something new seems to be emitting from Jane. She appears to be happy, but not emotionally.*
[22.09.2018 01:53:55] Vagrant.Melia: "A familiar form approaches."
[22.09.2018 01:54:44] Vatan: *The cloud releases, expanding and revealing a metal vessel.*
[22.09.2018 01:55:08] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia reaches out to Vatan.* "Join."
[22.09.2018 01:55:18] Windstar: *The spectral form dives inside of Jane, curiously investigating this new sensation.*
[22.09.2018 01:55:33] Vatan: "Ours joins, observes."
[22.09.2018 01:56:16] Windstar: "We welcome yours chorus in our song. Joy."
[22.09.2018 01:56:44] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia manifests a form in the mindscape again.*
[22.09.2018 01:58:55] Nyctophilia: *Suddenly, something strange happens with Jane. A sole tear runs down her right cheek once again. Then an another one on her left.*
[22.09.2018 01:59:39] Windstar: *The form of the Twin Lights emerges from Jane, returning to sit by her in the mindscape.*
[22.09.2018 02:00:05] Nyctophilia: I... I've never been so happy... In my life...
[22.09.2018 02:00:44] Nyctophilia: "First, the music, now - this... I... Just tell me it's real."
[22.09.2018 02:00:59] Windstar: "Submission. Embrace the whole. More than one life shares the bliss."
[22.09.2018 02:02:33] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. It is as real as the voids."
[22.09.2018 02:02:35] Nyctophilia: "I... I'd just like to know if there is anyone who could feel the as I do..."
[22.09.2018 02:03:26] Nyctophilia: "If there is - I'd spend the eternity with them. I'd share my pain, my happiness, my music, my everything with them..."
[22.09.2018 02:03:42] Nyctophilia: "If only if they were happy..."
[22.09.2018 02:03:59] Windstar: *Briefly, the traits and identity of Kimiko flashes from within the Twin Lights.* "The Light will embrace you, Jane. But it's a long road."
[22.09.2018 02:03:59] Nyctophilia: "And I'd share theirs."
[22.09.2018 02:05:11] Nyctophilia: "Even longer..."
[22.09.2018 02:05:26] Nyctophilia: "I don't care. It will happen eventually."
[22.09.2018 02:05:33] Vagrant.Melia: "Patience."
[22.09.2018 02:08:29] Windstar: "It will come, if you develop your mind and body to greater fit the whole. And part with the darkness of self."
[22.09.2018 02:09:10] Nyctophilia: "I honestly don't feel like I belong to anything at this stage anymore. More like I'm just flying around, meaninglessly..."
[22.09.2018 02:09:25] Nyctophilia: "Just for sake of such moments as these..."
[22.09.2018 02:09:53] Nyctophilia: "Or writing music, maybe."
[22.09.2018 02:10:41] Nyctophilia: "Well, at least there are people whom I can help."
[22.09.2018 02:11:36] Windstar: *The silhouette turns to Melia* "Unity. We must show them the whole. Briefly and softly."
[22.09.2018 02:11:56] Vagrant.Melia: "We concur."
[22.09.2018 02:12:23] Nyctophilia: *She falls down on the floor, staring into the top.*
[22.09.2018 02:13:21] Nyctophilia: *She is still pondering her purpose of existance, whilist considering many other events around her.*
[22.09.2018 02:16:07] Nyctophilia: *She was thinking "What if it's not worth of my time at all? What if it's all just an illusion, as always? And nothing will happen?"*
[22.09.2018 02:17:05] Nyctophilia: *"And what if I'm being a test subject of some government?"*
[22.09.2018 02:18:02] Windstar: "There is no darkling force over the Light. There never shall be."
[22.09.2018 02:21:28] Nyctophilia: "Yeah... I already went that rabbit hole, and I'm not considering how to get out."
[22.09.2018 02:22:22] Windstar: "Eternity lies ahead and behind, little darkling. You need only let go."
[22.09.2018 02:23:40] Nyctophilia: *She exhales, clearing her mind of all disturbing thoughts.*
[22.09.2018 02:23:49] Nyctophilia: "Yeah... Right..."
[22.09.2018 02:23:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Listen."
[22.09.2018 02:25:44] Nyctophilia: *She rests easy, closing her eyes, almost not feeling any gravity in the mindscape.*
[22.09.2018 02:30:54] Nyctophilia: *While lying adrift, she catches a pattern of emotions. Sorrow. Happiness. Love. All of it makes her simultaneously shed some more tears and smile.*
[22.09.2018 02:31:52] Windstar: *The Twin Lights merge to be one with Melia, joining the whole.*
[22.09.2018 02:33:29] Vagrant.Melia: "We are as one."
[22.09.2018 02:33:38] Windstar: "We are as one."
[22.09.2018 02:35:07] Nyctophilia: *She listens to the Light chanting, and she feels a desire to join.*
[22.09.2018 02:36:32] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall purify the darkness, in time."
[22.09.2018 02:37:34] Nyctophilia: *Being enveloped by the warmth and all the emotions, she even stops questioning and just wants to join the familiar chanting.*
[22.09.2018 02:37:35] Vagrant.Melia: "Calm. Patience. We focus."
[22.09.2018 02:38:22] Vagrant.Melia: *The composite manifestation of Melia, Amphitrite and Kimiko united would begin to shift.*
[22.09.2018 02:39:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to compress into a long, ever-extended 'beam'. It seemed rooted in the background, but there was simply no way to truly tell how far it really was reaching.*
[22.09.2018 02:41:58] Nyctophilia: *Nycto finally notices that she was floating all the time, but she didn't cared much about this fact. All she was caring about that beam.*
[22.09.2018 02:46:19] Nyctophilia: *She was looking at it in astonishment, while all of the emotions slowly faded away.*
[22.09.2018 02:48:52] Vagrant.Melia: *The beam began to approach at an equally astonishing speed.*
[22.09.2018 02:49:20] Windstar: *All energies and presences were carried within the beam.*
[22.09.2018 02:49:40] Vagrant.Melia: *It pierced through, over, under, all around.*
[22.09.2018 02:51:24] Vagrant.Melia: * The briefest moment's glimpse of the entire sum of the whole.*
[22.09.2018 02:52:36] Windstar: *An infinite chorus of sensation ripples and blasts through Nycto's very soul, blasting away their individuality and self for the briefest of moments.*
[22.09.2018 02:53:14] Nyctophilia: *And these were the moments, when Nycto remembered a vision that Azhi showed her.*
[22.09.2018 02:54:59] Nyctophilia: *A brief moments of infinite love and compassion, which almost made her tear up, realising it were but a mere moments to experience.*
[22.09.2018 02:56:00] Windstar: *The sheer volume of feeling and thought was incomprehensible, and would dash Nycto's own self-awareness and thoughts out to the stormy sea of mental activity she was now engulfed in.*
[22.09.2018 02:56:47] Windstar: *It was impossible to tell whose thoughts were whose.*
[22.09.2018 02:57:03] Nyctophilia: *Yet she wouldn't care less.*
[22.09.2018 02:58:03] Windstar: *She could sometimes see the thoughts of Kimiko and Amphitrite passing by, sharing the flying freedom of song.*
[22.09.2018 02:58:44] Windstar: *A harmony of trillions, across space and time. Complete and beautiful.*
[22.09.2018 02:59:45] Nyctophilia: *It all seemed outstanding for her. Like on a new level of understanding.*
[22.09.2018 03:00:35] Windstar: *For the moment, no longer she. Only they. We. The many. The one. The whole.*
[22.09.2018 03:01:22] Nyctophilia: *And then she realised, that it wasn't only her. That she was a part of something bigger, yet something bigger was a part of her.*
[22.09.2018 03:02:22] Nyctophilia: *The meaning of self started to melt for her, as the moments kept going and going.*
[22.09.2018 03:02:55] Vagrant.Melia: *The distinctly inhuman nature of the moment would completely defy any sort of categorization man could hope to apply to it.*
[22.09.2018 03:04:07] Windstar: *The sensation transcended the typical conceptualization of mankind's world. It almost felt like apotheosis. Divinity born.*
[22.09.2018 03:09:12] Nyctophilia: *Nycto felt a bit renown after the last moments she experiences.*
[22.09.2018 03:13:22] Nyctophilia: *Through her last moments, her comprehension of Nomads changed even more radically.*
[22.09.2018 03:13:35] Vagrant.Melia: *Just as it passed through, it came out and things within the mindscape settled.*
[22.09.2018 03:13:36] Nyctophilia: *However, she was exhausted mentally by the experience.*
[22.09.2018 03:14:18] Windstar: *Gradually, the Twin Lights would fall from the beam, and then seperate into Kimiko and Amphitrite. The two would then fade.*
[22.09.2018 03:14:29] Nyctophilia: *As she was laying down in her ship, she was floating in the Mindscape.*
[22.09.2018 03:14:42] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia stared but for a few moments longer.*
[22.09.2018 03:15:03] Vagrant.Melia: "This is the way of the Light."
[22.09.2018 03:15:34] Windstar: *The spirits returned to the Carrier, and she shook her head weakly*
[22.09.2018 03:16:38] Nyctophilia: *Jane for sure will remember this experience. She lifts off the presenses*
[22.09.2018 03:16:48] Windstar: *Her left eye, which had been a raging inferno of colors, now quieted and returned to its dark void.*
[22.09.2018 03:17:06] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Destination Set = Freeport 11.:]
[22.09.2018 03:17:20] Windstar: We'll make sure she gets home safe...
[22.09.2018 03:18:04] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Status = NYCTOPHILIA: Stabile:]
[22.09.2018 03:18:06] Windstar: The Light has blessed you, Jane. Sleep soundly in the bosom of the Vagrants.
[22.09.2018 03:19:38] Windstar: One day, you'll know nothing but love...
[22.09.2018 03:20:01] Nyctophilia: *She might not be hearing the words, as she's still asleep on her couch.*
[22.09.2018 03:20:15] Windstar: *She smiles* Let me know when you wake up.
[22.09.2018 03:20:30] Nyctophilia: *Although, she will appreciate them, once the aboard AI delivers the message for her.*
[22.09.2018 03:20:36] 2018-09-22 03:20:40 SMT Traffic control alert: Nyctophilia has requested to dock
[22.09.2018 03:20:55] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Initiating Docking Sequence = Freeport 11:]An another moment of joy. But it felt... Way, way different. It wasn't just me. I, I didn't felt like myself. The joy was innumerable. Various patterns of thoughts, emotions, feelings... As if something reached out to my very soul and scattered it on multiple pieces, yet all of them were connected to each other and to something greater than I am. And as always, in a moment, it all faded away... I was just me.
It was the moment when I woke up. The AI delivered a message from Kimi to me and... Yeah. I want to be optimistic about it, but... I have a feeling that this day may never come. That there will be only such moments and "dreams" we could enjoy. I'm... Not iron and my patience has limits. They all keep talking about that "one day" or "the moment that shall come", but I just don't care about it. I just... I realise that I never got to know Kimi as a person. Ever since she became one with them, she was completely contributed to their cause, but I never ever got a chance to talk to "real" her. Or... Maybe because it's what she really wants as herself. I... I might be blinded, but she doesn't looks hurt when she talks to me, but when she puts effort into Naiad, she exhausts herself at an enormous grade. Like, she really wants to help her. But Naiad doesn't seems to be appreciating this kind of assistance or even paying attention to it.
I'm tearing appart. On one side, I want to be with the ones, who can provide me what I seek, but on the other side, I want to help Kimi... And I feel like I will lose an access to another option if I pick one of them. I don't know what to do.
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RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 09-27-2018
Date - 27.09.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Many things happened since my last record. Not in global sense, but in my life.
Few days ago, I've met with an... Oracle. He spilled an enormous quantity of information about them to a couple of strangers.
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[22.09.2018 17:45:02] Oracle|Abrolhos: "I was obesrving you lot in Theta."
[22.09.2018 17:45:30] Nyctophilia: Hm?
[22.09.2018 17:45:30] Naiad: You were the source of the EM traces?
[22.09.2018 17:45:38] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Yes."
[22.09.2018 17:45:57] Nyctophilia: Why?
[22.09.2018 17:46:04] Naiad: Well, that's a relief. Just an impolite Freelancer, nothing big and nasty.
[22.09.2018 17:46:24] Oracle|Abrolhos: "As you say."
[22.09.2018 17:46:53] Oracle|Abrolhos: "As of now, I need to check my ship's systems. I'll be right back."
[22.09.2018 17:47:00] 2018-09-22 17:47:06 SMT Traffic control alert: Oracle|Abrolhos has requested to dock
[22.09.2018 17:47:04] Gossamer: Okay...
[22.09.2018 17:47:12] Naiad: Anyone know that guy?
[22.09.2018 17:47:24] Nyctophilia: Nope.
[22.09.2018 17:47:33] Gossamer: I don't.
[22.09.2018 17:47:44] Naiad: Must be some rich weirdo, like Nycto. *She chuckles*
[22.09.2018 17:47:50] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Wrong."
[22.09.2018 17:47:56] Naiad: Whoops.
[22.09.2018 17:48:01] Oracle|Abrolhos: "No worries."
[22.09.2018 17:48:29] Oracle|Abrolhos: "I'm an Oracle. Abrolhos is my name."
[22.09.2018 17:48:38] Gossamer: Oracles. Oh.
[22.09.2018 17:48:40] Nyctophilia: An Oracle. Interesting.
[22.09.2018 17:48:44] Naiad: Oh. There was someone else who called himself that here, a while ago.
[22.09.2018 17:48:53] /time
[22.09.2018 17:48:53] 2018-09-22 17:48:58 SMT
[22.09.2018 17:49:00] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Who would that be?"
[22.09.2018 17:49:09] Naiad: I forgot any names, if that's what you're asking.
[22.09.2018 17:49:28] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Wasn't that important."
[22.09.2018 17:49:47] Nyctophilia: Why would you be spectating us, anyway?
[22.09.2018 17:49:57] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Curiosity."
[22.09.2018 17:50:10] Oracle|Abrolhos: "I saw how you spoke with that Vagrant."
[22.09.2018 17:50:17] Naiad: That what?
[22.09.2018 17:50:23] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Vagrant."
[22.09.2018 17:50:29] Gossamer: There two distinct types of Nomads.
[22.09.2018 17:50:38] Gossamer: You can tell by how they look.
[22.09.2018 17:50:46] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Not quite."
[22.09.2018 17:51:06] Gossamer: *She smiles, half-amused* Oh, enlighten me.
[22.09.2018 17:51:08] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Ever heard of the K'Hara Mindshare?"
[22.09.2018 17:51:22] Naiad: No, and I don't wish to share my mind either.
[22.09.2018 17:51:43] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Let me explain."
[22.09.2018 17:52:12] Nyctophilia: All ears.
[22.09.2018 17:52:13] Oracle|Abrolhos: "In a 'Mindshare', the Nomads share their experiences, thoughts, feelings."
[22.09.2018 17:52:34] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The K'Hara Mindshare works like that."
[22.09.2018 17:52:47] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Each form is designated as a 'Node'."
[22.09.2018 17:53:11] Naiad: Sounds unpleasant.
[22.09.2018 17:53:15] Oracle|Abrolhos: "There is a 'Root Node' of the Mindshare, which is Dur-Shurrikun itself."
[22.09.2018 17:53:44] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Then, the 'Elder Nodes' - usually Marduks or - if elder enough - Ishtars."
[22.09.2018 17:53:57] Oracle|Abrolhos: "And so on."
[22.09.2018 17:54:01] Gossamer: This is amusing.
[22.09.2018 17:54:15] Gossamer: Please, continue.
[22.09.2018 17:54:22] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The smallest nodes act individually, yet in unison."
[22.09.2018 17:54:44] Oracle|Abrolhos: "When an elder node approaches, the smaller ones start to follow the elder."
[22.09.2018 17:55:02] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The elders share their experiences with the younglings."
[22.09.2018 17:55:16] Oracle|Abrolhos: "So that the youngling can learn and evolve."
[22.09.2018 17:55:30] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Learn. Adapt. Evolve."
[22.09.2018 17:55:41] Naiad: You're using alot of weird words.
[22.09.2018 17:56:09] Gossamer: A rather crude approximation you've come up with.
[22.09.2018 17:56:10] Oracle|Abrolhos: "To put it in more simpler terms, think of a tree."
[22.09.2018 17:56:34] Naiad: Are you a leaf?
[22.09.2018 17:56:35] Oracle|Abrolhos: "In the same way works the Vagrant Hive."
[22.09.2018 17:56:54] Oracle|Abrolhos: "No, I'm not. What, do you consider me a Nomad?"
[22.09.2018 17:57:35] Naiad: Just thought I'd ask, as you seem to know so much.
[22.09.2018 17:57:49] Oracle|Abrolhos: "True."
[22.09.2018 17:58:14] JM|-Scrap.Special: Riiiiight. I dont get paid enough for this.
[22.09.2018 17:58:17] 2018-09-22 17:58:23 SMT Traffic control alert: JM|-Scrap.Special has requested to dock
[22.09.2018 17:58:43] Oracle|Abrolhos: "I have extensive knowledge on the Nomads, yes."
[22.09.2018 17:58:59] Gossamer: Or at least, claim to.
[22.09.2018 17:59:01] Nyctophilia: ...Yet you're sparing it to almost everyone you see?
[22.09.2018 17:59:25] Oracle|Abrolhos: "They have to seek knowledge."
[22.09.2018 17:59:37] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Not the opposite."
[22.09.2018 18:00:02] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Yet, should someone seek knowledge, I am more than happy to share mine."
[22.09.2018 18:00:13] Naiad: What's an Oracle again?
[22.09.2018 18:00:20] Nyctophilia: If you indeedly possess this knowledge, then in wrong hands, it might bring more harm than good.
[22.09.2018 18:00:34] Oracle|Abrolhos: "An Oracle is a member of the Church of Sirius."
[22.09.2018 18:00:38] Gossamer: Oracles aren't known for being adept at curating their knowledge.
[22.09.2018 18:00:48] Naiad: Can't say I've heard of such a religion.
[22.09.2018 18:00:52] Oracle|Abrolhos: "How wrong you are, Gossamer."
[22.09.2018 18:01:01] Gossamer: How little you know, Abrolhos.
[22.09.2018 18:01:08] Nyctophilia: I am certain that she is not.
[22.09.2018 18:01:29] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The Church of Sirius is a cult originated from Malta."
[22.09.2018 18:01:38] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The first Oracles were Maltese."
[22.09.2018 18:01:55] Nyctophilia: Rell...
[22.09.2018 18:02:06] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Our aim is to allow people to understand the Nomads' behaviour though us."
[22.09.2018 18:02:22] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Many do not yet understand why Nomads are so aggressive."
[22.09.2018 18:03:07] Oracle|Abrolhos: "In time, we began to grow, and became the main cult among the Maltese."
[22.09.2018 18:03:15] Oracle|Abrolhos: "We even defended Malta ourselves."
[22.09.2018 18:03:48] Oracle|Abrolhos: "However, with the dawn of the National Council, we were relegated far from society."
[22.09.2018 18:03:53] Gossamer: I would not trust these Oracles. They represent a blind, not knowing, submission.
[22.09.2018 18:03:58] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Eventually, we were exiled from it."
[22.09.2018 18:04:13] Naiad: But isn't it a church's purpose to provide their wisdom to those in need of it?
[22.09.2018 18:04:18] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Yes."
[22.09.2018 18:04:20] Naiad: You make it sound so.. pragmatic.
[22.09.2018 18:04:31] Gossamer: People should seek the facts themselves and make their own decision.
[22.09.2018 18:04:43] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Lucky for us, we managed to store all of our knowledge before being exiled."
[22.09.2018 18:05:13] Oracle|Abrolhos: "We stored it on a Shrine vessel."
[22.09.2018 18:05:31] Naiad: Mmh. But what wisdom do you provide?
[22.09.2018 18:05:40] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Anything you wish for."
[22.09.2018 18:06:02] Oracle|Abrolhos: "What is it that boggles your mind?"
[22.09.2018 18:06:31] Nyctophilia: He carelessly destributes the knowledge, which should be delivered only to the ones, whose trust was tested.
[22.09.2018 18:06:50] Naiad: It just.. didn't sound like a, uh, a gospel?
[22.09.2018 18:06:58] Oracle|Abrolhos: "..."
[22.09.2018 18:07:01] Oracle|Abrolhos: "No."
[22.09.2018 18:07:10] Oracle|Abrolhos: "That was a serious question."
[22.09.2018 18:07:44] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Ask whatever you want."
[22.09.2018 18:07:47] Nyctophilia: If they keep to their track, they might aswell destribute this knowledge to any intelligence service.
[22.09.2018 18:07:48] Naiad: Maybe I just have a wrong image in my head of what it's supposed to be like. I never really got into any religion.
[22.09.2018 18:07:55] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Understandable."
[22.09.2018 18:08:07] Oracle|Abrolhos: "I've seen many people thinking like you."
[22.09.2018 18:08:29] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Yet, unlike you, those I met retaliated in hostility."
[22.09.2018 18:09:08] Naiad: I like to think I'm not a hostile person.
[22.09.2018 18:09:13] Oracle|Abrolhos: "You are not."
[22.09.2018 18:09:40] Oracle|Abrolhos: "But you have something on your mind."
[22.09.2018 18:09:41] Naiad: You do make it sound like a religious disagreement.
[22.09.2018 18:09:53] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Something you wish to ask me."
[22.09.2018 18:10:11] Gossamer: I'll give you that one.
[22.09.2018 18:10:32] Naiad: Nothing in particular. I didn't get half of the words you used earlier, but that's no surprise.
[22.09.2018 18:10:57] Nyctophilia: It's not it. He just spilled out a tonn of valuable information and if I was an agent of some house agency, I'd get a promotion
[22.09.2018 18:11:01] Nyctophilia: for this information.
[22.09.2018 18:11:04] Oracle|Abrolhos: "You have to understand said words before you get to understand them."
[22.09.2018 18:11:13] Naiad: If he knows that stuff, the houses probably do, too.
[22.09.2018 18:11:22] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Incidentally, it is a part of the Path of the Oracle."
[22.09.2018 18:11:47] Naiad: I imagine it would be, yes.
[22.09.2018 18:11:48] Gossamer: *She can't help but roll her eyes a little*
[22.09.2018 18:11:52] Oracle|Abrolhos: "We follow Four Tenants left behind by the Daam K'Vosh - the creators of the Nomads."
[22.09.2018 18:11:59] Gossamer: God, this make me realize how unbearable I sound.
[22.09.2018 18:12:02] Naiad: Creators?
[22.09.2018 18:12:07] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Yes."
[22.09.2018 18:12:22] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The Daam K'Vosh created the Nomads as guardians."
[22.09.2018 18:12:28] Naiad: So they are not original inhabitants of this sector, as some people have said?
[22.09.2018 18:12:40] Naiad: *She laughs* Oh, yes.
[22.09.2018 18:12:48] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The original inhabitants of Sirius are the Daam K'Vosh."
[22.09.2018 18:13:02] Naiad: Huh. And where and what are those?
[22.09.2018 18:13:13] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Little is known on them."
[22.09.2018 18:13:25] Oracle|Abrolhos: "They disappeared suddently, leaving little traces."
[22.09.2018 18:13:58] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Yet, technology such as Trade Lanes and Jump Gates were created by the K'Vosh."
[22.09.2018 18:14:09] Naiad: Hm. I suppose I must have slept through the lessons about that era in school. *She chuckles*
[22.09.2018 18:14:18] Nyctophilia: Untrue. It is based on their technology, not created by them.
[22.09.2018 18:14:18] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Anyway."
[22.09.2018 18:14:32] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Our technology is based on theirs, yes."
[22.09.2018 18:14:41] Oracle|Abrolhos: "But who created said technology?"
[22.09.2018 18:14:51] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Everything points to the K'vosh."
[22.09.2018 18:15:01] Nyctophilia: Obviously.
[22.09.2018 18:15:26] Nyctophilia: Doesn't means they created our trade lanes and jump gates.
[22.09.2018 18:15:26] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Back to the point: the Nomads were supposed to awake from their slumber and make contact with Humanity."
[22.09.2018 18:15:44] Oracle|Abrolhos: "In order to peacefully interact with eachother."
[22.09.2018 18:16:03] Gossamer: *She scoffs*
[22.09.2018 18:16:06] Oracle|Abrolhos: "However, they were awoken too soon."
[22.09.2018 18:18:03] Oracle|Abrolhos: "You know what awoke the Nomads from their slumber?"
[22.09.2018 18:18:42] Naiad: I do not, obviously. But now it's starting to sound more like a story fit for a church.
[22.09.2018 18:18:52] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Humanity awoke them."
[22.09.2018 18:19:19] Naiad: Makes sense, I guess.
[22.09.2018 18:19:48] Oracle|Abrolhos: "And we arrived to the Nomad War."
[22.09.2018 18:20:21] Oracle|Abrolhos: "As of today, Humanity is terrified by Nomads, thinking they only want to raze them."
[22.09.2018 18:20:36] Oracle|Abrolhos: "But..."
[22.09.2018 18:21:02] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Do they -really- want to raze us all?"
[22.09.2018 18:21:14] Oracle|Abrolhos: "What do you think?"
[22.09.2018 18:21:37] Gossamer: There exist subtlties imperceptible to humans.
[22.09.2018 18:21:44] Naiad: I have absolutely no clue about their plans.
[22.09.2018 18:21:57] Naiad: But they sure made it look like they want that.
[22.09.2018 18:22:11] Oracle|Abrolhos: "They made it 'look like that'."
[22.09.2018 18:22:36] Oracle|Abrolhos: "You never judge a book from its cover, right?"
[22.09.2018 18:22:50] Oracle|Abrolhos: "The same applies with the Nomads."
[22.09.2018 18:23:01] Naiad: Of course I do, the cover's the first thing you see.
[22.09.2018 18:23:21] Naiad: It's a good way to attract a potential buyer to a book, but.. uh, that's beside the point, sorry.
[22.09.2018 18:24:11] Naiad: It's an interesting story, I give you that. I apologize, but I'll have to cut it short.
