This is my story... Listen well, I shall not repeat it.
Sitting in the darkness...
Life is a *****, but you have to put up with it. Loved ones ripper from you hands, living your life in your mind, not knowing what comes next, your refuge, is your only consolation.
How this happened to me, you ask?
Listen, listen, and do not forget, because memories are all we have sometimes...
Ever thought, that you sometimes see Life as through a looking glass?
Everything happens around you, yet you feel trapped from the world, yet sometimes, this feels good... no oppression, no anger, everything just passes by.... yet that is all that happens.
Ever been betrayed? I have.
My word of warning to whoever gets this..... do not open your heart to anyone, except those who you trust deepest, as there are people who would abuse your trust.
I do not forget... I simply remember... Memory... that is my name.
Sometimes, you go to do something important in Life, but it gets thrown back in your face, whether it be the girl you like, a job interview, or a cryogenic freezing.
To survive in my world, you would need to learn to adapt, to stay low, you attract attention to yourself, and you will get ripped apart, your best friends torn away from you, your girl going out with your worst enemy.
Sometimes, you need to escape from the troubles of life... let me tell you a technique for this.
Wipe your mind... imagine only a brick wall... take deep breaths... fade the wall... keep fading, all the troubles in your life will come to you in an image that has meaning to you... but keep going... fade them, until all you see.... is white.
that is how I survive this, and will do what I am going to do now
All I can say is.... its beautiful... like you, but if you search for it, you will never find it, you can keep chasing it, but you;ll never see it... only if you stop searching, do you find it.
Then that day came... You left without a trace... I came back, I searched, I looked everywhere... but you were never there, did you hate me? Or was there someone else?
Are you still here, is all thats on my mind right now....
Maybe this thing I am doing... maybe we can be together again...