The wake of the Delta Disaster left the entire region somewhat on its toes. It's times like these where I'm really glad that I'm not that often on Freeport 11 anymore. Bloody fights must've left something quite explosive floating around in space and I, given that I'm just that lucky, of course flew into it.
My Sweetheart was nearby, probably avoiding the entire commotion in Delta altogether. Who can really blame him? I mean, people are quite wary of Makos since they bombed the Freeport. Getting my ship to Omicron Lost kind of felt like being in a desert with the feet chopped off crawling towards the only glass of water in said desert and the only thing that could make the day worse would be accidently spilling said water.
Chivalrous as he is, he let me dock and his henchmen went and fixed whatever was broken. Whatever I'd been expecting when I entered the Apahanta, what I got wasn't exactly that, though not unwelcome either, not at all. He's quite the lovable character.
I hope I can keep him.
[03.05.2016 18:36:47] "Wiegenlied": Static. "Are you there?" The comm desyncs before the signal is found again. "What is going on here?"
[03.05.2016 18:38:55] Apahanta: [Static] Maren!
[03.05.2016 18:39:30] Apahanta: [Static] Maren, the Apahanta is in Omicron Lost, behind Moros.
[03.05.2016 18:40:19] "Wiegenlied": "I'll be-" An explosion is heard in the background. "What the!" The comm cuts out abruptly.
[03.05.2016 18:41:17] Apahanta: [Static] Maren? Maren!? Damn it... Nav, head for the Delta jump hole, godspeed!
[03.05.2016 18:43:24] Apahanta: [Static becomes weaker] Maren! Hear me, we're on our way!
[03.05.2016 18:44:11] "Wiegenlied": "I'm gone. My ship has taken damage." A small siren is heard.
[03.05.2016 18:44:58] Apahanta: What happened!? My god, your ship is about to break into pieces...
[03.05.2016 18:45:18] "Wiegenlied": "Bloody jumphole broke something. Need to put out that fire." She's on her feet, grabbing a package from the wall.
[03.05.2016 18:45:20] Apahanta: Dock or moor with us.
[03.05.2016 18:46:02] "Wiegenlied": She is outside your vision. "I'll try and restore the controls. Wait."
[03.05.2016 18:46:36] Shields Disabled
[03.05.2016 18:46:54] "Wiegenlied": "Alright, I diverted the shield energy. I'm pretty sure this won't hold."
[03.05.2016 18:47:29] "Wiegenlied": She reemerges in the cockpit, looking a bit smeared with oil. "Where's the docking port on your ship?"
[03.05.2016 18:48:00] Apahanta: Vertiga: There. You can't miss it now.
[03.05.2016 18:48:04] "Wiegenlied": She laughs nervously. "C- careful there. I don't have shields."
[03.05.2016 18:48:25] Apahanta: Vertiga: Are you hurt, Maren?
[03.05.2016 18:48:27] "Wiegenlied": She hits several keys. "I'll moor in five."
[03.05.2016 18:48:51] Apahanta: Vertiga: Medical and engineering team to the hangar!
[03.05.2016 18:49:01] "Wiegenlied": On the count of five, the Switchblade approaches the docking bay unsteadily and completes the sequence.
[03.05.2016 18:49:46] Apahanta: *Giving the first in charge a nod, Ezrael leaves the bridge and runs to the hangar bay.*
[03.05.2016 18:50:04] "Wiegenlied": As the ship is fastened, Maren exits the ship, being swarmed by medical personnel.
[03.05.2016 18:50:52] Apahanta: *It's just a small hangar. Just big enough for one ship of that kind. Amused how inaccurate Maren "parked" her ship, Ezrael
[03.05.2016 18:51:06] Apahanta: joined the medical team and Maren.*
[03.05.2016 18:51:23] Apahanta: Vertiga: So, now I know your boobs.
[03.05.2016 18:51:45] "Wiegenlied": "Ouch!" She whines as one of them removes a bandaid from her head. "Hardy har har, Ezrael."
[03.05.2016 18:51:47] Apahanta: Vertiga: Never saw you in person. Maren, are you alright?
[03.05.2016 18:52:34] "Wiegenlied": "I'm fine," she says through grit teeth as the doctor applies some paste to her head, telling her to man up.
[03.05.2016 18:53:15] Apahanta: Vertiga: What happened? I mean, why are you cruising around in a war zone?
[03.05.2016 18:53:25] "Wiegenlied": "I was on the Freeport during the entire thing. It started so suddenly. I was brushing my teeth as the first shots hit."
