So making a quick overall response to the last page...
Marb, if I count all the present or ex members of the "disco team" who have told me (on forum, pm, or skype/discord) loosely what you said (ranging from allegedly non-biased to totally always secretly or openly on my side) only to see them (before or after they said it) trip over themselves in a competition to do the exact oposite in front of others when it comes to more public or actually important situations, I come to 1.6 times the number of the current admin team.
So I wonder if what you or they say is actually true and you're not flip-flopping to what ever is easier for you/them, then how the **** did we end up here?
When it comes to "welcomed back", I'd say no I certainly wasn't, but there were several instances where admins liked to conveniently pretend as if I was "welcomed back with clean slate" n'shiet and it was me who nefariously behaved as if I wasn't. Like...
While I was told probation lasts 3 months and it wasnt lifted after 6, warned permanent 90% for basically posting the mirror image of what another guy (who got nothing) did, and there's still a "Tales of the Admins" story prominently posted on the forum, which portrays me as a cockroach getting killed multiple times in some sort of admin-circle jerk.
So yeah...
"Clean slate" my foot.
If you don't, don't expect to be treated as if.
So boo hoo about your 10% warning or what ever you're yapping about.