Hey, it's Elise.

I'm sorry I left the way I did. I won't lie, I was mildly freaking out about everything, worrying if I had done something stupid. Or you something you'd regret.
I'm honestly not the greatest at handling situations like that. I guess you probably noticed that.

Anyway, I definitely owe it to you to have a conversation. So, of course I'd like to hear your questions.

So, I guess I owe you an apology. You saw some sides of me recently that I think I'd prefer you hadn't. That's kind of an inevitability if you spend enough time with someone, but I won't try to make excuses. I like to think the moments when I get mean and aggressive like that are becoming fewer, but the drive is still there, bubbling under the surface. And it still comes out from time to time, no matter what I do.

Anyway, thanks for not hating me, I'd probably deserve it. I'd like to tell you I won't be like that again, but that's a guarantee I'm afraid I can't make.

Hey, it's been a while. I could probably use a distraction, or other thing to do, or someone to talk to, or whatever you'd call it or want it to be. I promise nothing but I'll try to be around Rheinland, Kreuzberg or something. I'll find you some way, I'm sure.