[03.05.2016 18:53:47] Apahanta: Vertiga: Well, looks like all your teeth are still there.
[03.05.2016 18:54:22] Apahanta: Vertiga: The Freeport... Core has finally shown it's real face.
[03.05.2016 18:54:36] "Wiegenlied": She rolls her eyes; the doctor applies another bandaid. "Yeah, I guess so. We were told not to leave the living quarters."
[03.05.2016 18:54:59] "Wiegenlied": "They diverted all power to structural integrity, hence they shut down life support in unnecessary areas."
[03.05.2016 18:55:13] "Wiegenlied": "Which included the hangars."
[03.05.2016 18:56:06] Apahanta: Vertiga: The Freeport isn't safe anymore, and you really, really shouldn't stay there.
[03.05.2016 18:56:07] "Wiegenlied": She nods to the doctor, who in turn nods to Ezrael, and then leaves the two. "What happened? We didn't hear anything."
[03.05.2016 18:56:33] Apahanta: Vertiga: Well, this whole thing began two days ago.
[03.05.2016 18:56:44] "Wiegenlied": In the background, the personnel is still trying to quench the fire on the Switchblade.
[03.05.2016 18:57:19] Apahanta: Vertiga: THE Core battlegroup was on a nomad material gathering mission, watching a Zoner Colony ship with some remains.
[03.05.2016 18:57:53] Apahanta: Vertiga: They demanded those remains, the Zoner refused and headed for the Freeport. When he was in radar range, Core shot it.
[03.05.2016 18:58:07] Apahanta: Vertiga: The Zoners saw it, without knowing the reason.
[03.05.2016 18:58:14] Apahanta: Vertiga: They engaged the Core then.
[03.05.2016 18:58:53] Apahanta: Vertiga: If that's not enough, Captain Jess began to shoot Zoners because they confiscated her cigarettes.
[03.05.2016 18:59:21] Apahanta: Vertiga: One violation after another, Nodtviet was informed about it and they launched a siege on the freeport.
[03.05.2016 18:59:23] "Wiegenlied": She raises to her feat. She's roughly 1.7 metres tall. "You're actually telling me that the Zoners are the aggressors here?"
[03.05.2016 19:00:08] Apahanta: Vertiga: Well, one Zoner Colony Ship was the aggressor. And the whole rest is just the Core.
[03.05.2016 19:00:36] Apahanta: Vertiga: They are about to annect the Freeport, shooting every Zoner and everyone supporting the Zoners.
[03.05.2016 19:00:52] Apahanta: Vertiga: That includes the supporting convoys from all over Sirius.
[03.05.2016 19:00:53] "Wiegenlied": Casting a glace at her ship, she asks: "Can we get somewhere more private?"
[03.05.2016 19:01:10] Apahanta: Vertiga: Hehe, finally you ask for it?
[03.05.2016 19:01:23] "Wiegenlied": Whispering, she continues: "You should probably speak quietly. You don't know whom of them you may trust."
[03.05.2016 19:01:31] Apahanta: Vertiga: Come, I'll show you my quarters.
[03.05.2016 19:02:00] Apahanta: Vertiga: Don't worry. I know who is loyal and who not. I tell you later.
[03.05.2016 19:02:22] "Wiegenlied": She nods, following Ezrael. "You're old enough to know what you're doing, I hope."
[03.05.2016 19:02:48] Apahanta: *Leaving the hangar, passing some corridors, Ezrael tells a bit more.*
[03.05.2016 19:03:19] Apahanta: Vertiga: In the last days, I interrogated every single crewman on this ship.
[03.05.2016 19:03:51] Apahanta: Vertiga: I know them all, and I know who shares my opinion. You know, this is just a Mercenary ship. Not everyone here is
[03.05.2016 19:03:53] "Wiegenlied": She looks up to Ezrael, listening attentively on her way.
[03.05.2016 19:04:23] Apahanta: Vertiga: a Core loyal member. It's about 50 from 200 people around here that have my trust.
[03.05.2016 19:04:59] Apahanta: Vertiga: Here. This is my room. Come in, Sweetheart.
[03.05.2016 19:05:36] Apahanta: *It's a totally spartanic decorated room. Looks like Ezrael isn't here very often.*
[03.05.2016 19:05:56] Apahanta: Vertiga: Impressive, huh?
