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Venkman · (This post was last modified: 05-24-2015, 02:42 PM by Venkman.)

I am not going to lie, I am scared, scared so much for my life. I am not scared because of actual death, I am scared because I believe that my purpose on this world is yet to be revealed and death will deny me to find my purpose. In the last few months I've been depressed that much that I started forgetting things. If something important happens I could not be able to memorize it. From now on I will be writing things here, that is the only way for me to know what happened yesterday or the day before without forgetting.

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||- I used to be a brave warrior, a true Ghost of Razgriz, but certain events led me to my worst condition. -||

Apollo sat in his chair and placed his head on his fist while deeply thinking

Once he remembered something he started writing

||- Stefan... No fear can make me forget my friend, my brother. We used to fly together, fight together.... laugh together. He was a member of a High Command in 101st and then.... he simply disappeared. No note, no word not even the smallest thing that would let me know what happened to him, he simply vanished, like he was never alive. -||

Apollo slowly rotated his head left and right trying to remember more things of his past

||- Stefan was not the only one that... let's say vanished. There are few more, but it is hard... so hard for me to remember. It is like I am walking trough the mist with them, but their faces are rather blur. I know that there are more of them, but at this moment I cannot remember who exactly.
Everywhere I look, every person I interact with seem suspicious to me. -||

He searches his bag. Inside of his bag he found a small nothebook, Apollo opens it and started to crib everything that was in that notebook.

||- "I went to Liberty, the reason was a strange transmission that I received about #$#$$^" -||

He realizes that some of the pages are missing, Apollo ignores it and continues writing.

||- "With signori Goro Yoshida I went to Kepler where we spoke in private. He wanted me to contact 101st HC in his name about his encounter with someone. I immediately went to Alpha and contacted my HC. After some time I was given a task to inform signori Yoshida about HC's decision.
Goro contacted me from Okinawa system in Kusari, requesting a meeting in some red cloud.
We met, I informed him about HC's command, he seem'd disappointed. I had a conversation with Goro about ##%^$" -||

Apollo was holding a notebook in his left hand angrily.

||- I must had a really interesting talk with that Yoshida. Sadly I cannot remember a thing, not a single piece. I know I.... went to Texas and landed on that Junker base, Baeumont I think it's called. In that base's bar I heard a conversation between two Junkers talking about some guy named James, James Mckenna. They were talking about him like he was a god, saying that he helps people. I did not interrupt them, I just left. I had in my mind that Texas is a dangerous system for not only Outcasts but it's allies. I knew I had to find that guy James how I can. After a few moments of flying I found myself in a very very dangerous cloud with extraordinary radiation. As I was flying a Sabre I knew that exiting that cloud was the best thing to do. As I was exiting the cloud I ran into a Salvager flew by Junker Congress's pilot. The Congressman was quite surprised to see a 101st member so far from his home. I haven't had time for chatter so I asked him if he knows a Junker named James Mckenna. His response was positive. I politely requested his comm number so I could contact him via comm channel. It took some time for that Junker to find James's comm number and give it to me.
As I received the number I thanked the Junker for helping me and rapidly went to that Junker's base where I sent a private message to James Mckenna. -||

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Venkman · (This post was last modified: 05-24-2015, 02:43 PM by Venkman.)

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||- Earlier today I received a message from James Mckenna. In my message I introduced myself to him and explained why I am contacting him. In his message he stated that I can fully rely on him. I am quite pleased to see one Congressman being so friendly and supportive. Mckenna invited me in Puerto Rico, on La Fortaleza base which was few clicks far from the jump hole. When I finally arrived to Puerto Rico I met with James Mckenna. I explained how I heard about him and what I've heard about him. After a small chatter I explained to James why I am here. He was eager to help me, not that I know why, but I am happy to have such friend alongside me. I asked him about a Liner called "Pilgrim" and whether it's produced. He came up with an simple answer: '' There are no new Pilgrims Apollo, we just put 'em together, got it? " I smiled and nodded. He also sad that the only place Pilgrim is "pot together" was system called Inverness. I never heard of that system before and asked if he could lead me to that system. James just engaged cruise engines said: ''Yar, to the back door" . -||

