I don't know how to start a proper diary... Well I guess it is dear diary... whatever...
Today, I was in Ile-de-France with Noel Tizona. However, I needed to let him during the middle of the night. We traveled from Liberty to Gallic spaces... I went in Liberty again, but I met a strange navy officer who seemed to hate Rheinlanders... I did not like his behaviors.
At the end of the day, I went in the omegas. It feels so nostalgic... Right now, I am at the Dagger station, a Core base. They are like bounty hunters, but more specialized to fight aliens, from what I read. I tought I would find something in Liberty... But I was wrong. Dayvon who thinks that I am a spy and some sh*ts.
I wonder what will happen now... I guess, I can contact the Rheinland Military just to know if I am allowed to fly with my Odin MK I freely or should I fill a request to get a license...
Oh! Right, during the week, I saw a nomad. I fear them somehow, but I wonder one thing... Can they talk? and do they have a body like us?
Today, my trip brought me into the omicrons. I was looking for answers I guess. I can tell, we feel observed somehow, but I can't explain why. I doubt I will have the answers I want to obtain but hey! If we don't try, we can't be sure.
In Omicron Zeta, I found a wreck of a huge ship. I wonder what happened. Anyway, I suppose the outworlders know something, but I won't ask. They are kinda close on themselves or maybe I am confusing them with zoners? I explored the system and I found some bases belonging to the Order, Core and one of the Outworlders I think.
I found two or three nomads. At first, they wanted me to be far. I guess they were busy or something. Perhaps because of the corsairs who were there too. Maybe, one of them will find me when the time will call? One thing is sure, I don't want Noel to find out that I met an alien. I will keep that for myself.
I returned into the omegas and wandered here and there.
I received a transmission from Noel... He was escorting a transport but he met a nomad... I know he is alive. I feel it. I met a strange freelancer named Robert Summers.. I do not know why he wanted to know my friend's name but I don't trust him to be honest.
Whatever. The day risks to be long as hell...
Noel sent me a transmission saying to not come and another that makes me wondering his health. Whatever he may say, I will come to him and be there for him... we are friends and friends are here to look on each other ja?
Where to start... Well, I was with Noel... We were together for some days and yesterday, all changed. He hid what he planned to do... He didn't want me to follow him... I was stupid... I was so stupid. But... I still like him...
After I ran away, I was in the nebula near Pittsburgh and from nowhere, a nomad appeared before me. It was curious about me. Its words were not easy to understand but I shared my pain with it... I felt something during a moment... I can't explain what exactly. Also, the nomad told me something strange... I think it was: ''We want to fill with light.'' I don't know what it meant. It also told me we will see each other again...
Today, it was not special. I was on California minor and just stayed at the bar and looking news. I think... I should leave Liberty soon. My instinct tells me to leave for no reason. But tomorrow, I will leave Liberty and fly for the Omegas. I hope to find a place where to stay and maybe gain some credit.
What can I say about my life during some months after I wrote something? Well, Me and Tizona, it is over. I traveled and like always nothing happened. There is just today that was more interesting. I have met an Insurgent and from the start, the person was cold and we began to be ''friends'' even if we are not. There was also the other guy, ERI I don't know. It was a machine from what I could understand... I felt uncomfortable.
My ship almost exploded and I managed to fly to a station and do some repairs. When I came back, the ''computer'' said something but I think it was not to me. But I don't care. The Insurgent person is called Virginia. It seems she hates the government in place within Liberty. And it is not a matter concerning me. She said: ''Until next time''. Perhaps we'll meet again. But knowing me, I know I will be far... again.
I also met Uhmen. It's been a long time I didn't see her. I guess her job took her. But I don't know. There was that Bennet guy again. Calling me the Rheinlander spy again. I hate him. I hate him so much that I want to just... shoot. But I won't do it until he does first. And I doubt he will. He has no proof and I am not a spy damn it.
A lot happened! To begin, I can fly my Odin semi-legally within Rheinland. I contacted the goverment And because of it, my ship is semi-legal. Also, I have made a contrat with Daumann but I think I should have think twice.
Else, for the recent days, I contacted the Direktor Wilcke to meet her about an info and I met her today. I could have been rewarded by anything. But I asked for credit... I wouldsay, ''let's be friend'' but knowing her rank, she has something else to do.
A bit later, I have seen an Oder. A Rheinland gunboat. The name of it was Freia. I also know the kaptain now. Her name is Helga von Bremen. At the begining, she was a bit distant, I think. But a bit later, after we destroyed a corsair gunboat, she asked me if I wanted to command it! I said one day because I am not sure. I am more afraid to destroy the oder by doing a mistake. I think we will meet again.
It has been a moment I did not write anything. I completely forgot to write down what happened to me or what I saw.
