Today, at New Berlin, my crew and I, Anna Aurelia, we have talked about some vacation that would be great for each of us. The recent events that have happened made us tired. So we decided to go at Planet Curacao to rest a bit before the important work. During the flight, Edward did an exellent massage to me and he had magic hands for that. After the great massage, he told me: ''With out you, I don't know if I would be nice.'' When he said that, I was blushing. I did not know if they existed that kind of man in Sirius who is able to make me feel like that... I think he loves me and I think I love him too.
Location: Planet Curacao We arrived faster than I thought at Curacao. Edward and I were going on the beach together. When he took off his clothes, I didn't expect he had this physic. I was almost intimidated but I loved what I saw his swimsuite was the color cyan. I also took off my clothes and I wore a red swimsuite. When he saw me he said: ''You look like a goddess!'' He almost lost his mind. We had a great time. At night, in the ''New-Horizon'', Edward and I were in my room we talked alot and we kissed. He kisses soo well! I heard something when I was in Omicron Theta there was 2 days ago. I heard: ''those who have a parasit in them, they are called Wild and work for the Nomads!'' But how I see Edward is the opposite. I see him like a human not a Wild hostile toward everyone. A chance the Order did not notice him at bord when I was in Omicron Minor.
Today was the last day at Curacao. I decided to spend more time with Edward because in the ''New-Horizon'' we can't be always together and we went again at the beach. At the beach, we swam for hours and hours it was the first time that I had as much fun with a guy. After we swam, we staied in the water and Edward took me like a baby in his arms. Edward looked at me with his blue eyes with out saying a word, I knew what he was saying in his mind. He began to walk toward the ship with me in his arms. Edward went to my room and let me some privacy. Before we left the planet, Edward told me ''Where we go this time Anna'' I looked at him and I said: ''Do you want to go somewhere?'' I let him my place and he set some coords that I never saw in my life. The ship flied to this coords.
Location: ''New-Horizon'' System: Sigma-19
We did a break near the Planet Hiran because the engine needed to be cooling. Edward and I were at the same room and he told me: ''We are near the place where I grow up'' I smilled but in mind I felt a bit strange. The coords that he set were totally unknown to me. After the engine has cooled, the ship started to move.
Location: ''New-Horizon'' System: Unknown
The system was brightfull because of the star. I saw Edward and his eyes have changed they were purple. I was paralized when I saw them I couldn't say a word. Edward said with a weird voice: ''Beautiful this system. Are you agreed Anna?'' He walked toward me and grapped my shoulders.
Edward: I won't hurt you Anna. I want to make you free from this world.
Than, a thing went outside from his mouth. I was crying in silence I couldn't move at all. When the thing came near my mouth, my armor deployed an energy field and blocked the thing. Finally, I could move and set a new destination and ship went at the destination. Meanwhile, I ran to a secret place and tried to contact my friend Cait about that and I was thankful my armor maybe it was because the special material that it could do this strange ability. I need to study it.
Location: ''New-Horizon'' System: New Berlin
I was with my friends, I talked about Edward. About what he did to me in a strange system. Than i lost consciousness. It appears Edward have infected all my crew but the scientists were safe by chance. I am thankfull to my friends Cait and Steph from the Velvet Club. They killed all the infected and helped me to clean my ship. It appears Edward have made a message. I think it was : If this message plays, it's because I fell and I wasn't able to take Anna Aurelia. I warn you I am not the only one who wants Anna. Cait set the coords to Planet Curacao because I needed to rest because of that event. I lost all my crew and a lover.... My heart is broken.
Location: Planet Curacao
When we arrived on the planet, we were seperated. I was going wo an hotel to rest a moment. I took a shower and slept but I woke up after 10 minutes. In my head, I saw the scenes and Edward with his purple eyes over and over. I decided to waste some time in a bar. I ordered a bottle of Rhum at the bartender and I sat at a table far from the others and I began to drink. At the bar, I wasn't alone, There were people came from everywhere in Sirius. But one of them was alone too and it was a woman. The woman looked at me and stood up. She came to me and sat in front of me. This woman was beautiful, she had long black hair and she had green eyes. She wore black clothes and she looked as young as me.
She began to talk.
Woman: Sorry to bother you... Are you alright? She said.