[22.09.2018 18:24:21] Gossamer: Same. Just for a bit.
[22.09.2018 18:24:22] Naiad: I need to dock, for a little while. Business on the station.
[22.09.2018 18:24:29] Oracle|Abrolhos: "Sure, go ahead."
[22.09.2018 18:24:32] Naiad: But thanks for the insight.
[22.09.2018 18:24:39] Gossamer: I'll be back within an hour or so.
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[22.09.2018 18:24:45] Nyctophilia: Me too.
[22.09.2018 18:24:45] Naiad: See you.
[22.09.2018 18:25:06] 2018-09-22 18:25:12 SMT Traffic control alert: Naiad has requested to dock
[22.09.2018 18:25:28] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Docking Sequence Initiated = Freeport 11:]
[22.09.2018 18:25:34] 2018-09-22 18:25:40 SMT Traffic control alert: Nyctophilia has requested to docToo careless. Lately today, I met up with Melia and asked her about the Oracles. Her responce... Let's say, wasn't one of the kindest. More like, she was the most upset I've ever saw her, and she was upset about the ones who support them.
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[27.09.2018 13:47:29] Nyctophilia: While we are at it... Do you know anything about the Oracles? And if you do, can you share your knowledge about them with me?
[27.09.2018 13:47:51] Nyctophilia: I've met one of them lately. He was distributing the knowledge about you quite carelessly.
[27.09.2018 13:47:54] Vagrant.Melia: "Foolish pets of the Bretheren. Unworthy."
[27.09.2018 13:48:07] Vagrant.Melia: "We do not grant them trust."
[27.09.2018 13:48:52] Nyctophilia: On that I can agree with you. The way he shared the information, or as he called it "knowledge" about you, was... Quite foolish
[27.09.2018 13:49:30] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's calm illumination seems to brighten and temper.*
[27.09.2018 13:51:25] Nyctophilia: *She notices the growing glow* Hey. No need to become upset about them.
[27.09.2018 13:51:28] Vagrant.Melia: "Useless. Foolish."
[27.09.2018 13:51:42] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs are not worthy."
[27.09.2018 13:51:54] Nyctophilia: Indeed. They're not worthy of your emotions.
[27.09.2018 13:52:23] Vagrant.Melia: "They are worthy only of spitfire."
[27.09.2018 13:53:33] Nyctophilia: *Melia's words start to worry Nycto.* Uhm... I know that they're fools, but no need to be upset about them being them.
[27.09.2018 13:55:05] Vagrant.Melia: "The Oracles had failed our whole."
[27.09.2018 13:55:16] Vagrant.Melia: "They are not worthy."
[27.09.2018 13:55:20] Nyctophilia: Well, on another side, they're dangerous fools, sinse they obtain the knowledge about you and... Well, any undercover Order agent might receive it just from any conversation.
[27.09.2018 13:56:25] Nyctophilia: Wait, something I don't know? How come they failed you?
[27.09.2018 13:57:40] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs would not heed our warning. Theirs placed our Light into danger. They betrayed our Light."
[27.09.2018 13:58:02] Vagrant.Melia: "Their darkness had overcome their learning."
[27.09.2018 13:58:23] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia seemed to be especially bright, almost as much as in combat.*
[27.09.2018 13:58:34] Nyctophilia: ...Ignorance at it's best.
[27.09.2018 13:59:03] Vagrant.Melia: "The Oracles claimed faith. Yet they sinned."
[27.09.2018 13:59:40] Nyctophilia: Have they tried to atone for their ignorance?
[27.09.2018 14:00:13] Vagrant.Melia: "There is one of theirs which may. But they have not yet chosen to do so."
[27.09.2018 14:01:36] Nyctophilia: Only time will tell, I guess.
[27.09.2018 14:02:09] Nyctophilia: I'm not the one to judge, but it's not something that shouldn exist in your society.
[27.09.2018 14:02:25] Vagrant.Melia: *The emotional vibes seem to be nothing less than disgruntled seething.*
[27.09.2018 14:03:41] Vagrant.Melia: *As if a collective intolerance had been cracked into and left to flood.*
[27.09.2018 14:03:50] Nyctophilia: Melia, please. I understand that they're dangerous fools, but being angry about it won't solve any of current problems.
[27.09.2018 14:04:21] Vagrant.Melia: "Anger. Do not speak further of the Oracles."
[27.09.2018 14:04:41] Nyctophilia: I'm sorry... Won't be mentioning them again.
[27.09.2018 14:05:29] Vagrant.Melia: "They are the embodiment of misguidance. They are not of worth."
[27.09.2018 14:05:42] Nyctophilia: I just... Didn't knew of situation between you and them.
[27.09.2018 14:06:23] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps we should return to observing the void, before our hatred becomes action."
[27.09.2018 14:06:33] Nyctophilia: Please do.
[27.09.2018 14:06:56] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia seemed to turn inward, to fan its emotional flames.*
[27.09.2018 14:07:40] /time
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[27.09.2018 14:08:02] Vagrant.Melia: "Now the informed darkling knows. It shall endeavor to not transgress."
[27.09.2018 14:09:21] Nyctophilia: More than certain. I know my own limits, yet I want to improve them. And I also want to help the others, if they need my help.
[27.09.2018 14:10:35] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall swim away from the hating songs. We shall embrace tranquility."
[27.09.2018 14:11:06] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall focus upon the way of peace."
[27.09.2018 14:12:10] Nyctophilia: Peace...
[27.09.2018 14:12:24] Nyctophilia: I keep thinking about achieving peace between you and us.
[27.09.2018 14:12:32] Nyctophilia: If there is any possible ways.
[27.09.2018 14:13:17] Vagrant.Melia: "The worthy darklings must be made to shed their darkness, and embrace the Light."
[27.09.2018 14:13:17] Nyctophilia: I don't anticipate many to accept the very idea of possible peace. From both sides.
[27.09.2018 14:13:37] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet we must not enforce it before they are ready."
[27.09.2018 14:13:58] [:WARNING: Hyperspace Breach Detected = Friendly Contact Melia:]
[27.09.2018 14:14:14] Vagrant.Melia: "We are disturbed. We must seek the song of the whole."
[27.09.2018 14:14:34] Jumping...
[27.09.2018 14:14:36] Nyctophilia: I think it would be wise to- yes.
[27.09.2018 14:15:13] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall soon slip beneath the purple veil, and wash away our anger."
[27.09.2018 14:15:22] Nyctophilia: Yeah, please do.
[27.09.2018 14:15:53] Vagrant.Melia: "We do not wish harm upon yours, yet we are disturbed. Our paths must separate for a time."
[27.09.2018 14:16:12] Nyctophilia: Sure. Everything in due time.
[27.09.2018 14:16:42] Nyctophilia: And... Well, I think you do know that I've felt everything out there.
[27.09.2018 14:16:48] Nyctophilia: Hence why I became worried.
[27.09.2018 14:17:41] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps yours will sing. But there is much between this moment and that moment."
[27.09.2018 14:18:12] Nyctophilia: I'm anticipating that moment, and I'm honest.
[27.09.2018 14:18:22] Nyctophilia: Feeling more than myself? It was great.
[27.09.2018 14:18:54] Vagrant.Melia: "It is what the worthy must focus upon, to embrace the greater light and shed the darkness."
[27.09.2018 14:19:38] Nyctophilia: I just hope that most people get to experience the same, in due time.
[27.09.2018 14:19:47] Vagrant.Melia: "Patience."
[27.09.2018 14:19:55] Nyctophilia: Yes, patience.
[27.09.2018 14:20:08] Vagrant.Melia: *Having dimmed down substantially, it begins to position itself for re-entry to Moros.*
[27.09.2018 14:20:10] Nyctophilia: Take rest, Melia. I will be waiting. always.Yeah. I felt that. She was angry and I didn't liked it. And I know, she wouldn't get angry without a reason. Felt like... Something quite, quite personal. I can't even imagine what they did to them, but she described it as a betrayal. But... I still don't understand how is it possible? Were they preferencing the K'Hara and considering Vagrants as heretics or something else? That... Doesn't makes any sense. Their whole confrontation doesn't makes any sense.
Now we go dimmer. The last day when I ever saw Kimi and, well, the day when I called Naiad selfish. And I don't deny it up until this moment.
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[23.09.2018 21:17:17] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Entering The No-Fire Zone = Freeport 11:]
[23.09.2018 21:17:36] Naiad: You're being followed.
[23.09.2018 21:17:53] Nyctophilia: I've noticed. Oh, hi!
[23.09.2018 21:18:22] Gossamer: Hey, you two. I see there's smaller form here.
[23.09.2018 21:18:29] Nyctophilia: Yep.
[23.09.2018 21:18:51] Nyctophilia: Something new.
[23.09.2018 21:19:03] Nyctophilia: I can't say I saw these.
[23.09.2018 21:19:09] Gossamer: Oh?
[23.09.2018 21:19:23] Nyctophilia: Must be a new adaptation or something like that.
[23.09.2018 21:19:37] Gossamer: They've been around for some time.
[23.09.2018 21:20:08] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Warning - Singularity Detected:]
[23.09.2018 21:20:12] Nyctophilia: See?
[23.09.2018 21:20:45] Nyctophilia: This one seems a bit bigger, yet not as big as the other ones.
[23.09.2018 21:21:17] Gossamer: Not talking much, Naiad?
[23.09.2018 21:21:49] Naiad: I might, once the attack is over.
[23.09.2018 21:22:42] Gossamer: Well, looks like it's over.
[23.09.2018 21:23:05] Naiad: Whew, yes.
[23.09.2018 21:23:27] Gossamer: So, anyone else catch that little comm?
[23.09.2018 21:23:36] Nyctophilia: About?
[23.09.2018 21:23:41] Naiad: What do you mean?
[23.09.2018 21:23:46] Gossamer: From the Core.
[23.09.2018 21:23:53] Nyctophilia: Oh. Yes.
[23.09.2018 21:24:02] Naiad: What?
[23.09.2018 21:24:14] Gossamer: Check your inbox.
[23.09.2018 21:24:34] Nyctophilia: I've already replied to them, but I think they don't have enough time to mess around with the likes of me.
[23.09.2018 21:24:37] Naiad: Maybe I shouldn't.
[23.09.2018 21:25:02] Nyctophilia: We all have more important things to do.
[23.09.2018 21:25:03] Gossamer: I'm not gonna give them the time of day. They've got no right getting off thaat way.
[23.09.2018 21:26:03] Nyctophilia: In a case, if they decide to put me under arrest, they'll get very disappointed, finding out they imprisoned a hologram.
[23.09.2018 21:26:23] Nyctophilia: And that a ship has a tonn of nukes aboard.
[23.09.2018 21:28:09] Nyctophilia: Anyway. How was your day?
[23.09.2018 21:28:26] Gossamer: It was okay. Just entered my vessel.
[23.09.2018 21:29:40] Nyctophilia: Lucky me got to witness the Order spewing up an another conflict, right here, in Freeport's NFZ.
[23.09.2018 21:30:04] Nyctophilia: Just so you know, a bunch of Core goons was flying around and probably had plans to hang out to the bar.
[23.09.2018 21:30:20] Nyctophilia: Suddenly, an entire wing of the Order agents decides to open fire.
[23.09.2018 21:30:30] Nyctophilia: Right here. In a No-Fire Zone.
[23.09.2018 21:31:00] Gossamer: Oh my god.
[23.09.2018 21:31:24] Nyctophilia: Not to mention there were other civilians, except for me.
[23.09.2018 21:31:28] Nyctophilia: An entire convoy.
[23.09.2018 21:31:41] Naiad: That truly isn't a topic fitting for the beauty of this system.
[23.09.2018 21:31:58] Gossamer: *She smiles a little* You're right.
[23.09.2018 21:32:20] Nyctophilia: Well, as much as beautiful this system is, you have two paramilitary organizations fighting eachother to the death.
[23.09.2018 21:32:30] Naiad: Let someone else worry about that.
[23.09.2018 21:32:31] Nyctophilia: And... They all have resources for it.
[23.09.2018 21:33:29] Nyctophilia: I mean, if they were fighting outside of neutral grounds - sure.
[23.09.2018 21:33:41] Gossamer: Still, I think it's nice to appreciate beauty for even the briefest of moments. Peace like right now is rare.
[23.09.2018 21:33:57] Naiad: Out here it is.
[23.09.2018 21:34:04] Nyctophilia: Yeah... For the last few days, it's been quite crowded.
[23.09.2018 21:35:04] Gossamer: Just drink in that serenity of space...
[23.09.2018 21:36:20] Naiad: That's all I ever wanted to do, but it didn't go that way.
[23.09.2018 21:36:35] Gossamer: All about what you can do moving forward, dear.
[23.09.2018 21:36:43] Naiad: Nice to have even a brief moment of it.
[23.09.2018 21:36:46] Nyctophilia: I'd imagine it goes now.
[23.09.2018 21:37:19] Naiad: Not really. It doesn't actually solve anything.
[23.09.2018 21:37:32] Naiad: It's just a break from the things that need to be taken care of.
[23.09.2018 21:37:47] Gossamer: It's a well-deserved break.
[23.09.2018 21:38:35] Naiad: For you, maybe. I haven't actually accomplished anything yet to deserve this.
[23.09.2018 21:38:47] Gossamer: Well, you've survived.
[23.09.2018 21:39:08] Naiad: That's no accomplishment.
[23.09.2018 21:39:14] Gossamer: Out here? It is.
[23.09.2018 21:39:23] Naiad: I don't live out here.
[23.09.2018 21:39:33] Gossamer: But you're breathing out here, right?
[23.09.2018 21:39:42] Gossamer: Where do you lay your head?
[23.09.2018 21:39:52] Naiad: Only temporarily.
[23.09.2018 21:40:27] Naiad: The bar would be set way too low if that's supposed to be an accomplishment already.
[23.09.2018 21:41:16] Gossamer: Well, I suppose so. I'm going to be headed off to the Omegas soon for some family business.
[23.09.2018 21:41:46] Gossamer: My mother's... fallen ill.
[23.09.2018 21:41:47] Nyctophilia: Good luck out there!
[23.09.2018 21:41:51] Nyctophilia: Oh.
[23.09.2018 21:41:57] Nyctophilia: Hope she gets well soon.
[23.09.2018 21:42:01] Gossamer: I hope so too.
[23.09.2018 21:42:03] Naiad: Uhm. What?
[23.09.2018 21:42:08] Naiad: Where are you going?
[23.09.2018 21:42:13] Gossamer: Gran Canaria.
[23.09.2018 21:42:26] Naiad: Now that's rude.
[23.09.2018 21:42:27] Naiad: Well.
[23.09.2018 21:42:35] Naiad: Suppose I can't stop you.
[23.09.2018 21:42:43] Nyctophilia: Don't think she'll mind if you follow her.
[23.09.2018 21:42:45] Gossamer: I'm sorry. I just don't want to leave her alone in case it's...
[23.09.2018 21:42:59] Gossamer: *She sighs*
[23.09.2018 21:43:23] Naiad: What if I had things that kept me here? Well, I don't, but what if? You did say 'soon'.
[23.09.2018 21:43:58] Gossamer: I...
[23.09.2018 21:44:06] Nyctophilia: Naiad, please.
[23.09.2018 21:45:24] Nyctophilia: Mind if I join, Kimi?
[23.09.2018 21:45:50] Nyctophilia: I won't follow you till your Mother's, but I might accompany you to Canaria.
[23.09.2018 21:46:17] Gossamer: Yeah, okay.
[23.09.2018 21:46:28] Nyctophilia: Sweet.
[23.09.2018 21:46:38] Naiad: Very.
[23.09.2018 21:46:53] Nyctophilia: Naiad... Just a few words.
[23.09.2018 21:46:58] Naiad: Shoot.
[23.09.2018 21:47:01] Nyctophilia: Your selfishness will be your undoing.
[23.09.2018 21:47:12] Naiad: Equally rude.
[23.09.2018 21:48:40] Gossamer: *She sighs*
[23.09.2018 21:49:16] Gossamer: Admittedly, Nycto, I was only being half true.
[23.09.2018 21:49:24] Nyctophilia: Figures.
[23.09.2018 21:49:33] Nyctophilia: But I feel sorry for Naiad.
[23.09.2018 21:49:39] Nyctophilia: She is selfish.
[23.09.2018 21:49:41] Gossamer: The Light requires me to do some things. But I am also gonna visit my mom.
[23.09.2018 21:50:01] Nyctophilia: Then... I hope you two don't mind me joining.
[23.09.2018 21:50:15] Gossamer: We're fine with that. *She smiles*
[23.09.2018 21:50:32] [:WARNING: Hyperspace Breach Detected = Friendly Contact Melia:]
[23.09.2018 21:51:00] Gossamer: *She smiles, closing her eyes*
[23.09.2018 21:51:11] Jumping...
[23.09.2018 21:51:34] Nyctophilia: Oh... I missed these moments.
[23.09.2018 21:51:40] Gossamer: "Determination. The Twin Lights shall not falter."
[23.09.2018 21:52:10] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall fortify itself before proceeding."
[23.09.2018 21:52:21] Nyctophilia: Oh, and, on my part - I also didn't told a half of what happened to me today.
[23.09.2018 21:52:41] Gossamer: "We shall begin fulfillment of the directive in this Crossroads."
[23.09.2018 21:52:47] Gossamer: Oh? What else happened?
[23.09.2018 21:53:06] Nyctophilia: Well... Don't know if it was intended, but, Melia showed me their worlds.
[23.09.2018 21:53:13] Vagrant.Melia: "It was not."
[23.09.2018 21:53:41] Nyctophilia: I figured.
[23.09.2018 21:54:03] Nyctophilia: Most of us disrespect your borders and don't even have a clue of them.
[23.09.2018 21:54:19] Nyctophilia: I felt... Quite unwelcomed out there.
[23.09.2018 21:54:27] Gossamer: It's not the realm of humans.
[23.09.2018 21:54:35] Nyctophilia: Yeah. And it shouldn't be.
[23.09.2018 21:54:55] Nyctophilia: They're too pure to be.
[23.09.2018 21:55:00] Nyctophilia: Our realms, I mean.
[23.09.2018 21:55:52] Gossamer: *Kimi breathes in and closes her eye, entering a meditative state*
[23.09.2018 22:02:04] Nyctophilia: *Even being present in a relatively relaxed circumstances, various thoughts keep spinning inside of Jane's mind.*
[23.09.2018 22:02:53] Nyctophilia: *Thoughts about war approaching Curacao immenently, about Naiad, and even about Kimiko's mother condition.*
[23.09.2018 22:03:25] Gossamer: *A small wisp of warmth floats around Nycto's mind, offering a little bit of comfort*
[23.09.2018 22:05:15] Nyctophilia: *A faint, reminiscent feeling makes her strain herself from thoughts about the war, but she's still focused about Naiad and Kimiko's mother.*
[23.09.2018 22:05:31] Gossamer: Okay... I'm ready.
[23.09.2018 22:05:44] Vagrant.Melia: "The Twin Lights shall perform the directive."
[23.09.2018 22:06:23] Gossamer: I'll be back to the Omicrons soon, Jane.
[23.09.2018 22:06:27] Gossamer: I promise.
[23.09.2018 22:06:33] Nyctophilia: Take care.
[23.09.2018 22:06:52] Gossamer: *She blows a little kiss, laughing, before leaving radar*Few days after, I've met with Naiad again, hearing how she simply wanted to be friends with Kimi. Well, she's not the only one. But if she wanted to be friends with her, she'd followed us.
Anyhoo. I haven't seen Kimi after this very day, and I'm getting worried. But Melia says that she's okay, and as far as I know, they can't lie. So I shouldn't worry.
What happened yesterday, actually, got the best of my nerves. A full scale attack by K'Hara on Freeport. They wanted to kill everyone, no exceptions.
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[26.09.2018 18:36:16] Kakushi|Aoi: Namura: We have a hostile contact on scanners.
[26.09.2018 18:36:17] Nyctophilia: Wow.
[26.09.2018 18:36:24] Nyctophilia: That's uhm... That's a big one.
[26.09.2018 18:36:24] Kakushi|Aoi: Namura: Men, open fire when in range on the Auxesian vessel.
[26.09.2018 18:36:25] Fuji-2|Aoi: Roger that.
[26.09.2018 18:36:30] Fuji-2|Aoi: Moving in!
[26.09.2018 18:36:34] Fuji-2|Aoi: Firing!
[26.09.2018 18:36:35] (C~Vennamis.: Opening fire!
[26.09.2018 18:36:43] Madze.Mary: What the!?
[26.09.2018 18:36:51] Naiad: Uh-oh!
[26.09.2018 18:36:56] Madze.Mary: *Scared* W-What is happening!?
[26.09.2018 18:36:59] /time
[26.09.2018 18:36:59] 2018-09-26 18:37:01 SMT
[26.09.2018 18:37:08] (C~Jack.Berkely: Im here to assist my brothers.
[26.09.2018 18:37:22] K'Hara|Pienenkir: ***..'Theirs' will ~feel~ 'ours' light..***
[26.09.2018 18:37:27] 2018-09-26 18:37:29 SMT Traffic control alert: A/)-ACV-Eidolon.Wraith has requested to dock
[26.09.2018 18:37:39] Fuji-2|Aoi: Shall we kill the rest of them?
[26.09.2018 18:37:41] Preparing to cloak...
[26.09.2018 18:37:45] (C~Vennamis.: Why not?
[26.09.2018 18:37:49] Nyctophilia: Screw this.
[26.09.2018 18:37:52] Cloaking device on
[26.09.2018 18:37:55] (C~Vennamis.: Purge 'em all.
[26.09.2018 18:37:56] Kakushi|Aoi: Namura: Murder the Bounty hunter.
[26.09.2018 18:37:57] K'Hara|Pienenkir: ***'Theirs' will ~perish..!***
[26.09.2018 18:37:58] Fuji-2|Aoi: Good enough for me, let's get rid of them!
[26.09.2018 18:38:02] Cloaking device off
[26.09.2018 18:38:02] Alert: Cloaking device disruption field detected.
[26.09.2018 18:38:02] 2018-09-26 18:38:03 SMT Traffic control alert: Madze.Mary has requested to dock
[26.09.2018 18:38:04] Naiad: Well, I'm out of here.
[26.09.2018 18:38:11] Madze.Mary: *Scared* N-no!
[26.09.2018 18:38:57] Preparing to cloak...
[26.09.2018 18:39:08] Cloaking device onWhen the storm has calmed down, I've met with Kath. She appeared to be completely unaware of what was happening around, but I think she knows. Either way, we decided to head on to Lost... With a huge company of fans, including Aoi, Naiad, Azhi and someone on a Nephelim. We had a regular discussion about the nomad society, about our society... Until the Maltese Legion showed up. These damned bastards. Azhi's ship got blown up, as well as Vennamis's, Melia was injured, but seems like the Legion likes to focus on a single snubcraft than on a bigger ship. They saw an easy pray in Raiders, which allowed Melia to escape... And, I hope, Kath did too.
Worst part is - I couldn't help them in this situation. It would be suicidal, neither they asked for my help. But... Seeing Melia and Kath getting hurt. I haven't felt something like that in a while. I just wanted to give them a chance to escape even if it costed me my ship. I haven't fought in a while, but the experience in Liberty? Something you never forget. It tempers you, like a stone being sharpened by an ocean.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 10-07-2018
Date - 07.10.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Ever since the last record... No signs of Kath or Kimiko.
I... Always told how all the good times will come to an end. And here it is. Huh. I almost didn't noticed it.
I visited the bar we were always at. The same picture. The pack of Core patrons getting drunk to tarnation, and a group of Order agents with quite serious faces in the farthest corner. Except for one thing... They weren't there.
At least Melia is there. Sometimes. I've met with her on occasion and asked her questions about them... No direct answers. I even went to investigate Kimiko's missing case to Gran Canaria and Curacao with Aoi and Naiad. Still no answers. Not even about Kath.
And the time around me... It feels like it slowed down. I feel no desire to write music as it was before. Nor do I wish to fly anywhere else. Just... Emptiness.
I went through some of my old records... Might be worth it to decode them completely and save them for the future. If I ever need them. It still astonishes me what kind of person I was back then... What kind of person I was a few months ago, and who I am now.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 10-14-2018
Date - 13.10.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Alright... There are some good news. Kimiko finally showed up today. I... Thought I would be extremely mad at her the first minute I see her, but... Somehow. I had an understanding for her to be absent for so long. Huh. I can't really get angry, can I? We went back to Lost, to reunite in that peacefull bliss yet again... But the only missing component was Kath. It felt... Wrong without her being there, with us three. I'm still wondering if she made it alive out of this encounter with Maltese...Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
If they did anything to her, I will drop a nuke on their homeworld. I don't care if I will be heralded as a terrorist or if it will be a total genocide of a nation. She is the only kind of person. A person that is worth the entire population of Malta, if not of all Sirius Sector.
But enough of vengeful repercussions. What matters now is what is happening right now. And right now, Vagrants need numbers. They are effective, yet one cannot fulfill the role of many simultaneously. Something we discussed with both Kimiko and Melia, while I was staring at Moros and wondering what kind of miracles it's cloudes hide.
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[13.10.2018 19:54:32] Nyctophilia: Three of us... The only one missing is Kath.
[13.10.2018 19:54:54] Vagrant.Melia: "We have done what we must. We shall have peace."
[13.10.2018 19:55:02] Gossamer: We'll find her again soon. Trust us.
[13.10.2018 19:56:18] Nyctophilia: I do. Really.
[13.10.2018 19:56:19] Gossamer: *Kimi breathes in, relaxing a bit* Soon.
[13.10.2018 20:00:42] Gossamer: The calm of this void... Home.
[13.10.2018 20:00:49] Nyctophilia: *She exhales* Back here. Far way from the civilization.
[13.10.2018 20:01:10] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[13.10.2018 20:01:32] Nyctophilia: You know, when I heard from Melia that you're not far, I thought that I will be extremely mad at you.
[13.10.2018 20:01:36] Nyctophilia: But... I just can't.