Quote:Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Buongiorno signori Mckenna
.:j:.Copacabana: Bueno
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I've been waiting for you signori.
.:j:.Copacabana: And now were here.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: You said something about that ship I want, it's still produced?
.:j:.Copacabana: Put back together is more correct. The idea though is still sound.
.:j:.Copacabana: Inverness is home of the largest refurbishment effort for that ship last i checked.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I have never been there signori.
.:j:.Copacabana: As for the parts well that’s going to be produced here so once the ship has legs she can cruise here.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Sounds good signori.
.:j:.Copacabana: So I suppose you’ll want to see the yard. Inverness isnt a tourist paradise.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I do not ask for paradise signori Mckenna
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: The aesthetic is not important
.:j:.Copacabana: Yeah but ive spent lots of time on malta and im not even from there and i miss it.
.:j:.Copacabana: Welp lets get underway.. lemmie..check my manifest..here.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I miss it as well signori, but as I told you, trouble made me leave my homeland.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Signori Mckenna...
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Can you lead me to Inverness as you say?
.:j:.Copacabana: Hrmm need to pick up a load here. Un momento
.:j:.Copacabana: Yar
.:j:.Copacabana: to the back door.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: -Entering formation-
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: -Formation entered-
.:j:.Copacabana: So... Whos giving the 101st crap?
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Who is giving c...
.:j:.Copacabana: Trouble
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: A bunch of highly ranked members of 101st started missing.
.:j:.Copacabana: Thats been happening for years as i understand it.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: One of them signori Mortensen
.:j:.Copacabana: good ol stefan
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Si
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I miss him so much
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Signori Mortensen and I used to fly together for years
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I no longer feel safe in Alpha
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Nor it's surrounding systems
.:j:.Copacabana: Didnt contact the oracles? They were the last ones to see stefan i figured he retired.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I am afraid I did not.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Currently, the best way to stay safe would be...
.:j:.Copacabana: Well im a member of the flock.. not an oracle but ive done some writing for and i get the basic idea.
.:j:.Copacabana: Hiding in a.. rusty... old...
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: You did? That is.... one very useful info signori.
.:j:.Copacabana: members of the flock are everywhere. we respect the 101st.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I am glad to hear such talk signori.
.:j:.Copacabana: bumpy hole.. the shrine entrence is in this system
.:j:.Copacabana: THAT is one safe spot
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *Venkman started shaking*
.:j:.Copacabana: Ah.. s**t.. that wasent the jumphole.. Moment.. gotta send a droid to engineering
.:j:.Copacabana: Good as new my a*s.
.:j:.Copacabana: *talking off comm.. yelling about a warrenty..... jesus christ etc.. *
.:j:.Copacabana: There goes.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I feel a little...
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Dizzy
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Moment signori.
.:j:.Copacabana: Anywho stefan had alot of ideas about the universe. felt something calling him. I figured he went to go find it.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *shuts down his engines
.:j:.Copacabana: acknowledged
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Find... find who?
.:j:.Copacabana: NO polarize there WELD there.
.:j:.Copacabana: oh s**t sorry i shouted in the comm
.:j:.Copacabana: Uhh Thomas spoke to him the most. I usually worked with the post traumatic cases cause of my psychiactric skills.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *he turns off his comm*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *talks to himself*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I better hurry, yes yes... They're going to find me, and we don;t want that no no... we don't.
.:j:.Copacabana: When was the last time youve had a full flush of cardamine?
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *he realizes that the comm we're not off*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Yest....yesterday
.:j:.Copacabana: it was just a open question.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: My chest...
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *searches down the cargo hold*
.:j:.Copacabana: Hrm.. did you check it for mold? poisen?
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Can't hear you...
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: FOUND it!
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *takes a dose of Cardamine*
.:j:.Copacabana: Look at it. is it tempered?
.:j:.Copacabana: i got a hold of that moldy shit I thought i was santa clause.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: We can, continue our... trip.
.:j:.Copacabana: As long as your feeling ok.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I am much better now signori.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I am affraid that my Cardamine supplies are quite short
.:j:.Copacabana: Yeah. I think.. we need to sort you out,
.:j:.Copacabana: Mine low too i was headed out that way
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I feel a disturbance
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *looks at the purple cloud*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Have you ever been there?
.:j:.Copacabana: Ill let Thomas know. Oh yes. I wrote everything through there. and Thomas is there now.
.:j:.Copacabana: The whole point of the cult is to get the right cardamine to the right persons.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: The Cultists ?
.:j:.Copacabana: Yes oracles call us the flock. our duty is simple. to find our path. Sometimes its the oracles path sometimes not.
.:j:.Copacabana: Lemmie check my chart.
.:j:.Copacabana: This old thing wont make it. but you could

||- As we flew from Puerto Rico to Humbdolt system we arrived in Kansas. In the beginning I felt dizzy, but after my dose of Cardamine my body and my mind all pot together and I no longer felt dizziness. In the distance of Kansas system something caught my attention, it was one giant purple cloud. Signori Mckenna noticed that that cloud is in my eyes as well in my mind. He asked me if I wish to go there and visit that same cloud. I joyfully accepted his offer and together we went to that cloud. What I found there..... -||

