"Alright so i figured i should actually keep track of my escapades once again and i guess i'll start off with something i've...mostly kept to myself. I've quite possibly run into a relationship with an Ex Legion Pilot. His name is Aidan Reeves and honestly the subject of this entry is spot on for accuracy. I question my own doubt, sounds loopy but it's true - it's strange. My doubt about where i'm headed and the road i'm on leaves me questioning whether this can actually..you know..work. I suppose i have too little faith in myself to pull this thing together. He's probably wondering where i vanished off to also. Aidan practically lives on the Titania and it's surprising how well of a secret i've kept it. So far nobody knows bar a singular stranger and ourselves. "
"Gah. Hunt must be wondering where I've been disappearing to by now, i get he's kinda passive as far as attention goes but he can't have missed the fact my Carrier spent two weeks in Kusari for 'repairs'. Yeah right, repairs. More like really strange hotel room uh. Stuff. Things just kinda hit the road i guess, maybe i was too easy. Maybe i needed it? who the hell even knows at this point. I keep asking myself all these questions like i actually know the answers, hah. Yeah. Because i know stuff. Absolutely. All i want at the end of the day is to be happy finally, for once, I. -Me-. Happy. Yes, a far fetched light at the end of the tunnel type dream; but it's a dream i cling onto for dear life."
"Moving on, i ran into a stranger. Multiple in fact Yes, this is a vague statement but i actually went to the bother of keeping the conversation we had. I think her name was...uhh. Damn i can't remember. Brain is just mush these days, it's almost as if i've ended up with dementia early. Oh! her name was Maren. Now this is in itself is a mystery to me, we ended up having this long conversation about each-other. I feel kinda..bad to be honest. I sorta' rambled on about myself, i guess i just needed to vent myself from all this emotional crap i'm sitting on. Still it isn't fair to throw that onto somebody else, i really should apologise next time we meet. Or even If.
[17.07.2016 20:08:07] Harsh.Life: *Rolls eyes*
[17.07.2016 20:08:07] Greasy.Stanley: Haven't you listened on the news?
[17.07.2016 20:08:23] Greasy.Stanley: They've been telling us for years that they've gone bad since the Nomad war.
[17.07.2016 20:08:25] Harsh.Life: You should stop thinking about how things were back planetside, Stan.
[17.07.2016 20:08:33] Harsh.Life: Things have changed. Or at least are not as apparent.
[17.07.2016 20:08:51] Harsh.Life: Anyway, I will transfer you some money to get that transponder fixed.
[17.07.2016 20:08:55] Greasy.Stanley: Really now? Then why would they have two warships right above Curacao?!
[17.07.2016 20:09:12] Greasy.Stanley: Probably for vile and ill intentions.
[17.07.2016 20:09:16] Harsh.Life: Well, I mean, if I had a view like that, i'd also squat over that place.
[17.07.2016 20:10:59] Harsh.Life: Almost...
[17.07.2016 20:11:22] Harsh.Life: There we go.
[17.07.2016 20:11:24] Greasy.Stanley: Isn't a Katana a Kusarian sword? I've heard rumours it's also the name of the ship used by the "Blood Dragon" rebels in Kusari.
[17.07.2016 20:11:50] Harsh.Life: Being named after ancient tools of warfare? Kinda makes sense.
[17.07.2016 20:11:54] Greasy.Stanley: I guess he's mute.
[17.07.2016 20:11:57] Harsh.Life: Rumors are their tech is as outdated as it can be.
[17.07.2016 20:12:03] A/)-Katana: A: She. And no. I'm a silent observer.
[17.07.2016 20:12:10] Harsh.Life: Oh. Hello there.
[17.07.2016 20:12:12] Greasy.Stanley: Don't be a stranger! [17.07.2016 20:22:34] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Ah, greetings Auxesian.
[17.07.2016 20:22:48] 5th|John.Sader: hmmm...
[17.07.2016 20:22:51] A/)-Katana: A: Greetings, i suppose.
[17.07.2016 20:23:11] Temna.Roza: ?: "Vitayu, Auxesian."
[17.07.2016 20:23:52] 5th|John.Sader: Is something wrong with your communication system Temna?