[03.05.2016 19:05:56] "Wiegenlied": She hesitates on the threshold, eyebrow raised. "I somehow thought a Couracaoan would have more... stuff."
[03.05.2016 19:06:10] "Wiegenlied": She takes two tentative steps into the room, looking around.
[03.05.2016 19:06:21] Apahanta: Vertiga: You know, I have a Corvo. The good stuff is there.
[03.05.2016 19:06:47] Apahanta: Vertiga: This battleship get's shot too often. Would be too dangerous to put luxuaries around here.
[03.05.2016 19:07:19] Apahanta: *There's a basic bed, two chairs, a table, lot's of crates with food rations.*
[03.05.2016 19:07:59] "Wiegenlied": Nodding, she responds: "Close the door and sit with me. I feel somewhat dizzy." She lowers herself on a seat carefully.
[03.05.2016 19:08:00] Apahanta: *The windows show the Lost suns.
[03.05.2016 19:08:43] Apahanta: *Done as said. Closing the door and taking a seat, watching Maren with care.*
[03.05.2016 19:08:56] Apahanta: Vertiga: Didn't expect our first date this way.
[03.05.2016 19:09:15] Apahanta: Vertiga: Are you okay, Maren? I mean, really okay?
[03.05.2016 19:09:54] "Wiegenlied": She nods, leaning her head on a hand. "It's fine. I... flew into something when I exited the Freeport."
[03.05.2016 19:10:07] "Wiegenlied": "After I was finally permitted to leave it, that is."
[03.05.2016 19:10:51] Apahanta: Vertiga: Well, Core made the place a little debris field. I guess, if the battle is not at Yaren now, they will launch another
[03.05.2016 19:11:02] Apahanta: Vertiga: bombardement on the Freeport.
[03.05.2016 19:11:25] "Wiegenlied": "It's a wonder it has survived. It basically has no defenses."
[03.05.2016 19:11:39] Apahanta: Vertiga: Do you want some water? You look a bit thirsty.
[03.05.2016 19:11:57] "Wiegenlied": Nodding, she gives a small smile. "I'd like that, yeah."
[03.05.2016 19:12:02] Apahanta: Vertiga: Or something to eat? We have some Synth Gel here, somewhere. I guess.
[03.05.2016 19:12:27] "Wiegenlied": "No, I don't trust myself with food at the moment." She gives you a meaningful glance.
[03.05.2016 19:12:51] Apahanta: *Standing up, he goes to the crates and down on his knees, looking for the right crate.*
[03.05.2016 19:13:19] Apahanta: Vertiga: Hm, Water... water... if I where Water, where would I hide...
[03.05.2016 19:13:26] Apahanta: Vertiga: Ah, there it is.
[03.05.2016 19:13:33] Apahanta: Vertiga: Oh.
[03.05.2016 19:13:45] "Wiegenlied": She watches with an amused expression.
[03.05.2016 19:14:08] Apahanta: Vertiga: That's no water. That's lube. Now I know where I left it.
[03.05.2016 19:14:22] "Wiegenlied": "You did that on purpose."
[03.05.2016 19:14:34] Apahanta: Vertiga: Here's it. Water. En masse.
[03.05.2016 19:15:11] Apahanta: *With a bottle of water in each hand, he returns to Maren and gives her one.*
[03.05.2016 19:15:20] Apahanta: Vertiga: Hm, on purpose? What?
[03.05.2016 19:15:48] "Wiegenlied": She takes the bottle in hand, shaking her head. "I guess that was an inert mine, the thing I flew into."
[03.05.2016 19:16:00] "Wiegenlied": "Been fights around the Freeport for quite a while now."
[03.05.2016 19:16:32] Apahanta: Vertiga: I know. There's just nothing I can do right now. I tried to help the Zoners, but some of them decided to attack us.
[03.05.2016 19:16:41] Apahanta: Vertiga: I mean, when the nomads where around.
[03.05.2016 19:17:15] Apahanta: Vertiga: When Core was around, we entered cloak. My inferiors are really mad at me.
[03.05.2016 19:17:33] Apahanta: Vertiga: I told them "We better be here for the back-up."
[03.05.2016 19:18:17] Apahanta: Vertiga: But some of them reported me already to my superiors. I guess it won't take much longer.
[03.05.2016 19:18:38] "Wiegenlied": She takes a sip from the bottle after opening it. "Have the zoners tried to hurt you?" She looks at you evenly.
