Sarah Batiq

[highlander]

818 AS. August. 24th

Finally I back from hangars... Still looking for a ship to fly, they promised me, that I could back to duty... I remember they faces, they looks... they looked at me like to alien... and that tube under that chin. I think they believe, that I'm traitor now... being with Outcasts 5 months... being abducted, tortured... they don't know the pain, they don't know anything... I don't care... But the girl... she was friendly... Shiro, I think... anyway, she was looking at me... like to alien...

Homes... hmm... is this is really my homes? Can't remember... the rocket... scream in cockpit... I never screamed before... odd feeling... those Outcast faces looking at me... those eyes... full of addiction... sniffers... just look at me... I'm one of them now... sniffer... flying in Nyx and sniffing that stench from the tube under my chin... I was killing them... I was born to kill them... not join them... not to be a sniffer...

Blood... everywhere... they wanted to know everything... I was nugget... I can't know anything... those interrogations... pain... aaahh!.. I'm crying... I've never cried before... they going to pay for that... for changing me... I'm going to kill THEM!

Sarah~