[17.07.2016 20:24:28] Temna.Roza: ?: "I do not believe so, Officer." *takes a smoke* "Why do you ask? Do you perceive an issue?"
[17.07.2016 20:25:55] 5th|John.Sader: Your voice strange like if its.....you know..."not yours"...
[17.07.2016 20:26:08] 5th|John.Sader: Like if its modified.
[17.07.2016 20:26:19] 5th|John.Sader: I wonder why are you hiding your true identity
[17.07.2016 20:26:47] Temna.Roza: ?: "An intruiging sentiment, Officer. Please indulge me in allowing to check with our comms officer here on the bridge."
[17.07.2016 20:27:16] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: The fact that one doesn't use video coms is unsettling to you?
[17.07.2016 20:28:31] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I prefer not to do it as well. Saves me the effort of putting on clothes.
[17.07.2016 20:42:15] Temna.Roza: ?: "Vitayu, Auxesian Capitan."
[17.07.2016 20:42:28] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I still have no idea what that means.
[17.07.2016 20:42:40] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It is a greeting.
[17.07.2016 20:42:55] Temna.Roza: ?: *smiles slightly, taking a smoke* "Amystery forever unanswered."
[17.07.2016 20:43:34] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Evidently not one i know of. Forgive me.
[17.07.2016 20:44:16] Temna.Roza: ?: "All can be forgiven" *grins slightly* "How do the stars treat you, Capitan?"
[17.07.2016 20:44:58] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: The stars are kind. - I feel as though they watch and light my path through life. At least..that's how i see it.
[17.07.2016 20:45:23] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, you're one of the few that go along with her rhetoric. Or so it seems to me.
[17.07.2016 20:46:03] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I figured i'd answer anyway. As bizarre as my perspective is on things.
[17.07.2016 20:46:39] Temna.Roza: ?: "A rather poetic answer. Consider me impressed." *takes a long smoke*
[17.07.2016 20:47:48] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: May I inquire as to your name, captain?
[17.07.2016 20:48:35] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Amy. I suppose parting with my name won't do any harm.
[17.07.2016 20:48:54] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I like it. Short and sweet.
[17.07.2016 20:49:15] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I always found it rather..generic. To be honest..
[17.07.2016 20:49:41] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: The thing is that uniqueness isn't necessarily a good quality.
[17.07.2016 20:50:10] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Say, are you here on vacation? Curacao is supposed to be a resort, although it stresses me more than it helps me relax.
[17.07.2016 20:50:48] 5th|John.Sader: Well its kinda near to a warfront
[17.07.2016 20:51:15] Temna.Roza: ?: *puts her feet up, taking another smoke* "Some enjoy the thrill of it, I suppose."
[17.07.2016 20:51:17] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Vacation? i've not had the pleasure of having such. I reside mostly on the bridge of this ship. It's quiet up here.
[17.07.2016 20:51:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: As is Baden Baden, Mr. Sader. Yet the Hessians hardly dissuade people.
[17.07.2016 20:51:43] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She titters* Then I hope it's at least spacious a bridge, Amy.
[17.07.2016 20:52:31] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Glass ceiling. I savour the fact i can sit and gaze at the stars. Perhaps i'm obsessive that way
[17.07.2016 20:53:01] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: We're alike in the sense that we can take our homes through Sirius. Though I don't sleep on the bridge to look at stars.
[17.07.2016 20:53:43] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It is nice to see that not all Auxesians are as... mopey as others. A real pleasure.
[17.07.2016 20:53:52] Temna.Roza: ?: "It is a romantic sentiment however - perhaps one to adopt."
[17.07.2016 20:54:11] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'll consider it, ma'am.
[17.07.2016 20:54:15] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: To be fair. I'm usually quite antisocial myself.
[17.07.2016 20:54:43] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, that is what the other one said, too. Yet you manage to not be passive aggressive.
[17.07.2016 20:54:46] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It's an improvement.
[17.07.2016 20:56:01] Temna.Roza: ?: "My apologies to you both, but please may you indulge in excusing me?"
[17.07.2016 20:56:22] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Of course.
[17.07.2016 20:56:26] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Of course, ma'am. Be safe. Don't go alone out there lest you be hit on by random people.