She surprised me. Anna Aurelia: Yeah...I am thank you.
But I didn't know why but it's like if she know that I don't feel good. She looked at me and said. Woman: No. You don't feel good. Your eyes tell the truth you know?
She introduced herself. Woman: I am Alicia Acevedo . I was an Outcast. I left them because it wasn't my place. Who are you? Anna Aurelia: I am Anna Aurelia. Alicia Acevedo: Anna Aurelia nice to meet you. Why are you here? Anna Aurelia: Ohh euh .. I can't sleep. Something hapened and because of that I am here.
Alicia took a confortable position. Alicia Acevedo: What hapened to you? I'm curious. Anna Aurelia: Well.. I had a lover and it finished very bad. He was a Wild and he tried to infect me. Alicia Acevedo:Ohh my poor! Anna Aurelia: He infected all my crew. there was no survivor only ten sientists have survived. My friends helped me with that infestation. Alicia Acevedo: I hope you are alright now. Anna Aurelia: I can't trust a person anymore! How I supposed to be alright?
Alicia put a finger on my mouth Alicia Acevedo:Shhh. All will be alright.
Alicia left her place and smilled at me. I was confused. Why she smilled at me? I left my place and went to my chamber at the hotel. Then, I slept.
I woke up in shape. I had a strange dream... I dreamed that I meet Alicia again. To changed my mind, I took my fighter and did some missions. After doing this, I came back to Curacao. When my ship landed, I walked to my chamber, at the same hotel and took my red swimsuite then I went at the beach. I stayed a while at the beach and of course I wasn't alone. There was some kids playing with a ball, some travelers swam and there was some members of Spa and Cruise. I took sun and I got sunburns. A girl came at me.
Girl: Wow Anna you got a big sunburn at your back!
I turn around and it was Alicia Acevedo. Alicia Acevedo: Come with me I have a gel against sunburns.
''I wasn't able to say a word she took my hand and lead me inside the hotel.'' Alicia Acevedo: Don't move.
She took the gel in her hands and applied the lotion on my back. It was cold. Anna Aurelia: Alicia...
She put a finger on my mouth. Alicia Acevedo: Tonigth, join me at the bar at the same table that you were.
She smiled and joined some of her friends. I was confused. I don't search friends or something else! I returned in my chamber and took a shower. I returned into space to change again my mind. Location: System Alberta
I finally built a new reputation! I am now a bounty hunter with a new ship the Raven's Talon. Bretonia, Rheinland and Kusari still hostile to me, but I'll work hard to change that. In Alberta, I saw some wild ships and I destroyed them It was liberating. After destroying the ships, I collected 3 adapted nomad blasters. A friend of mine told me I need a license. So I did the request and waited for the answer. Location: Planet Curacao
At the hotel, I was in the bar at the table were I supposed to meet Alicia. After 10 minutes Alicia came at the table.
Alicia Acevedo: Hi, Anna!
She smiled at me. Anna Aurelia: Hi... Alicia Acevedo: Hmmm. You seem sad again... Anna Aurelia: Yeah... Alicia Acevedo: You know if you want... I can be one of your crew.
She blushed. Anna Aurelia: Maybe... As I said I have some difficulty to trust someone.. Alicia Acevedo: I know Anna.
She ordered some beers for us and we drank. After, I think I lost some details. The only thing that I know, I was in my chamber and I sensed a touch from my left side. I looked to the left and I saw Alicia in my bed. I tried to get out of my bed with out to wake her with succes. I took a look on the floor, I saw her clothes and mine on the floor. I looked at her and I blushed. I was wondering in my head. ''Don't tell me we did that!''. Alicia woke up.
Alicia Acevedo: Good morning Anna! Did you sleep well?
She looked at me with a smile and a strange regard. Anna Aurelia:Why are you here? Alicia Acevedo: Did you forget? You were totally drunk and you asked something and I did what you asked.
I ran to wear something. Alicia Acevedo: You know Anna it was a great night.
I woke up at 4am. I looked at my left side and this time no one was here. I think, yesterday Alicia Acevedo didn't notice my return on the planet. I took a shower and I went to the ''New-Horizon'' inside all the event came in my head and I lost my balance. I was falling until a strenght hold my back. I looked above me and I saw Alicia. She looked at me with a warm smile.
