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NN LOG FOR: HANAMURA, NODOKA [0d1413d3-c14c-4075-a211-ccad80e150d2}
Log Number 018
Date/Time: March 3rd, 825AS | 9:40 Universal Time
Location: Orillion Ice Asteroid Field, Omicron Mu, Order Space
Subject: NONE
They came for me. I was reluctant to come home, but I decided to go home after Honya called to me.
I remembered who does love me.
I remembered why I was so driven before, why I was so adamant about things.. I remember hearing Alexei playing Foreigner on comms before I left. It was cheesy, yes, but.. It brought me to tears. It made me, just as cheesily enough, remember what love is. When I get home.. I'm going to hold Honya close and never let go. I want to show her how much I love her. If she wants to slap me, if she wants to yell at me, if she wants to tell me that if I do it again she'll leave, I don't care about having to be scolded. I deserve it for my selfishness.
That and.. Bride showed her serious side again. I can't believe it. Bride got me to come to my senses. I do have to thank her for that, however. Same with Birdie, Mark and Cassiopeia, with them coming to convince me to open up to the two of them again.
Now, I have to get back on course with my life. Sooner or later I'll start talking to Mei again, but.. a small part of me still wants to have something work out with her. Maybe once we get to know each other better. But that won't be for a long time - I want to take it slow. I've learned my lesson about letting my heart drive my decisions solely.