[17.07.2016 20:56:53] Temna.Roza: ?: "May the stars keep you bo..." *chuckles* "A frightening concept."
[17.07.2016 20:57:16] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Not as frightening as you may think..
[17.07.2016 20:57:23] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: A wonderful woman, in a way. One that isn't as... loose. It's refreshing.
[17.07.2016 20:58:04] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: The world we live in has some wonderful people in it..that much is true.
[17.07.2016 20:58:30] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Do you have a wonderful person to call your own?
[17.07.2016 20:58:57] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I wish i could keep a straight face, so instead i'll just say 'Yes'.
[17.07.2016 20:59:28] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: That's wonderful. I'm glad for you both. It is always a blessing to hear such.
[17.07.2016 20:59:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: To be honest, i thought i would sooner descend into the seven circles of hell. But i guess i was wrong. -
[17.07.2016 20:59:54] A/)-CS-Titania.II: How about you?
[17.07.2016 21:00:58] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I have a boyfriend, yes. We've not been together for too long, but given where we tread, every month is an accomplishment.
[17.07.2016 21:01:13] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: In fact, he had some dealings with your employing organisation in the past.
[17.07.2016 21:01:41] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I get the feeling the dealing wasn't positive
[17.07.2016 21:02:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh, quite the opposite. It was more than fruitful for both sides.
[17.07.2016 21:02:11] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Do you know the name "Apahanta"?
[17.07.2016 21:02:20] Death: Collision was put out of action by a hostile vessel.
[17.07.2016 21:02:35] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: A Battleship if i recall.
[17.07.2016 21:02:57] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Correct. It has changed ownership due to the gracious help of your Battlegroup.
[17.07.2016 21:03:29] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I was aware of it's uh. Liberation, i suppose. But not that we had any part in it..i really don't get out much.
[17.07.2016 21:04:11] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: That hardly matters. Needless to say that neither he nor I bear much enmity towards Auxesia.
[17.07.2016 21:04:53] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: To be honest i'm questioning if my own relationship will survive the flak i'm liable to take from his background. *Sighing*
[17.07.2016 21:05:19] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Background? I'm not sure whether I can follow you, Amy.
[17.07.2016 21:06:06] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Welcome back, ma'am.
[17.07.2016 21:06:24] Temna.Roza: ?: "Dyakuyu, Mish Vertiga."
[17.07.2016 21:06:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It's complicated. Though if the stars are shining in my favour, it might not all go horribly wrong.
[17.07.2016 21:07:12] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Seems kinda silly huh. Hoping to some shiny orbs of light that everything turns out okay.
[17.07.2016 21:07:25] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'll certainly hope that it has a happy end.
[17.07.2016 21:07:57] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah. Positive thinking i suppose
[17.07.2016 21:08:21] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It certainly helped in my case.
[17.07.2016 21:09:03] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It might be weird to offer: But if you want someone to talk to, I'd offer myself. It's up to you.
[17.07.2016 21:09:35] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It is kind of weird, but my entire life is founded on the concept.
[17.07.2016 21:10:17] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I appreciate the offer though, hopefully i won't need to rely on others to listen to my problems
[17.07.2016 21:10:38] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Friendships have to start somewhere, I guess. Same applied for the dear lady below my ship.
[17.07.2016 21:11:10] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Actually. I think i've spoken to you more and in greater depth than i do with anybody within Auxesia.
[17.07.2016 21:11:33] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh? That is rather sad, and I haven't even told you my name yet.
[17.07.2016 21:11:34] Ganymade: Greetings Lancer
[17.07.2016 21:11:49] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Maren. My name is Maren. Nice to make your acquaintance, Amy.
[17.07.2016 21:12:06] Temna.Roza: ?: *smiles, leaning back as she listens.*
[17.07.2016 21:12:11] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: *She passively waves at the Zoner* Maren is a nice name. Nice to meet you too.
[17.07.2016 21:12:28] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Good day, Zoner.
[17.07.2016 21:12:43] Ganymade: *Waves Back admiring her beauty*
[17.07.2016 21:12:58] Temna.Roza: ?: *raises an eyebrow*
[17.07.2016 21:13:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Why thank you for thinking so, Amy. One tends to develop a certain distance to the own name, I guess.