Alicia Acevedo: A chance I followed you Anna.
''I couldn't say a word. I was like paralyzed by her presence'' Alicia Acevedo: Is it your Liner? It is really big! I wonder why you have such a ship. Anna Aurelia: Well.. I need place for my experiments.
I was able to be on my feet so I began to walk and Alicia stoped me. Her left hand was in front of my face and at my right there was a wall. With her right hand she pushed on my left shoulder and my back was stuck to the wall.
Alicia Acevedo: Tell me more. Anna Aurelia: Well I.. *caugh* I study things
''Her eyes looked up to down on me'' Alicia Acevedo: Is it because of you armor that you wear at the moment? Anna Aurelia: Yeah... Alicia Acevedo: If I was you ,I think I'll do the same. Your armor is something special to honest. This style is strange... Anna Aurelia: That's why I do that. Do you want to do a visit?
She let me and I showed to her all rooms and also the lab #1 and she was impressed. She was excited then she blushed.
Alicia Acevedo: Can I... Anna Aurelia: Being in my crew? Alright.
''She did a big hug and left the ship with a big smile on her face''
I was again confused. ''Does she love me? Why is she acting like that?'' I don't really know her and I don't like this. I can be sure for one thing... She is not a Wild. When she touched me the other day, I didn't feel evil in her. Am I to much reckless or not? Am I too scared of people and their thoughts? Cait told me: ''You need someone to trust''. God damn it who?!
During the evening, I received a message from Alicia. She wanted that we talk again at the bar. At the bar, we were at the same table and we talked, but this time I talked the first.
Anna Aurelia: Tell me more about you Alicia. I need to know who are you. Alicia Acevedo: As I already said I was an Outcast. After, I went in many places searching work but nothing interest me. Anna Aurelia: I see. And who are those guys when you puted the gel on my back? Alicia Acevedo: Oh! Them! *laughs* They are just member of Spa and Cruise. Anna Aurelia: Alright then. Why do you want to be with me? I mean I am so cold to everyone and you ... you... Alicia Acevedo: Anna. It's my choice and when I saw you on this day, I thought we could be friends.
''I was paralyzed again. What is this feeling that I feel?'' Anna Aurelia: I.. I..
''She put a finger on my mouth and told me'' Alicia Acevedo: I know what you feel right now. I was like you. The only thing that you need to do is to accept this feeling also to accept to be loved by someone who want to become your friend.
I think I cried inside of me. She was right but it's hard for someone who has had the worst past where dreams see darkness and end up being forgotten!
I took a shower at the morning right after to wake up. As expected, Alicia was in my bed for the second time, but nothing to worry I wasn't drunk yesterday. I thought this during I took the shower : ''if I want to disappear completly on the Outcast scans, I must change the ship's name.'' So , I decided to go somewhere for that. I finally went in a Freelancer Base and I saw the ship dealer. I asked to him if he could named my ship, a fighter for BrokenDream because of my past and also Bretonia and Rheinland had me in their target list. He said yes! After I did some missions because I needed money for all the equipements that I wanted to buy for my ship the Raven's Talon. Then, I return in the ''New-Horizon'' and Alicia was waiting for me.
Alicia Acevedo: Good morning Anna! Anna Aurelia: G'morning
''Alicia took my hand and lead me somewhere'' Alicia Acevedo: So, where did you go? I was worried when I was alone. Anna Aurelia: Oh.. I was somewhere doing stuff you know. Alicia Acevedo: That's why your ship has this reactor? Anna Aurelia: Yeah...
''When we reach the place in question, Alicia looked at me with a strange regard'' Alicia Acevedo: Do you want to do something with me Anna?
''The place smelled good there was some candles it was like a romantic place.'' Anna Aurelia: What do you want to do with me? Alicia Acevedo: An activity between us. Of course if you want. Anna Aurelia: Euh.. Alright then...
''She gave me something to drink'' Anna Aurelia: What is it? Alicia Acevedo: It's a drink.
''I was a bit afraid, but I drank.''
The drink was good and I don't know why but my eyes closed themselves it's like if I fell asleep, but I wasn't sleeping.