[13.10.2018 20:02:23] Gossamer: We're all ultimately connected. And we're never alone for long.
[13.10.2018 20:03:33] Nyctophilia: And we will never be.
[13.10.2018 20:04:02] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall sing as one."
[13.10.2018 20:04:49] Nyctophilia: What is... so special about this planet?
[13.10.2018 20:05:11] Nyctophilia: I saw Melia entering it several times.
[13.10.2018 20:05:26] Nyctophilia: Makes me question it even more. And more.
[13.10.2018 20:06:15] Gossamer: It's home.
[13.10.2018 20:06:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Home."
[13.10.2018 20:07:57] Nyctophilia: In a way... It is the home of the Light, or specifically of your Share?
[13.10.2018 20:08:14] Vagrant.Melia: "It is ours."
[13.10.2018 20:08:30] Nyctophilia: For I... Never saw your kind inhabiting any planets.
[13.10.2018 20:08:50] Nyctophilia: Other than the cities inside of Knossos and Darlington.
[13.10.2018 20:09:32] Nyctophilia: Alright... That solves one mystery.
[13.10.2018 20:11:11] Gossamer: *Kimi appeared a bit lost in some odd bliss.*
[13.10.2018 20:12:10] Nyctophilia: *Jane is too focused on Moros to pay attention to anything else. Her rear holopad shows the graffic of terrestial scans.*
[13.10.2018 20:12:16] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's physical illuminating patterns seemed to slow into some form of rhythm.*
[13.10.2018 20:12:46] Nyctophilia: *Nothing but static, sometimes the line forms into the rocky formations.*
[13.10.2018 20:14:36] Nyctophilia: The surface is terrestial, unlike with Knossos and Darlington. So there must be something inside the rocks...
[13.10.2018 20:15:08] Gossamer: *Kimi's voice seems distant* We can provide our information from our visit, if the whole permits.
[13.10.2018 20:15:53] Vagrant.Melia: "It may not yet be time."
[13.10.2018 20:15:57] Nyctophilia: Your visit? You mean, you've been there?
[13.10.2018 20:16:29] Gossamer: It's... a long story.
[13.10.2018 20:16:37] Nyctophilia: Hm...
[13.10.2018 20:20:14] Nyctophilia: Then at this point I can only guess what kind of marvelous beuties dwell on this planet.
[13.10.2018 20:21:36] Vagrant.Melia: "The Purple Veil is an adequate shelter for the Vagrants."
[13.10.2018 20:24:32] Nyctophilia: Something I'd call more than adequate.
[13.10.2018 20:25:34] Nyctophilia: There are... More unsuitable worlds around.
[13.10.2018 20:26:11] Vagrant.Melia: "Many spheres are within the reach of darkness."
[13.10.2018 20:27:08] Nyctophilia: Yes. And... It's just my opinion, but I think that this choice was the most perfect in your situation.
[13.10.2018 20:28:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps."
[13.10.2018 20:29:53] Gossamer: We need to advance our... paths.
[13.10.2018 20:30:05] Nyctophilia: Hm?
[13.10.2018 20:30:44] Gossamer: The Light requires more than just our carrier.
[13.10.2018 20:32:35] Nyctophilia: In this sense, yes. You're limited in numbers.
[13.10.2018 20:33:39] Gossamer: We need to find more if the Light will survive.
[13.10.2018 20:34:21] Vagrant.Melia: "We ponder."
[13.10.2018 20:34:27] Nyctophilia: Same.
[13.10.2018 20:35:07] Nyctophilia: I know a person, maybe you know too.
[13.10.2018 20:35:19] Gossamer: Hm?
[13.10.2018 20:35:32] Nyctophilia: She was saying that she would like to be comitted to our cause.
[13.10.2018 20:35:37] Nyctophilia: Aoi Oono. Remember her?
[13.10.2018 20:35:55] Gossamer: We do. What has she to offer?
[13.10.2018 20:35:56] Vagrant.Melia: "We know this one."
[13.10.2018 20:36:12] Nyctophilia: Herself, as far as I heard.
[13.10.2018 20:37:22] Gossamer: To carry the Light?
[13.10.2018 20:37:36] Nyctophilia: Who knows. Maybe even that far.
[13.10.2018 20:37:59] Nyctophilia: She was ready to prove her own worth, the last time I saw her.
[13.10.2018 20:38:32] Gossamer: *She smiles and give a small chuckle*
[13.10.2018 20:39:58] Gossamer: Could there be others, as well?
[13.10.2018 20:40:50] Nyctophilia: I don't know any others, but I think you already know that a certain libertonian is always ready to help you whatever the cost.
[13.10.2018 20:41:19] Gossamer: *She smiles* The Light thanks you as always.
[13.10.2018 20:42:14] Gossamer: If you ever desire to go further...
[13.10.2018 20:42:39] Nyctophilia: There is no going back. Only onwards.
[13.10.2018 20:43:11] Gossamer: *She nods* When you feel ready, you may accept the Light Within.
[13.10.2018 20:43:54] Nyctophilia: The only thing that I have to accept is myself. All the time I look at my own records, I can't believe it was actually me.
[13.10.2018 20:44:18] Nyctophilia: The time I left Liberty... And who I am now.
[13.10.2018 20:44:33] Nyctophilia: Two different persones, if you compare them.
[13.10.2018 20:45:04] Gossamer: *She nods*
[13.10.2018 20:46:05] Nyctophilia: I'm just... Glad that you came.
[13.10.2018 20:47:01] Gossamer: *A small wisp of warmth passes through Jane*
[13.10.2018 20:47:11] Nyctophilia: A small glimpse of light in this neverending pit of devouring darkness.
[13.10.2018 20:47:21] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall endure."
[13.10.2018 20:48:39] Nyctophilia: And not the kind of darkness that I prefer. The one that I feel safe in... *She notices the warmth and begins to confess even further.* The one that makes me feel that none will hurt me in.
[13.10.2018 20:49:17] Gossamer: Make the Light your shield. Your whole being. And you will know nothing but warmth and love.
[13.10.2018 20:49:42] Nyctophilia: ...Make the light my shadow, yes.
[13.10.2018 20:50:03] Nyctophilia: That's what I did.
[13.10.2018 20:50:45] Gossamer: We need not hide, one day.
[13.10.2018 20:51:01] Nyctophilia: This day is yet to come, however.
[13.10.2018 20:51:26] Gossamer: We shall bring it soon. And at least in these sacred voids, we may reveal our true selves.
[13.10.2018 20:51:54] Nyctophilia: Without none interrupting us in these sacred moments? Yeah.
[13.10.2018 20:54:33] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not a simple path. Yet we will succeed."
[13.10.2018 20:54:59] Nyctophilia: Prevailing all the obstacles.
[13.10.2018 20:57:14] Vagrant.Melia: "We must purge the hatred and the spitfire. We shall soon return."
[13.10.2018 20:57:38] 2018-10-13 20:57:41 SMT Traffic control alert: Vagrant.Melia has requested to dock
[13.10.2018 20:57:40] Nyctophilia: Take care. Will be seeing you soon.RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 10-19-2018
Date - 19.10.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Tonight.. Was the night when I finally got to talk with one of the other ones. With K'Haras. Not only it reached out to me, but it also saw in my worth. After we communed, everything cleared up. Their anger, their blood thirst. Because... The entity, that tried to reach out to me... I think, I felt it. They definitely do feel different. Both Vagrants and K'Haras had a rough road, and maybe both argue which road was tougher, but we are the ones who are responsible for all this. K'Haras are covered in scars of neverending battles, unlike Vagrants, who weren't facing humanity for the last twenty years. And that's... Really, really saddening.Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
However, they are all more interesting to talk that any of my kind. When they are in a mood for a talk.
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[18.10.2018 22:59:01] Nyctophilia: *she closes a logbook* Hello.
[18.10.2018 22:59:42] Nyctophilia: It's been lonely here lately. Glad you came.
[18.10.2018 23:00:01] Vagrant.Melia: "The Void of Creation is rarely so calm."
[18.10.2018 23:00:06] Nyctophilia: Indeed.
[18.10.2018 23:00:24] Nyctophilia: Regulary, it's crowded and you never know, when the odds will turn upside down.
[18.10.2018 23:00:37] Nyctophilia: Once in a while, I can say it's relatively calm around.
[18.10.2018 23:02:14] Nyctophilia: And it's good.
[18.10.2018 23:02:28] Vagrant.Melia: "Such fickle transience. It never lasts."
[18.10.2018 23:03:29] Nyctophilia: Alas, but these are the moments we have to enjoy.
[18.10.2018 23:03:54] Nyctophilia: The moments when this system is nothing but a calm paradise, just like Lost.
[18.10.2018 23:05:38] Vagrant.Melia: " A notion to ponder."
[18.10.2018 23:05:59] Nyctophilia: We're not alone.
[18.10.2018 23:06:35] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light is never in such a state."
[18.10.2018 23:07:03] K'Hara|Taremu.: ***(aloneness)... 'dark' concept... 'ours' exist as (one)***
[18.10.2018 23:07:04] Nyctophilia: By that, I meant that someone else is spectating us.
[18.10.2018 23:07:40] K'Hara|Taremu.: ***'warmth' to (lost lights)***
[18.10.2018 23:08:11] Vagrant.Melia: "We acknowledge the Bretheren."
[18.10.2018 23:08:44] Nyctophilia: Sometimes I wish it was as easy as you say.
[18.10.2018 23:08:50] Nyctophilia: But it's not.
[18.10.2018 23:10:03] Nyctophilia: Some of us have to expropriate themselves from our own society, because... They don't "fit" into it.
[18.10.2018 23:10:43] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~sense 'darkness' -in- 'light-less' ~husks..***
[18.10.2018 23:11:09] Nyctophilia: Different perspectives, different tastes, all which makes us who we are.
[18.10.2018 23:11:15] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'Nyctophilia-named' ~define 'yours' purpose/meaning ..***
[18.10.2018 23:11:56] Nyctophilia: To find myself, I think?
[18.10.2018 23:12:33] Nyctophilia: One of my recent purposes was the understanding of yours.
[18.10.2018 23:14:48] Nyctophilia: As of now, I don't really have any purposes in my life, other than writing music and staring into the stars.
[18.10.2018 23:14:59] Nyctophilia: Our society really lost itself.
[18.10.2018 23:15:02] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Collective" ~inquires , 'yours' Curiosity -of- 'light' (?)..***
[18.10.2018 23:16:27] Nyctophilia: It's my own curiosity.
[18.10.2018 23:17:17] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'light-less' curiosity -to- ~witness enlightment/purification (?) ..***
[18.10.2018 23:18:11] Nyctophilia: Well... I think I'll have to be honest from here on out. From my first encounter, I became quite curious of how your society exists.
[18.10.2018 23:18:52] Nyctophilia: So I'm more interested in your philosophy and society.
[18.10.2018 23:19:03] Nyctophilia: And culture, if you can put it that way.
[18.10.2018 23:19:24] Nyctophilia: Generally speaking - yourselves.
[18.10.2018 23:19:27] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' "Deny" ~wisdom -of- "Unworthy" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:19:37] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Prove" 'yours'..***
[18.10.2018 23:19:44] Nyctophilia: That's what I'm doing.
[18.10.2018 23:19:57] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Confusion)..***
[18.10.2018 23:20:12] Vagrant.Melia: "They are a learning one. They are of use."
[18.10.2018 23:21:10] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' (Fearful) -of- 'theirs' "Intentions/meaning", 'ours' -not- ~provide -for- "Unworthy" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:22:17] Nyctophilia: Trust is mutual.
[18.10.2018 23:23:09] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{You can almost as if sense a small energy surge emanating from the husk}..***
[18.10.2018 23:23:43] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{Glimpses of visions appear...}..***
[18.10.2018 23:24:10] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{Voices echoing in the backround...Whispering noises...}..***
[18.10.2018 23:24:13] Nyctophilia: *Being a bit sensetive towards nomadic creatures already, Nycto catches up on an energetic surge switfly.*
[18.10.2018 23:25:13] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{The Energy surge pulsates offbeat to your heartbeats, you can almost as if sense a small discomfort}..***
[18.10.2018 23:25:16] Nyctophilia: *She relaxes in her pilot seat and concentrates on it.*
[18.10.2018 23:25:45] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Trust" ~needs -to- -be- "Aligned" , "Trust" ~earned..***
[18.10.2018 23:25:57] Nyctophilia: *She senses a small discomfort in her heartbeat and hears some kind of whispering.*
[18.10.2018 23:26:07] Nyctophilia: Mmh... What are these voices?
[18.10.2018 23:26:11] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..Void "Shall" ~guide 'yours' "Path" towards 'ours' "Understanding" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:26:38] Nyctophilia: Understanding...
[18.10.2018 23:27:29] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~desire -to- "Seek" annihilation/purification -of- 'core-named' ~entities "From" 'yours' ..***
[18.10.2018 23:27:52] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'yours' "shall" ~prove 'yours' "Worth" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:28:24] Nyctophilia: Core... What about the Order?
[18.10.2018 23:28:43] Vagrant.Melia: *It turns toward the incoming ship.*
[18.10.2018 23:29:55] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'Order-named' "Shall" -be- purified along 'ours' voids/seas..***
[18.10.2018 23:30:37] Nyctophilia: Both nuisances will be dealt with if circumstances are right.
[18.10.2018 23:31:28] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~desire -to- observe ..***
[18.10.2018 23:32:04] Nyctophilia: I wouldn't want to attract the attantion of a crowd by assaulting them on public. Therefore, blending in and acting as a merc in the open combat would be a perfect scenario.
[18.10.2018 23:34:01] Nyctophilia: *Still concentrating on the energetic surge, Nycto is unable to notice Nighthawk's presence, neither Ninkasi's approach.*
[18.10.2018 23:34:30] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{As the nomad closes in, the energy surges amplify}..***
[18.10.2018 23:35:01] Nyctophilia: *Although she definitely feels the amplification of energetic surges.*
[18.10.2018 23:35:13] (C~Nighthawk: Pablo: Why is this ship so special that it hasn't been purged?
[18.10.2018 23:35:50] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'light-less' ~husk "Presents" ~promise -to- "Collective" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:38:32] Nyctophilia: *"It's... Different. Quite." She thinks to herself.*
[18.10.2018 23:41:22] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~await 'yours' "Results" -for- "Collective" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:41:38] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{The energy surges dissipate over time}..***
[18.10.2018 23:41:44] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{As they dissipate..
[18.10.2018 23:42:00] Vagrant.Cleio: "Do we have purpose here, kin. Wonders."
[18.10.2018 23:42:07] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{They synchronize with your heartbeats}..***
[18.10.2018 23:42:17] Nyctophilia: *The hurricane of thoughts, subsequent after the surge, makes her heart beat more abnormaly.*
[18.10.2018 23:42:24] Vagrant.Melia: "We observe."
[18.10.2018 23:43:34] Nyctophilia: *As she opens her eyes, she inhales heavily, trying to reestabilish her heart beat. A lone tear falling out of her left eye.*
[18.10.2018 23:44:51] Nyctophilia: Now I understand.
[18.10.2018 23:45:35] Nyctophilia: More and more pieces fold into one big image.
[18.10.2018 23:45:37] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{Distant echoes and whispering voices diminish over time}..***
[18.10.2018 23:48:07] Nyctophilia: We... Might be pronounced the most agressive race in the entire universe, just for our ability to call the other species agressive.
[18.10.2018 23:48:20] Nyctophilia: Because of our xenophobia...
[18.10.2018 23:49:17] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Those" -that- "Threaten" 'ours' , "Shall" -be- purified 'ours' ~desire -to- "Roam" 'ours' rightful waters/seas..***
[18.10.2018 23:50:27] Nyctophilia: And what about those who do not wish you harm?
[18.10.2018 23:50:53] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~seek "use" -for- 'ours' "Collective" ..***
[18.10.2018 23:51:45] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'Sirius-Named' waters/voids ~belong "Rightfully" -to- 'light' ..***
[18.10.2018 23:52:10] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'light-less' ~husks "bring" 'darkness' ~upon 'ours' ..***
[18.10.2018 23:52:41] Nyctophilia: Heard you also call us "Darklings", because of all the "good" stuff we bring into these voids.
[18.10.2018 23:52:44] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'husks' ~proven "Worthy" -of- 'ours' ~wisdom "Shall" -be- enlightened/purified ..***
[18.10.2018 23:54:07] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'yours' "Definition" ~irrelevant ..***
[18.10.2018 23:54:09] Nyctophilia: Well... I'm not an assassin, but once as I said to Melia, I'll do what is required from me to prove my worth.
[18.10.2018 23:54:31] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Agreement)..***
[18.10.2018 23:58:20] Nyctophilia: And... About the voids. I saw Omicron Lost and without any population it looks like a paradise. A paradise that should not be poluted by any human.
[18.10.2018 23:58:57] Nyctophilia: Pretty sure that's how any Omicrons would looked if we were not around.
[18.10.2018 23:59:01] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Anger) 'ours' ~seas -not- -for- 'darklings' ~intrusion/trespassing ..***
[18.10.2018 23:59:01] Nyctophilia: If not the whole Sirius.
[18.10.2018 23:59:56] Nyctophilia: Yeah, I know that I'm more than not welcome there.
[19.10.2018 00:00:04] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[19.10.2018 00:02:00] Nyctophilia: Still. I respect your borders. Not something any others of my kind do.
[19.10.2018 00:02:16] Nyctophilia: They don't even consider you as intelligent beings.
[19.10.2018 00:04:21] Vagrant.Melia: "The veil has proven impenetrable thus far. It will remain such."
[19.10.2018 00:05:37] Nyctophilia: I... Sometimes think that I'm seeing double.
[19.10.2018 00:06:33] Nyctophilia: Yet again, you two... I dunno, "feel" quite different.
[19.10.2018 00:07:32] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~differ , "Husks" past/history ~remains ..***
[19.10.2018 00:07:33] Vagrant.Melia: "The Lights have diverged. The darkling knows this."
[19.10.2018 00:08:35] Nyctophilia: In my position, one doesn't has to be aware of your diversion. Feeling would be enough.
[19.10.2018 00:11:29] Nyctophilia: Just knowing that two of you fell appart isn't enough.
[19.10.2018 00:11:45] Nyctophilia: It will be a numb knowledge, without any responce.
[19.10.2018 00:11:53] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkling is not always reminded of the nature."
[19.10.2018 00:13:16] Nyctophilia: You don't have to remind me of something, you tell me something once and I might remember it just forever.
[19.10.2018 00:13:39] Nyctophilia: Unless, you meant all of us.
[19.10.2018 00:13:51] Nyctophilia: In this case... Can't tell much.
[19.10.2018 00:14:27] Nyctophilia: They don't see any particullar difference in two. You're all just "squids" for them.
[19.10.2018 00:14:36] Nyctophilia: Alien enemy who must be exterminated.
[19.10.2018 00:15:27] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'theirs' "history" ~proves 'theirs' "Arrogant" , 'theirs' "Arrogance" (Angers) 'ours' ..***
[19.10.2018 00:15:36] Nyctophilia: Not only you.
[19.10.2018 00:15:40] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light will endure."
[19.10.2018 00:15:59] Nyctophilia: Hell, we're here because of war.
[19.10.2018 00:16:25] Nyctophilia: We enslaved our own people. Genocided our own people.
[19.10.2018 00:16:33] Nyctophilia: Fought our own people.
[19.10.2018 00:17:33] Nyctophilia: How did we made it that far without nuking ourselves in the first place - God only knows.
[19.10.2018 00:18:41] Vagrant.Melia: "We ponder."
[19.10.2018 00:19:01] Nyctophilia: Would appreciate to hear your thoughts.
[19.10.2018 00:19:04] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Amusement)..***
[19.10.2018 00:20:30] Death: Johnny.+FARYS+ was put out of action by Vagrant.Cleio (Gun).
[19.10.2018 00:21:26] Vagrant.Melia: "Darklings have always been capable of vast hatred."
[19.10.2018 00:22:08] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' (Amusement) -if- 'darklings' 'self-destruct' , 'theirs' -not- "Worthy" -of- "Roaming" -the- ~voids~of~life..***
[19.10.2018 00:23:13] Nyctophilia: You mean, the best escalation would be if we fight each other till our last?
[19.10.2018 00:23:41] Nyctophilia: Can't agree more. If such happens between the Core and the Order, I always say that I will be the one shooting the last one in the head.
[19.10.2018 00:23:57] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Amusement) ..***
[19.10.2018 00:24:08] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Joy) , (Warmth) ..***
[19.10.2018 00:24:46] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{A small burst of energy emanates from the ship, it seems to be very warm by nature, If embraced it feels rewarding}..***
[19.10.2018 00:25:35] Nyctophilia: This warm feeling again? *Nycto cuddles herself, trying to catch she moment of a warmth the really, really enjoys.*
[19.10.2018 00:26:50] Vagrant.Melia: "Kin."
[19.10.2018 00:26:54] Nyctophilia: It's been a while.
[19.10.2018 00:26:59] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{The Warmth seems to be an Aknowledgement, It bursts once more, then it stops}..***
[19.10.2018 00:27:06] Vagrant.Cleio: "Kin. Warmth."
[19.10.2018 00:27:30] Vagrant.Melia: "Curiosity."
[19.10.2018 00:27:50] Vagrant.Melia: "We ponder our kin's actions."
[19.10.2018 00:27:58] Vagrant.Cleio: "Purged a darkling wondering on our playgrounds. Disgust of its presense."
[19.10.2018 00:28:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[19.10.2018 00:28:57] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'theirs' "Demonstrate" "Worth" -to- 'ours' "Collective" ..***
[19.10.2018 00:29:33] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Understanding" -of- 'light-less' ~husk "Amuses" 'ours' ..***
[19.10.2018 00:29:42] Nyctophilia: Never thought I'd say that again, but... Thank you.
[19.10.2018 00:30:08] Nyctophilia: You might differe, but the warmth is always the same. Never too hot, never too cold. Always perfect.
[19.10.2018 00:32:58] Nyctophilia: *She notices Melia's approach* What?
[19.10.2018 00:38:05] Nyctophilia: Hi.
[19.10.2018 00:38:38] Nyctophilia: Am I... Welcome, this time? I hope?
[19.10.2018 00:39:48] Nyctophilia: Kimi told me to come to Lost whenever I will be ready... But I didn't told her that my readiness should not be the concern.
[19.10.2018 00:40:02] Nyctophilia: Rather, it should be her or yours.
[19.10.2018 00:40:34] Nyctophilia: Uhm... Hello.
[19.10.2018 00:42:12] Vagrant.Melia: "Impatience."
[19.10.2018 00:42:28] Nyctophilia: Uhm, something urgent?
[19.10.2018 00:42:43] Vagrant.Cleio: "Uncomfort."
[19.10.2018 00:42:59] Nyctophilia: Y-you want me to leave, just say so.
[19.10.2018 00:43:10] Vagrant.Melia: "It is the other one."
[19.10.2018 00:43:17] Nyctophilia: Oh. I get it.
[19.10.2018 00:43:20] Nyctophilia: The Oracle.
[19.10.2018 00:43:41] Oracle|Revelation: I'm sorry.
[19.10.2018 00:44:19] Nyctophilia: *Immediately regrets mentioning them*
[19.10.2018 00:44:22] Oracle|Revelation: You tresspass here.
[19.10.2018 00:44:24] K'Hara|Taremu.: ***(half-light) forms 'speeches***
[19.10.2018 00:45:12] K'Hara|Taremu.: ***(half-light) 'speaks' for 'ours'***
[19.10.2018 00:45:45] Nyctophilia: By revealing tonn of information on both of shares?
[19.10.2018 00:46:25] Oracle|Revelation: You must leave this place.
[19.10.2018 00:46:33] Oracle|Revelation: It is not for you.
[19.10.2018 00:46:37] Nyctophilia: As soon as Melia commands.
[19.10.2018 00:46:45] Oracle|Revelation: It is the sacred ground of the Spirits.
[19.10.2018 00:46:57] Oracle|Revelation: I speak for Them.
[19.10.2018 00:47:05] Nyctophilia: Surely, you do.
[19.10.2018 00:47:18] Nyctophilia: However, they can speak for themselves.
[19.10.2018 00:47:43] K'Hara|Taremu.: ***'yours' lack (understanding)... (half-lights) form 'our' speeches***
[19.10.2018 00:48:11] Nyctophilia: I understand, but as I said, I do not trust them.
[19.10.2018 00:48:27] Oracle|Revelation: Sorry, mom called.
[19.10.2018 00:48:30] K'Hara|Taremu.: ***(trust) 'ours'***
[19.10.2018 00:48:39] Vagrant.Cleio: "~Nyctophilia~ shall not leave. The Half light have no say on the Forgotten Void."
[19.10.2018 00:48:47] Nyctophilia: I wouldn't trust a word of these guyss. You personnaly - by all means.
[19.10.2018 00:49:02] Nyctophilia: But I have no trust in Oracles.
[19.10.2018 00:49:35] Nyctophilia: Not after since one of them spilled a tonn of information about all of you. Practically in front of three unknown people.
[19.10.2018 00:49:38] Vagrant.Melia: "The Bretheren may tolerate their pet. But we do not."
[19.10.2018 00:49:53] Nyctophilia: I shall leave you now, if you demand so.
[19.10.2018 00:49:58] Nyctophilia: Take care.
[19.10.2018 00:50:19] Vagrant.Melia: "Yours shall remain."
[19.10.2018 00:50:35] Nyctophilia: In distance - maybe.
[19.10.2018 00:53:23] Oracle|Revelation: The Nomads need unity, not division.
[19.10.2018 00:53:34] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Agreement)..***
[19.10.2018 00:53:39] Oracle|Revelation: Whatever the Oracles have done to harm the Vagrants, tell us, and we will attempt to make ammends.
[19.10.2018 00:54:30] Nyctophilia: Pray tell. I would like to know it myself.
[19.10.2018 00:55:15] Oracle|Revelation: Why do you linger?
[19.10.2018 00:55:16] Vagrant.Cleio: "The Elders will need to communicate with your 'leaders', Half-light being. However, yours are single to make ammends."
