Sonja smiled at her and Chuckles. "well I am not so Poor anymore. I sometimes I Think I Live a Farytail you know, I have a Princess and Friends. if it would Realy Like that then you would be the Good Faerie." Sonja Chuckles happy and Looks at Mary she is Realy a good Friend. no matter how Depressed Sonja is by her Past sometimes, when she is with Mary she is Always Happy. it's like Mary would use some Magic, by that Thought she had to Cuckle again. but she Continues her Meal and Drinks a Glas of Tea. "you know as I was With them I just wanted to Be Free of them No Mater how I Even wanted to end it Myself. but Now that I am Free I sometimes Miss a Purpose. I well I think I need to Find a Purpose now that I am Free, to Use my Past as an Excuse to Live in a Paradise Like this wouldn't be my Purpose. I know that Juliette would Finance me that Becouse she Loves me, but I dont want that I will Find my Place."
Mary chuckles at the first Sonja's response: <<Sure you're not poor anymore. You're very rich! Rich of friends, rich of love, rich of all what you need to live a happy life!>> then she re-put her hand at his place, resuming to eat the meal, finishing it. Meanwhile, the "Good Faerie" part giggled her: <<Aw, you're so sweet when you do these comparisons!>> and after the meal, she drank the glass of tea, feeling relaxed to taste the right drink at the right weather, almost going on that "meditation" state but this time that was a short time. Listening the last part of the discourse changed her mood, being serious, determined but keeping her smile: <<If you want, sweetie, I can find you a purpose of the life, like I found mine one. And I anticipate immediately that this won't get away Juliette from you; also, you will make her very happy.>>
Sonja looked at her and tilts her head she thinks about Marys offer for a while before she awnsers "you know I think a Purpose is something you need to Find Yourself but I thank you for your Offer" Sonja Finishes her Meal and Leans back in her Chair she is Relaxed and Smiles as she lets her Toes glide trough the warm Sand and Looks into the Sky where some White Clouds Glide on a Blue Sky "you know I Like my life now but I have will Learn and a lot of my past to process but I have all of you to help me and one day I will Leave my Past Behind and See my Purpose but we are here to be Happy" she Smiles at Mary and tries to hide the Thoughts on her Past behind her Smile
Mary was proud to hear a similar response, even if she hadn't the intention to control completely the destiny of Sonja: <<I didn't mean to find you a purpose, but helping you to do that.>>. After some moment where she just looked Sonja relaxed and happy, she answered less excited than before, with a mood a bit... "pessimist": <<I... I wanted to invite to join to our freelancers community. You've no affiliation, right? You have the requirements to be part of us. You will remain free as you love to be and so do I and you will be just funded and supported by people like you, like me, like us. We will also help you with anything you need for your travel of this wonderful universe that it's warming you with this sun and cooling you with this wind. You will fly with me, with "Wreckter", with many nice people that despite they have the "Mercenary" term, like me, even..., they can't wait to know a nice girl like you, sweetie.>>
"Sonja you mean Like a Family like you would be my Big Sister." Sonja thought about that she Liked Mary and to have more People that Like her would-be Great. Sonja Smiled at Mary as Bright as the Sun. "I would like that." she Giggles and Blushes then, "I think I would realy Like to have you as my Family. I always wanted to have a Family." she Looked as Happy as one could be, and Looked at Mary with Big Eyes like a Puppy.
Mary returned to smile, looking at Sonja directly to her eyes: <<You will have it, little sister, if this is one of your wishes. In a way, we're a family. A family that will grow, with relatives who will have their purpose, their goals, their relations within and without the organization and they can help each other too.>>
Sonja Looks at Mary and smiles, then she screams of Pure Happiness and Joy and Hugs Mary for a Long Time. "I always wished for a Family but I never thought I have that luck, and now I have you and Juliette." She Hugs Mary a bit Longer before she Lets her go."Sister, Big Sister" She tries that word as if it would be something she had not Fully understand now, but her heart almost Bursts with Joy she is so happy. "I like how that sounds." she thinks for a second then she risks it "so can I tell you something that is in my mind for a while." Sonja Bites her Lip and looks at her Sister.
Mary received that expectable but however surprising hug with a laugh of joy, hugging her back with all the strenght she had until Sonja finished it. At the last latter's answer, Mary seemed prepared for that, getting also ready for her answer:<<Yes, little sister? >>
Sonja hesitates a bit and gathers her Curage before she Blushes. "I....I want to Marry Juliette. she already has asked me if I want to Become her Princess and I want that." she Looks around and sighs. "she Helped me so much, and some would Think I am Just Thankful but I realy love her. she makes my Heart Race and I want to be with her Forever, but I am not Like her I am no one Important like her. but I am Happy and Brave with her. but I dont know if that is Enough." Sonja Blushes and Hides her Face in her Hands.
Mary listened the answer carefully silently leaving also a little pause after the Sonja's speech. Then, with a deep breath, she replied with a comfortable voice: <<If she loves you too as you told me, you don't need to worry. She will understand your fears and she will help you to delete them. When everything has executed for and with love, and I mean true love, nothing else is important like a minarchy rank or a prestige value earned with a marriage.>>. Then Mary got up from her chair and lowered at Sonja's height, taking her hands to see her hidden face. If there was some tears, Mary would have already dried them: <<Your talents are enough and maybe too much for her, Sonja. She also did the question before you. I think she's the one who is afraid to ask that to you because of her political position. And even to her I'll answer: "Who cares". Love is more important than everything else, it gives life, creates new universes, moves the space-time, it's everything.>>