[17.07.2016 21:14:10] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: My few friends call me 'Ames'. I figured it was less abrupt to my ears. Sounds rediculous, yes.
[17.07.2016 21:14:37] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She laughs slightly* It's adorable. You should wear it with pride.
[17.07.2016 21:15:07] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I'll take what i can get, i mean three letters? my old man never really told me why he decided to be so boring.
[17.07.2016 21:15:43] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Maybe they like to bellow a single syllable when their spawn has broken something.
[17.07.2016 21:16:26] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Hah. That's actually a good point, i broke a lot of stuff when i was younger..mainly bars..and windows..*Sighing*
[17.07.2016 21:17:06] Temna.Roza: ?: *listening, she begins to roll a new cigarette*
[17.07.2016 21:17:12] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, a rebel? I can relate.
[17.07.2016 21:18:06] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Though my outlet was more self-destructive.
[17.07.2016 21:18:09] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: *She laughed quietly* I was pretty crazy when i was younger..it's amazing the Navy actually took me on.
[17.07.2016 21:18:39] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: They're supposed to exorcise the youth's demons, aren't they? Make formidable people of them.
[17.07.2016 21:19:46] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: You'd be surprised, i became a deniable asset.
[17.07.2016 21:19:58] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: One day i slipped up and..well.
[17.07.2016 21:20:12] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Deniable? I'm afraid I don't quite follow.
[17.07.2016 21:20:46] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well. I was mainly ground operations, they basically sent solo operatives like me. Into a mess.
[17.07.2016 21:21:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh, so you were basically one of the tough people that could be entrusted with such matters? Impressive.
[17.07.2016 21:21:23] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Unfortunately for them, i kept coming back.
[17.07.2016 21:22:57] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: As I said: One of the tough ones. I can admire that, especially for a woman.
[17.07.2016 21:23:53] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah well, i suppose i set the bar for any woman who joined the military. You can be just as good if you try hard enough.
[17.07.2016 21:24:32] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'd rather not be put in a situation where I have to fight at all. I've had my share of that, and I'm glad to be where I am now.
[17.07.2016 21:25:49] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I actually miss it in a way. You got used to getting shot at eventually
[17.07.2016 21:26:10] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, yes. Frighteningly so.
[17.07.2016 21:26:47] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'd prefer not to shoot my fellow men and women, though. At least as far as it can be avoided.
[17.07.2016 21:27:01] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well i mean, at the time, it was me or them
[17.07.2016 21:27:28] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Of course. I'm not talking about combat situations, Amy. What you mean is something completely different.
[17.07.2016 21:28:39] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I suppose i'm slightly violent in the head, which is why i decide to avoid talking to people
[17.07.2016 21:28:55] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: People get the wrong idea sometimes
[17.07.2016 21:28:59] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Funny that you say that. I wouldn't have thought that.
[17.07.2016 21:29:33] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It doesn't show? it's kind of a fear of mine..i don't want people seeing the killing machine i once was.
[17.07.2016 21:30:05] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, I can relate. It's actually the reason I mentioned your good manners earlier.
[17.07.2016 21:30:44] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well i don't see the point in being aggressive to people constantly
[17.07.2016 21:31:14] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It's more like Noah takes a special interest in insulting me profusely.
[17.07.2016 21:31:23] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Noah...huh.
[17.07.2016 21:31:48] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Noah, Paradox, whatever he is called among your own.
[17.07.2016 21:32:05] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah. Not really sure what i think of that one
[17.07.2016 21:32:27] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Like i said before, i don't get out much. Sounds like it's just as well
[17.07.2016 21:32:29] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: If you want to have fun, ask him "Who is Maren?". Do tell me how it went.
[17.07.2016 21:33:38] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: To be honest if he's a mouthy fool. I'd take great pleasure in beating the living..-Sorry. Just talking is taken for granted
[17.07.2016 21:41:16] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: No, I'd rather you don't beat him, please. He doesn't deserve that.
[17.07.2016 21:41:33] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I guess..what exactly is his problem anyway?
[17.07.2016 21:41:36] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: What you can do is make fun of his attitude, since ridicule is one way of showing people their faults.