[19.10.2018 00:55:29] Oracle|Revelation: What must I do to make amends Vagrant?
[19.10.2018 00:56:31] Oracle|Revelation: What must I do to make amends Lesser-Light?
[19.10.2018 00:57:23] Nyctophilia: You know what I don't like? Stalkers.
[19.10.2018 00:57:29] Vagrant.Cleio: "Patience yours must have. Harm to yours is not on our thoughts, yet. We will discuss with our Elders with your query."
[19.10.2018 00:57:40] Oracle|Revelation: You know what I don't like? Eavesdroppers.
[19.10.2018 00:57:47] Nyctophilia: And I'm telling you, this place is crawling with stalkers.
[19.10.2018 00:57:56] Oracle|Revelation: You were given the opportunity to leave, yet you stay.
[19.10.2018 00:58:02] Oracle|Revelation: What do you want?
[19.10.2018 00:58:08] Nyctophilia: Not me.
[19.10.2018 00:58:16] Nyctophilia: And not you.
[19.10.2018 00:58:21] Nyctophilia: The other kind of Stalkers.
[19.10.2018 00:58:26] Nyctophilia: Silverstone-rate.
[19.10.2018 00:58:32] Nyctophilia: The Order cloaked ships-rate.
[19.10.2018 00:59:04] Oracle|Revelation: Hmm.
[19.10.2018 00:59:15] Nyctophilia: I never get random EM emission, do I?
[19.10.2018 00:59:21] Vagrant.Cleio: "We commence the hunt."
[19.10.2018 00:59:54] Oracle|Revelation: :)
[19.10.2018 01:00:53] Nyctophilia: Told ya.
[19.10.2018 01:00:59] Vagrant.Cleio: "Half-Light being, your chance to proove your worthy - purge the Banisher."
[19.10.2018 01:01:07] Oracle|Revelation: On it.
[19.10.2018 01:01:38] |O|-Chi.3: Duncan: Not wild about those odds, honestly.
[19.10.2018 01:02:02] Vagrant.Melia: "Fickle banisher."
[19.10.2018 01:02:04] |O|-Chi.3: *boosting transmission*
[19.10.2018 01:02:32] Oracle|Revelation: You will be purged, darkling.
[19.10.2018 01:02:51] Deneb: ?: My god....
[19.10.2018 01:02:52] Oracle|Revelation: Prepare yourself.
[19.10.2018 01:03:19] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' "Observe" (Amusement) ..***
[19.10.2018 01:03:21] Deneb: ?: What are they...?
[19.10.2018 01:03:26] Vagrant.Cleio: "Purge the BANISHER, Half-Light."
[19.10.2018 01:03:40] Deneb: ? (a second voice): Sebastian! What are you doing!? Stop staring at them and do something!
[19.10.2018 01:04:07] Deneb: Sebastian: There are too many.
[19.10.2018 01:04:08] Nyctophilia: Right. Do something. Like mooring.
[19.10.2018 01:04:14] Vagrant.Cleio: *The Nomad senses a conveyor near it...* ~ "We see you,m darkling."
[19.10.2018 01:04:16] Nyctophilia: Save your lives.
[19.10.2018 01:04:28] Nyctophilia: Or lifes.
[19.10.2018 01:04:39] Nyctophilia: Doesn't matters at this point.
[19.10.2018 01:04:40] Deneb: ? (the second voice): Listen to her!!!! Moor with the damn station and stop staring at them!
[19.10.2018 01:04:42] Vagrant.Cleio: *The Rabisu begins to glow brighter in Fury...*
[19.10.2018 01:04:47] Vagrant.Cleio: "We will obey the Light's demands - to purge yours (!)"
[19.10.2018 01:04:54] Deneb: Sebastian: Okay! Okay!
[19.10.2018 01:05:03] Deneb: Sebastian: Freeport 11, requesting emergency docking permission!
[19.10.2018 01:05:10] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall cleanse the Darkness."
[19.10.2018 01:05:18] Death: Deneb was put out of action by Vagrant.Cleio (Gun).
[19.10.2018 01:05:19] Nyctophilia: Fool.
[19.10.2018 01:05:28] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Joy)..***
[19.10.2018 01:07:56] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[19.10.2018 01:10:29] Death: Oracle|Revelation was put out of action by |O|-Chi.3 (Mine).
[19.10.2018 01:10:37] Vagrant.Cleio: *The Rabisu begins to glow brighter in Fury...*
[19.10.2018 01:10:48] Nyctophilia: No comments.
[19.10.2018 01:16:52] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'nyctophilia-named' 'yours' ~essence "Shall" ~prove 'yours' "Worth" -to- 'ours' ..***
[19.10.2018 01:17:04] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..-if- 'light' "Diminishes" 'yours' "Shall" Act..***
[19.10.2018 01:17:23] Nyctophilia: I consider such probability.
[19.10.2018 01:19:08] Nyctophilia: *She puts a headphone in her right ear and plays a vintage rap composition. Something about gangster's life.*
[19.10.2018 01:19:17] Nyctophilia: *She quietly hums to it*
[19.10.2018 01:20:24] Nyctophilia: Hm hm hm... So blind to see... Hmm hmm hmm... Are you and me...
[19.10.2018 01:20:26] Death: Vagrant.Cleio suffered a self-administered loadout error (Mine).
[19.10.2018 01:20:40] Nyctophilia: *Alongside, her weapon systems automatically charge*
[19.10.2018 01:21:05] Nyctophilia: Tell me why are we / So blind to see / That the ones we hurt / Are you and me
[19.10.2018 01:21:45] Vagrant.Melia: "The banisher harms. It shall not persist."
[19.10.2018 01:22:01] |O|-Chi.3: gents...
[19.10.2018 01:22:19] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' "Observe" 'Nyctophilia-named' "Worth" -to- 'ours' "Collective" ..***
[19.10.2018 01:22:25] |O|-Chi.3: I appreciate that you're not using the slurs this time..
[19.10.2018 01:22:28] Nyctophilia: We've been spending most our lives / Living in a Gangster's Paradise
[19.10.2018 01:22:55] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Target Acquired:]
[19.10.2018 01:23:43] Nyctophilia: Time to die.
[19.10.2018 01:28:06] Death: |O|-Chi.3 was put out of action by Nyctophilia (Gun).
[19.10.2018 01:28:09] Nyctophilia: Done.
[19.10.2018 01:28:15] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Joy)..***
[19.10.2018 01:28:23] Vagrant.Melia: "Satisfaction."
[19.10.2018 01:29:07] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Amusement) {The Nomad sends a huge energy surge towards Nyctophilia, it's filled with immense amounts of warmth}..***
[19.10.2018 01:29:37] Nyctophilia: *Mostly being relaxed doing the battle scenario, Nycto cuddles in warmth yet again.*
[19.10.2018 01:30:07] Nyctophilia: Mmm... I'll take that as a "yes".
[19.10.2018 01:30:48] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'yours' "Have" -to- "Learn" , 'yours' "Shall" ~receive, -as- 'yours' "Husk" progresses..***
[19.10.2018 01:31:07] Nyctophilia: What I'm looking towards, actually.
[19.10.2018 01:32:41] Nyctophilia: Seriously, I have nothing to gain from my own. You're my last hope in this galaxy, so to say.
[19.10.2018 01:33:07] Nyctophilia: As Melia asked me once, what hope do I have. Well, you are my hope.
[19.10.2018 01:34:53] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Hope" ~irrelevant , 'yours' "Shall" -be- "Guided" , "Patience" ~child ..***
[19.10.2018 01:35:26] Nyctophilia: Patience is a thing I was thought since my very first meeting with Melia.
[19.10.2018 01:35:50] Nyctophilia: Helped me achieve alot since then.
[19.10.2018 01:37:31] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..{The energy surge emanates, this time towards Melia}..***
[19.10.2018 01:37:40] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Joy)..***
[19.10.2018 01:38:00] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia readily reciprocates.*
[19.10.2018 01:38:15] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall overcome."
[19.10.2018 01:39:18] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'yours' "Allow" ~wisdom -to- -be- "Guided" -by- "Eternal" "Thought" ..***
[19.10.2018 01:41:28] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'Melia-Named' ~wisdom "Brings" (Joy) -to- 'ours' ..***
[19.10.2018 01:42:53] Vagrant.Melia: "Patience."
[19.10.2018 01:42:57] Nyctophilia: You know, it's strange.
[19.10.2018 01:43:08] Nyctophilia: I didn't actually saw two of you accepting each other.
[19.10.2018 01:43:15] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to be outwardly stoically calm.*
[19.10.2018 01:45:29] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Acceptance" ~irrelevant , 'ours' "Differ" , -but- "Share" "History" ..***
[19.10.2018 01:45:41] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light is split, yet it acts as it must."
[19.10.2018 01:45:44] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..~husk "Remains" ..***
[19.10.2018 01:45:51] Nyctophilia: And warmth.
[19.10.2018 01:48:12] Nyctophilia: Just means that... Probability of coexistance is there.
[19.10.2018 01:48:22] Nyctophilia: But it's a hard work.
[19.10.2018 01:49:06] Nyctophilia: Not even coexistance, but reunion.
[19.10.2018 01:51:15] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' 'light' -is- "Split" ~yet 'we' "Act" -as- 'ours' "Must" ..***
[19.10.2018 01:51:30] Nyctophilia: And I'm actually amazed. For the first time, I think, it wasn't the angry voice the I heard from the other share.
[19.10.2018 01:51:35] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***.."Coexistance" -is- "Shared" -in- "Present" voids..***
[19.10.2018 01:52:49] Vagrant.Melia: "The Bretheren adapted in accordance with their needs. The Vagrants adapted in turn."
[19.10.2018 01:52:56] Nyctophilia: I know.
[19.10.2018 01:52:59] Nyctophilia: I know...
[19.10.2018 01:53:37] Vagrant.Melia: "These voids were, and are, filled with darkness. The Abyss was not."
[19.10.2018 01:53:46] Vagrant.Melia: "Our needs differed."
[19.10.2018 01:55:43] Vagrant.Melia: 'The Abyss itself was the source of harm."
[19.10.2018 01:56:19] Nyctophilia: You know, ever think of it, all of you came through alot of pain... Because of us.
[19.10.2018 01:56:41] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'ours' ~depart -to- 'light-city' {Nyctophilia can catch glimpses of the beautiful Dur-Shurrikun}..**
[19.10.2018 01:57:27] Nyctophilia: *She grunts, images of Dur-Shurrikun flashes in front of her eyes.*
[19.10.2018 01:57:34] Nyctophilia: Great.
[19.10.2018 01:58:37] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..(Anger)..***
[19.10.2018 01:58:51] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Two Nomads and a freelancer and the freelancer isnt being shot at. How... Interesting.
[19.10.2018 01:59:17] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..~define 'yours' purpose/meaning -in- 'ours' seas/voids "Large-shell" ..***
[19.10.2018 01:59:52] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: yea yea, Your broken english is hard enough to bear. Shove off or Ill send you back to the void.
[19.10.2018 02:00:57] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Diagnosticks result - main engine malfunction detected. Please stend by for field repairs.:]
[19.10.2018 02:01:03] Nyctophilia: Hey. Isn't that just great.
[19.10.2018 02:01:15] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'yours' "Shall" -be- "Demonstrated" -by- 'ours' ~elders "Wrath" ..***
[19.10.2018 02:01:31] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Seems one cought the message. What about you...
[19.10.2018 02:01:32] Nyctophilia: Surrounded in open space by squids, having PTSD and a sudden engine malfunction...
[19.10.2018 02:01:45] K'Hara|Ninkasi: ***..'Scarab-named' "Shall" observe 'theirs' obliberation/purification..***
[19.10.2018 02:02:16] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Dont come back.
[19.10.2018 02:02:17] Nyctophilia: Lemme... *She stands up* Take a closer look...
[19.10.2018 02:02:52] Nyctophilia: *She appears to be walking away off comms, somewhere back into the engineering section of the ship.*
[19.10.2018 02:02:57] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: They must have infected you already.
[19.10.2018 02:03:06] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Or somehow using you as their pawn.
[19.10.2018 02:03:35] Nyctophilia: *She looks around* Last time, I didn't saw a tentacle in my throat.
[19.10.2018 02:03:49] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: its wasnt a question.
[19.10.2018 02:04:02] Nyctophilia: Who said I was answering a question.
[19.10.2018 02:05:00] Nyctophilia: Watch. Holoview on that person who accuses me of infestation.
[19.10.2018 02:05:07] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Acknowledged:]
[19.10.2018 02:05:18] Nyctophilia: A-ha. A rogue Osiris.
[19.10.2018 02:05:26] Nyctophilia: Why am I not surprised.
[19.10.2018 02:05:32] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Two nomads surround you and no shots, how interesting.
[19.10.2018 02:05:40] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: You where having a talk maybe?
[19.10.2018 02:05:47] Nyctophilia: Yeah, you're not the first one to say that.
[19.10.2018 02:06:02] Nyctophilia: The Core already restricted my access to their installation, so why bother?
[19.10.2018 02:06:09] Nyctophilia: Installations, even.
[19.10.2018 02:06:48] Nyctophilia: I mean, I don't pull a trigger at my first sight of an alien, hell I find them even more interesting to talk than you humans.
[19.10.2018 02:06:58] Nyctophilia: Why so xenophobic?
[19.10.2018 02:07:30] Nyctophilia: They shoot me - I shoot them.
[19.10.2018 02:07:35] Nyctophilia: Same deal as with any human being.
[19.10.2018 02:07:40] Nyctophilia: As any being in the galaxy.
[19.10.2018 02:08:03] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: You are a literal Idiot.
[19.10.2018 02:08:16] Nyctophilia: I don't deny it.
[19.10.2018 02:08:17] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Next time I see you talking to nomads, your dead.
[19.10.2018 02:08:32] Nyctophilia: And I'll sue you for blowing up my ship.
[19.10.2018 02:08:44] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: We are a rogue entity, you think we follow the law?
[19.10.2018 02:08:49] Nyctophilia: *She walks back in to her cockpit.*
[19.10.2018 02:08:52] Scarab|CV-Amenhotep: Lilly: Go back to your pillow.And... Yeah, I didn't actually minded shooting that Order agent. His fate was set, if not them, then me. But for that Osiris, Amenhotep? I never said it, but ex-Order agents are a special case. Like Silverstone. I still don't understand that xenophobia. Maybe a callback of the First Nomad War. Or something like "enemies must be exterminated". Well, if they're flying a rogue Osiris, it might be convinient for me to bait them into the Overwatch, if they go that far out.
Last but not least, I already said Melia that my readiness is not the question. She didn't answered though, was distracted by the Oracle's presense, and that's understandable. I will be awaiting for further resolution.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 10-26-2018
Date - 25.10.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
A few weeks ago I was proposed to support the Commune in a... More "direct" way. They said they could put a use for my skills and help me perfect them. How can I say no? I mean, I'm no assassin, but retrieving data and mixing up with the crowd? That's what I'm good at. It was just a matter of time while I settle down and would be ready for another change in my life. And today was a moment. Now I'm working directly under Azhi's directive, but my task is all the same. Being unseen for the others and gather as many intel as possible. Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
On the other hand, It's also interesting how Vagrants reacted to me being a part of the Commune's socium. I mean, I'm just a member of one of their cells, but still... They seem to acknowledge me more as a person of their own rather than the one who wants to bring them harm... Which is good, I think?
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[25.10.2018 21:51:50] Jane.Foster: Oh. Hello.
[25.10.2018 21:53:08] Jane.Foster: May I know what brings you here?
[25.10.2018 21:53:43] Vagrant.Melia: "Curiosity."
[25.10.2018 21:54:12] Jane.Foster: *She looks around* Something's on your mind?
[25.10.2018 21:55:43] Vagrant.Melia: "Another shell. Curious."
[25.10.2018 21:55:58] Jane.Foster: *She looks back at Melia* Why do I feel like you're staring directly into my soul.
[25.10.2018 21:56:18] Jane.Foster: Yeah. New ship.
[25.10.2018 21:57:34] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light discerns a change."
[25.10.2018 21:58:37] Jane.Foster: ...Can't hide anything from you, can I?
[25.10.2018 21:59:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Our sight is close to infallible. There is little which we cannot evaluate."
[25.10.2018 21:59:31] Jane.Foster: Azhi proposed me to support them in a more... Direct way, if you can say so.
[25.10.2018 21:59:51] Jane.Foster: Couldn't say "no".
[25.10.2018 22:00:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[25.10.2018 22:00:02] Jane.Foster: It was just a matter of time.
[25.10.2018 22:01:26] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy. We offer approval of this path."
[25.10.2018 22:02:47] Jane.Foster: They know what I do best. They can help me perfect my skills and utilize them in a right way.
[25.10.2018 22:03:15] Vagrant.Melia: "Kin."
[25.10.2018 22:03:50] Vagrant.Perseis: "Kin. This Darkling enters our Voids. Why (?)"
[25.10.2018 22:04:35] Vagrant.Melia: "Our patience prevails. They now follow the path of the Sparkling Raiders."
[25.10.2018 22:04:41] Jane.Foster: Worry not. From now on, I'm one of the Raiders.
[25.10.2018 22:05:32] Vagrant.Perseis: "We are in joy of your presence, Sparkling Raider"
[25.10.2018 22:05:49] Vagrant.Perseis: "Yours seek, which (?)"
[25.10.2018 22:05:57] Jane.Foster: Although, I can afford to be sincere only with you.
[25.10.2018 22:06:59] Jane.Foster: I'm not exactly certain at this point. Ever since I've met Melia, I think I was looking for a place for myself in this universe
[25.10.2018 22:07:37] Jane.Foster: Or... Trying to figure out who I am, exactly.
[25.10.2018 22:07:48] Jane.Foster: Complicated.
[25.10.2018 22:07:59] Vagrant.Perseis: "Baffled yours are."
[25.10.2018 22:08:09] Jane.Foster: Yep. Can't deny.
[25.10.2018 22:09:03] Vagrant.Perseis: "Yours are going through a self-trial. Find your path, only yours can. Amusement."
[25.10.2018 22:09:19] Jane.Foster: That's what I'm doing.
[25.10.2018 22:09:28] Vagrant.Perseis: "The Light opens doors, but you choose."
[25.10.2018 22:09:36] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs are still far, yet they draw closer with each moment."
[25.10.2018 22:09:58] Vagrant.Perseis: "Agreeance with our Kin."
[25.10.2018 22:11:03] Jane.Foster: It's... Complex to understand completely other nature. Accept it - more so.
[25.10.2018 22:11:33] Vagrant.Perseis: "We see."
[25.10.2018 22:13:06] Jane.Foster: When for your whole life you had nothing but examplars of distruction, hatred and all other good things we're known for...
[25.10.2018 22:13:42] Jane.Foster: It's hard to accept peace and empathy.
[25.10.2018 22:14:12] Vagrant.Perseis: "Join us on our small venture through the Voids of the Light."
[25.10.2018 22:14:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Darklings are not susceptible to the way of peace. Such is our struggle."
[25.10.2018 22:14:32] Jane.Foster: Um... Uhm... Am I even allowed?
[25.10.2018 22:14:51] Vagrant.Perseis: "The Light sees warmth within you"
[25.10.2018 22:15:23] Vagrant.Melia: "The Sparkling Raiders are welcome among the Light."
[25.10.2018 22:15:31] Jane.Foster: Well... Thanks... I guess...
[25.10.2018 22:17:12] Vagrant.Melia: "Sincerity. Yours would even be welcomed in the voids of the Bretheren."
[25.10.2018 22:17:34] Jane.Foster: N... No, not without their invitation.Yes, I might be a part of the Commune now, but it doesn't gives me any privileges. It's just a sign that I'm contributing directly to their cause. Doesn't means I should disrespect their borders. I just... Who am I even talking to? I know that I have standarts. It's not like anyone's gonna run aboard my ship and hack into all of my logs to read them. That would be just a waste of time.
Right... I'm doing these for myself... Gosh, how far it all come? I'm talking to myself in my own journal, just realising how fricking alone I am. Or maybe not quite? I never loved to be in the epicenter of a crowd. But a company of people? Ahhh... I always knew that the days of us three gathering around will end. Well, as Melia says, it's just something that I have to accept. Crumple it, swallow in and move on. No need to dwell on what was in the past, no matter how good it was. I still have present to deal with.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 11-01-2018
Date - 01.11.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Where do I even begin with? Alot happened in the past few days.Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Maybe I should begin from the point where Melia showed me their worlds. Intentionaly, this time. They look... Indiscribably beautiful. It all started from Melia showing me the path to their worlds. It's a... Some sort of an alien jump gate, located outside of Minor's nebula. For the first time, it felt unusual going into their worlds. Not like I hesitated, but as long as they appreciated my stance there, I'm glad to be their guest. But oh my... Do their worlds look beautiful. I was astonished by the beauty of this system at first, and I think I will be still, whenever I enter it. And I don't doubt there were some who entered this system without an invitation. We consider ourselves the lords of the cosmos, while we are absolutely not.
Then there was an another system. While this system looked like made of Azure, the other one gave more Amethyst vibes. But these two stars with doubled dust rings... They looked quite special. And my guesses were right - all nebulas in their systems have their purposes, they always hide something. For this matter - this nebula was hiding a lair and a gate. However, this gate lead to a even bigger nebula. The one that extends through the entire system. And in that system, there was some kind of superstructure... And a surface. I can't even imagine what kind of surface is it. And why is it there in the first place. But oh my goodness, the view outside... I wish I could spend days in this system. Just staring at the stars. And at the horizon.
Vagrants also appreciate me being a part of the Commune society. It is really a honor to be able to help them in a more direct way. And by that I mean blasting the Order ships. There are two types of people who oppose us - they're either stupid or mercs. Killing the latter is business, killing the former is a favor to the Universe. Favor to all of us.
There was also one interesting meeting I had tonight. An entity called "Miranda".
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[01.11.2018 03:30:57] Jane.Foster.: Hm. We're not alone here.
[01.11.2018 03:31:36] Miranda: *You have nothing to fear from ours, ms. foster*
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[01.11.2018 03:32:08] Jane.Foster.: I don't, actually. As long as there's no angry voices.
[01.11.2018 03:32:45] Miranda: *It isnt often we leave Altair, this outlet feels... good*
[01.11.2018 03:33:11] Jane.Foster.: Al..tair?
[01.11.2018 03:33:45] Miranda: *We arent entirely familiar with the commune beyond what the mindshare whispers, we assume you're unfamiliar with it*
[01.11.2018 03:34:08] Jane.Foster.: No. But I assure you, I am more than a friend of yours.
[01.11.2018 03:34:11] Vagrant.Melia: "Curiosity."
[01.11.2018 03:34:51] Miranda: *Altair is... or was... a stronghold of the Wild. Her halls are mostly silent now*
[01.11.2018 03:35:05] Vagrant.Melia: "An aspect of the Bretheren. But it does not sing like the others."
[01.11.2018 03:35:23] Miranda: *Yes, we are different, not unlike yours, detached as they are*
[01.11.2018 03:35:42] Jane.Foster.: I... Think we've met something that does not "sings" like the others.
[01.11.2018 03:35:49] Jane.Foster.: Was it called "Vatan"?
[01.11.2018 03:36:06] Miranda: *We're... not familiar with that*
[01.11.2018 03:36:23] Miranda: *To the best of our knowledge we are unique, there are many hybrids before and after our creation, but none quite like us*
[01.11.2018 03:36:28] Jane.Foster.: The hybrid Gallic Battlecruiser. Had a mystic cloud all over it.
[01.11.2018 03:36:49] Jane.Foster.: Then... Who are you?
[01.11.2018 03:36:50] Miranda: *Taurvi was the first, but imperfect*
[01.11.2018 03:36:55] Vagrant.Melia: "Vatan is bound to metal. This one is not."
[01.11.2018 03:37:14] Miranda: *We are human... or were. Now we're also k'hara, among other things*
[01.11.2018 03:37:31] Jane.Foster.: I am relatively new to everything that is related to you, so please, enlighten me, pardon the pun.
[01.11.2018 03:38:09] Miranda: *It is a long story, and words are such an inefficient way to communicate after having walked the mindshare*
[01.11.2018 03:38:20] Miranda: *We are the mother of oracles, perhaps you know of them*
[01.11.2018 03:38:35] Jane.Foster.: Heard. Didn't had the... Best impression.
[01.11.2018 03:38:39] Vagrant.Melia: "Impatience."
[01.11.2018 03:39:52] Miranda: *We began human, became host to a creation of the creators, we were abandoned, we became host to K'hara, it died*
[01.11.2018 03:40:03] Miranda: *Now we are a blending of all, the only blending of all*
[01.11.2018 03:40:19] Jane.Foster.: Wow.
[01.11.2018 03:40:51] Miranda: *our... mind has changed. these incidents have shattered it, and it is not so easily rebuilt as the shipforms*
[01.11.2018 03:40:59] Jane.Foster.: So you're... Some sort of ultimate hybrid?
[01.11.2018 03:41:15] Miranda: *Ultimate would imply a final product, we are merely a part of the journey*
[01.11.2018 03:41:57] Miranda: *We are the emissary, from K'hara, Oracles, Wild, even Vagrants, to the creators we hope to one day rediscover*
[01.11.2018 03:43:09] Jane.Foster.: Yeah... You're not the only ones who hope to find K'Vosh one day.
[01.11.2018 03:43:18] Jane.Foster.: Many have alot of questions to them.
[01.11.2018 03:43:26] Jane.Foster.: Doubt they'll bother answering them.
[01.11.2018 03:43:45] Miranda: *The journey has been long and has longer yet ahead, we gather one key at a time, but it has been difficult*
[01.11.2018 03:44:02] Miranda: *Particularly stranded as we are on Altair*
[01.11.2018 03:44:53] Jane.Foster.: Is... Altair within your system, the one with two nebulas?
[01.11.2018 03:44:57] Miranda: *We have even suffered death, the mindshare is all that preserved us*
[01.11.2018 03:45:29] Miranda: *It is hidden, and not for us to reveal*
[01.11.2018 03:45:46] Jane.Foster.: Yeah... Well... How was it? To... die?
