01-11-2008, 02:54 AM
"Where is my Gun"?!
It was 11 O'clock in the morning, an ungodly hour, Ben thought, to be in this bar.
The Barman was wiping down the tables after the night before, he looked up unsurprised and said "You left it on the table when you stumbled out of here this morning, here it is". He handed over the chrome handled blaster. It was a heavy weapon, and not definitely not the standard sidearm handed out to Corsair pilots through the local equipment dealer. Ben holstered the weapon and sat down on a stool at the front of the bar, his regular seat lacking its usual shadow in the harsh daylight, and it was also it seemed, covered in still to be swept glass.
"what kind of Blaster is that?" the barman asked.
"Give me some water" Ben grunted, his head was pounding, his mouth felt like sandpaper. The Baijiu hangover was like no other hangover you could have, after 40 years of drinking it, it still could knock him out. He took the water from the barman and replied " it was my fathers" he said, downing the water in one gulp and gesturing for another. "I don't know where he got it, but after he married my mother he had it engraved". Taking the weapon out of its holster again he showed the barman the Kusari writing etched along the Hilt.
"interesting" the barman mused, "what's it say?"
"Roughly translated.. it means, Honour, loyalty and kinship". Downing the second water Ben holstered the weapon again. The events of the previous night were a blur to him, he was sure he was better off for that.
"You know you were drinking with Zavier Benitez last night'? said the barman, Ben blinked... was he? he didn't recall. But thinking on it, he vaguely recalled the bald man whose face twisted as he drank Baijiu. He also vaguely recalled the exchange between his drinking companion and the Brotherhood Corsairs that had not ended well.
"Oh yes... i recall" he said, "it ended abruptly".
"It sure did" the barman spoke, "there's a lot of bad blood going on there"
"damn brotherhoods playing the blame game" Ben shook his head. The barman leaned over the bar, evidently more interested in where the conversation was heading than completing his chores. "what you mean?" He asked. Ben groaned, the politics of the houses at once bored and angered him, and as he thought on it, the events of the previous night cleared up in his memory. "The Brotherhood is blaming the benitez for starting that little fruckus yesterday" He felt himself start to anger, something he had grown to feel often these days..
"Right, i got that, but what if they are to blame, what if they p***ed the Libertonians off too much and brought it down on us all?" Said the Barman.
" and what if they did?" Ben snapped, He upholstered his blaster again and slammed it down on the bar with a loud "CLANG". The barman jumped, "Geez Laowai be caref..." But Ben interrupted him. "You see those words" he said, pointing to the hilt of the gun, "Honour, Loyalty, Kinship, just what does that mean?!"
The barman looked at him blankly and Ben continued, "It means it doesn't matter who started that fight, it's irrelevant, the fight was started, and as Corsair, as Kin... we should be standing side by side, not bickering and pointing fingers like spoiled children..."
He ran his hands through his greying hair, his eyes hurt, and this water wasn't helping at all, only adding to his irritability. But taking stock, he took a deep breath and said quietly, "Perhaps i am too simple for their politics, perhaps... but i am a Corsair and i won't live that way, i won't lower myself"
The barman smiled, he was always slightly amused by Laowai's little rants, "what would you do then Ben Laowai hmmm? Go out there and fight everyone on your own?"
"no... not alone, and thats the point really isn't it?" He held up his blaster and looked at the words on the hilt. The weapon had always held a strong sentimental value for him, as a child, he remembered his Father teaching him how to fire it. Too big for his small hands his father had held it with him, helping him steady his aim. Ben had started to think out loud, "We're Corsairs, we rob, steal, smuggle and kill ourselves a living every day. Every thing we do, p***es someone off." He went on; "We've survived here for hundreds of years because all our enemies, our many many ever growing list of enemies, fear us, we're strong, and we've never been afraid to offend, kill... as Corsairs we TAKE what we want, damned if you want to give it or not, all this blame...."
He paused, "all this blame smacks of fear..."
The barman looked surprised, "Fear? of what, surely your not claiming Corsairs are afraid?"
Ben looked up, looking him in the eye, "aren't they?" He cracked his knuckles loudly "Once, we terrified the stars themselves into bending to our will, now... we play politics, we argue, about who is to blame for bringing the liberty dogs here, as if they are something that should be avoided, something that should be feared. When instead our only response, not as brotherhood or benitez, nor any other damned house, but as Corsairs, should be to butcher every single Libertonian that crosses our path"
The barman looked a little taken aback, "You really got smashed last night didnt you"... but Ben was focused now, thinking through the fog of the baijiu headache. "You have it too... the fear" he said
He aimed his blaster at the barman, who startled took a step back, Ben continued "yes, that should be our only response, no matter who is to blame, and why?" he asked.. but the barman stood frozen to the spot, "because we are Corsairs, and you made war on one of us, on one of our kin, and i don't care about the politics of it, because you made war on us, we will kill you"
Tilting his head to the side he smirked... "don't worry, the charge was dead on this thing"....
The barman's shoulders dropped, "you son of a bitch" he said, his relief being tangible, "You're mad you know that?"
Ben laughed, holstering the weapon finally, "no, im just hungover"
The barman gave a small chuckle, and handed Ben another glass of water. But he wasn't so sure, he had seen blood then in Laowai's eyes, and he knew for a fact that the blaster was charged... the green indicator light on the back had been clearly visible.
Ben stood up, "Right!" he exclaimed and made to leave..
"where you goin'?" the barman called out. Ben turned around and looked him squarely, "where do you think?" he smiled "I'm a Corsair, I'm going to Kill someone".
