I have been promoted to Recruit I'm happy for that. Otherwise, this day would be very, but very awful. There was a nomad that took me down like a piece of paper and also there was the Charlier.Jukins GRRRR I need to train more... *Sighs* At the morning I met a certain Capitain Jaime at New York. He was kind and older than me even if he didn't look like that. We spent some times together in a bar and after he gave me his chamber on a note... He said if I want to knock at his door, I could and talk with him. Is it an invitation or something? Nah... Aside that, I feel good... If I could have my father's ship, I'm sure it would pass differently than now. Camile-san saved me twice today... I need to pay her back somehow like the traditions say. Maybe serving her for days, months or years? I'll need to talk with her... I'm not happy, but I have to do it like the traditions say. *Sighs* I hate being so useless and weak... I was with Camile for some moments... I cried like a coward and I insited to pay her back like the traditions want. And she said alright, but I will be the babysitter of her child... I don't know how to act.... I beg Tsukuyomi to guide my moves and Amaterasu to give the strenght to surpass my limits.