[01.11.2018 03:46:11] Miranda: *Exhilarating... and terrifying. To be yanked from your mortal form is something humans are never prepared for*
[01.11.2018 03:46:33] Miranda: *The K'hara are accustomed to it, but it is uncomfortable and undesirable even for them*
[01.11.2018 03:47:08] Miranda: *We were dead for three years, disembodied, walking the mindshare*
[01.11.2018 03:47:11] Vagrant.Melia: "Destruction is pain. It burns."
[01.11.2018 03:47:30] Miranda: *The wild fabricated a new body for us, after a time*
[01.11.2018 03:48:19] Jane.Foster.: Yeah... that's a "yikes".
[01.11.2018 03:48:25] Miranda: *Painful, yes. Not so much physical pain, more a psychological trauma of sudden detachment, losing memories, time*
[01.11.2018 03:49:12] Miranda: *In past shifts and cycles, new forms took time to grow. Now there are reserves, recovery is quicker, less traumatic*
[01.11.2018 03:49:16] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, there isn't so much physical pain if you die fast, but if you manage to retain you consciousness after dying...
[01.11.2018 03:49:19] Jane.Foster.: Dear goodness.
[01.11.2018 03:49:33] Miranda: *It is a boon, if an unpleasant one*
[01.11.2018 03:49:50] Miranda: *As a human, death would have been an end. As K'hara, it is a learning experience*
[01.11.2018 03:50:04] Jane.Foster.: Can't even imagine what K'Haras been through if they suffered all that through all these years while fighting us.
[01.11.2018 03:50:45] Vagrant.Melia: "The constant struggle shaped the Bretheren."
[01.11.2018 03:51:05] Miranda: *Growth. Each death teaches a new lesson in avoidance. We become more resilient*
[01.11.2018 03:51:18] Jane.Foster.: Yeah. No wonder why they're so apathetic.
[01.11.2018 03:51:51] Miranda: *We wonder... Melia, yours returned from the hypergate, yes? The mindshare is clear on this*
[01.11.2018 03:52:36] Vagrant.Melia: "The Banishers cast the Vagrants into the Abyss. We returned."
[01.11.2018 03:53:00] Miranda: *This is a journey we wish to undertake, or possibly relive, one day. What was seen along the return*
[01.11.2018 03:53:20] Miranda: *What might such a journey teach us, of our creators*
[01.11.2018 03:54:16] Miranda: *A maddening thing, being separated from the mindshare must be, unable to join your memories to ours*
[01.11.2018 03:54:50] Vagrant.Melia: "The Abyss consisted of harsh voids. We adapted in our separation."
[01.11.2018 03:55:19] Miranda: *It is a human comparison, but as they say, the strongest steels are tempered in the hottest flames*
[01.11.2018 03:56:11] Miranda: *We respect the vagrants for their journey, some day we will endeavor to undertake the same trial*
[01.11.2018 03:56:33] Jane.Foster.: But the blacksmith gives the blade it's shape.
[01.11.2018 03:57:00] Miranda: *A function to be sure. The same hardened steel can be a tool or a weapon, just as our forms*
[01.11.2018 03:57:18] Miranda: *When humanity came, K'hara were not weapons. They became such out of necessity*
[01.11.2018 03:57:58] Vagrant.Melia: "Few minds, few shells, few materials. The voids themselves became the threat to the Vagrants."
[01.11.2018 03:58:42] Miranda: *K'hara became swords. Vagrants, cast out of Sirius and forced to return, became weapons of a different kind.*
[01.11.2018 03:58:48] Miranda: *A crude comparison, but it conveys the meaning*
[01.11.2018 03:59:20] Vagrant.Melia: "The Bretheren learned the way of spitfire. We learned the way of endurance, of survival."
[01.11.2018 04:00:33] Miranda: *K'hara were left with few, they adapted, learned to hide and ambush and infiltrate
[01.11.2018 04:00:49] Miranda: *Vagrants learned to bend space to their will*
[01.11.2018 04:01:19] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet the Bretheren still possessed their hives. We had none. We sought the spheres."
[01.11.2018 04:01:20] Miranda: *Both necessary and useful adaptations, both part of the path, the journey to the creators*
[01.11.2018 04:02:12] Miranda: *As our children of the oracles say, let not prejudice cloud judgement*
[01.11.2018 04:02:43] Miranda: *K'hara were forced to take extreme measures for survival as well. Burrowing into xerna*
[01.11.2018 04:02:52] Miranda: *No source of life but the dark core of the world*
[01.11.2018 04:03:10] Miranda: *That was before the clouds were made*
[01.11.2018 04:03:15] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious."
[01.11.2018 04:03:17] Jane.Foster.: Months ago we were talking about how Vagrants are "incompatible" with K'Haras. And one day I saw the same node as Melia, but it was a K'Hara.
[01.11.2018 04:04:04] Miranda: *From our understanding, it is the divergence in purpose that has created incompatible mindlinks*
[01.11.2018 04:04:10] Jane.Foster.: And surprisingly enough, there was no frustration in the air.
[01.11.2018 04:04:38] Miranda: *K'hara adapted as one, became more unified following the great war. Vagrants focused on returning.*
[01.11.2018 04:04:52] Miranda: *Such a distance and length of time apart created inconsistencies in the telepathic matrix*
[01.11.2018 04:05:19] Vagrant.Melia: "The song has diverged."
[01.11.2018 04:05:24] Miranda: *The mindshare is extradimensional, but also localized*
[01.11.2018 04:05:49] Miranda: *The old mindshare was the sphere. It was shattered by the order in the great war.*
[01.11.2018 04:06:06] Miranda: *the K'hara formed a new mindshare, the vagrants were already gone and not connected to it*
[01.11.2018 04:06:14] Miranda: *Dur-Shurrikun*
[01.11.2018 04:07:20] Miranda: *We are unclear if reconnection is possible, or even desired. Reunification may dampen adaptation*
[01.11.2018 04:08:06] Miranda: *The commune form a similar link, do they not?*
[01.11.2018 04:08:39] Jane.Foster.: We eh... Have our own tinkering. Imperfect, but we're working on it.
[01.11.2018 04:08:49] Vagrant.Melia: "An imperfect construct."
[01.11.2018 04:09:30] Vagrant.Melia: "They wish to sing, yet they are still distant from such."
[01.11.2018 04:09:30] Jane.Foster.: Not as good as Mindshare, won't prevent you from dying, but still.
[01.11.2018 04:10:00] Miranda: *Interesting*
[01.11.2018 04:10:21] Miranda: *We would like to meet the commune in 'person' as it were, some day, when we leave altair*
[01.11.2018 04:10:52] Miranda: *as liberating as it is, taking this form, its senses are confusing to us*
[01.11.2018 04:10:55] Jane.Foster.: Whenever Azhi decided to show up... Or if we ever find our head...
[01.11.2018 04:11:28] Miranda: *We see light and hear sound, K'hara forms see radiation and hear... something*
[01.11.2018 04:12:01] Miranda: *as a hybrid we have the unique privilege of experiencing both worlds, but our origins were human*
[01.11.2018 04:12:17] Miranda: *We are still bound by human thoughts and experiences*
[01.11.2018 04:12:41] Jane.Foster.: There's always ways to grow though.
[01.11.2018 04:13:22] Miranda: *We must return, this form is young and unprotected, it needs the lair*
[01.11.2018 04:13:30] Miranda: *We will meet again, perhaps in another form*
[01.11.2018 04:13:37] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps."
[01.11.2018 04:13:53] Jane.Foster.: Sure. It was a pleasure meeting with you.
[01.11.2018 04:14:54] 2018-11-01 04:14:55 SMT WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia
[01.11.2018 04:15:10] Vagrant.Melia: "We shall convey."
[01.11.2018 04:15:18] Miranda: *we appreciate the aid, Melia*
[01.11.2018 04:15:25] Miranda: *this form tires*
[01.11.2018 04:15:35] /time
[01.11.2018 04:15:35] 2018-11-01 04:15:36 SMT
[01.11.2018 04:15:52] Jumping...
[01.11.2018 04:16:31] Jane.Foster.: I just wish our ships were looking as half magnificent as your shells.
[01.11.2018 04:16:43] Miranda: *Form follows function*
[01.11.2018 04:18:18] Jane.Foster.: Both graceful and deadly, indeed.An interesting conversation with one of theirs, for sure. No angry voices, but it sounded more... Humane. Really hope to meet them in their "other" form one day, now that they mentioned it.
Yeah... Everything that's related to them is still mindblowing. And also, I think after that stunt with the Order ship, my identity as Jane Foster might be set at a certain risk. So I better not show up for a few days around. Well, as if I don't have few more identities.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 11-16-2018
Date - 15.11.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
It's been quite a while, huh?Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Well... I've got a lot to tell. First, about the Commune and their idea. I am... Not a very big fan of fit. Not at all. Now that I am with them, I know for certain that nuking the Eleven was their idea. But... It was honesly a waste. A waste of time, efforts and valuable resources. We could have nuked any installation of the Order or the Core. But... Wasting a NEMP on a civilian installaion? It's... It's stupid. Such actions won't get us anywhere.
I've talked about it with Melia. She seems to be agreeing with me. on this subject. But... There was something else. For the last days, I had to change my perspective abit. The log below will say everything for me.
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[12.11.2018 11:04:17] Jane.Foster: Oh. Hello.
[12.11.2018 11:04:34] Jane.Foster: Haven't seen you in a while.
[12.11.2018 11:06:12] Jane.Foster: Glad to see you here anyway.
[12.11.2018 11:06:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Much chaos."
[12.11.2018 11:06:31] Jane.Foster: Even if there's a so called "war" going around, this place feels lonely.
[12.11.2018 11:07:31] Jane.Foster: Yeah, the Commune nuked a 'Port. Although I don't entirely agree with what they did, there's far more valuable targets.
[12.11.2018 11:08:04] Jane.Foster: The Order bases in Mu, for example.
[12.11.2018 11:08:10] Vagrant.Melia: "It has done little to stop the darklings from entering the voids of Light."
[12.11.2018 11:08:18] Jane.Foster: Yeah...
[12.11.2018 11:09:35] Vagrant.Melia: "A strong force. Yet it is crude and used without effect."
[12.11.2018 11:09:46] Jane.Foster: Yep. Completely agree.
[12.11.2018 11:10:21] Jane.Foster: Also saw the news that there is a high demand on Iridium Ore. Suspect that Lost isn't as calm as it was, is it?
[12.11.2018 11:11:15] /time
[12.11.2018 11:11:15] 2018-11-12 11:11:14 SMT
[12.11.2018 11:11:23] Vagrant.Melia: "Irritation. The darklings have become emboldened."
[12.11.2018 11:11:59] Jane.Foster: Well, when we see cheap money, we will do anything to get it.
[12.11.2018 11:12:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Curiosity."
[12.11.2018 11:12:43] Jane.Foster: And by that... If there's a high demand on the Iridium Ore, I wouldn't be surprised if every single trader in Sirius will now
[12.11.2018 11:12:46] Jane.Foster: taste the Edge.
[12.11.2018 11:13:31] Jane.Foster: DIdn't I told you about the Greed?
[12.11.2018 11:13:50] Jane.Foster: I believe such concept is known to you.
[12.11.2018 11:14:14] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not a concept natural to the Light."
[12.11.2018 11:15:26] Jane.Foster: I'd assume, but still, we still succumb to the greed quite easily.
[12.11.2018 11:16:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Harmful ambition. We ponder."
[12.11.2018 11:16:25] Jane.Foster: It is.
[12.11.2018 11:17:22] Jane.Foster: In religion, Greed is considered a sin, but I guess, nobody cares about it in our time.
[12.11.2018 11:18:53] Jane.Foster: What everybody cares about is money. And, probably, some dying-out ideologies.
[12.11.2018 11:20:55] Jane.Foster: Well, maybe it's on display. Maybe they actually do care about something else.
[12.11.2018 11:21:28] Vagrant.Melia: "Unlikely."
[12.11.2018 11:22:18] Jane.Foster: Yeah, one needs alot of effort to find a personality that cares about something else.
[12.11.2018 11:22:31] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness seeks to multiply and destroy. It does not consider care."
[12.11.2018 11:23:49] Jane.Foster: Thing is... Darkness needs to care for itself to multiply and destroy.
[12.11.2018 11:25:08] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps it seeks to subsist. But it does not empathize."
[12.11.2018 11:27:06] Jane.Foster: What is hilarious is that when you portrait yourselves as Light and describe everything what Darkness and Light is, most of us
[12.11.2018 11:27:20] Jane.Foster: would consider us to be the Light.
[12.11.2018 11:28:09] Jane.Foster: Well, maybe because they fail to understand what good we did to ourselves and what we do for the outsiders.
[12.11.2018 11:28:24] Jane.Foster: Again, we are here because of the war.
[12.11.2018 11:30:20] Jane.Foster: And if we don't end war, the war will end us.
[12.11.2018 11:30:56] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is the darkness. It has only ever acted in a pursuit of war."
[12.11.2018 11:34:32] Jane.Foster: I... Really don't understand why they decided to nuke Eleven. Like, why don't go for Carthage? Where they build all their ships
[12.11.2018 11:35:34] Jane.Foster: The moment I saw Alessia's bomber suiciding into it... It felt like a waste.
[12.11.2018 11:36:29] Jane.Foster: Not only, more like it was unnecessary violence that would bring more violence.
[12.11.2018 11:37:08] Vagrant.Melia: "Intrigue. We could foresee many reasons."
[12.11.2018 11:38:37] Jane.Foster: *She exhales* Well, what's done is done.
[12.11.2018 11:41:37] Jane.Foster: Still... I don't know a half of how your society works. I get that we're all distructive and chaotic.
[12.11.2018 11:41:41] Jane.Foster: But how is it on your end?
[12.11.2018 11:41:53] Jane.Foster: I'd imagine it would be a complete opposite.
[12.11.2018 11:43:36] Vagrant.Melia: "We are the Light. We sing. There is harmony."
[12.11.2018 11:45:45] Jane.Foster: That I know. And I also remember seeing something that was completely out of the reach of my perception.
[12.11.2018 11:46:07] Jane.Foster: Seeing you and a node from the other share getting along.
[12.11.2018 11:48:35] Jane.Foster: And the last time when Kimiko and you did... Something to me, I still don't exactly understand what happened. But it was
[12.11.2018 11:48:38] Jane.Foster: breathtaking.
[12.11.2018 11:48:55] Vagrant.Melia: "There are the comparisons. Between our song, of theirs, and the contrast of the darkness."
[12.11.2018 11:49:39] Vagrant.Melia: "Dark minds were not intended to function as ours. We struggle to supply an adequate elaboration."
[12.11.2018 11:50:26] Vagrant.Melia: "The blessed one only joined us after much preparation."
[12.11.2018 11:50:55] Jane.Foster: I guess open-minded individuals make it easier... or not?
[12.11.2018 11:52:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs fared better. Most darklings would not be able to embrace the song and remain distinct."
[12.11.2018 11:53:20] Jane.Foster: Yeah, I guess stuff such as that would remain most people confused... Or scared.
[12.11.2018 11:54:02] Jane.Foster: Not intrigued or interested.
[12.11.2018 11:54:06] Vagrant.Melia: "Theirs possessed devotion and compassion. With guidance and patience we were able to make them grow."
[12.11.2018 11:54:52] Vagrant.Melia: "The dark mind exists in a constant state of isolation. It was never intended to connect with a greater whole."
[12.11.2018 11:56:13] Vagrant.Melia: "Consider the carriers of the Bretheren. It is always the infiltrator that sings. Their dark minds are locked off, trapped."
[12.11.2018 11:56:53] Jane.Foster: Whilist your method is... Different?
[12.11.2018 11:57:58] Jane.Foster: I saw Kimiko before and after she got her eye trauma, she is... Well, almost the same person, no doubt she learned.
[12.11.2018 11:58:21] Vagrant.Melia: "It was a curiosity which we sought to explore. It proved to be successful."
[12.11.2018 11:59:27] Vagrant.Melia: "We did not choose to imprison. We instead sought to purify."
[12.11.2018 12:00:16] Jane.Foster: Wise choice. She is... A great person.
[12.11.2018 12:00:45] Vagrant.Melia: "The blessed one learned the way of the Light. We learned of a way toward peace."
[12.11.2018 12:01:29] Vagrant.Melia: "We sought compassion. Now we are as one."
[12.11.2018 12:01:41] Vagrant.Melia: "Harmony."
[12.11.2018 12:04:22] Jane.Foster: Yeah... Never though I'd be happy for someone achieving their goal.
[12.11.2018 12:05:39] Jane.Foster: That was... Completely strange for me. Like, for my entire life, I cared only for myself.
[12.11.2018 12:11:51] Jane.Foster: *She notices Melia's relocation* Hm?
[12.11.2018 12:12:08] Vagrant.Melia: "The Vagrants sing one song. Yet we are of many aspects."
[12.11.2018 12:12:51] Jane.Foster: And every aspect has it's own character, right?
[12.11.2018 12:13:57] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is our nature."
[12.11.2018 12:16:00] Jane.Foster: Yeah, I noticed. The... other one, was it... Perseis? They always remain sceptical towards me, and I respect that.
[12.11.2018 12:19:34] Jane.Foster: Still, things shifted when I joined the Commune.
[12.11.2018 12:20:00] Vagrant.Melia: "Aggression and cautiousness. Perseis is very protective."
[12.11.2018 12:21:22] Jane.Foster: I guess there's alot of reasons.
[12.11.2018 12:23:12] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness is not often calm in the presence of the Light. We must defend ourselves."
[12.11.2018 12:24:06] Jane.Foster: I'd imagine the Omicrons swarming with people right now.
[12.11.2018 12:24:32] Jane.Foster: Honestly, not a place where I'd like to be. When there's alot of people. With transports. Reminds me of houses.
[12.11.2018 12:26:55] Jane.Foster: *She exhales* It's alright. It will end over time.
[12.11.2018 12:27:03] Vagrant.Melia: *Its static glow begins to slowly pulsate.*
[12.11.2018 12:27:16] Vagrant.Melia: "We will endure."
[12.11.2018 12:27:30] Jane.Foster: *She notices the slow pulsation* ...Uhm?
[12.11.2018 12:28:14] Jane.Foster: Yes, no doubt.
[12.11.2018 12:31:10] Jane.Foster: It will take some time to clean out everything, but first, we need to strengthen ourselves. And focuse on real tasks.
[12.11.2018 12:31:25] Vagrant.Melia: "We concur."
[12.11.2018 12:31:41] Jane.Foster: And stop wasting valuable resources on irrelevant matters.
[12.11.2018 12:32:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It begins to project a warming, calming sensation.*
[12.11.2018 12:34:14] Jane.Foster: *She feels a reminiscent warming, calming feeling. Relaxing in her pilot chair completely, she tries to reach out to it.*
[12.11.2018 12:35:59] Vagrant.Melia: *It was there, like the other times before. That gentle warmth.*
[12.11.2018 12:37:44] Jane.Foster: *She cuddles herself in her coat, beginning to feel the warmth. She also intentionally sets her ship in autopilot mode.*
[12.11.2018 12:37:54] Jane.Foster: Watch: [:Autopilot = On.:]
[12.11.2018 12:39:25] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[12.11.2018 12:40:03] Jane.Foster: *She begins to feel a slight joy, and in the same time she attempts to radiate it back.*
[12.11.2018 12:43:17] Jane.Foster: *She thinks of all the time she spent with Kimiko and Katherine. There is a slight note of lonelyness, but mostly it's joy.*
[12.11.2018 12:44:07] Vagrant.Melia: *The sensation seemed to resonate at the presence of additional joy.*
[12.11.2018 12:44:37] Vagrant.Melia: *It was there, at the periphery of the senses.*
[12.11.2018 12:46:24] Jane.Foster: *Being curious about this sensation, she tried to reach out to it.
[12.11.2018 12:47:11] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed familiar, like before.*
[12.11.2018 12:47:17] Jane.Foster: *She was so concentrated on her feelings and senses that she was completely oblivious of the real world.*
[12.11.2018 12:49:32] Jane.Foster: *The sensation was quite reminiscent to her, but she always seems to forget about it's origins in the first place.*
[12.11.2018 12:50:03] Jane.Foster: *Or maybe she couldn't remember them.*
[12.11.2018 12:50:13] Vagrant.Melia: *As Jane focused less and less on reality it was able to reach deeper and deeper into that nominally impenetrable human psyche.
[12.11.2018 12:52:39] Jane.Foster: *She thought "I remember it... But in the same time, I don't...", as she tried to reach it closer and closer.*
[12.11.2018 12:52:46] Vagrant.Melia: *Still it was familiar. Comforting.*
[12.11.2018 12:53:32] Vagrant.Melia: *The expenditure of effort was probably not as much as the first times, either due to repeated exposure or whatever training and systems the Commune had given to her in the intervening time.*
[12.11.2018 12:56:12] Jane.Foster: *Whatever the reason, she still puts alot of effort to reach out the sensation. The memories of her last times grow up on her.*
[12.11.2018 12:57:32] Jane.Foster: *The mindscapes. Melia's manifistations. The Twin Lights. And the moment when her consciousness was scattered.*
[12.11.2018 12:57:45] Vagrant.Melia: *It latched on, pulled, tugged, enveloped. Everything in perception seemed to fade into a distinct nothingness.*
[12.11.2018 12:59:06] Vagrant.Melia: *Everything seemed to snap back into a start just a felt moment later. If Jane deigned to look around, it was all there again.*
[12.11.2018 13:00:37] 2018-11-12 13:00:37 SMT WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia
[12.11.2018 13:01:06] Vagrant.Melia: *It scattered again just as quickly. Something must have disturbed Melia's focus.*
[12.11.2018 13:01:17] Jumping...
[12.11.2018 13:02:41] Jane.Foster: *Gasping, she wakes up in her cabin. She notices that they're in Tau-23 now.*
[12.11.2018 13:03:01] Jane.Foster: I don't understand. The last times it went without no interferance.
[12.11.2018 13:03:31] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness threatened to approach. We needed to leap."
[12.11.2018 13:03:50] Vagrant.Melia: "We will seek a safer point."
[12.11.2018 13:03:51] Jane.Foster: No... I don't mean...
[12.11.2018 13:04:20] Jane.Foster: There was no trouble in reaching out...
[12.11.2018 13:08:45] Jane.Foster: I mean... There can't be. When we met for the first time, Azhi was there. But... He's with you, yeah. It makes it easier.
[12.11.2018 13:08:53] Vagrant.Melia: *With the imminent threats no longer a concern it began to focus again.*
[12.11.2018 13:09:08] Vagrant.Melia: *The light within its physical form began to pulse again.*
[12.11.2018 13:09:14] /time
[12.11.2018 13:09:14] 2018-11-12 13:09:14 SMT
[12.11.2018 13:10:02] Jane.Foster: *She attempted to concentrate on her feelings again. It was quite easy for her, but she still remained confused.*
[12.11.2018 13:10:38] Vagrant.Melia: *Once it had sorted itself again, it began to push out that warming current again.*
[12.11.2018 13:11:27] Jane.Foster: *And yet again she tried to concentrate on it. With all the memories of past ineractions in her head.*
[12.11.2018 13:12:26] Jane.Foster: *However, this time, joy was mixed up with confusion and worry, as she didn't understood why she couldn't reach out the
[12.11.2018 13:12:29] Jane.Foster: sensation.*
[12.11.2018 13:13:24] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to reach out, wrap around and envelop the senses. But the concern was interfering.*
[12.11.2018 13:15:04] Jane.Foster: *She surrendered herself to the feeling, bathing into warmth, radiating the joy from her past encounters and her present.*
[12.11.2018 13:18:43] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia was patient. Once it had completely covered and filled Jane's perception, it brought its presence closer.*
[12.11.2018 13:19:08] Vagrant.Melia: *Again everything snapped into nothingness for a moment.*
[12.11.2018 13:19:44] Jane.Foster: *But for a moment, there was nothing. Emptyness.*
[12.11.2018 13:20:38] Jane.Foster: *And in that moment, Jane's worrying and confusion brought back.*
[12.11.2018 13:20:59] Vagrant.Melia: *Except this time, without outside interruptions it was not open space. It was a sort of blissful non-existence.*
[12.11.2018 13:21:18] Vagrant.Melia: *Nothing but thought seemed to be present in that moment.*
[12.11.2018 13:21:34] Jane.Foster: *In her thoughts, she was looking around. There was nothing. A complete void.*
[12.11.2018 13:21:50] Jane.Foster: *And more that thet, she could not wake up, no matter how she tried.*
[12.11.2018 13:22:28] Vagrant.Melia: *There was still that comfortable sensation despite the lack of anything else.*
[12.11.2018 13:23:44] Jane.Foster: *Various thoughts were crawling inside her mind. Was it because of the NGM? Or maybe something else happened in time?*
[12.11.2018 13:25:17] Vagrant.Melia: *In the next moment Jane found herself lying somewhere. Laying down? It felt like there was a ground, but there wasn't quite.*
[12.11.2018 13:25:25] Vagrant.Melia: *Eyes shut, but it would be simple enough to open them.*
[12.11.2018 13:26:18] Jane.Foster: *She felt a solid ground under her back. It was definitely not a leather seat of her Wight. She decided to open her eyes.*
[12.11.2018 13:27:35] Vagrant.Melia: *A familiar place. Distant streams. The calming glow all around.*
[12.11.2018 13:29:03] Jane.Foster: *A small smile showed up on her face. She continued to lie down, relaxed.*
[12.11.2018 13:30:26] Vagrant.Melia: *Something seemed to stir in the mindscape. Melia was beginning to manifest itself into a discreet presence again.*
[12.11.2018 13:32:08] Jane.Foster: *Memories of her past experiences in the mindscape were growing up on her again. There was nothing but joy.*
[12.11.2018 13:34:04] Jane.Foster: *She exhaled "I will be honest... I never thought I will ever get to experience happyness in my life."*
[12.11.2018 13:34:51] Jane.Foster: *"But thanks to you, I did. Not only that, I am more than glad to share it with the others... Ha."*
[12.11.2018 13:34:56] Vagrant.Melia: *Its vaguely humanoid, blobbish presence was not far off now. Staring down at her.*
[12.11.2018 13:35:50] Jane.Foster: *"I never considered that of all beings, you will be the one who will make my life happy."*
[12.11.2018 13:37:35] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to be laughing, although it had no discrete mouth or any other particular features.*
[12.11.2018 13:38:49] Jane.Foster: *"Even if..." She slowly turned her head to Melia's manifestation, with her smile fading away.*
[12.11.2018 13:40:22] Jane.Foster: *"If my parents died at Freeport Seven... I'm not like the others. I don't mourn the dead.* She turned back, staring at top.*
[12.11.2018 13:41:07] Jane.Foster: *"I... Have a reason to not."*
[12.11.2018 13:41:52] Vagrant.Melia: "The past is the past. It is no longer subject to change."