[03.05.2016 19:18:42] Apahanta: Vertiga: On the other hand, now that everyone in Sirius seems to hate the Core, even my superiors don't have time for the paper
[03.05.2016 19:19:32] Apahanta: Vertiga: They tried. Two of their Nephilims tried, even when the Zoner Commander told them to hold the fire.
[03.05.2016 19:19:50] Apahanta: Vertiga: Damaged, we returned to Alabama for repairs.
[03.05.2016 19:20:22] "Wiegenlied": Looking out the window. "Do you have names? Shipnames?"
[03.05.2016 19:20:57] Apahanta: Vertiga: The names... eh, it was the Deep_Space_Explorer and the ZonerGuard|Griffin.
[03.05.2016 19:21:37] Apahanta: Vertiga: We dropped the survivors from some Zoners ships near the NFZ and escaped.
[03.05.2016 19:22:07] "Wiegenlied": She closes her eyes. "Thank you." She leans back a bit. "I've felt the Sp- the Nomads quite frequently. How did that go?"
[03.05.2016 19:23:42] Apahanta: Vertiga: The nomads. Well, they must have felt all those transports.
[03.05.2016 19:24:18] Apahanta: Vertiga: They came with their infected friends. A whole battlegroup. That's when we joined the Zoners and the other defenders.
[03.05.2016 19:25:19] Apahanta: Vertiga: Sadly, even with our help, many Zoners died to the nomads. I guess you wanted to say "spirits", eh?
[03.05.2016 19:25:28] "Wiegenlied": She bites her lips. "I was locked in my room alone for days, only hearing their screams." She shudders.
[03.05.2016 19:26:21] Apahanta: Vertiga: Their screams. You mean, the nomads' screams?
[03.05.2016 19:27:04] "Wiegenlied": She waves her hand. "Not screams... their cries! They were clawing at the back of my mind!"
[03.05.2016 19:28:07] Apahanta: Vertiga: Did they call for you, or did you just hear them?
[03.05.2016 19:29:41] "Wiegenlied": "They know me. They can't tell us apart easily, though."
[03.05.2016 19:30:26] "Wiegenlied": She retrieves a small inhaler from her pocket. "The Cardamine is a portal of the mind."
[03.05.2016 19:31:00] Apahanta: Vertiga: But... I mean...
[03.05.2016 19:31:24] Apahanta: Vertiga: You don't feel like joining them or something, right?
[03.05.2016 19:31:34] Apahanta: Vertiga: That's my biggest fear, to be honest.
[03.05.2016 19:32:29] Apahanta: Vertiga: It's stupid...
[03.05.2016 19:32:43] Apahanta: Vertiga: This is the first time I meet you in person.
[03.05.2016 19:32:58] "Wiegenlied": She lies down the inhaler on the table in front of her. "I suppose I could tell you a story."
[03.05.2016 19:33:30] Apahanta: Vertiga: Tell it to me, then.
[03.05.2016 19:34:12] "Wiegenlied": Nodding, she takes another gulp from the bottle, maybe to stall, before beginning: "I've... been in that place."
[03.05.2016 19:34:49] "Wiegenlied": "Note the past tense, though. You know the name Noah Xonnel, right?"
[03.05.2016 19:35:05] Apahanta: Vertiga: Right. Paradox.
[03.05.2016 19:35:44] "Wiegenlied": She points at you in agreement. "Exactly." She hesitates. "What do you know where I came from?"
[03.05.2016 19:36:46] Apahanta: Vertiga: I see... I don't know, Maren. I know you have spent some time in Rheinland.
[03.05.2016 19:37:37] "Wiegenlied": She gives you an unreadable look before pulling out a small booklet, which she places on the table as well-
[03.05.2016 19:38:00] "Wiegenlied": It reads in bold letters: "Marinenachrichtendienst, Agent von Westefeld".
[03.05.2016 19:38:47] Apahanta: Vertiga: So, is that a folder about you or made by you?
[03.05.2016 19:39:05] Apahanta: *He takes the booklet and opens it*
[03.05.2016 19:39:27] "Wiegenlied": "These are my papers. I've been working for the MND." The booklet contains a lot of information about Maren.-
[03.05.2016 19:39:58] "Wiegenlied": Place of birth, parents, relatives, friends. It seems as if their entire lives is protocolled there, in small letters.
[03.05.2016 19:40:39] Apahanta: Vertiga: Looks like Rheinland is still even more paranoidic than Liberty...
[03.05.2016 19:41:03] Apahanta: Vertiga: But what is this about, Maren?