Quote:Apollo.Venkman[101st]: That cloud over there looks so attractive.
.:j:.Copacabana: here let me just point you to he door. But you must listen before you got through it ok?
.:j:.Copacabana: dont want you to wander off
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I think I want.
.:j:.Copacabana: just come this way. and listen.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Ah we'll have time.
.:j:.Copacabana: i already pout the order in for the ship. and if you dont want it someone i know will.
.:j:.Copacabana: But wiehter you wait there or at the shrine wont matter.
.:j:.Copacabana: The trick is.. getting there and not being lost
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: The Shrine you say? Never saw it.
.:j:.Copacabana: Its an old telepathic relay
.:j:.Copacabana: oracles have stuidied it enough so that the spirits can recreate it.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Is it harmful?
.:j:.Copacabana: Some humans however.. have genetics from the old world thats sensative. because earth that was was near one.
.:j:.Copacabana: But to the present.. it doesent harm you its just calling you back to yourself
.:j:.Copacabana: In my case it helped me remember forgotten things.
.:j:.Copacabana: in your case I have no idea. but your head wont exsplode
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I had a vision once about someone leading me somewhere.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: It might be this, but how can I be sure?
.:j:.Copacabana: There is a gateway here.. kinda damaged but still marks the slipstream to the shrine. part of an old highway across the galxy
.:j:.Copacabana: This will put you in an area of intense radiation youll see a field and a world at the other end of the field..
.:j:.Copacabana: inside the field is the shrine.. kinda like a station made of flower petals
.:j:.Copacabana: keep your eyes open
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Will do signori.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Is that a ship there?
.:j:.Copacabana: oh yeah
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: It's Sabre
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: It's not damaged
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: But the crew seem to be missing.
.:j:.Copacabana: bad fuel system.
.:j:.Copacabana: My though was the guy though he detected a base.. but it isnt a base in here
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *in the distance he saw the unknown object*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: My god...

Quote:.:j:.Copacabana: THERE it is
.:j:.Copacabana: man i must be goin blind
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: It is heavily damaged
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Does it work?
.:j:.Copacabana: its older then the rocks and the cloud
.:j:.Copacabana: Yes matter is transitioning into it
.:j:.Copacabana: Big enough for class 6 vessles. thats fighters and small freighters
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Once I saw one.... similar to this one
.:j:.Copacabana: together ill bet
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I want to use it, but at the same time I am scared as a baby.
.:j:.Copacabana: Well id go with you if i could
.:j:.Copacabana: But if i can do it you can
.:j:.Copacabana: OH yes.. there is a slip stream out..
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: I'm gonna go for it signori.
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: Wish me luck

Quote:.:j:.Copacabana: in the field there is a broken tradelane of alien design.. it leads to the way out but you should see the shrine first
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *in the distance he detected a very strange object*
.:j:.Copacabana: *he figured hed see it about now*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *his eyes are wide opened*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *he is afraid to get closer*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *but the voice inside of his head is leading him towards the object*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *he slowly approaches the object*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *he started talking with himself while slowly approaching the object*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: "We want to know"
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: ''We seek knowledge"
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: But what if we get hurt?
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: "We won't""
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: How can you be so sure?
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: "We never failed you"
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: "Trust us"
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: *one the top of the object he spot a strange matter*
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: "We should enter her"
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: What?!
Apollo.Venkman[101st]: "Enter"

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Venkman · (This post was last modified: 05-24-2015, 02:43 PM by Venkman.)

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||- I visited the "Shrine", the whole place is simply amazing, I cannot even describe it. I found something there, something that will help me. I roamed around that system for hours, everything around me was either purple or pink, the light was fascinating. While I was rambling around the system in the distance I detected a strange objects. When I got closer to them it turned out that those were ancient trade lanes, sadly they were inactive. I was following the whole line of those trade lanes until I reached the end. At the end of the line there was a jump hole. I knew that, that jump hole would be the only way out of that system. I crossed my fingers and entered the jump hole. That one was pretty strange hole, I found myself in Pennsylvania system, strange. I know Pennsylvania very well, but never knew about that jump hole. I followed the instructions that signori Mckenna gave me and the coordinates as well. After some time of flying trough the Liberty space, I finally entered the Inverness system and docked on one Junker base.
I entered the bar, approached the bartender and asked him if he saw signori Mckenna near. The bartender's answer was negative. I decided to fly around the Inverness and look for signori Mckenna.
Unexpectedly in front of that Junker base I encountered an Oracle member. -||