[12.11.2018 13:42:40] Jane.Foster: *"Exactly. I see all these Order agents who have only vengeance in their mind. Pathetic display."*
[12.11.2018 13:43:58] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's manifestation seemed to back off from its towering stance. For lack of better terminology it seemed to 'sit' a few meters away.*
[12.11.2018 13:44:58] Jane.Foster: *"Violence causes violence. They seem to not understand it." She lets away her thoughts about all the harm and relaxes again.*
[12.11.2018 13:45:17] Jane.Foster: *"No. Not a right moment to think about it."*
[12.11.2018 13:46:58] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet it is a truth."
[12.11.2018 13:47:32] Vagrant.Melia: "The unfortunate evolution of the dark path."
[12.11.2018 13:47:38] Jane.Foster: *"It is. It's inevitable and it's something that must be dealt with."*
[12.11.2018 13:50:00] Vagrant.Melia: "Our attempt to counter it will take much time."
[12.11.2018 13:51:15] Jane.Foster: *"It's inevitable too. But as I said, wasting resources is counterproductive. Gathering forces and resources is what you need."
[12.11.2018 13:53:14] Jane.Foster: *She exhales "Still... This place is such peaceful. I remember being here for the first time and I was so concerned about
[12.11.2018 13:53:22] Jane.Foster: everything. Couldn't rest for a second."*
[12.11.2018 13:53:58] Jane.Foster: *"And now... This is the only place where I feel safe."*
[12.11.2018 13:54:10] Vagrant.Melia: "Do not allow yours to be consumed by fear."
[12.11.2018 13:55:49] Vagrant.Melia: "With hesitation there is less focus."
[12.11.2018 13:57:14] Jane.Foster: *"I... Can't remember the last time I was afraid. No, actually, it was when my uncle came into my appartment and said that my parrents' tour will delay."*
[12.11.2018 13:58:06] Jane.Foster: *"But at the same time I saw the news of Seven getting destroyed."*
[12.11.2018 13:59:51] Jane.Foster: *"Ever since... My sense fear converted into curiosity."*
[12.11.2018 14:01:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Learn."
[12.11.2018 14:01:59] Jane.Foster: *"About?"*
[12.11.2018 14:03:40] Vagrant.Melia: "Learn of the voids."
[12.11.2018 14:05:14] Jane.Foster: *"Learn the voids... I'm afraid not something the Commune can teach me, considering their last venture."*
[12.11.2018 14:05:26] Jane.Foster: *"As always, I will be on my own this time."*
[12.11.2018 14:06:49] Vagrant.Melia: "Observe the motion of the stars and the spheres. Understand them. Learn the natural placements."
[12.11.2018 14:07:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Then yours may begin to shed the trappings of the darkness."
[12.11.2018 14:08:00] Jane.Foster: *"Huh... I never paid much attention to systems. Maybe I should now, indeed."*
[12.11.2018 14:08:33] Jane.Foster: *"They are... Beautiful, in the end. The cosmos we ruin around us."*
[12.11.2018 14:08:39] Jane.Foster: *"It is... Magnificent."*
[12.11.2018 14:09:50] Jane.Foster: *"Thank you... For this... Insight."*
[12.11.2018 14:11:02] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to be disappointed.*
[12.11.2018 14:12:07] Jane.Foster: *She slowly turns her head to Melia, with a brief smile. "Something is... On your mind?"*
[12.11.2018 14:12:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Our paths must separate once more. Our kin are calling."
[12.11.2018 14:13:15] Jane.Foster: *"Oh." She stares back at the top. "I understand. Don't worry. There is more than enough time for us to lie down like that."*
[12.11.2018 14:13:58] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to disengage the effects of the mindscape. It all crumbled into perceptive nothingness again as Jane's senses were restored to their normal, real inputs.*After... Whatever happened there, I went to my Spatial and decided to fly around in open space. It looked boring for the first time, just flying around and looking at stellar objects. And especially with people looking at you. But then... Melia came along. And we started going places.
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[13.11.2018 12:35:33] Nyctophilia: Hello again.
[13.11.2018 12:36:05] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[13.11.2018 12:36:20] Nyctophilia: Yes, I'm glad to see you too.
[13.11.2018 12:36:42] Nyctophilia: I'm still wondering what events could lead to a such escalation.
[13.11.2018 12:37:56] Nyctophilia: There is no records about what happened before the battle around here... Only that it was a massive confrontation between
[13.11.2018 12:38:02] Nyctophilia: the Core and the Order.
[13.11.2018 12:39:15] Nyctophilia: But burning down the entire planet?
[13.11.2018 12:39:48] Nyctophilia: That's... Brutal.
[13.11.2018 12:41:33] Nyctophilia: I was... Trying to follow your guide, as you can see. I don't quite understand what I have to do, but
[13.11.2018 12:41:39] Nyctophilia: I think I'm getting a hang of it.
[13.11.2018 12:42:43] Vagrant.Melia: "Observe."
[13.11.2018 12:44:16] Nyctophilia: Minor... It's an interesting system. Mostly everything is covered in Nebula. There is a lot of passages to other systems.
[13.11.2018 12:44:29] Nyctophilia: And there is also a yellow star.
[13.11.2018 12:45:55] Nyctophilia: With all the passages around, I wouldn't be surprised if the Core and the Order confront eachother here as often as in Delta.
[13.11.2018 12:46:04] Vagrant.Melia: "A dark void."
[13.11.2018 12:46:46] Nyctophilia: Indeed. There is also a hidden passage to... One of the "highly secured" systems of one of our houses.
[13.11.2018 12:47:16] Nyctophilia: And it's being guarded. So I wouldn't be surprised if visitors from the other side come here often.
[13.11.2018 12:47:46] Vagrant.Melia: "It is a narrow rift. It cannot convey larger shells."
[13.11.2018 12:48:24] Nyctophilia: Yes. But a strike wing can easily pass through.
[13.11.2018 12:49:02] Nyctophilia: A wing of bombers is more dangerous than a battleship.
[13.11.2018 12:52:35] Nyctophilia: Of course, alot of systems would had a better look without our existance. But we have what we have.From Minor, we went to Sigmas.
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[13.11.2018 12:56:02] Vagrant.Melia: "What does the sparkling one see in this void?"
[13.11.2018 12:56:32] Nyctophilia: I don't see any stars, that's for sure.
[13.11.2018 12:56:44] Nyctophilia: However, there is a singularity.
[13.11.2018 12:57:20] Vagrant.Melia: "A devourer. A pure expression of destruction."
[13.11.2018 12:57:38] Nyctophilia: Indeed.
[13.11.2018 12:58:07] Nyctophilia: Palmyra. An arcitc world between two nebulas.
[13.11.2018 12:58:18] Nyctophilia: The Order is there too.
[13.11.2018 12:58:57] Vagrant.Melia: "Another presence of harm and hatred."
[13.11.2018 12:59:38] Nyctophilia: And it's also a place where two nebulas mix up. The Crow and Edge nebula.
[13.11.2018 13:00:55] Nyctophilia: There is also a lava field. Which points out there could have been more planets in this system.
[13.11.2018 13:02:33] Nyctophilia: But again... There is no star. Which makes me guess that it was devoured by a black hole.
[13.11.2018 13:03:06] Nyctophilia: Otherwise it wouldn't had such an appearance.Then we went to Sigma-59. If it wasn't for GMG and Bounty Hunters, this system wouldn't had a price.
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[13.11.2018 13:06:24] Nyctophilia: *She puts on her sunglasses*
[13.11.2018 13:07:25] Nyctophilia: Oh, don't ask me. I love this system so much I can describe it without even asking.
[13.11.2018 13:08:18] Nyctophilia: A blue giant. First, it's blue. Second, it's a giant. The most hot star you ever going to see.
[13.11.2018 13:08:45] Vagrant.Melia: "It will die, in time."
[13.11.2018 13:08:52] Nyctophilia: Yes, sadly.
[13.11.2018 13:09:15] Nyctophilia: So now we have a moment to enjoy it's glow.
[13.11.2018 13:09:22] Vagrant.Melia: "It is ultimately unstable. It is of such mass that it cannot regulate itself indefinitely."
[13.11.2018 13:10:18] Nyctophilia: Yeah... It will be one big supernova.
[13.11.2018 13:11:21] Nyctophilia: Well, supernova aside, there are three nebulas in this system. Again, a fragment of the Edge Nebula, and a dominant presence of
[13.11.2018 13:11:25] Nyctophilia: the Crow Nebula.
[13.11.2018 13:12:39] Vagrant.Melia: "A swamped void. The clouds consume the space and hinder those that swim."
[13.11.2018 13:13:36] Nyctophilia: Yeah. Also, there is Nagaoka. A quite nice looking Gas Giant.
[13.11.2018 13:14:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious sphere of vapor. There are many similar, but it is unique."
[13.11.2018 13:14:45] Nyctophilia: Yeah. There are many alike, but it... Looks unique in it's own way.
[13.11.2018 13:15:56] Nyctophilia: And... How could I not mention the human installations, of course. The Nobeoka Platform is a local epicenter of mercs from all around the Edge.
[13.11.2018 13:16:29] Vagrant.Melia: "The hives are of consideration, but they are not natural. We shall not focus on them."
[13.11.2018 13:16:48] Nyctophilia: Sure.Sigma-19. It's... Not the system I'm quite a fan of.
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[13.11.2018 13:20:59] Nyctophilia: Yeah, Sigmas have their own charm.
[13.11.2018 13:22:17] Nyctophilia: These binary stars... And again, a mix of the Edge and Crow nebulas.
[13.11.2018 13:23:12] Nyctophilia: There is also a high gas mining proccess inside the nebula.
[13.11.2018 13:23:28] Vagrant.Melia: "The darklings will cause this swamp to fade."
[13.11.2018 13:23:56] Nyctophilia: Yeah... That's where high concentration on money begins.
[13.11.2018 13:25:18] Nyctophilia: And... I'd say that, on one hand, it's good that all the mining proccess is hidded inside the nebula, so that everyone else can
[13.11.2018 13:25:22] Nyctophilia: enjoy the view.
[13.11.2018 13:25:35] Nyctophilia: But it doesn't changed the fact that it's still there.
[13.11.2018 13:27:41] Nyctophilia: There's also an another azure gas giant. But... It doesn't looks as attractive as Nagaoka.
[13.11.2018 13:29:29] Nyctophilia: Although some find it so. Some who are willing to pay enough money to visit Hawaii.And then... We went to the only place I wish we didn't.
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[13.11.2018 13:31:16] Nyctophilia: Ah yes. -This- place.
[13.11.2018 13:32:04] Vagrant.Melia: "A bloody place."
[13.11.2018 13:32:12] Nyctophilia: Indeed. Don't like it.
[13.11.2018 13:32:54] Nyctophilia: Not because of it's looks. It looks... Pretty good. The three stars.
[13.11.2018 13:33:02] Nyctophilia: But the memory... Isn't as goodThere is... A reason why I don't like 17. And it's good we didn't hold there for too long.
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[13.11.2018 13:37:18] Nyctophilia: Hm... It's interesting. There's a Yellow Dwarf here too.
[13.11.2018 13:39:05] Nyctophilia: Yeah, Freeport Nine. One of the first human settlements in the Edge.
[13.11.2018 13:39:30] Nyctophilia: It was at this moment we thought that it settling in the edge would be cool.
[13.11.2018 13:39:35] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[13.11.2018 13:40:47] Nyctophilia: There's also Pygar... Can't say much about it. Only that it attracts an attention of researchers from all over the Sirius for
[13.11.2018 13:40:50] Nyctophilia: some reason.
[13.11.2018 13:42:04] Nyctophilia: But I feel like I'm missing something important here...
[13.11.2018 13:45:00] Nyctophilia: And Vespus... An aquatic planet hidden in nebula. Huh.
[13.11.2018 13:45:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is the nature of this void."
[13.11.2018 13:46:50] Nyctophilia: Yeah... All the Omicrons are interesting in their own way, I think.
[13.11.2018 13:47:35] Nyctophilia: *She takes her sunglasses off*
[13.11.2018 13:48:33] Nyctophilia: Your occasianal dust field... Although, there might have been a planetoid here.
[13.11.2018 13:49:25] Nyctophilia: 58. Huh. Never heard of it.But then we went to a system that I've never heard of. And I had no idea what was standing in front of me.
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[13.11.2018 13:49:43] Nyctophilia: Wow.
[13.11.2018 13:49:54] Nyctophilia: It's... So dark.
[13.11.2018 13:50:05] Nyctophilia: And my nav-map isn't working.
[13.11.2018 13:50:48] Nyctophilia: Yeah. It's dark matter.
[13.11.2018 13:51:40] Nyctophilia: Yep. Certainly a dark matter.
[13.11.2018 13:52:08] Nyctophilia: Wo-o-ow. You can't be serious. It's the Canaan?
[13.11.2018 13:52:15] Nyctophilia: The one that was stationed in 55?
[13.11.2018 13:52:30] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious."
[13.11.2018 13:53:28] Nyctophilia: What could possibly happen to it?
[13.11.2018 13:54:55] Nyctophilia: Something's on radar.
[13.11.2018 13:55:33] Nyctophilia: Wow. What on earth is this?
[13.11.2018 13:56:40] Nyctophilia: The name of the base sound rheinlandish...
[13.11.2018 13:56:45] Nyctophilia: Sounds.
[13.11.2018 13:56:55] Vagrant.Melia: "The carriers of the Bretheren use it to hide."
[13.11.2018 13:57:01] Nyctophilia: O-o-oh.
[13.11.2018 13:57:11] Nyctophilia: Yeah, that makes sense.
[13.11.2018 13:57:24] Vagrant.Melia: "Insurrection."
[13.11.2018 13:57:46] Nyctophilia: Hm?
[13.11.2018 13:58:51] Vagrant.Melia: "A trait of these clouds."
[13.11.2018 13:59:24] Nyctophilia: Yeah... Although I love dark places, I don't feel comfortable here -at all-.
[13.11.2018 13:59:52] Vagrant.Melia: "It is unwise to linger. It burns."
[13.11.2018 14:01:11] Nyctophilia: Yeah, even 55 works.We scattered shortly afterwards. We sat in Kappa for a while, but afterwards... We met today again. And something happened.
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[15.11.2018 12:37:08] Jane.Foster.: Oh. Hello.
[15.11.2018 12:37:29] Jane.Foster.: Didn't expected to see you here.
[15.11.2018 12:38:40] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, I'm always wondering, is it me who follows you, or are you following me?
[15.11.2018 12:39:11] /time
[15.11.2018 12:39:11] 2018-11-15 12:39:12 SMT
[15.11.2018 12:40:00] Jane.Foster.: I've been... Trying to take an another look at systems. It's hard, but the result is rewarding.
[15.11.2018 12:41:02] Jane.Foster.: Most of the systems feel calm. Except for Sigma and Phi, these are the ones with singularities.
[15.11.2018 12:42:39] Jane.Foster.: And 41. It's... a remnant of a system with a Neutron Star in the middle of it.
[15.11.2018 12:43:06] Jane.Foster.: Maybe a while back it was a beautiful system...
[15.11.2018 12:44:39] Jane.Foster.: But... Neglecting all other factors? It... Doesn't feels right.
[15.11.2018 12:45:26] Vagrant.Melia: "To understand the nature, the artifice must be ignored."
[15.11.2018 12:45:52] Vagrant.Melia: "Such has its place. But it interferes with the evaluation of the voids themselves."
[15.11.2018 12:46:08] Jane.Foster.: Yes, exactly.
[15.11.2018 12:48:30] Jane.Foster.: It's like... I don't know, it may be a wrong comparison, but I'll compare it with looking at a picture and trying to ignore
[15.11.2018 12:48:38] Jane.Foster.: it's negative sides.
[15.11.2018 12:49:15] Jane.Foster.: So the overall expression will be different. And again... It doesn't feels right.
[15.11.2018 12:50:06] Vagrant.Melia: " The Light does not allow itself to be trapped by negativity."
[15.11.2018 12:50:58] Vagrant.Melia: "We cleanse the darkness. The remainder is improved."
[15.11.2018 12:52:37] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, I'm aware... And still, looking at systems... They are wonderful indeed.
[15.11.2018 12:53:28] Jane.Foster.: And that's why I love your systems that much. There is no human factor.
[15.11.2018 12:54:03] Jane.Foster.: And not just because you are settled there, no.
[15.11.2018 12:54:16] Jane.Foster.: They are just... Too pure.
[15.11.2018 12:54:21] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. The Light will prevail."
[15.11.2018 12:56:37] Jane.Foster.: *She exhales, relaxing* Yeah... The Light will prevail... These words are almost like a sedative for me.
[15.11.2018 13:00:08] Vagrant.Melia: *It begins to glow.*
[15.11.2018 13:00:10] Jane.Foster.: This place... It is beautiful.
[15.11.2018 13:00:32] Jane.Foster.: The space around us...
[15.11.2018 13:00:52] Jane.Foster.: *She notices the glow and stops her monologue.* Hm?
[15.11.2018 13:02:31] 2018-11-15 13:02:32 SMT WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia
[15.11.2018 13:02:55] Jane.Foster.: Oh. We're going places.
[15.11.2018 13:03:05] /time
[15.11.2018 13:03:05] 2018-11-15 13:03:06 SMTWe went to one of their systems. It was one of the most enjoyable moments in my life, if not what came after that hyperjump. She asked me about the objects in the system, which... Felt quite simple, not very insightful.
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[15.11.2018 13:03:09] Jumping...
[15.11.2018 13:03:19] /time
[15.11.2018 13:03:19] 2018-11-15 13:03:20 SMT
[15.11.2018 13:03:38] Jane.Foster.: And... To be exact, one of the places I love.
[15.11.2018 13:06:10] Vagrant.Melia: "We grow curious. What does the sparkling one see in a void of the Bretheren?"
[15.11.2018 13:06:18] Jane.Foster.: This system... The disposition of stellar objects in it is quite interesting.
[15.11.2018 13:07:06] Jane.Foster.: Two stars... Surrounded by multiple dust rings. A rare accurance.
[15.11.2018 13:07:45] Jane.Foster.: To the left of us, might be an asteroid field. And what I see is... An arctic world.
[15.11.2018 13:07:57] Jane.Foster.: With a dust ring surrounding it aswell.
[15.11.2018 13:08:43] Jane.Foster.: Also, a Gas Giant, with an another arctic world orbiting it.
[15.11.2018 13:09:04] Jane.Foster.: And... A dark nebula, hiding a Lair and a Hybergate.
[15.11.2018 13:09:31] Jane.Foster.: Hypergate, even.
[15.11.2018 13:10:19] Jane.Foster.: Not to mention that the nebula surrounding us is... Peculiar.
[15.11.2018 13:10:35] Jane.Foster.: It is pink.
[15.11.2018 13:10:49] Jane.Foster.: With a taint of dark purple.
[15.11.2018 13:13:16] Jane.Foster.: And... Yeah, there are only two, so to say, installations in this systems and they are hidden inside the nebula.
[15.11.2018 13:13:32] Jane.Foster.: Other than that, there are no artificial objects in the open.
[15.11.2018 13:14:27] Jane.Foster.: A clean picture.
[15.11.2018 13:15:28] Jane.Foster.: But also... Gives me a thought that every nebula has it's purpose.
[15.11.2018 13:15:38] Jane.Foster.: At least in your worlds, that is.
[15.11.2018 13:16:04] Vagrant.Melia: "We are not them."
[15.11.2018 13:16:17] Jane.Foster.: Yeah...
[15.11.2018 13:19:31] Jane.Foster.: Something's telling me that it's temporary though.
[15.11.2018 13:21:19] Jane.Foster.: I might not live to see the day of your reunion... But at I hope I might see the days when you begin to clence the Sirius.
[15.11.2018 13:21:45] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not so simple."
[15.11.2018 13:21:55] Jane.Foster.: Yeah, quite.
[15.11.2018 13:23:09] Vagrant.Melia: "The divergences of evolution have changed much."
[15.11.2018 13:24:34] Vagrant.Melia: "The songs are always growing, changing, adapting."
[15.11.2018 13:24:47] Jane.Foster.: Well, you are the intelligent beings. I'm sure you'll be able to find compromises sooner or later.
[15.11.2018 13:29:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet the song has changed. A perfect conjoining would likely not succeed."
[15.11.2018 13:30:08] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not necessarily desired."
[15.11.2018 13:30:32] Jane.Foster.: Well, if it's unnecessary for you to coexist... Then I'm glad for all of you.
[15.11.2018 13:30:59] Jane.Foster.: You just mentioned that... It was creating frustration.
[15.11.2018 13:32:01] Vagrant.Melia: "It is unfortunate. It is our fate."
[15.11.2018 13:32:45] Vagrant.Melia: "We do not challenge it. To challenge the changing nature is pointless."
[15.11.2018 13:34:12] Jane.Foster.: Yeah... Now that I think of it, are we a part of this nature?
[15.11.2018 13:34:48] Jane.Foster.: Or is there a precise difference between these factors?
[15.11.2018 13:36:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Minds and forms exist in the voids. They are subject to the forces of change."
[15.11.2018 13:38:03] Jane.Foster.: Hm... Guess so.
[15.11.2018 13:39:08] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light is advanced, but it is not exempted from the natural forces."
[15.11.2018 13:39:16] Jane.Foster.: Nothing is.
[15.11.2018 13:39:22] Vagrant.Melia: "The Darkness pretends it is stronger than nature, but it is not."
[15.11.2018 13:40:13] Jane.Foster.: Not only we pretend, we try to conquer the nature.
[15.11.2018 13:41:19] Vagrant.Melia: "So forms cruelty."
[15.11.2018 13:41:40] Jane.Foster.: We see ourselves as the crown of creation.
[15.11.2018 13:42:00] Jane.Foster.: Yet we don't realise that violence brings violence.
[15.11.2018 13:42:02] Vagrant.Melia: "Such naive ignorance."
[15.11.2018 13:42:42] Vagrant.Melia: "There is no escape from nature. No husk of metal can indefinitely endure."
[15.11.2018 13:42:42] Jane.Foster.: Some don't. And, yeah. If it claims that it's above us, we immediately prove it otherwise.
[15.11.2018 13:43:42] Jane.Foster.: Well... Humans are quite tenacious.
[15.11.2018 13:45:41] Jane.Foster.: Even in conditions of world-wide apocalypse, our race would be able to survive for centuries hiding in the underground.
[15.11.2018 13:45:51] Jane.Foster.: Until the world itself gets destroyed.
[15.11.2018 13:46:43] Vagrant.Melia: "In time."She then relocated in front of me. It was the moment when storms of feelings struck on me. A storm after storm, a wave after wave, which I was not prepared for.
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[15.11.2018 13:47:44] Jane.Foster.: *She notices how Melia repositions in front of her ship* Hm?
[15.11.2018 13:50:15] Jane.Foster.: I've got a feeling that a certain someone is staring directly into my soul. Again.
[15.11.2018 13:51:27] Vagrant.Melia: *The warm sensation seems to creep back into existence again.*
[15.11.2018 13:52:38] Jane.Foster.: *Being a bit confused with Melia's positioning, Jane somehow feels the same reminiscent feeling.*
[15.11.2018 13:53:24] Jane.Foster.: *She couldn't help herself but relax in her pilot chair.*
[15.11.2018 13:54:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Warmth. Tranquility."
[15.11.2018 13:56:44] Jane.Foster.: *She slowly closed her eyes, whispering* There is no place for chaos... Only serenity. And warmth.