[17.07.2016 21:42:11] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm, I'm not too comfortable discussing this openly like this.
[17.07.2016 21:42:32] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: As I said: You can ask him. I'd actually be curious as to how he explains it to someone uninvolved.
[17.07.2016 21:42:48] LiBre|MPT-Lessius: Bonsoir.
[17.07.2016 21:42:49] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Greetings, pilots.
[17.07.2016 21:43:25] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Hey. Pilots. - But yes. I'll make sure and ask him, his attitude is unproffessional at the very least.
[17.07.2016 21:44:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: If possible, do tell me how it went. If you can still talk to me afterwards. *She winks*
[17.07.2016 21:44:59] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I don't see why i wouldn't talk to you afterwords, this is about you, after all. Besides i'm curious anyway..
[17.07.2016 21:45:21] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: We'll see.
[17.07.2016 21:46:41] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: If he even deigns an answer. If not, let me invite you to a dinner to talk about things. You could acquaint me to your -
[17.07.2016 21:46:54] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: fiance, Amy.
[17.07.2016 21:47:44] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Perhaps. He should be open to it, though we're keeping it kinda..off the table. At least from Auxesia.
[17.07.2016 21:48:06] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Not really encouraged, such relationships?
[17.07.2016 21:49:06] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It's not that, it's just me. I want them to see me as a cold emotionless person. - I don't want them knowing y'know.
[17.07.2016 21:49:09] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: My personal stuff..
[17.07.2016 21:49:38] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Yet you open up to me about this? I am flattered.
[17.07.2016 21:50:01] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I'll be straight with you, my mental state was destroyed when my previous relationship sort of..drifted apart.
[17.07.2016 21:50:40] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Understandable, depending on the level of involvement. My fiance is actually the first man I've ever been with.
[17.07.2016 21:51:08] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Greetings, captain.
[17.07.2016 21:52:10] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: *She sighs quietly* Well i'm twenty six. I didn't deal with the loss of my two kids too well. I suppose i blame him but..
[17.07.2016 21:52:27] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hey, at least you can get pregnant.
[17.07.2016 21:52:59] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Oh?
[17.07.2016 21:53:22] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Well, I can't. It's sorta self-inflicted, though.
[17.07.2016 21:53:31] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I'm uh..sorry to hear that..
[17.07.2016 21:54:11] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Once it's time, I guess one has to turn to technology to correct such shortcomings, if possible.
[17.07.2016 21:55:18] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well at least you can't miss something you never had i suppose. My two were uh.
[17.07.2016 21:55:27] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Right.
[17.07.2016 21:55:53] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: You know something. Pirates are heartless bastards. Forgive my wording.
[17.07.2016 21:56:24] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: There is no need to spare me from violent speech.
[17.07.2016 21:57:11] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I still beat myself up about it. My skills failed me that day. I suppose one can't always win..
[17.07.2016 21:57:41] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: No. That's true. I would offer you my condolences, but such things are worthless.
[17.07.2016 21:58:08] Death: Bec76 was put out of action by a hostile vessel.
[17.07.2016 21:58:16] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: You're probably looking at me like some sort of drama queen. But it does still hurt. The memories, hurt.
[17.07.2016 21:58:54] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Every person has things that move them deep within. It is human, nothing else.
[17.07.2016 21:59:26] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I guess you're right, it's kinda funny i'm rambling on about myself and my miserable history
[17.07.2016 21:59:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: And to someone i met not that long ago, just goes to show the world has kind people left in it
[17.07.2016 22:00:25] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I appreciate your trust, though.
[17.07.2016 22:00:44] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well i mean..it's not like it's information that could somehow compromise either of us
[17.07.2016 22:01:23] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Does it have to? I'd wager talking about this is more complicated than most other stuff, right?
[17.07.2016 22:01:53] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: *She smiled vaguely* Yeah..you're right actually
[17.07.2016 22:03:07] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'd not want you to tell me things that could compromise us. I prefer the peace I have here.
[17.07.2016 22:05:05] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'd also rather not be hunted by people because I know things I shouldn't. Goes for anyone, not just Auxesia.
[17.07.2016 22:05:27] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: To be honest, supposing we were talking about sensitive stuff
[17.07.2016 22:05:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: What gets discussed between us, remains so.
