I need to make clear what has been rumor and.. supposed scandal as of late. Why the high mother has chosen to leave us.
In truth I am ashamed to say it was my mistake that she had to correct. because i am not.. or was not strong enough. And may never be.
Some time ago I realised a secret about the light... That while its function is to evolve into perfection there were still interfaces and systems left behind by the Masters to assist and more importantly control the light as they had been.
So.. in my.. curiosity.. to understand.. I used what parts of knowledge i knew to attempt to interface within the master node.
To tell you frankly that anyone can do so is incorrect. It takes a multi dimensional intellect to manage the interface. I have... but only a small hint of what that is.
The master node took.. everything it could.. tried to interface but could not. And quickly.. released me. I woke up int he company of a Dreamer. Named Maya.
M'aya is one who has been alive longer then all of us put together. i woke her and she was curious about me. She imparted simply that while the masternode was supposed to be disconnected it was important for.. healing and resetting the telepathic network. I had caused an error to start and this error would .... propigate if it was not fixed.
Because my mind was vary human.. Maya was unable to fix the error.. and the only other alternative was to reset the network..meaning we could lose some of the dreamers and souls who are currently outside the sector.
These far range k'hara are doing the scouting work for new jump holes and sectors.. to loose them would be to lose 4 years of work and give them no means to return home.
As well as other dreamers who are developing and growing.
In my ignorance I had possibly doomed the light to....start again. maya.. urged that forgiveness was not needed if we could fix the problem.
Returning to Malta i informed Satrina what had occurred and that she might not survive the process.
It did not dissuade her.. Sanctuary one delivered me and took her back to the home of light.
I have gotten confirmation From maya.. who is now safely asleep watching over all of us. Along with Satrina.
It seems that Satrina has ..assumed the role of harbinger.. who in turn has inhabited a new master form.. that will in time provide for our security and safety.
This.. change means that much of who satrina is is engauged in all the higher nodes... Anu, Mammetu, Inanna, ouroboros, and Saturnia.. they are all part of her.
but we should not forget we.. in our time with her.. are apart of it too. The nest.. while absent the high mother will still have her presence.
She will be our dreamer.. our guide. As nysk was before her.
Now I must be embarrased to say that we can still make mistakes. Even i make them.. and we can make giant mistakes.
If we don't have help we have to take the initiative.. express the wisdom to change the things we can.. get help. hope and act with all intent to be the light to be truth.
Even now i witness changes within the family of light.. mostly with communication. and some familiar feelings..