''She took my left hand and lead me again. Then, she lead me and me sit on a banch. After a moment, I felt a warm draft.'' Alicia Acevedo: Relax Anna. I think you need this.
''I felt a few touches on my back'' Alicia Acevedo: Do you like it? Anna Aurelia: It's relaxing... Alicia Acevedo: Good. Can I continue for a moment? Anna Aurelia: Sure...
''While she did that, I felt good a bit secured. '' Anna Aurelia: Damn where did you...
''She put a finger on my mouth.'' Alicia Acevedo: Shhh Anna. Relaxe and enjoy.
After a moment I felt her hot body behind me and I began to be paralyzed by her touches. She did things with me and strangely, I think I liked that somehow. It was the first time that a girl did that to me. I need to tell that to Cait, but I prefer to keep that. That's true, I don't need to tell everything to her.
Yesterday, Alicia and I were at the Cait's liner. She invited us to her pool and it was fun. It was also the first time that I showed myself like that in front of Cait and Steph... I blushed many times. Alicia declared her love toward me. I was surprised. She told me things that no one told me before! She appologied to me with her actions that she made earlier. I forgave her. It was the natural thing to do. I lost some moments during that night. I slept and I don't remember what happened next.
827/08/18
Today, I woke up in my room. I was so confused, then I called Cait. We talk about stuffs and then, Alicia knocked at the door.
Alicia Acevedo: Can I enter? Anna Aurelia: Yes you can Alicia...
''I blushed very hard when I said yes!''
''Alicia opens the door but stayed far from the bed.'' Alicia Acevedo: I cooked something for you. I just notice you.. She blushes too, but she goes away.
I followed her and she knew it.
Alicia Acevedo: I know you are behind me Anna. She turn around and smile at me. Alicia Acevedo: Come! Your meal will be cold.
Alicia took my free hand and Led me to a table. The meal was eggs with bacon and for drinking an orange juice.
Anna Aurelia: You did that? Why? Alicia Acevedo: I thought you were probably hungry so I cooked that.
''Alicia sits in front of me and smile. I blushed and eat.'' Anna Aurelia: Thank you... It was the first time that I eat this since many years ago.
''Alicia and I talk for many hours and I tell her what I lived.'' Alicia Acevedo: I’m sorry to hear that...
''Alicia came closer and did a hug.'' Alicia Acevedo: I won’t let you! I will stay at your side and protect you!
I blush.
After I think we held our hands while we walked together and nothing more. When I saw her, she was happy and me too, but I don't really show my feelings. The event with Edward still reminds me that it could happens with her. This is why I am a bit cold toward some people.
Today I met a member from OS&C. She was a girl we talked a bit, but she was a bit strange. She showed me she was alone in her ship and she only have robots in it. I know I don't write a lot anymore, because I have work to do and it takes time to do it. Lately, I felt a bit in depression. I hope it will pass.
Location: Omicron Delta
827/11/03 Today, I met again the strange girl from OS&C at Cortez, but this time, we visited new systems that I never saw. All of them were beautiful and strange like all the other Omicrons. Also today, I was finaly able to leave Curacao after two long months. Alicia and I are closer than never... Because of she, I feel better to. My depression is gone forever and I am ready to work again in my ship The New-Horizon. The systems were a bit slow, but working and the engine is stable. I can not wait any longer I need to see my friends.
Since my restriction to go in space, at Curacao, Alicia and I went to the beach to cure my depression. I was not totally confortable with her alone since our visite to the Red Velvet Club... But she was not like a pervert like the first time we met. I guess Steph and Cait talked to her how to act correctly I don't know. Besides that, She cooked, she made massages to me and she always took care of me. I think this is why I felt in love with her, my copilot. I just hope it will not end like Edward, who wanted to make me a Wild. After my rest at Omicron Delta, I will fight some nomads, because the Freeport is hostile to me. I think it was Zoners Gards or something... I think. Anyway, I feel better today so it will pass fast.
Alicia Acevedo: I no longer recognize Anna Aurelia. She has changed since a week... I said to her friend, from the police she was sick, but it was a lie and I am sorry for that. If someone see her, be very careful because she gets angry easily. You have been warned. She left the planet since a couple of hours and I don't even know where she could be. I ask you if you see her, contact me please. I am Alicia Acevedo.