[17.07.2016 22:06:14] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It isn't any of Auxesia's business who or what i'm talking to people about
[17.07.2016 22:06:30] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She nods slightly* Supposing we were, yes, of course. And I'd agree with you there.
[17.07.2016 22:07:46] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: What they don't know won't hurt i suppose. Besides. They more than likely are sparing on giving me details anyway.
[17.07.2016 22:08:25] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: That would depend on your place in it, I'd hypothesize.
[17.07.2016 22:09:06] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well i mean i'm mid command i suppose Templar. *She shrugs* Rank means nothing to me.
[17.07.2016 22:09:51] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It is rather perfidious, I feel, to categorize people in such a manner. Then again, structure must be, in some way, at least.
[17.07.2016 22:10:36] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I think a ranking scheme causes competition and conflict
[17.07.2016 22:10:58] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Of course it does. It's supposed to separate people into groups.
[17.07.2016 22:11:15] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I don't tend to take any notice of what people say anyway, my decisions determine whether my crew goes home or not.
[17.07.2016 22:11:50] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: What those people at the top of the pyramid say are just blind compared to people who see the situation first hand.
[17.07.2016 22:12:29] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I'd agree with you there. I suppose it takes someone who has served in some armed forces to say such a thing.
[17.07.2016 22:12:38] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Or recognize it, even.
[17.07.2016 22:12:57] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I learned something a long time ago, following orders blindly ends in disaster.
[17.07.2016 22:12:59] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Good day, pilot.
[17.07.2016 22:13:04] Jack.Cleveland: Greetings.
[17.07.2016 22:13:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I do things my way, on my ship. I've not had a single fatality on this ship and i intend to keep it that way.
[17.07.2016 22:13:55] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: True, yet such thoughts are usually poison for what they need in s soldier.
[17.07.2016 22:15:12] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Between us i think the long term goal was lost a long time ago, but that's just what i think
[17.07.2016 22:15:47] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She tilts her head slightly* Of Auxesia? You mean combating the aliens and their supporters?
[17.07.2016 22:16:31] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah. What we're doing in this area of Sirius is beyond me
[17.07.2016 22:16:51] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I've not seen an alien in a long while.
[17.07.2016 22:17:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She shrugs* I guess there are some aliens around here as well. Yesterday, in fact.
[17.07.2016 22:17:17] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Let me guess. Division nine?
[17.07.2016 22:17:26] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Correct. And a morph.
[17.07.2016 22:17:43] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Huh. I saw the Morph first hand, it was sitting on the prow for a while
[17.07.2016 22:18:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: To be honest, I don't understand these little things.
[17.07.2016 22:18:18] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: That makes two of us. The little thing i saw was unarmed from what i could tell
[17.07.2016 22:19:07] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I once heard someone call them children. Perhaps that's true.
[17.07.2016 22:19:19] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Judging by how it was acting, it does seem to be the case
[17.07.2016 22:19:35] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Eh, still creepy and weird.
[17.07.2016 22:19:46] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Asking a lot of questions, i didn't give the order to blow it away because i was slightly fascinated by how it came to be
[17.07.2016 22:20:06] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It was sitting perhaps, ten or twenty meters from the bridge windows.
[17.07.2016 22:20:53] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She shivers* That's... unsettling. I'm not really a fan of such things anymore. I tend to run.
[17.07.2016 22:21:14] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I've already seen death once, i suppose i'm more resistant to such things
[17.07.2016 22:22:07] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Right, perhaps. I've never been particularly brave or anything.
[17.07.2016 22:22:48] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I came close enough to death that i could see my life flashing before my eyes and feel the life slowly draining from my body
[17.07.2016 22:23:24] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It's scary for the first few seconds i'll admit..but it's surprisingly tranquil
[17.07.2016 22:23:40] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Do you reckon you could've died in peace then?
[17.07.2016 22:24:15] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I'm not sure to be honest..i just heard someone calling my name
[17.07.2016 22:24:42] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Probably the one trying to revive you.
[17.07.2016 22:25:49] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: No..i can't really tell. It sounded like my daughter but when i came to, i was laying in a pool of blood. -
[17.07.2016 22:26:18] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I suppose i wasn't ready to exit this world just yet
[17.07.2016 22:26:41] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: A good thing, I would say.