To begin, I left Liberty for Rheinland after I made a deal with Direktor Wilcke. I spent months there helping as I can the military or the Buro. It was never easy because Corsairs raid sometimes and Hessians as well. One thing I can't deny is that Hessians are dangerous when you are on the bad side. I was surprised that they are even more skilled than the Military.
I lost contact with Direktor Wilcke. I think something happened to her because I got no more answer from her. Due of this, I began to be less and less interested to be in Rheinland. I know, it's strange.
I am surprised. I began to ponder what I want to do. I made a contract with Daumann... But by now, I think the contract is over since I stopped to escort their transports... If they need me, they just need to notice me. In December, almost the new year, I began to talk with that Auxo, Revenant. She is not that bad as I thought first when I saw her the first time. I also met many people.
Aside Revenant, I met Edwin, a chic guy a bit excited with everything. Then, I met Elise, a good friend even if she is a terrorist. Lately, I think she has some problems with drug and alcohol. She does what she wants. The other person I met is Katherine. To my surprise, Edwin, Elise and Katherine are siblings. Katherine is, from what I know, a scientist and a explorer. I talked about nomads because according to Elise, Katherine knows a lot of things about them. What pushed me to talk about nomads to Katherine? Well, in Liberty, when I had a down, a nomad showed up before me. It was curious about me. The last person I met is the Guildmaster of The Core, Jack Daniels. I gained his respect because I showed him I had better skills with a ship than him and also, it seems he is interested by me. Why? I don't know. But I won't fall for that, no way.
There is also some encounters I had... Nomads and a Valor. All those encounters were in the Omicrons. My experience was weird with all of them. They were talking in my own head. On of the nomad wanted me to be in 'The Light'. I don't know what it wanted to say but I refused because it was shooting on me. I didn't want to fight it but... I kind of had no choice. Else, there was another nomad. I don't know why but it found me to its... taste? It was weird. About the Valor, I asked to Revenant if she knew something about it and she told me it was Ki'Shar. So... Ki'Shar warned me about possible dangers I could meet and with my luck I always have, problems came. I left the Omicrons but I came back because Jack will probably need me. Maybe... if I help him, I could have some favors? I noticed that The Core have advanced ships compared to the Rheinland's. If I can ask him to modify my Odin, it will be a good thing for me. Let's say my current equipment is not helpful against anything.
I will try to be neutral as much as I can with anyone but if I have no choice to open fire, so be it.
Jack Daniels, he clearly is a mysterious man when we don't know him. He is the guildmaster of The Core. He is basically not someone to mess with. I offered him my services as a mercenary and it paid off really well. My Odin was modified with new toys on it and a better system for the weapons I decided to take as payment and freely since I saved Jack's life. I also was paid after a mission and by now, I can live an easy life...
Yesterday, I met Levan. He seemed to be the type of guy who does not want to risk his life for nothing and it is understandable. He is young after all. From our short talk, he likes space and mostly stays at Freeport 14. Perhaps I should open his horizons by inviting him to go around like Rheinland.
Note aside, Elise is busy with whatever she got as job. She even sees me working with the Rheinwehr. I could give a try but I don't want to use another ship than the Odin I possess and more importantly, I do not want to loose the freedom I have. It is way more enjoyable to move where I want and when I want.
I was also thinking... I could possibly think to make an agency for mercenary? One thing is sure, I do not possess the quality to lead a group. Maybe I will see one day an announcement or something. I can put the project at a corner of my head for a moment.
Three years and a bit more since I did not write anything.
Three years ago, I met a young boy, Levan Harlow. I also helped him to hide a moment because things were going bad for him. He is not a bad type just a bit... too easy to influence. I feel almost being his older sister watching over him. Regardless, he is welcome to my place whenever he feels the need.
I am also thirty years old... I don't feel old enough to stay put. I am also a freelancer doing some jobs here and there as they come at me. I also need to think what I should do. It's not that I don't like being free. It's more like I feel I need something different in my life. Perhaps by contacting some contacts, I may find something interesting.
I may also buy a device to record my voice or simply use my PDA for my diary. I always loose my diary in random places...
In Cologne, something terrible- no... A nightmare happened. Nomads or something alike appeared out of nowhere and not only that, but they targeted Levan and I. My Odin received critical damages and I was lucky the Odin held together long enough to dock somewhere. There was also a group who came just before it happened. Two Technocrat ships and a merc or a civil, I do not know. It was bad. I still wonder why I don't simply shoot them.
Besides that event, I think all is going fine. I am in Liberty and I heard Levan wanted some lone time to think about things. I contacted him back, but... I think he did not really received my message. Or maybe, he just wants to cut the bridges after what happened in Cologne. He is also probably doing some reckless decision. I feel I am somehow his older sister. This is quite... a weird feeling for me who never had siblings.
I contacted Elise, I wonder how she is doing. I asked her if she is willing to hang out, but yet, I open my eyes at any sign of her with her exotic ship. Anyways, I can't wait to talk with her.
I also need to slap Levan from the kiss he dared to do three years ago!