[15.11.2018 14:00:31] Jane.Foster.: *She cuddles herself to help herself to concentrate on the warm feeling.*
[15.11.2018 14:01:06] Vagrant.Melia: *It was a strong sensation. The drive for coexistance of the worthy was certainly noticiable.*
[15.11.2018 14:04:36] Jane.Foster.: *The sensation almost collapsed Jane's consciousness, completely surrendering herself into it.*
[15.11.2018 14:06:24] Vagrant.Melia: *It surrounded Jane, dragging her into a calming trance.*
[15.11.2018 14:07:34] Jane.Foster.: *She didn't felt any artificial gravity in her cabin, no belts around her chest. She was floating, as if she was in vacuum.*
[15.11.2018 14:09:36] Vagrant.Melia: *The pull was still there, dragging, tugging at the mind.*
[15.11.2018 14:10:50] Jane.Foster.: *She was consciously reaching out to the source of the pull, whatever it is.*
[15.11.2018 14:12:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It latched on, bringing Jane back with it into the mindscape.*
[15.11.2018 14:13:39] Jane.Foster.: *She felt a solid ground under her back again. But there were no belts. She slowly opened her eyes.*
[15.11.2018 14:14:15] Jane.Foster.: *And she acknowledged herself in the mindscape, looking at the top and smiling warmly.*
[15.11.2018 14:14:21] Vagrant.Melia: *It was that familiar place, with that familiar presence. Melia's blobby manifestation was not far away.*
[15.11.2018 14:15:54] Jane.Foster.: *She was still lying on the ground, with no intent to stand up. "I love this place." She said almost quiet.*
[15.11.2018 14:18:53] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia seemed to be humming.*
[15.11.2018 14:20:10] Jane.Foster.: *Jane hears Melia's humming and somehow catches up on a melody.*
[15.11.2018 14:21:07] Jane.Foster.: *With her eyes closed, she slowly and silently humms a tune she completely doesn't knows, yet she appears to like.*
[15.11.2018 14:25:18] Jane.Foster.: *Somewhere midway, she pauses. "Hm... An interesting melody... Didn't I heard it somewhere before?"*
[15.11.2018 14:25:24] Vagrant.Melia: *A wholly alien tune, yet it would be impressionable. It essentially emphasized the feelings of its singer.*
[15.11.2018 14:26:13] Vagrant.Melia: *It was essentially that which was Melia, and to a lesser extent all of those it was connected to.*
[15.11.2018 14:27:59] Jane.Foster.: *She tries to remember when she heard it. "Right... It was when you brought in Kimiko for the first time. The song."*
[15.11.2018 14:31:27] Jane.Foster.: *"It is... Lovely, to say the least."*
[15.11.2018 14:31:45] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia kept humming, singing, existing. The perceived colors of the background of the mindscape slowly changed with the whims of its conductor.*
[15.11.2018 14:33:21] Jane.Foster.: *And Jane was relaxing in the tunes of the song, continuing humming it to herself. She found a song relaxing and pleasing, reminding it of her new friends.*
[15.11.2018 14:34:27] Vagrant.Melia: *It was content to exist with the learning one.*
[15.11.2018 14:35:10] Jane.Foster.: *She could find such proccess exhausting was she singing any other other song, but somehow, she couldn't stop humming it.*
[15.11.2018 14:37:04] Vagrant.Melia: *It acknowledged that the wholly dark mind was ill suited, and it would not be able to achieve such a task.*
[15.11.2018 14:37:22] Vagrant.Melia: *But Melia encouraged Jane to try.*
[15.11.2018 14:39:53] Jane.Foster.: *While Jane was lying down and enjoying a tune, she appreciated Melia's encourage and answered with reciprocity.*
[15.11.2018 14:40:37] Jane.Foster.: *Her intent was clean. If there was anything demanded from her - she would try her best to achieve the goal.*
[15.11.2018 14:41:31] Vagrant.Melia: *It merely demanded that Jane try to expand their understanding.*
[15.11.2018 14:43:31] Jane.Foster.: *She acknowledged that it wasn't any task, but rather a proposal. She found such complex and asked Melia for help.*
[15.11.2018 14:43:48] Jane.Foster.: *A guidance, to be precise.*
[15.11.2018 14:45:21] Vagrant.Melia: *It slowly stopped its droning song, and brought itself into focus.*
[15.11.2018 14:46:27] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to stare again.*
[15.11.2018 14:47:14] Jane.Foster.: *Jane slowly stopped to humm, keeping the melody in her mind and staring at top.*
[15.11.2018 14:47:50] Vagrant.Melia: "Ponder."
[15.11.2018 14:48:29] Jane.Foster.: *"Yeah... I don't know what to do with myself either."*
[15.11.2018 14:51:18] Jane.Foster.: *She sighs "Now that I think of it... It's been quite a while since I've seen Kimiko... Not to mention Kath."*
[15.11.2018 14:52:20] Vagrant.Melia: "We briefly encountered the herald. They moved to stop the cruel ones from violating the voids of the Bretheren."
[15.11.2018 14:54:00] Jane.Foster.: *"Oh... So she's guarding the border now... A respectable role."*
[15.11.2018 14:54:19] Jane.Foster.: *"Guess I won't be seeing her as frequently as I used then."*
[15.11.2018 14:55:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Even they could not be idle when the Light was threatened."
[15.11.2018 14:55:52] Jane.Foster.: *"Yeah... Even her. Not to talk about me... And Kimiko, well... The last time I've seen her, her words were reassuring."*
[15.11.2018 14:56:13] Jane.Foster.: *"So... I don't worry about her that much anymore."*
[15.11.2018 14:56:53] Vagrant.Melia: "The nature of the path of the Twin Lights requires them to be deep in the darkness. They have the strength."
[15.11.2018 14:57:25] Jane.Foster.: *"Oh, no doubt, she does."*
[15.11.2018 15:00:56] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall grow."
[15.11.2018 15:01:32] Jane.Foster.: *"It will." She said, still staring at the top with a soft smile on her face.*
[15.11.2018 15:02:55] Jane.Foster.: *"It is imminent."*
[15.11.2018 15:03:12] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[15.11.2018 15:03:29] Vagrant.Melia: *It was another intoxicating burst of emotion.*
[15.11.2018 15:04:28] Jane.Foster.: *Being completely relaxed, it was not something Jane was prepared for.*
[15.11.2018 15:05:18] Jane.Foster.: *In fact, she wasn't prepared for anything. Nevertheless, she got consumed by the said burst completely.*
[15.11.2018 15:05:50] Vagrant.Melia: *A blissful happiness.*
[15.11.2018 15:07:47] Jane.Foster.: *Her smile widened, as she was enveloped by the feelings she was seeking for this whole time.*
[15.11.2018 15:08:28] Jane.Foster.: *The burst was so strong, she completely forgot about everything bad in her life. About all the betrayals, about her parents' death and about her earlier life.*
[15.11.2018 15:09:05] Jane.Foster.: *All she had in her mind right now is this feeling and any possible ways she could share it.*
[15.11.2018 15:09:30] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia was still there. It was listening.*
[15.11.2018 15:10:56] Jane.Foster.: *She couldn't even hold a giggle. "Why... Why am I so happy?"*
[15.11.2018 15:11:34] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light embraces the worthy."
[15.11.2018 15:12:22] Vagrant.Melia: *It was a friendliness, possibly more sincere than any human relational construct.*
[15.11.2018 15:13:07] Jane.Foster.: *She rolls over, and tries slowly to lift up, looking back at Melia. Such strong burst of compassion could possibly break Jane's sanity.*
[15.11.2018 15:14:26] Jane.Foster.: *She giggles again. But it wasn't a madman's giggle. On a contrary, she seemed to be happy and confused at the same time.*
[15.11.2018 15:16:34] Jane.Foster.: *"I never... Never in my life... Felt myself so happy... Is it wrong? But it doesn't feels like it! It feels completely right!"
[15.11.2018 15:17:57] Vagrant.Melia: "Embrace the warming emotions. Grow."
[15.11.2018 15:18:50] Jane.Foster.: *She giggled again "All that happyness. Am I really worth of it? I am literally none."*
[15.11.2018 15:20:01] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy is health."
[15.11.2018 15:22:20] Jane.Foster.: *She could try to stand up, facing Melia's manifestation. She slowly approaches it with an unknown intent.*
[15.11.2018 15:22:59] Jane.Foster.: *"I don't know any other way to express my gratitude. And I know it won't work. Still."*
[15.11.2018 15:23:36] Jane.Foster.: *She leaned up on Melia's manifestation with an attempt to hug it.*
[15.11.2018 15:25:15] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's form seemed... gelatinous? Immaterial? It would be a very strange thing indeed.*
[15.11.2018 15:26:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious."
[15.11.2018 15:27:47] Jane.Foster.: *In a way, Jane phases through the manifestation. To balance herself, she puts her left leg in front of her.*
[15.11.2018 15:28:40] Vagrant.Melia: "Compassion."
[15.11.2018 15:28:57] Jane.Foster.: *She turns around, with a bit of confused expression on her face.*
[15.11.2018 15:30:07] Jane.Foster.: *"Yeah... That didn't worked... Still, thank you. That's... The only way I can express my gratitude. If any."*
[15.11.2018 15:30:30] Vagrant.Melia: "We comprehend."
[15.11.2018 15:31:00] Jane.Foster.: *She smiled softly. "I'm glad."*
[15.11.2018 15:31:03] Vagrant.Melia: *It responded with a wave of compassionate feeling.*
[15.11.2018 15:33:03] Jane.Foster.: *She slowly walked away, then sat on a surface not so far from Melia's manifestation.*
[15.11.2018 15:33:41] Jane.Foster.: *She was quietly humming a melody the one that Melia was singing a while back.*
[15.11.2018 15:34:34] Jane.Foster.: *And staring at top, enjoying the feelings she was looking for the entire time, with no idea how to share them back.*
[15.11.2018 15:35:28] Vagrant.Melia: *It approached.*
[15.11.2018 15:36:13] Jane.Foster.: *She noticed Melia's manifestation and looked at her with curiosity.*
[15.11.2018 15:39:33] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed to stare again.*
[15.11.2018 15:40:21] Jane.Foster.: *"I wonder... If I ever get to share this joy with anyone like you do. Or to share this joy back to you."*
[15.11.2018 15:40:45] Jane.Foster.: *"Because... I feel selfish when you do something like that and I can't do anything in return."*
[15.11.2018 15:44:23] Jane.Foster.: *She looks back at Melia "Why... Do I feel like you are staring into my soul even here?"*
[15.11.2018 15:44:29] Vagrant.Melia: "Attempt. It may prove a poor imitation, yet we will comprehend."
[15.11.2018 15:45:17] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. There is no more absolute form than the mind."
[15.11.2018 15:47:03] Jane.Foster.: *"True that... Alright, an attempt is an attempt." She lied down on a surface, trying to concentrate.*
[15.11.2018 15:48:41] Jane.Foster.: *She was concentrating on the whole mindscape, it's calming, yet harmonizing surround.*
[15.11.2018 15:50:27] Jane.Foster.: *She knew that it was a fraction of the whole, but she could try to attempt to share the compassion she received in the emotional burst.*
[15.11.2018 15:51:00] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia was there, whatever direction she looked.*
[15.11.2018 15:51:31] Jane.Foster.: *She remembered the moment it hit her. She was just lying around like nothing, and then she constantly became the most happy person in the Sector.*
[15.11.2018 15:53:02] Jane.Foster.: *She searched her feelings in this very moment and attempted to express them through mindscape.*
[15.11.2018 15:54:12] Vagrant.Melia: *Given the nature and constraints of the construct it wouldn't get far. Melia would catch it all.*
[15.11.2018 15:54:26] Vagrant.Melia: *Still that would mean something in terms of overall resonance.*
[15.11.2018 15:55:12] Jane.Foster.: *Her initial intent was to share it with the whole, but Jane would be satisfied with any kind of result.*
[15.11.2018 15:57:15] Jane.Foster.: *She continues to express the feelings from the emotional hit, being oblivious of the result. Her entire efforts might be going to waste, but she was dedicated to it.*
[15.11.2018 15:58:30] Jane.Foster.: *As well as to accept any possible outcome.*
[15.11.2018 16:01:12] Jane.Foster.: *After a few moments, she opens her eyes and looks back at Melia. "Did it work?"*
[15.11.2018 16:01:56] Vagrant.Melia: "We have listened. Our kin may soon know."
[15.11.2018 16:03:10] Vagrant.Melia: "We must soon return to Moros."
[15.11.2018 16:04:02] Jane.Foster.: *She exhaled relaxing. "Yeah... I hope we soon get to spend more and more time like that."*
[15.11.2018 16:04:15] Jane.Foster.: *"Thank you, again."*
[15.11.2018 16:04:39] Vagrant.Melia: *It began to disassemble the mindscape and disengage, and refocused attention on its physical form.*
[15.11.2018 16:04:40] 2018-11-15 16:04:41 SMT WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia
[15.11.2018 16:05:02] Jane.Foster.: *Jane slowly closed her eyes, so the disconnection won't be as traumatising.*
[15.11.2018 16:05:18] Jumping...
[15.11.2018 16:05:26] Jane.Foster.: *She then acknowledged herself in a real world, in Omicron Lost.*
[15.11.2018 16:05:28] Vagrant.Melia: *By the time they relocated, it had come to an end.*
[15.11.2018 16:07:56] Jane.Foster.: We will see eachother again, Melia. Take rest.I... Was never so happy before in my life. Just meaningless happyness. And I couldn't share it with anyone. I still remember this burst. It was... So sudden. Like a shock. And then I suddenly wanted to smile, to forget all the bad in the world... To not care about it. To care only about these who are around me. And to care only about good things. It felt... Different. As if a new whole perception was revealed to me. But can one live like that? To care only about those who surround those who are close to them and don't care about any bad things?
That... Seems abit ignorant. But why would one care? I just won't give any meaning to any bad things in my life and prioritize the good. It might be worth a try.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 12-11-2018
Date - 11.12.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Almost a month since my last record. Don't know if it's bad or good. Maybe neither.Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Well... I've been spending my last days mostly in New London and it's surrounding systems, spectating the war. My task is... Relatively easy. There's no prevailing side in the conflict thus far.
But how was it reflecting on me, that's the other story. People are consumed by the conflict, all they have on their mind is war. And I've even seen Aoi showing up out there, fighting against Gauls. Even if I got used to be alone for all these years, for the first time in my life, I felt... Abandoned. Even with all these people surrounding me, I was lonely. Something was missing...
So I went back to the Omicrons, leaving my Falcon in a remote control. And She was there, as always.
Our... First meeting didn't go as good. And I'm blaming my absence in the Houses. But then, when we met for the second time, everything went quite smoother.
Code:
[11.12.2018 01:41:25] Nyctophilia: The more peaceful place...
[11.12.2018 01:41:27] Vagrant.Melia: "Satisfaction."
[11.12.2018 01:42:53] Nyctophilia: Yeah... About the last time. It was... One of a few options I considered. And plus, an effect of me being surrounded by war...
[11.12.2018 01:43:03] Nyctophilia: Kinda forgot how it is to be in peace.
[11.12.2018 01:43:54] Vagrant.Melia: "The Sparkling Raiders are brave. They lept into the deeper voids, and hunted many."
[11.12.2018 01:44:23] Nyctophilia: They are indeed. But oftenly they forget how it is to be human. Much like K'Haras.
[11.12.2018 01:44:43] Vagrant.Melia: "We saw them break many shells in spite of the strong force against them."
[11.12.2018 01:45:21] Vagrant.Melia: "If chaos within the darkness is their present goal, they are achieving it."
[11.12.2018 01:45:53] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet, we concur. It is not the way of peace."
[11.12.2018 01:46:23] Nyctophilia: Then it's a relatively easy goal to achieve.
[11.12.2018 01:47:42] Nyctophilia: Relatively, yes. But it is simple. Darkness tends to self-destruct, and maintaining this tendency... Might be complex.
[11.12.2018 01:47:46] Nyctophilia: And might be simple.
[11.12.2018 01:48:54] Nyctophilia: They're all ultimately commited to this cause, however. And I oftenly don't know what they anticipate in result. Do they even?
[11.12.2018 01:49:00] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light gains when the darkness is disturbed. Yet it is a waste of minds which may otherwise be purified."
[11.12.2018 01:50:33] Vagrant.Melia: "Worthy minds unfound which are ended."
[11.12.2018 01:50:39] Nyctophilia: Waste of minds cannot be afforded.
[11.12.2018 01:51:47] Vagrant.Melia: "The blessed one will require companions, in time."
[11.12.2018 01:52:07] Nyctophilia: If there are people who can really think with their own head, they cannot be afforded to be wasted.
[11.12.2018 01:52:37] Nyctophilia: If people can't think, or don't want, which is their own choice... How sad it wouldn't be, there is no other outcome.
[11.12.2018 01:53:07] Nyctophilia: By that, they prefer to heed the other's words than make their own conclusions.
[11.12.2018 01:53:13] Vagrant.Melia: "Disappointment. Darklings are stubborn. Unwilling to abandon hatred. Unwilling to listen."
[11.12.2018 01:53:54] Nyctophilia: Some seek to.
[11.12.2018 01:54:24] Nyctophilia: Some are forced by circumstances.
[11.12.2018 01:55:15] Nyctophilia: Some don't have any sense about hatred and are completely pure.
[11.12.2018 01:55:20] Nyctophilia: Like Kimi.
[11.12.2018 01:55:26] Vagrant.Melia: "This we have seen."
[11.12.2018 01:56:27] Nyctophilia: Some don't have any sense about anything else but hatred.
[11.12.2018 01:57:48] Nyctophilia: Our nature is very, very complex. In the same time, it is an interesting one. It might be disgusting to some, but...
[11.12.2018 01:58:52] Nyctophilia: Our individuality has it's own purpose. As everything else.
[11.12.2018 01:59:53] Vagrant.Melia: "A mind of one nature cannot effectively adapt."
[11.12.2018 02:01:26] Nyctophilia: That's why picking is the most fun part.
[11.12.2018 02:06:02] Nyctophilia: Not up for a game?... Looks like something's up on your mind...
[11.12.2018 02:06:46] Vagrant.Melia: "We ponder."
[11.12.2018 02:06:58] Nyctophilia: Yeah, you look a bit contemplative.
[11.12.2018 02:07:32] Watch: [:WARNING: Ion Interferance Detected!:]
[11.12.2018 02:09:52] Nyctophilia: Wew. You're thinking too heavy.
[11.12.2018 02:11:03] Nyctophilia: So... Anything you can tell me?
[11.12.2018 02:11:52] Nyctophilia: I'd watch a sight of the system all day long, don't get me wrong, but...
[11.12.2018 02:12:26] Vagrant.Melia: "There is much."
[11.12.2018 02:14:13] Nyctophilia: Hm... Well, I can imagine.
[11.12.2018 02:14:33] Vagrant.Melia: "Can a dark mind truly attempt to comprehend the Light?"
[11.12.2018 02:15:33] Nyctophilia: I mean... There was a moment once when you and Kimi literally split my consciousness. Just for a brief moment.
[11.12.2018 02:15:42] Nyctophilia: And... It was something.
[11.12.2018 02:16:10] Nyctophilia: Then, that sudden surge of joy, when I almost lost my mind, because I never thought I could be happy just because.
[11.12.2018 02:17:44] Vagrant.Melia: "The existence of the Light is a source of its joy."
[11.12.2018 02:18:16] Nyctophilia: Even if our mind is not developed to interface with you on complete levels, it has great potential afterall.
[11.12.2018 02:19:10] Nyctophilia: As for a desire... It's one's choice purely.
[11.12.2018 02:20:04] Nyctophilia: Do they want to or not, that's a question. Determination is a decisive factor.
[11.12.2018 02:20:44] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light sings. The worthy will come to listen."
[11.12.2018 02:23:25] Nyctophilia: Yet again, there are people who will heed to the song and will have their own opinions about it, their own perceptions.
[11.12.2018 02:23:41] Nyctophilia: Excluding those who won't.
[11.12.2018 02:25:22] Vagrant.Melia: "The song is powerful. It will purify."
[11.12.2018 02:25:56] Nyctophilia: It will take some time, sure. But the result will be the same.
[11.12.2018 02:26:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Warmth."
[11.12.2018 02:27:18] Nyctophilia: As I said once. If I can walk this path, then everyone else can.
[11.12.2018 02:28:01] Nyctophilia: I was nobody the moment I saw you. Literally, nobody knew who I am, I had no name, no money, nothing. And most importantly,
[11.12.2018 02:28:17] Nyctophilia: I had none in my life.
[11.12.2018 02:28:38] Nyctophilia: And I had no goal.
[11.12.2018 02:29:44] Nyctophilia: My path is still not finished, but the progression is there. I'm more well, I met new people and I have a goal.
[11.12.2018 02:30:40] Vagrant.Melia: "The paths of the Light are long. They do not resolve instaneously."
[11.12.2018 02:31:05] Nyctophilia: The goal to make sure everyone sees a new, beautiful world, when the wars end.
[11.12.2018 02:32:05] Nyctophilia: And by everyone I mean -everyone-. You, us, AI.
[11.12.2018 02:32:48] Vagrant.Melia: *It positions itself precisely central to the primary cockpit of the Spatial.*
[11.12.2018 02:33:21] Vagrant.Melia: *Another of those moments where its fore is but meters away from the shield barrier of the craft.*
[11.12.2018 02:33:51] Nyctophilia: I might not live to see these days... But I might witness the begining. *She leans on her control desk with her elbows*
[11.12.2018 02:34:51] Nyctophilia: If only there were some people who could comprehend your beauty...
[11.12.2018 02:36:53] Vagrant.Melia: "The darkness shall know the Light, and it will learn."
[11.12.2018 02:39:19] Nyctophilia: Some will heed, some won't. Some will see you as a beauty, some - as divinity.
[11.12.2018 02:40:05] Nyctophilia: It takes... Time to elaborate that you are something else.
[11.12.2018 02:40:36] Nyctophilia: And for the others to understand and accept it. Or reject it.
[11.12.2018 02:40:43] Nyctophilia: Rejecting is easier than accepting.
[11.12.2018 02:42:55] Nyctophilia: That's why many find acceptance as a too tough thing.
[11.12.2018 02:43:22] Nyctophilia: Accepting something is hard. Rejecting it? Simple. You just say "no", forget about it and move on.
[11.12.2018 02:43:35] Vagrant.Melia: "Fickle ignorance."
[11.12.2018 02:44:58] Nyctophilia: Some commend those, who bear acceptance. Some consider those stupid.
[11.12.2018 02:46:21] Nyctophilia: And these people interact with eachother in multiple ways. Except for those, who accept everything. They just accept that they're considered as fools.
[11.12.2018 02:46:44] Nyctophilia: Or that they're being endorsed.
[11.12.2018 02:48:33] Vagrant.Melia: "Curious."
[11.12.2018 02:49:30] Nyctophilia: *She narrows her eyes.* You're that close to my ship and you're curious about something. What's on your mind?
[11.12.2018 02:51:21] Vagrant.Melia: "We listen. We ponder these ways of darkness. They are crude."
[11.12.2018 02:52:05] Vagrant.Melia: *It backs off slightly, though its form would likely still dominate the view of the cockpit.*
[11.12.2018 02:52:20] Nyctophilia: The reality we exist in... We made it for ourselves, I honestly don't even know why.
[11.12.2018 02:52:40] Nyctophilia: We could have made it better.
[11.12.2018 02:52:59] Nyctophilia: Why we didn't? Still an enigma for me.
[11.12.2018 02:55:13] Nyctophilia: We came here because of the war. It was a chance for a new beginning.
[11.12.2018 02:55:18] Nyctophilia: Did we used it? No.
[11.12.2018 02:56:03] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[11.12.2018 02:58:40] Nyctophilia: Every time there's a chance, for some odd reason, we prefer to stick to our old roots and make things all the same.
[11.12.2018 02:59:25] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is a flaw. The Light always changes. We adapt."
[11.12.2018 03:02:38] Nyctophilia: Yeah, well, can't call our progression adaptation. We just progress and make everything fall under us.
[11.12.2018 03:03:55] Nyctophilia: We indeedly grow, but we also devour everything around, and what was devoured doesn't gets restored.
[11.12.2018 03:05:34] Vagrant.Melia: "Unsustainable."
[11.12.2018 03:07:43] Nyctophilia: Whereas... You, I believe, also spread and grow, but on the other hand, you tend to purge the darkness and support the existing life.
[11.12.2018 03:09:49] Vagrant.Melia: " When the Light destroys, it seeks to preserve."
[11.12.2018 03:12:43] Nyctophilia: Yeah... Wish I could say the same about us.
[11.12.2018 03:12:49] Nyctophilia: But we just don't care.
[11.12.2018 03:12:55] Nyctophilia: If it's war, then it's war.
[11.12.2018 03:14:44] Vagrant.Melia: "There must always be purpose in harm."
[11.12.2018 03:14:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Otherwise it is entirely wasted, and threatens the whole."
[11.12.2018 03:16:01] Nyctophilia: Greed. Emotions. Feelings.
[11.12.2018 03:18:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Such frail motivation."
[11.12.2018 03:19:03] Nyctophilia: Non-physical harm is, sometimes, worse than physical.
[11.12.2018 03:20:29] Nyctophilia: Yeah, such fundamental and primitive things as greed might be a cause for one to stick a knife into the other's back.
[11.12.2018 03:20:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Such harm, such destruction."
[11.12.2018 03:21:00] Nyctophilia: Literally and figuratively.
[11.12.2018 03:22:25] Nyctophilia: Do you understand in which conditions I exist, my people exist? And why I seek for better ones?
[11.12.2018 03:22:54] Nyctophilia: We had a chance to make them better. Maybe we didn't understood it, or we rejected it.
[11.12.2018 03:23:17] Nyctophilia: But this chance was rejected. Things remain the same as they were centuries ago.
[11.12.2018 03:23:50] Vagrant.Melia: "If we were to understand, we may offer only apathy."
[11.12.2018 03:29:05] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light benefits from the chaos. It is unwise to disturb it now."
[11.12.2018 03:29:16] Nyctophilia: I agree.
[11.12.2018 03:29:59] Nyctophilia: And that's why I'm here. Not in London. The situation out there seems to be quite... Stable.
[11.12.2018 03:30:18] Nyctophilia: No need to interfere. Yet.
[11.12.2018 03:30:45] Vagrant.Melia: "We observe."
[11.12.2018 03:33:32] Nyctophilia: *She exhales lightly* You did put alot of effort into me. I never thought I could know how it is to be happy.
[11.12.2018 03:34:17] Nyctophilia: Just... Without any purpose. Like how Kimiko does it, she's always happy without any purpose.
[11.12.2018 03:34:30] Vagrant.Melia: "Joy."
[11.12.2018 03:34:36] Nyctophilia: And I... I needed a purpose for anything.
[11.12.2018 03:35:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Our purpose is to wander. We require no other direction."
[11.12.2018 03:36:04] Nyctophilia: Yeah, but my original question was to why do you wander...
[11.12.2018 03:36:23] Nyctophilia: And... With time, I stopped caring about it.
[11.12.2018 03:36:56] Nyctophilia: I just understood that wandering around might be a purpose on it's own.
[11.12.2018 03:37:07] Vagrant.Melia: "Our aspect was created to wander. It is no simpler."
[11.12.2018 03:38:40] Nyctophilia: Of course. And... Even if I understand it, I don't actually feel happy.
[11.12.2018 03:39:12] Nyctophilia: Like... Senseless happiness is not alien to me, but...
[11.12.2018 03:39:16] Nyctophilia: I can't describe it.
[11.12.2018 03:40:16] Nyctophilia: *She falls back into her pilot chair, sighing.*
[11.12.2018 03:42:04] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps it is because darklings must always attempt to fabricate their purpose."
