It is just insane, insanity reached out for me, my little Enma.
I'm still missing you and I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss against my lips and now all this time is passing by but I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you.
I hate you, I love you.
I hate that I love you.
Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you.
I hate you...
I love you..
I miss you when I can't sleep..
Do you miss me like I miss you? You do, don't you?
You're still in love with me but your "friends" don't know!
If you wanted me you would just say so and if I were you, I would never let me go.
I don't mean no harm.
I just miss you at my side.. the old Enma. The one I love.
How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me? Just don't kill me, Enma. I beg you. Don't... end my suffering but leave me alive.."
First of all, cut your lyrics, you know I don't like it. I don't know what are you talking about when saying 'old' and 'new' me, I was always the like this since we met. And I don't honestly care what do you mean right now. First of all, I'm killing you, you say? I thougt that it was your sister who actually stab you with the knife and you know that I was trying to prevent this. You are not making sense and despite your words about the love, you betrayed me and have put my reputation on fire.
Is this how you show me your so called love? I am not sure what did you think of, but you have put yourself in this position. Position in which I will have to end your life myself. I am not telling that I want to do, but currently there is no better option. If you wish to change it, then you have a chance, since my mercy did not expired yet. If you wish to talk, come to me openly and we then can talk. If not, piss off and stop wasting my time.
You fall for it that easily? I admit that I am not wishing to kill you too yet I see no way around it.
If you think your mercy could still save me, than you are foolish. Nothing can save me now anymore from the CID or the Maltese Council's revenge. You should be well aware what punishment awaits me if I ever dare to touch the surface of Ishmael again. I uncovered John's true self by the way. Be informed that your last agent inside my ranks is now a prisoner.
I love and hate you. I will end your life on my own or fail miserably. Even though I prefer things would have never changed. Call me confused, call me insane, you would be correct both times. I am not able to tell you what is true and what isn't at the moment.
I was poisoned. I can't find the antidote, Maria knew where it was but I couldn't get myself to unfreeze her corpse.
I might die soon anyways, can I atleast die trying to kill you? Or can I die in your arms, telling you that I was wrong and that I love you?
You believe only in what you want to believe, aren't you? If you will return and surrender on your own will, then I can guarantee that punishment won't be so harsh. We have managed to return when the Crimson Cross was in power, you honestly think that it will be worse?
We all will die, you aren't special here, on the side note, if you really want to die, that's your choice. I am not going to stop you, but I also can propose some alternative future.
You might be right. I could survive the punishment. Anyways, I will let John go. No sense behind holding him away from his kind. I realized atleast this.
Tell me more about this future you suggest for me but I hope you didn't forget that I am poisoned, I can feel it taking influence on me already. Hurry up.
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