[03.05.2016 19:41:18] Apahanta: Vertiga: You still didn't answer my question.
[03.05.2016 19:41:24] "Wiegenlied": "One of the reasons I left." She hold out her hand, wanting back the booklet. "I worked for the MND on Nuremberg."
[03.05.2016 19:41:44] "Wiegenlied": She nods. "It will. Give me time, please. You'll understand."
[03.05.2016 19:41:58] Apahanta: *He gives her the booklet back, not sure what to think*
[03.05.2016 19:42:40] "Wiegenlied": She places it back on the table in front of her. "I won't bore you with my conception. Suffice it to say-
[03.05.2016 19:43:05] "Wiegenlied": that I was destined to become an Agent for the MND, but an accident that brought me these hands changed that."
[03.05.2016 19:43:45] "Wiegenlied": "Nuremberg is a violent, crime-laden place. I would've lost my job and become homeless, so I left."
[03.05.2016 19:44:20] "Wiegenlied": She taps the table, looking out the window. "With a stolen Wraith, I made to the Omicrons. That's where Leere found me."
[03.05.2016 19:45:10] Apahanta: Vertiga: Leere.
[03.05.2016 19:45:34] "Wiegenlied": "A Wild agent."
[03.05.2016 19:45:48] Apahanta: Vertiga: Maren!?
[03.05.2016 19:46:14] "Wiegenlied": She winces at the sudden loudness of Vertiga's voice.
[03.05.2016 19:47:15] "Wiegenlied": "He didn't do anything. I only later learned what he was."
[03.05.2016 19:47:57] "Wiegenlied": "He's working in the higher echelons of Cryer Pharmaceuticals. We spoke a bit and he told me where to look-
[03.05.2016 19:48:20] Apahanta: Vertiga: Is or was?
[03.05.2016 19:48:25] "Wiegenlied": for the Freeport in Omicron 74, where I could stay. Without him, I would've gotten lost in Minor."
[03.05.2016 19:48:59] "Wiegenlied": She scratches her nose. "I suppose he still is. Which would require him to have told the truth."
[03.05.2016 19:49:42] Apahanta: Vertiga: So, he helped you... and you are sure he didn't do anything to you?
[03.05.2016 19:49:47] "Wiegenlied": "I later learnt that it was him who made me aware that the MND wanted to fire me, preventing me from dying on the streets."
[03.05.2016 19:50:17] "Wiegenlied": "They are very proficient at data acquiring and intelligence."
[03.05.2016 19:50:43] "Wiegenlied": She nods, taking another gulp of water. "He's never touched me, though he had more than one opportunity to do so."
[03.05.2016 19:51:53] Apahanta: Vertiga: I hope so. Wouldn't be the first time a girl I want to date appears to have a little surprise in her body.
[03.05.2016 19:52:11] Apahanta: Vertiga: That was one crazy Jom Kippur.
[03.05.2016 19:52:57] Apahanta: Vertiga: Sorry, didn't want to interupt you.
[03.05.2016 19:53:07] Apahanta: Vertiga: Go on, Sweetheart.
[03.05.2016 19:53:54] "Wiegenlied": "After he told me that, he left. That is where I happened upon another pilot. That was Noah Xonnel."
[03.05.2016 19:54:34] "Wiegenlied": "We talked as well and parted ways soon afterwards. That day, I felt like I made two friends."
[03.05.2016 19:55:28] "Wiegenlied": "Days passed and I met Leere again. He showed me the Dyson Sphere. Noah showed up and things got out of hand."
[03.05.2016 19:56:53] "Wiegenlied": "He and his escort shot Leere and Erika Keller, a BDM agent who was tasked with returning me home."
[03.05.2016 19:57:13] "Wiegenlied": "She just showed up out of nowhere. It was creepy."
[03.05.2016 19:57:47] Apahanta: Vertiga: Returning you home... because of the Wraith you stole?
[03.05.2016 19:58:20] "Wiegenlied": She gives Vertiga a level look. "Stealing military assets is high treason and I can be shot on sight."
[03.05.2016 19:59:08] Apahanta: Vertiga: Didn't think Rheinland would follow you out in the omicrons... out to Omicron Major.
[03.05.2016 19:59:51] "Wiegenlied": She takes the booklet and waves it. "You saw the level of control they exercise."
[03.05.2016 20:00:26] Apahanta: *He nods silent.*
[03.05.2016 20:00:28] "Wiegenlied": "Anyways, after that, Noah and his escort, Inge, brought me back to Delta, where they then left me."