[11.12.2018 03:42:31] Vagrant.Melia: "Yours are not content to exist. Yours always seek to interfere."
[11.12.2018 03:43:29] Nyctophilia: Although it's true, please don't generalize.
[11.12.2018 03:44:58] Nyctophilia: I might be one of them, I'm nothing like them.
[11.12.2018 03:46:01] Nyctophilia: I understand the human nature. I understand it's worst and best parts. I seek the worst in myself and I try to exclude it.
[11.12.2018 03:46:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet it is the nature of darkness."
[11.12.2018 03:48:34] Nyctophilia: With all my desire, creativity makes me who I am. A trait which I would prefer to conserve.
[11.12.2018 03:50:18] Vagrant.Melia: "More to ponder."
[11.12.2018 03:50:29] Nyctophilia: I am nothing without creativity. As well as without my sympathy.
[11.12.2018 03:54:17] Nyctophilia: Without creativity, would I be able to convey all the meanings of my surroundings? To understand you?
[11.12.2018 03:54:33] Nyctophilia: And without sympathy, would I be able to share the joy with the others?
[11.12.2018 03:58:53] Nyctophilia: What I try to get rid of is hatred, anger and disdain.
[11.12.2018 03:59:02] Nyctophilia: What makes me a worse person.
[11.12.2018 03:59:12] Vagrant.Melia: "Pride."
[11.12.2018 04:01:53] Vagrant.Melia: "Yours seeks to grow."
[11.12.2018 04:03:26] Nyctophilia: I... Don't really know. Although I never understood how can one hate the other, the emotion is quite strong.
[11.12.2018 04:03:52] Nyctophilia: Straight hostility. Which doesn't helps, it devours from within.
[11.12.2018 04:04:42] Vagrant.Melia: "It is a harsh emotion."
[11.12.2018 04:04:44] Nyctophilia: It can be a good motivator. For some. But in such cases, both suffer.
[11.12.2018 04:06:21] Nyctophilia: Anger is... What breeds hatred. You get mad at someone, and there's a point where you can stop caring about it.
[11.12.2018 04:06:42] Nyctophilia: But when you cross the point when you don't - that's where hatred comes into play.
[11.12.2018 04:07:57] Vagrant.Melia: "It blinds."
[11.12.2018 04:08:52] Nyctophilia: Yeah. There might be a slight doubt, but... Mostly, it's something that blinds one's perception.
[11.12.2018 04:09:12] Nyctophilia: *She shivers* Not a good thing.
[11.12.2018 04:09:25] Vagrant.Melia: "It is not."
[11.12.2018 04:10:07] Vagrant.Melia: "We are our song. The harmful emotions distort it, and harm us."
[11.12.2018 04:10:41] Nyctophilia: There shouldn't be any harm for your harmony.
[11.12.2018 04:10:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is the strength of the Light."
[11.12.2018 04:11:34] Vagrant.Melia: "The burden cannot be avoided. But it may be shared."And it was an another moment of joy. We kept flying between the rocks, not just between one. Maybe Melia doesn't understands it, but she sometimes tends to get herself into a vulnerable position. Or is it her secret strategy? Anyway, after our little game, we had a... Quite interesting discussion.
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[11.12.2018 04:14:15] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[11.12.2018 04:14:23] Nyctophilia: *She continues to smile.*
[11.12.2018 04:21:52] Nyctophilia: Hey. We're at the edge of the field.
[11.12.2018 04:23:13] Vagrant.Melia: "It has not come, but perhaps the time for growth will come soon."
[11.12.2018 04:23:25] Nyctophilia: N'aww. You're teasing me.
[11.12.2018 04:24:30] Nyctophilia: Nah. To be honest, growth is just a proccess. Spending time with you like that is a real joy for me.
[11.12.2018 04:24:38] Nyctophilia: Just wish Kimi and Kath were around...
[11.12.2018 04:24:46] Nyctophilia: The only parts of the joy I really miss.
[11.12.2018 04:24:49] Vagrant.Melia: "Patience."
[11.12.2018 04:25:12] Vagrant.Melia: *It wasn't just saying it, of course. It was expressing it too.*
[11.12.2018 04:25:46] Nyctophilia: Yeah, I'm all anticipating the day when I get to meet them again.
[11.12.2018 04:26:04] Nyctophilia: But this day will come.
[11.12.2018 04:26:46] Vagrant.Melia: "The Light shall grow."
[11.12.2018 04:27:28] Nyctophilia: Moros indeed is a beautiful place after all...
[11.12.2018 04:29:38] Vagrant.Melia: "Yours are not with us, not with them. Sorrow."
[11.12.2018 04:30:29] Nyctophilia: Can't find my place in the galaxy. Although, sincerely, I wish I was with you.
[11.12.2018 04:30:45] Nyctophilia: Question is, will you accept me?
[11.12.2018 04:32:41] Nyctophilia: Now you see.
[11.12.2018 04:33:11] Vagrant.Melia: " It is not entirely our judgment, but of the greater lights and the whole."
[11.12.2018 04:33:29] Vagrant.Melia: "We cannot provide honesty."
[11.12.2018 04:33:58] Nyctophilia: Well... I never had a privelege to speak with your superiors.
[11.12.2018 04:34:16] Nyctophilia: Only witness them in action.
[11.12.2018 04:35:44] Vagrant.Melia: " Their attention is not so focused."
[11.12.2018 04:36:44] Nyctophilia: Hm? Why's that?
[11.12.2018 04:37:18] Vagrant.Melia: " The greater lights must observe and advise the whole."
[11.12.2018 04:37:41] Nyctophilia: Is there... That few of them?
[11.12.2018 04:38:00] Vagrant.Melia: "We do not have the number of the Bretheren."
[11.12.2018 04:38:41] Nyctophilia: K'Haras can manage, they're tough. But what about yours?
[11.12.2018 04:38:56] Nyctophilia: *She sounds rather concerned.*
[11.12.2018 04:39:41] Vagrant.Melia: "They endure."
[11.12.2018 04:41:13] Nyctophilia: I-eh... I'm sorry... Should they require any assistance from me, I'll try my best, okay?
[11.12.2018 04:43:20] Nyctophilia: In any case... If they desire to approach me, I'll be here. Mostly.
[11.12.2018 04:43:32] Nyctophilia: I... Better not bother them.
[11.12.2018 04:43:59] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is wise."
[11.12.2018 04:45:14] Nyctophilia: But rest assured - I'm always on your side.
[11.12.2018 04:46:09] Nyctophilia: You basically reshaped my life and I can't go back from here. I have nowhere to.
[11.12.2018 04:46:34] Nyctophilia: Being with you from now on is the only form of gratitude I can provide.
[11.12.2018 04:46:49] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps we shall do more. But we must seek the veil now."
[11.12.2018 04:47:30] Nyctophilia: Sure. I... Have some ideas for my next composition.
[11.12.2018 04:47:45] Nyctophilia: Take rest and... Thank you. Again.It is... True. I don't feel like I belong to anyone. The Commune? They're more like an obligation than a family to me. I mean, there's nothing bad in it. I respect their goals and I'll help them should they require my assistance. But... Is the Commune really what I was looking for? I hope I get to talk with one of the Vagrant superiors one day... There's much we need to discuss.
RE: The Dark Journal - Nyctophilia - 12-22-2018
Date - 22.12.825 A.S.
Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
Every day... I strand further from the Commune. But in the same time, feel like I'm approaching Vagrants in some sense. I do not progress in my mission. I don't have to make any input for it to progress. I just have to obesrve. But I can't affect anything. It will be too much of a risk if I'll start acting. Commune put alot of effort, but in a wrong direction. In a direction of maintaining chaos instead of assisting the Light to reinforce and act tactically. And I'm putting a recent assault on Freeport Eleven as an example again. They can think what they want, but in reality it affected nothing. Afaik, Freeport even received reinforcements. Location - Freeport 11
Log Author - "Nyctophilia"
But it doesn't means I want to abandon them, no. If it's possible, I want to help them in a less distructive way. But it's the only opportunity I have right now. We won't be able to end war if we don't end it ourself, and if we don't end war, war will end us.
But enough about wars... I think, I met something really magnificent for the recent days. Elder forms of different Nomad societies. They were just standing there... Not really paying any attention to me. And I think that's good. If they don't pay any extra attention to me on public, nobody will. But oh man... Witnessing elders of different hives... It was something interesting.
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[21.12.2018 21:54:44] Nyctophilia: That's a new name...
[21.12.2018 21:55:32] Vagrant.Polyhymnia: *The Nomad seems to simply be lingering next to the installation.*
[21.12.2018 21:56:26] Nyctophilia: Can't get proper scans through the cloud...
[21.12.2018 21:56:48] Nyctophilia: Oh well. Better not disturb them.
[21.12.2018 21:57:40] Vagrant.Polyhymnia: *It seems to have no particular interest in the human ship. Melia was occupying itself with it anyway.*
[21.12.2018 21:58:55] Nyctophilia: Melia? Why are we here?
[21.12.2018 21:59:37] Vagrant.Polyhymnia: *It turns to the side, proceeding elsewhere.*
[21.12.2018 21:59:43] Vagrant.Melia: *It doesn't seem to offer any immediate form of reaction to Nycto.*
[21.12.2018 22:00:01] Madze.Mary: *Warmth*
[21.12.2018 22:01:22] Nyctophilia: What... Was this all about?
[21.12.2018 22:01:45] Vagrant.Melia: "The greater one is watching."
[21.12.2018 22:01:57] Nyctophilia: -That- was the elder?
[21.12.2018 22:03:08] Nyctophilia: Wow.
[21.12.2018 22:03:18] Nyctophilia: I just... Witnessed an elder Vagrant.Then I noticed that we weren't alone. That, of all people, Mary was spying on us. So I decided to approach her and have a little chit chat with her.
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[21.12.2018 22:03:22] Nyctophilia: An another one.
[21.12.2018 22:04:48] Nyctophilia: It would be stupid of you to assume that my scanners do not see you.
[21.12.2018 22:05:04] Madze.Mary: < :: Scanner: Activated :: >
[21.12.2018 22:05:52] Madze.Mary: < :: Analyzing component: In progress :: >
[21.12.2018 22:07:56] Preparing to cloak...
[21.12.2018 22:08:07] Cloaking device on
[21.12.2018 22:09:01] Madze.Mary: < :: Cloaking signature: Detected. :: >
[21.12.2018 22:09:18] Nyctophilia: Hello, miss.
[21.12.2018 22:09:18] Cloaking device off
[21.12.2018 22:09:25] Madze.Mary: Oh, hi! *Smile*
[21.12.2018 22:10:00] Nyctophilia: Do you know that peeking isn't good?
[21.12.2018 22:10:10] Madze.Mary: Eh?
[21.12.2018 22:11:14] Madze.Mary: I didn't anything
[21.12.2018 22:11:39] Madze.Mary: I was also busied on studying what I had found around here
[21.12.2018 22:11:53] Nyctophilia: Oh really? And what did you found?
[21.12.2018 22:12:10] Madze.Mary: There's a strange structure near the Omicron Minor Jump Hole
[21.12.2018 22:12:21] WFCDefi: Just passed it!
[21.12.2018 22:12:33] Madze.Mary: Into that there's a kind of reactor, and it had this strange... gas.
[21.12.2018 22:12:47] Nyctophilia: Yeah. A structure that the Core and IRG utilise as a source of credits.
[21.12.2018 22:13:31] Madze.Mary: If you want I could give you some sample. We could study togheter. *Smile and chuckling*
[21.12.2018 22:13:32] Nyctophilia: It's not strange. In a solid form, it's actually a good superconductor, just of alien origin.
[21.12.2018 22:13:38] Vagrant.Melia: *The Vagrant seems to be watching from afar.*
[21.12.2018 22:13:48] Nyctophilia: Imagine it being a superconductor, but flashy.
[21.12.2018 22:14:58] Madze.Mary: < :: Analysis: In progress... :: >
[21.12.2018 22:16:17] Madze.Mary: < :: Analysis: Completed. :: >
[21.12.2018 22:16:47] Madze.Mary: Do you want some? Can I make you a gift? *Happy*
[21.12.2018 22:17:34] Madze.Mary: Nycto?
[21.12.2018 22:17:44] Nyctophilia: Eh... Thanks, but there's way better things to gift than Azurite in a gaseous form.
[21.12.2018 22:18:13] Madze.Mary: I know... b-but there aren't other thing I can find here. I'm so sorry
[21.12.2018 22:18:17] Oracle|Diana.Rivera: *she yawns noticeable* Quite some traffic around at that time.
[21.12.2018 22:18:20] Nyctophilia: It's alright.
[21.12.2018 22:18:25] Madze.Mary: maybe you could study it too
[21.12.2018 22:18:34] Nyctophilia: I'm no scientist.
[21.12.2018 22:18:38] Nyctophilia: A musician, yes.
[21.12.2018 22:18:51] Madze.Mary: I can teach you something...
[21.12.2018 22:19:25] 2018-12-21 22:19:27 SMT WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia
[21.12.2018 22:19:46] Madze.Mary: *Noticing the nomad hyperspace activation* Uh?
[21.12.2018 22:19:47] Nyctophilia: Watch: [:Warning: Hyperspace Breach Detected!:]
[21.12.2018 22:19:49] Madze.Mary: What's happening?
[21.12.2018 22:19:58] Nyctophilia: Something. They do that alot.
[21.12.2018 22:20:08] Madze.Mary: And what's that... something?
[21.12.2018 22:20:21] Oracle|Diana.Rivera: Now that makes me curious.
[21.12.2018 22:21:08] Madze.Mary: he's getting close
[21.12.2018 22:21:18] Jumping...Little did she knew that Melia is gonna pull out the craziest stunt of all stunts. To charge up the flux and cruise up at me near the Port. Naturally, everyone else dispersed, it was the fear of unknown that made them. We jumped back into a hidden void and had an... Interesting discussion about their current situation.
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[21.12.2018 22:21:45] Nyctophilia: *She falls into a back of her seat and laughs* It worked
[21.12.2018 22:22:43] Nyctophilia: *She slowly exhales* Now they'll all suspect me in strange connections with you...
[21.12.2018 22:22:52] Nyctophilia: And I'll have a way to explain it...
[21.12.2018 22:22:53] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement."
[21.12.2018 22:22:54] Nyctophilia: I will.
[21.12.2018 22:23:23] Nyctophilia: Still. Worth seeing this place once again.
[21.12.2018 22:24:45] Vagrant.Melia: "We did not expect the darklings to flee so readily."
[21.12.2018 22:24:56] Nyctophilia: On a contrary. I did.
[21.12.2018 22:25:17] Nyctophilia: Fear of the unknown is the oldest and strongest emotion of mankind, I already told you.
[21.12.2018 22:25:32] Nyctophilia: When a Nomad charged up with a jumpdrive, the unknown is ahead.
[21.12.2018 22:25:51] Vagrant.Melia: "We ponder and comprehend."
[21.12.2018 22:25:52] Nyctophilia: And that unknown is what makes them afraid.
[21.12.2018 22:26:27] Vagrant.Melia: "It would be so. We could have sent them anywhere in the known voids, or beyond."
[21.12.2018 22:26:35] Nyctophilia: Exactly.
[21.12.2018 22:27:55] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's emotional output seems to turn towards impatience.*
[21.12.2018 22:28:18] Nyctophilia: And I got used to know you over time. Now I know wherever you go, we will find the way back home.
[21.12.2018 22:29:07] Nyctophilia: *Being already sensitive, Nycto catches Melia's wave of impatience.*
[21.12.2018 22:29:12] Nyctophilia: Is something ... Wrong?
[21.12.2018 22:30:01] Vagrant.Melia: " There are many things which are not in place."
[21.12.2018 22:30:07] Nyctophilia: Indeed.
[21.12.2018 22:30:31] Nyctophilia: Haven't seen Kimi and Kath in a while... Makes me abit nervous, to be honest...
[21.12.2018 22:30:56] Vagrant.Melia: "Insufficience in growth. Intolerable ones. The absence of the worthy. We ponder."
[21.12.2018 22:32:04] Nyctophilia: Oh, that's the only thing I don't like. Maths.
[21.12.2018 22:33:02] Nyctophilia: Subtracting something, adding something... Multiplying, dividing...
[21.12.2018 22:33:18] Vagrant.Melia: "Calculation."
[21.12.2018 22:33:23] Nyctophilia: Exactly.
[21.12.2018 22:33:39] Nyctophilia: That's something we have to do. To subtract and add people.
[21.12.2018 22:33:47] Vagrant.Melia: "There is always much to calculate."
[21.12.2018 22:34:53] Vagrant.Melia: *It positions itself directly in front of the cockpit of the Spatial.*
[21.12.2018 22:35:15] Nyctophilia: I mean, it's not something I despise. It's not... Something I'm good at.
[21.12.2018 22:36:11] Vagrant.Melia: "We consider the situation of our whole. We consider the voids. We consider yours."
[21.12.2018 22:36:43] Nyctophilia: *She notices how Melia repositioned around her cockpit.*
[21.12.2018 22:37:04] Nyctophilia: And by that you mean...
[21.12.2018 22:38:57] Nyctophilia: Surely there's enough nuisances within systems. The Core, the Order, Cretans. Not to mention Zoners from time to time.
[21.12.2018 22:39:08] Vagrant.Melia: *There were no words, not yet. Melia was expanding the reach of its presence, again.*
[21.12.2018 22:40:23] Nyctophilia: And your internal integrity aswell... But what do I have to do with all of it?
[21.12.2018 22:40:50] Vagrant.Melia: *There were still no words, only a calming aura.*
[21.12.2018 22:41:21] Nyctophilia: *But she wasn't expecting any reply, only relaxing in her chair and pondering.*
[21.12.2018 22:41:58] Nyctophilia: But how do I contribute to all of it by being a part of the Commune? I didn't contribute in any way ever since I got my new assignment.
[21.12.2018 22:42:45] Vagrant.Melia: *Still, no response. The sensation would begin to get more and more noticable as Melia began to wrap its mind around Nycto's, again.*
[21.12.2018 22:43:26] Vagrant.Melia: *It seemed that a face to face was not what Melia wanted, but rather another heart to heart.*
[21.12.2018 22:44:09] Vagrant.Melia: *It embodied the tranquil bliss, and was tugging.*
[21.12.2018 22:44:21] Nyctophilia: *Subconsciousnessly, she began to reach out to that reminiscent feeling she felt the last time.*
[21.12.2018 22:45:19] Nyctophilia: *While being burried in her own thoughts, she already concentrated on the sensation.*
[21.12.2018 22:46:33] Vagrant.Melia: *It sought to pull her out of the stress and the darkness, and lead her into the mindscape again.*
[21.12.2018 22:47:27] Nyctophilia: *Soonly after, Nycto was "asleep" in a chair, with her head leaning on her right hand.*
[21.12.2018 22:48:55] Nyctophilia: *She thought it was a pleasant dream. Or she forgot to think about what she was thinking moments ago.*
[21.12.2018 22:49:28] Vagrant.Melia: *The caressing friendliness was ever persistent, such was Melia.*
[21.12.2018 22:49:28] Nyctophilia: *Nonetheless, she was happy about wherever she was getting pulled, because she knew what followed.*
[21.12.2018 22:51:36] Vagrant.Melia: *The next thing Nycto knew, she would be in that familiar sea of vibrant colors again.*
[21.12.2018 22:52:46] Nyctophilia: *She felt a solid ground under her back again. She slowly smiled and opened her eyes.*
[21.12.2018 22:54:11] Vagrant.Melia: *There wasn't anything directly in front of her, but there was a calm humming not far off to the side.*
[21.12.2018 22:54:59] Nyctophilia: *Same place, same emotions. Even she knew that this place wouldn't change reality around her, she liked it nonetheless.*
[21.12.2018 22:56:43] Nyctophilia: *She was lying on the ground, in the same pose as she appeared, staring at the vibrant ceiling.*
[21.12.2018 22:57:35] Nyctophilia: *She wouldn't understand how, but this place somehow filled her with calmness and happiness she was desperately seeking.*
[21.12.2018 22:57:48] Nyctophilia: *The only thing was missing is the opportunity to share it.*
[21.12.2018 23:01:26] Nyctophilia: *"Hm... Why she isn't here? Or is she...?" After looking around, she noticed that Melia's manifestation wasn't in place.*
[21.12.2018 23:02:10] Vagrant.Melia: *Melia's amorphous manifestation suddenly flashed into existence behind Nycto.*
[21.12.2018 23:02:59] Nyctophilia: *Noticing Melia's shadow, Nycto hastly looked up. "Hi."*
[21.12.2018 23:03:54] Vagrant.Melia: "We see. We ponder."
[21.12.2018 23:04:38] Nyctophilia: *"Yeah... There's alot to ponder on."*
[21.12.2018 23:04:50] Vagrant.Melia: "What does the darkling see within itself?"
[21.12.2018 23:05:31] Nyctophilia: *"Good question..."*
[21.12.2018 23:06:38] Vagrant.Melia: "Does the darkling truly know?"
[21.12.2018 23:06:49] Nyctophilia: *"That's also a good question."*
[21.12.2018 23:07:11] Vagrant.Melia: "Such is the limitation of darkness. Such is its insufficiency."
[21.12.2018 23:07:57] Vagrant.Melia: "We consider the possibilites. We consider the probabilities."
[21.12.2018 23:08:42] Nyctophilia: *"Well... And I'm considering what I may contain in a such vial as myself."*
[21.12.2018 23:10:07] Nyctophilia: *"What I know for certain is that I am a musician, also I'm sympathetic..."*
[21.12.2018 23:10:23] Vagrant.Melia: "There is promise. But there is still only darkness."
[21.12.2018 23:10:44] Nyctophilia: *"But I'm an introvert, but that's an affection of the conditions in which I existed."*
[21.12.2018 23:11:58] Vagrant.Melia: "The Sparkling Raiders deviate. The path of the learning one is no longer sufficient."
[21.12.2018 23:12:28] Vagrant.Melia: "It will not learn to embrace the Light with the limitation of separation."
[21.12.2018 23:13:02] Nyctophilia: *"Well, you must be able to adapt of you want to grow."*
[21.12.2018 23:13:35] Vagrant.Melia: "We consider. Perhaps it will not be perfect. But we must act."
[21.12.2018 23:14:31] Nyctophilia: *"Yeah, unfortunately, I feel like I'm in a dead end here."*
[21.12.2018 23:14:40] Vagrant.Melia: "Yet, the darkling must act to leave its shadows if it is to embrace the Light."
[21.12.2018 23:14:53] Nyctophilia: *"Something must happen. And I don't know yet what."*
[21.12.2018 23:15:10] Vagrant.Melia: "We know that we must prepare."
[21.12.2018 23:15:42] Vagrant.Melia: "But yours must prepare as well. Look upon our presence."
[21.12.2018 23:17:04] Nyctophilia: *But no ill thoughts could bother her. Was it the affection of the mindscape or her own happiness, she was focused on something else.*
[21.12.2018 23:17:17] Nyctophilia: *"It's irrelevant.*
[21.12.2018 23:17:40] Nyctophilia: *"The way through will be found."*
[21.12.2018 23:18:18] Vagrant.Melia: "It is as it was with the blessed one. For the darkling to grow, the Light must bind."
[21.12.2018 23:19:31] Nyctophilia: *For a moment, she looks at the ceiling, pondering something.*
[21.12.2018 23:19:35] Nyctophilia: *"I understand."*
[21.12.2018 23:20:03] Vagrant.Melia: "Will it stagnate, or will it grow?"
[21.12.2018 23:20:13] Nyctophilia: *"There is no other option."*
[21.12.2018 23:21:51] Nyctophilia: *"If I must become a part of it, so be it."*
[21.12.2018 23:23:54] Vagrant.Melia: *There were no words, only joy.*
[21.12.2018 23:25:14] Nyctophilia: *She was lying down, bathing in joy. Subconsciousnessly, she still felt her connection to the mindscape and she still attempted
[21.12.2018 23:25:22] Nyctophilia: to share the joy through it.*
[21.12.2018 23:25:43] Vagrant.Melia: "Patience. The time for song will soon come."
[21.12.2018 23:27:23] Nyctophilia: *"Just hope I can achieve more than being a creepy peeker. To actually help you in some way."*
[21.12.2018 23:28:44] Nyctophilia: *"The Commune is... You know them. They put alot of efforts, but mostly in a wrong way. Recent assault of Freeport Eleven confirms it."*
[21.12.2018 23:30:33] Vagrant.Melia: "They have much diligence. But we concur. They are partially misguided in their faith."
[21.12.2018 23:30:51] Vagrant.Melia: "It is of little concern in this moment. We must prepare for the coming growth."
[21.12.2018 23:31:02] Nyctophilia: *"Indeed."*
[21.12.2018 23:31:06] Vagrant.Melia: "Of ours, of yours."
[21.12.2018 23:31:36] Nyctophilia: *"When time comes. I will be there."*
[21.12.2018 23:31:58] Vagrant.Melia: "Seek us among the stones of the Forgotten Void, when yours are ready."
[21.12.2018 23:32:22] Vagrant.Melia: " We will return to the Void of Creation via the flux. Ponder, and prepare."
[21.12.2018 23:32:39] Vagrant.Melia: "We will return to Moros. We will beseech the greater ones for what we require."
[21.12.2018 23:32:49] Nyctophilia: *"I will. And thank you. Again. For... Everything."*
[21.12.2018 23:33:09] 2018-12-21 23:33:11 SMT WARNING: A hyperspace breach is being opened by Vagrant.Melia
[21.12.2018 23:33:39] Nyctophilia: *It was the moment she would close her eyes, realising they would jump back into Lost.*
[21.12.2018 23:34:11] Vagrant.Melia: *As they lept the mind connection would be severed.*
[21.12.2018 23:34:49] Vagrant.Melia: *It broke off back towards Omicron Lost, as Nycto headed back to Freeport Eleven.*
[21.12.2018 23:35:21] Nyctophilia: *By that time, she was already heading to freeport, still asleep.*Whenever they call... I will be there for them. For me.