[17.07.2016 22:27:47] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Can't say I've done a good job at keeping out of harm's way myself.
[17.07.2016 22:27:55] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Oh?
[17.07.2016 22:28:18] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Eh, Noah will tell you in vivid detail, I suppose. No need for spoilers.
[17.07.2016 22:28:31] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: If he tells me
[17.07.2016 22:28:39] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: If he tells you, yes.
[17.07.2016 22:29:07] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Since it's rather personal, I'd not like to do it without his consent.
[17.07.2016 22:29:21] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Huh. Consent?
[17.07.2016 22:29:29] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: That's surprisng..
[17.07.2016 22:29:55] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Well, it's nothing sexual, I think. Or is it? I don't rightly know.
[17.07.2016 22:30:27] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: He sometimes acts like an unwanted love interest.
[17.07.2016 22:30:54] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Sounds..complicated
[17.07.2016 22:31:03] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: And a little strange if i'm honest
[17.07.2016 22:31:29] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It really is.
[17.07.2016 22:32:05] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Strange one, he. Inge as well.
[17.07.2016 22:32:22] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Inge is a name that isn't familier to me
[17.07.2016 22:32:47] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She shakes her head* Was just someone that accompanied him back then. Before Auxesia.
[17.07.2016 22:33:58] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: You know, it sounds like an old friend of mine
[17.07.2016 22:34:05] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Just the scenario i mean
[17.07.2016 22:34:13] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Hmm? How so?
[17.07.2016 22:35:05] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Well someone i used to talk to had a similar situation
[17.07.2016 22:35:12] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: So she supposedly slept with both.
[17.07.2016 22:35:45] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She laughs out loud* Oh boy, that's rich. I don't know if I'd have that in me, though.
[17.07.2016 22:37:01] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: To be honest i did some pretty foolish things
[17.07.2016 22:37:16] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Does that include sleeping with both?
[17.07.2016 22:37:53] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: No i uh..did three. At the same time. Yes, you're disgusted by me now. Three Kusarians i ran into in a bar.
[17.07.2016 22:38:20] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: New Tokyo is an interesting place..Sake had me doing some really stupid things.
[17.07.2016 22:38:39] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Well, my fiance hails from Curacao. You can imagine how many women he had.
[17.07.2016 22:39:06] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Can't say I find the thought too appealing, but he is loyal to me, which I appreciate quite a lot.
[17.07.2016 22:39:42] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Mine is uh. Ex Legion.
[17.07.2016 22:40:02] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Oh, the Legion?
[17.07.2016 22:40:29] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Got a ship from these folks. Gotta love the Prosecutor, although I usually prefer this ship.
[17.07.2016 22:40:59] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: He's something else. Amazingly listens to me
[17.07.2016 22:41:24] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: One would assume that that's a prerequisite in a relationship.
[17.07.2016 22:41:37] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Though our relationship is rather..recent. I suppose. He came all the way up to New Tokyo to meet me one day.
[17.07.2016 22:42:52] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Well, as I said: Mine isn't really old either. Doesn't have to mean much.
[17.07.2016 22:43:20] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Though the gesture is really cute, him coming all the way to see you. Shows that he cares, if you ask me.
[17.07.2016 22:43:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah..he really does. I'm looking forward to when we meet again, he's away figuring out work stuff.
[17.07.2016 22:45:00] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Have you figured out how to welcome him? A small gesture, mabe?
[17.07.2016 22:45:26] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I don't really know..he bought me a gallon of ice cream from his travels the last time he was up
[17.07.2016 22:45:59] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Can you cook? It's always a cute idea to have a dinner with homemade food.
[17.07.2016 22:46:11] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I can but it's been a while..
[17.07.2016 22:46:23] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Might burn down the ship or something *She laughed quietly*
[17.07.2016 22:46:45] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She chuckles* Hopefully fried ship isn't the main course.
[17.07.2016 22:47:42] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah i'd kinda..be against..fried ship..
[17.07.2016 22:47:57] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Had the same problem, once. He was gone for a week, and I wanted to welcome him with something special.