[03.05.2016 20:01:05] "Wiegenlied": "At this point, my docking rights on Atka had been revoked and I couldn't get Stabiline anymore. Hence Cardamine."
[03.05.2016 20:02:00] "Wiegenlied": She looks into the distance. "Is my own fault, though. Did some stupid stuff as a teen."
[03.05.2016 20:02:17] Apahanta: Vertiga: You seem to be okay with it.
[03.05.2016 20:02:34] "Wiegenlied": "I've always been excellent. My father was at work constantly and my mother... wanted me to be excellent."
[03.05.2016 20:03:39] "Wiegenlied": The topic seems to cause her quite the discomfort. "I've... not been outside much, since I was supposed to study."
[03.05.2016 20:03:47] "Wiegenlied": "No wonder I got in the wrong company."
[03.05.2016 20:04:11] Apahanta: Vertiga: I see. And yet you didn't answer my question.
[03.05.2016 20:04:20] Apahanta: Vertiga: You know, I trust you.
[03.05.2016 20:04:26] Apahanta: Vertiga: But I need to know.
[03.05.2016 20:04:42] "Wiegenlied": She shakes her head. "I've worked together with Leere on occasions."
[03.05.2016 20:04:53] "Wiegenlied": "Note the past tense, again."
[03.05.2016 20:05:28] Apahanta: *Silently he sighs in relief.*
[03.05.2016 20:05:56] "Wiegenlied": "You know, if I were infected, you'd be as well at this point."
[03.05.2016 20:06:10] Apahanta: Vertiga: Maybe.
[03.05.2016 20:06:41] Apahanta: Vertiga: Maybe you're just waiting for me to get in bed with you, and then infect me.
[03.05.2016 20:06:42] "Wiegenlied": "I stopped working with Leere after an incident in Munich, my home."
[03.05.2016 20:06:53] Apahanta: Vertiga: I mean, I would totally be okay with that way.
[03.05.2016 20:07:09] Apahanta: Vertiga: You mean, the dark matter clouds in munich?
[03.05.2016 20:07:13] Apahanta: Vertiga: You told me about it.
[03.05.2016 20:07:23] "Wiegenlied": She raises an eyebrow. "You can feel my back if you want. There's no freeloader there."
[03.05.2016 20:08:16] Apahanta: Vertiga: I will check your back later. I'm more interested in your eyes right now.
[03.05.2016 20:17:24] Apahanta: Vertiga: You're a bit sleepy, eh?
[03.05.2016 20:17:33] Apahanta: Vertiga: Tired of all this.
[03.05.2016 20:18:13] "Wiegenlied": "No," she empties the bottle. "Don't you want to know what I did for him?"
[03.05.2016 20:18:25] Apahanta: Vertiga: Tell me.
[03.05.2016 20:19:19] "Wiegenlied": "I returned things," she answered tonelessly. "Mostly bodies fallen agents. Once I returned a power cell."
[03.05.2016 20:20:04] Apahanta: Vertiga: You returned incubi? I mean... you didn't get close to those things, right?
[03.05.2016 20:20:24] "Wiegenlied": "They were still in their hosts body. So I literally transported corpses."
[03.05.2016 20:20:33] Apahanta: Vertiga: I mean, you already said you're not infected and such.
[03.05.2016 20:20:44] Apahanta: Vertiga: Corpses. Fair enough.
[03.05.2016 20:21:35] "Wiegenlied": "That last day, we passed a radioactive cloud in Munich and I made a joke that it'd destory his fertility."
[03.05.2016 20:22:03] "Wiegenlied": "That's where I learned what Cardamine did to one's reproductivity."
[03.05.2016 20:22:54] "Wiegenlied": She frowns. "It crushed me. I'd wanted a family... maybe correct what my parents did wrong with ours."
[03.05.2016 20:23:20] Apahanta: Vertiga: I see...
[03.05.2016 20:23:35] Apahanta: Vertiga: But, I mean, the Outcasts...
[03.05.2016 20:23:39] "Wiegenlied": "I started doing Liquid Cardamine afterwards. It didn't matter anyways and he gave it to me."
[03.05.2016 20:23:42] Apahanta: Vertiga: They do have kids, right?
[03.05.2016 20:24:28] "Wiegenlied": "Well, I had done some Liquid Cardamine before." She shakes her head. "They do, but it's hard."