It was 11 O'clock in the morning, an ungodly hour, Ben thought, to be in this bar.
The Barman was wiping down the tables after the night before, he looked up unsurprised and said "You left it on the table when you stumbled out of here this morning, here it is". He handed over the chrome handled blaster. It was a heavy weapon, and not definitely not the standard sidearm handed out to Corsair pilots through the local equipment dealer. Ben holstered the weapon and sat down on a stool at the front of the bar, his regular seat lacking its usual shadow in the harsh daylight, and it was also it seemed, covered in still to be swept glass.
"what kind of Blaster is that?" the barman asked.
"Give me some water" Ben grunted, his head was pounding, his mouth felt like sandpaper. The Baijiu hangover was like no other hangover you could have, after 40 years of drinking it, it still could knock him out. He took the water from the barman and replied " it was my fathers" he said, downing the water in one gulp and gesturing for another. "I don't know where he got it, but after he married my mother he had it engraved". Taking the weapon out of its holster again he showed the barman the Kusari writing etched along the Hilt.
"interesting" the barman mused, "what's it say?"
"Roughly translated.. it means, Honour, loyalty and kinship". Downing the second water Ben holstered the weapon again. The events of the previous night were a blur to him, he was sure he was better off for that.
"You know you were drinking with Zavier Benitez last night'? said the barman, Ben blinked... was he? he didn't recall. But thinking on it, he vaguely recalled the bald man whose face twisted as he drank Baijiu. He also vaguely recalled the exchange between his drinking companion and the Brotherhood Corsairs that had not ended well.
"Oh yes... i recall" he said, "it ended abruptly".
"It sure did" the barman spoke, "there's a lot of bad blood going on there"
"damn brotherhoods playing the blame game" Ben shook his head. The barman leaned over the bar, evidently more interested in where the conversation was heading than completing his chores. "what you mean?" He asked. Ben groaned, the politics of the houses at once bored and angered him, and as he thought on it, the events of the previous night cleared up in his memory. "The Brotherhood is blaming the benitez for starting that little fruckus yesterday" He felt himself start to anger, something he had grown to feel often these days..
"Right, i got that, but what if they are to blame, what if they p***ed the Libertonians off too much and brought it down on us all?" Said the Barman.
" and what if they did?" Ben snapped, He upholstered his blaster again and slammed it down on the bar with a loud "CLANG". The barman jumped, "Geez Laowai be caref..." But Ben interrupted him. "You see those words" he said, pointing to the hilt of the gun, "Honour, Loyalty, Kinship, just what does that mean?!"
The barman looked at him blankly and Ben continued, "It means it doesn't matter who started that fight, it's irrelevant, the fight was started, and as Corsair, as Kin... we should be standing side by side, not bickering and pointing fingers like spoiled children..."
He ran his hands through his greying hair, his eyes hurt, and this water wasn't helping at all, only adding to his irritability. But taking stock, he took a deep breath and said quietly, "Perhaps i am too simple for their politics, perhaps... but i am a Corsair and i won't live that way, i won't lower myself"
The barman smiled, he was always slightly amused by Laowai's little rants, "what would you do then Ben Laowai hmmm? Go out there and fight everyone on your own?"
"no... not alone, and thats the point really isn't it?" He held up his blaster and looked at the words on the hilt. The weapon had always held a strong sentimental value for him, as a child, he remembered his Father teaching him how to fire it. Too big for his small hands his father had held it with him, helping him steady his aim. Ben had started to think out loud, "We're Corsairs, we rob, steal, smuggle and kill ourselves a living every day. Every thing we do, p***es someone off." He went on; "We've survived here for hundreds of years because all our enemies, our many many ever growing list of enemies, fear us, we're strong, and we've never been afraid to offend, kill... as Corsairs we TAKE what we want, damned if you want to give it or not, all this blame...."
He paused, "all this blame smacks of fear..."
The barman looked surprised, "Fear? of what, surely your not claiming Corsairs are afraid?"
Ben looked up, looking him in the eye, "aren't they?" He cracked his knuckles loudly "Once, we terrified the stars themselves into bending to our will, now... we play politics, we argue, about who is to blame for bringing the liberty dogs here, as if they are something that should be avoided, something that should be feared. When instead our only response, not as brotherhood or benitez, nor any other damned house, but as Corsairs, should be to butcher every single Libertonian that crosses our path"
The barman looked a little taken aback, "You really got smashed last night didnt you"... but Ben was focused now, thinking through the fog of the baijiu headache. "You have it too... the fear" he said
He aimed his blaster at the barman, who startled took a step back, Ben continued "yes, that should be our only response, no matter who is to blame, and why?" he asked.. but the barman stood frozen to the spot, "because we are Corsairs, and you made war on one of us, on one of our kin, and i don't care about the politics of it, because you made war on us, we will kill you"
Tilting his head to the side he smirked... "don't worry, the charge was dead on this thing"....
The barman's shoulders dropped, "you son of a bitch" he said, his relief being tangible, "You're mad you know that?"
Ben laughed, holstering the weapon finally, "no, im just hungover"
The barman gave a small chuckle, and handed Ben another glass of water. But he wasn't so sure, he had seen blood then in Laowai's eyes, and he knew for a fact that the blaster was charged... the green indicator light on the back had been clearly visible.
Ben stood up, "Right!" he exclaimed and made to leave..
"where you goin'?" the barman called out. Ben turned around and looked him squarely, "where do you think?" he smiled "I'm a Corsair, I'm going to Kill someone".