[17.07.2016 22:48:34] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Thankfully, I had a good friend and we had some girl talk. Ended up, well, you know. I was the dessert, so to speak.
[17.07.2016 22:49:06] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah he can't keep his hands off me..but i feel very..treasured. Like i'm actually worth something.
[17.07.2016 22:50:44] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: It's a nice feeling, yeah.
[17.07.2016 22:51:21] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Pretty much the dessert every time we meet so i mean..*She shrugs*
[17.07.2016 22:51:30] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: I like it that way.
[17.07.2016 22:53:07] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: As it seems, you aren't as close as me and him. It's well this way, the dessert. Intimacy is a great thing.
[17.07.2016 22:53:52] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: The emotion is there, though, but this early it'll take a while to become something more prominant
[17.07.2016 22:54:53] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: I know what you mean. I knew he was the one for me when he saw me at my lowest and still accepted me.
[17.07.2016 22:55:22] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: That's...exactly how it is
[17.07.2016 22:55:29] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Absolutely spot on
[17.07.2016 22:56:08] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: *She taps her nose* Girl talk can help, you know.
[17.07.2016 22:58:04] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It does..it's weird..
[17.07.2016 22:58:25] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Well, as fun as it's been, I'm sorta tired.
[17.07.2016 22:58:41] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: Yeah i should probably go put fuel in this thing..
[17.07.2016 22:58:57] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Better than needing to be towed back into the drydock, I'd wager.
[17.07.2016 22:59:16] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Thank you for the chat, Amy.
[17.07.2016 22:59:21] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: It runs on H fuel. Not very efficient..but anyway. Yes. Thank you too.
[17.07.2016 22:59:39] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: We'll meet again, count on that.
[17.07.2016 22:59:43] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Good bye. I hope we'll run across each other again.
[17.07.2016 22:59:53] CV-Hoffnungsschimmer: Stay safe.
[17.07.2016 22:59:59] A/)-CS-Titania.II: A: You too.
"Now here comes the interesting part, there's supposedly something going on with Lennox - or at least a connection. That guy in Auxesia who defected or something from Order. I don't know too much about him and apparently there's some sort of on-going dispute between the two, for all i know the information i have could be false. To be frank, i'm kinda on edge with that guy around. I certainly don't like his rank considering his circumstance and i definitely don't like the rumors going about from where he came from. - The Order no less. I don't trust them at all. Let alone him. Not to mention, focusing yourself on tossing insults at people literally only renders you a god damned liability."
"That part seriously gets on my nerves. People get killed because of that and i'm getting sick of it, this isn't the Navy, we do things properly. I've not lost a single crew member on this ship and i'm not about to lose someone to stupid childish crap like that. - I'll be keeping a very close eye on that guy in addition to digging around for more detail. This ship doesn't exactly communicate with Hunt and Raven everyday so it's not like they'll notice passive digging. Besides, i'd like to know what exactly is going on. Gee. Hunt will get a shock supposing he finds out: me actually taking an interest to someone's drama?. This is certainly new, i'll admit. "
"Maren seemed nice, i suppose it was worth the cruise around, even worth seeing those two random Civilians babbling on about stuff. Made me laugh actually. I'd love being so simple and ignorant to the hell this world really is. Though as of my return from Kusari, the Titania has been prowling Coronado and Cortez, just keeping an eye on things before retreating back to the Barrier for concealment. I've been running solo scouting missions around the area, you certainly run into some amusing people - This much i've learned. No major signs of Nomadic activity though, what the hell are they planning i wonder...i suppose i'm excluding the Morph i ran into. Unarmed and asking lots of questions, i had pictures but it seems the data got corrupted. Damn this ship's power systems. Our main data server is having difficulties because the power keeps crapping out during a standard boot up sequence. Thus data loss. Was working on it most of yesterday and still no luck, this life is hard work and it's very toasty in here with the air conditioning offline. Everybody is suffering i suppose, not that me and Aidan mind the heat."
"Actually something just occurred to me. Supposing Hunt has been trying to reach me - or anybody for that matter. They'd need to hail the ship comm mast directly. I sort of...well. Shot my communicator..like..ten times. Stupid thing kept interrupting stuff. Oh well, who needs it right?"