[03.05.2016 20:24:59] Apahanta: *He smirked slightly*
[03.05.2016 20:25:11] Apahanta: Vertiga: But it's not impossible.
[03.05.2016 20:25:21] Apahanta: Vertiga: That's what matters.
[03.05.2016 20:26:11] "Wiegenlied": Her face looks pained. "It would be a borderline miracle if I could conceive..."
[03.05.2016 20:26:37] Apahanta: Vertiga: Well, Maren.
[03.05.2016 20:26:49] Apahanta: Vertiga: If things will work the way I planned.
[03.05.2016 20:27:22] Apahanta: Vertiga: You know. I wouldn't worry about this too much now.
[03.05.2016 20:27:54] Apahanta: Vertiga: If we die in the next days, we wasted our time with worrying. That's bad.
[03.05.2016 20:28:16] "Wiegenlied": "Right." She sighs. "You need to know one last thing, though."
[03.05.2016 20:30:01] "Wiegenlied": "I encountered Noah after I broke with Leere. Told him I had quit the Liquid Cardamine." She draws circles on the table.
[03.05.2016 20:30:37] "Wiegenlied": "There's a problem with excessive Cardamine use. We met in Koeln after he'd contacted me."
[03.05.2016 20:32:01] "Wiegenlied": "Noah and I had developed a history until this point. He wanted me to make a choice." She forms a fist with her hand.
[03.05.2016 20:32:58] "Wiegenlied": She looks up at Vertiga pleadingly, hurt in her eyes. "Cardamine, in a way, prepares the human body for Nomadic-
[03.05.2016 20:33:27] "Wiegenlied": possession. I've taken it for over a decade, and used Liquid Cardamine as well."
[03.05.2016 20:34:28] "Wiegenlied": She lowers her voice. "I'm dying, Ezrael. I don't know how long it will take, but my intake will eventually kill me."
[03.05.2016 20:35:58] Apahanta: *Shocked, his mouth opens a bit, he stared at her, confused and not being able to find the right words*
[03.05.2016 20:36:19] Apahanta: Vertiga: ... eventually...
[03.05.2016 20:37:00] Apahanta: Vertiga: ...Maren, maybe...
[03.05.2016 20:37:03] "Wiegenlied": "Eventually." She casts down her gaze. "Noah offered me to end it for me. To kill me before I either wasted away slowly-
[03.05.2016 20:37:10] "Wiegenlied": or became infected."
[03.05.2016 20:37:21] Apahanta: Vertiga: ...
[03.05.2016 20:38:33] "Wiegenlied": She slumps down in her seat, visibly drained. "That's all there is to it. That's me."
[03.05.2016 20:39:33] "Wiegenlied": "I told you because I trust you. The rest is up to you."
[03.05.2016 20:39:46] Apahanta: He stands up, going over to Maren and kneeing down to her, his face as near as it never was before.
[03.05.2016 20:40:09] Apahanta: Vertiga: Maren, tell me.
[03.05.2016 20:40:33] Apahanta: Vertiga: How often did you expect to die earlier?
[03.05.2016 20:41:16] Apahanta: Vertiga: Don't think about it. It doesn't matter. You're still alive.
[03.05.2016 20:41:28] Apahanta: Vertiga: And as long as I am here.
[03.05.2016 20:41:31] Apahanta: Vertiga: with you.
[03.05.2016 20:41:46] "Wiegenlied": A bit intimidated by the closeness, she responds: "I- I don't... It's- I'm afraid of dying, Ezrael."
[03.05.2016 20:41:49] Apahanta: Vertiga: I won't let you die that easily.
[03.05.2016 20:42:46] Apahanta: Vertiga: We will find a solution. Either that, or I'll just make sure your last days will be of happiness and enjoyment.
[03.05.2016 20:42:51] "Wiegenlied": "I'm afraid that, when the time comes, I will throw myself at them, because I can't bear dying."
[03.05.2016 20:43:26] Apahanta: Vertiga: Listen, Maren. In these times, it's a miracle that we've come so far.
[03.05.2016 20:43:47] Apahanta: Vertiga: How often was my ship about to break into pieces? Still survived.
[03.05.2016 20:44:10] Apahanta: Vertiga: Look at your ship right now.
[03.05.2016 20:44:25] Apahanta: Vertiga: Was about to break into pieces. And still, it didn't.
[03.05.2016 20:44:44] Apahanta: Vertiga: And now you're here, finally very close to me.
