...abruptly and under circumstances I won't describe. Today I did some X-rays scans (or whatever is their name in English, sorry), and thank God nothing is broken according to my GP, I most likely have a cracked rib, the conclusion coming tomorrow. But I basically can't stand for much, my left side (despite falling on the right one... Thanks Gravity and fat) is making me suffer, my right hand is in pain, and I have one finger that basically can't be used due to how it hurts, and in fact the whole arm hurts, particularly the wrist.
And if that wasn't enough, my back is hurting as well - the right shoulder (of course since I fell on it) is not broken but it quite injured), both shoulders hurts like a mfer, but the left one is okay, and finally my left leg for some fucking reason, I literally have no reason to why this particular part hurts so bad. My parents denied me treatment I was prescribed from the hospital when I went visit it, which is understandable but Christ I am in pain. Eh, such is life.

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TLDR: I fell hard. Limbs hurts. Can't do much. Will take about a month to fully recover. Life tanking also. (bonus part of spoiler thingy)

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Also, I have an average of four or more med. appointments per week, it's not that time-consuming or annoying by itself, but at a certain point, it takes a toll on motivation. Not counting the mental health, without delving into detail because I don't want to, which was recovering, is right now taking a nose dive and is going straight for a straight crash. I haven't been preparing properly for college, so I'm definitely heading straight for failure, again. I know that but, I have no other choice. Hey, maybe societal collapse will happen at the right time. (JOKE.)

And finally (I'm tired of typing): stress about college (ironically for nothing as of yet, plus my university dossier went through a warp hole and basically is in limbo for some reason so yeah, it was absolutely for nothing), other problems (remnants from COVID-19 II, IRL problems (a lot), makes it quite a challenge to log, or to even go to the computer. I feel like I'm starting to give up and embrace that """lifestyle""" (Self-imposed House Arrest Gang).