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||- The conversation with the Oracle helped me understand certain things. As the Oracle one left, I received a transmission from Copacabana. -||

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Venkman · 05-24-2015, 05:21 PM,

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||- The thing inside of me is slowly growing, I can feel it. I am starting to gain weight, I also feel a lot stronger.
"The one" is providing me vision almost every nigh. Perhaps it's trying to communicate with me in a whole new level. A few days ago I had a vision, unlike any other.
I found myself in a large forest on a nice spring day. I wanted to find the way out of that forest so I followed a small path that led me to the unknown. The path seemed endless and the trees around me the same. It was like I was walking in circle yet going straight. I did not believe that I would meet anyone around that forest, but I did. While I was slowly walking, I felt someone poking me with it's finger on my right shoulder. I turned around and it was a women, dressed in a beautiful white dress and some few other details on it. She had a dark long hair and green eyes. She was the pretties women I have ever seen. She did not say anything at all, she gently grabbed my hand and started walking. I was confused, I did not know where she was going, but it was not important to me at that very moment. I could not get my eyes off her, hypnotized I was.
Then she stopped, I was wondering why she stopped and started looking around me. In front of us there was a mist, behind us there was a forest. The women then slightly moved her hand up in the air and then something beautiful happened. The mist disappeared and we found ourselves in a beautiful garden much like utopia. I then asked the women in white dress, what was her name. She did not say anything about related question just " Find me" . I then replied " How can I find you? " . "He will lead you" - she said. Before I could get any more information everything started to collapse and then.... I woke up.
I was confused once again. Who is she, why should I find her, would it help me? All I knew is that I needed a rest.
I tried to sleep and I was hoping that this time I won't have any visions that would make me more tired. I had one more vision, seconds after I closed my eyes, there was one pilot in front of me. I was invisible. The pilot was in Omicron Alpha, orbiting near planet Malta. I then realized that, that is "her". After that I could not remember anything else, but when I woke up I felt rested. I knew what I had to do, I had to go to Omicron Alpha, the same system I escaped due to my fear. I was short on Cardamine supplies and had to get some. I undocked from a Junker base and went to Omicron Alpha. As I was more close to Alpha, the fear became higher. I entered Alpha and immediately engaged cloaking device.
My vision was right, I found a person that I was looking for. Her name appeared to be.... Enma Loyola. -||

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||- I brought Enma to Inverness and did not know what to do next. She did not want to go back to Alpha soon so I... led her to Kansas.... -||

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||- Enma visited the Shrine and found something, I do not know what, but soon I will find out. For now, I will let her rest..... -||

*Apollo stood up form his chair and slowly walked to his mini-bar where he took his drink*

*Apollo sips his drink and continues writing*

||- As the thing growing inside of me, I become stronger and almost ready to leave this place.... almost. I would need materials for the liner and equipment. I should contact some people soon. -||

*Apollo leaves his desk and goes right into his bed*

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Venkman · (This post was last modified: 07-09-2015, 01:19 AM by Venkman.)

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||- This spaceport, this system became boring and a rather dull place. I often have the feeling that the time stopped, people around me stopped as well, and I was the only one "aware" and able to move. Maybe this feeling is my lack of "the purple" , the very substance I need in order to survive or be able to control my body. I tried contacting the Oracle, so far I got no response at all. Swamped they might be with problems far more important that helping one particular individual - me.
"The one" stopped providing me visions, I cannot remember the last time I had one *sighs* my memory is not serving me as it used to. For that I blame.... ah who am I kidding. What do I want.... what DO I want ? I am not quite sure, some kind of salvation? From whom? The unknown threat? I cannot even go back where I belong...
The fear of "someone" hunting me is always here, it is... unexplainable. -||

*His eyes became red, his heart started bumping rapidly*

||- The "enlightenment" is far, very far. It's path is dangerous, it's path is unpredictable. This spaceport, this system is nothing but a beginning of a journey, a very hard one.
My next step should be him.... I have to find him, at least try. This is going nowhere, I cannot just sit here expecting for someone to reply and somehow save me, I must do it myself. He must be somewhere close, I hope... I really do. -||

*He went to take his uniform from the wardrobe. The uniform seemed to be covered in some kind of dust. He blowed in order to take off the dust. His helmet was on his worktable he pot in after he got to his ship. Before entering the "Sabre" he took one last remaining dosage of cardamine, pot his helmet and launched his ship into orbit of Invergordon Space Port.*

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