[03.05.2016 20:45:01] "Wiegenlied": "P- perhaps. Dumb luck." She fidgets with her hands.
[03.05.2016 20:45:08] Apahanta: Vertiga: I mean, this whole thing started with one silly joke, when you gave me a little nick name.
[03.05.2016 20:45:30] Apahanta: Vertiga: And now I know your story.
[03.05.2016 20:45:53] Apahanta: Vertiga: I will not allow you to die that easily.
[03.05.2016 20:46:01] "Wiegenlied": "Yes, Handsome."She gives a brittle smile, raising her hand somewhat, though hesitating before touching Vertiga's cheek.
[03.05.2016 20:46:32] Apahanta: Vertiga: And, well, I'm not a fan of kids, yet, but I see no reason why we shouldn't try it at least some times. Won't hurt.
[03.05.2016 20:47:37] Apahanta: Vertiga: When this all is over, we could be a family, living on Curacao.
[03.05.2016 20:47:44] "Wiegenlied": She closes her eyes. "It's- I- .... Thank you." She touches your cheek lightly, like a feather.
[03.05.2016 20:48:41] Apahanta: Vertiga: Maren, how about...
[03.05.2016 20:49:17] Apahanta: Vertiga: You know, I will probably have to return to Alabama. Can't be here all the time.
[03.05.2016 20:49:25] Apahanta: Vertiga: As much as I would.
[03.05.2016 20:49:46] Apahanta: Vertiga: But, you know, you can come with me, at least for this night.
[03.05.2016 20:50:04] "Wiegenlied": "I understand." A tear rolls down her cheek, followed by another.
[03.05.2016 20:50:23] Apahanta: Vertiga: Your ship is safe in our hangar, and you won't have to fear anything. Nobody will seach my ship for any guests.
[03.05.2016 20:50:46] Apahanta: Vertiga: It's not like a five star hotel room, but we can make it ourselves comfortable here.
[03.05.2016 20:50:53] "Wiegenlied": "I'm sorry... it's just..." She wipes them away. "It's just that I never expected something like that after... he said I shoul-
[03.05.2016 20:51:00] "Wiegenlied": kill myself."
[03.05.2016 20:51:36] Apahanta: Vertiga: Don't think about it.
[03.05.2016 20:51:46] Apahanta: Vertiga: Just don't.
[03.05.2016 20:51:56] Apahanta: Vertiga: You're one of the good girls.
[03.05.2016 20:52:07] Apahanta: Vertiga: Sirius needs you.
[03.05.2016 20:52:10] Apahanta: Vertiga: I need you.
[03.05.2016 20:52:22] "Wiegenlied": "I try." She attempts a grin, though it ends up looking forced.
[03.05.2016 20:52:46] Apahanta: Vertiga: And, you know, our kids will need a caring mother.
[03.05.2016 20:53:30] Apahanta: Vertiga: Eh, sounds a bit weird.
[03.05.2016 20:53:56] Apahanta: Vertiga: We know each other just for some weeks and I'm talking about having kids with you. Funny, eh?
[03.05.2016 20:53:57] "Wiegenlied": She averts her gaze, blushing. "Stop it, you! You'll end up making me weep with your sweet words."
[03.05.2016 20:54:24] Apahanta: Vertiga: I just want you to know, that there's so much still awaiting you.
[03.05.2016 20:54:58] Apahanta: Vertiga: And I want you to know that I not only care about your hot body, but also about everything that comes with it.
[03.05.2016 20:55:30] Apahanta: Vertiga: And I want you to know that you have a potentially boyfriend that owns a battleship, ready to kick as'ses.
[03.05.2016 20:55:48] Apahanta: Vertiga: Noony will even dare to harm you.
[03.05.2016 20:56:03] "Wiegenlied": "Thank you." She leans forward slightly and plants a demure and unskilled kiss on your cheek.
[03.05.2016 20:56:24] "Wiegenlied": "I think I gave you the wrong nickname. Sweetheart would be so much better." She blushes slightly.
[03.05.2016 20:57:04] Apahanta: *Smiling, he returns the favor on her lips, just for two seconds. Then he stands up*
[03.05.2016 20:57:25] Apahanta: Vertiga: Let's bring this ship back to Alabama.
[03.05.2016 20:57:49] Apahanta: Vertiga: Make yourself comfy here. I will return as soon as I can. Alright?
[03.05.2016 20:58:25] "Wiegenlied": "I will wait here," she says and looks out the window at the stars.