07-19-2016, 10:28 AM
Delenda Est.
The first heart to catch fire is the first over the wall. The first over the wall is not the first to reach the wall, nor will it be the first to take the wall - but they will have fallen on the swords of the enemy before anyone else. The weight of their body will preoccupy them as the second weighs their blade in behind them. Then the third. Then the fourth. There will always be more swords for the war. More blades for the grind. The one who earns their laurels will not be the first, but the fiftieth. The five hundredth. The soul who formed the crush will be crowned a hero, but not the those who enabled it. They are the necessary martyrs.
There becomes a point wherein the believer can no longer survive by waiting for the grimdark anymore - where the neo-noir itself becomes too old. Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori in infinite renewal. The survivors win fame, the generals juntas, the dead, monuments - remembered only in aggregate, flesh and bone tripping over each other as the particle streams strip life from cold, old matter. Making the unremarkable out of miracles.
Carthage must be destroyed. Carthage must be destroyed. Carthage must be destroyed. There was no alternative, no slap of icewater to drag you soggy and screaming out of the nightmare. There was no reasoning with the gestalt horrors over the cusp of the horizon. There was no searching for a dignified appeal. The only solution is in the impetus of the present - to act, before the bookend of the apocalypse.
To charge into disunity. To upset the plans of the enemy with premature approach. To make the sub-optimum advance - that is the only ideal scenario.
To rush before oblivion, to be the silent corpse that enables the heroes. That, is where the valour lies.