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Damn. This is really hard to read. Shizune was a good friend of mine back in the day. I was planning on reaching out to some old friends at some point like Tomas, Scourgekins and a few others. He was one of them too.
(06-25-2024, 12:33 PM)Connor Wrote: Damn. This is really hard to read. Shizune was a good friend of mine back in the day. I was planning on reaching out to some old friends at some point like Tomas, Scourgekins and a few others. He was one of them too.
May his soul rest in peace.
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Memeing on snoopy aside; I heard about the Shiz news a few days ago. Real shame. Shiz made me laugh my ass off a good number of times. I didn't know him as well as I wanted to back before I up-sticks and quit this place and that's a real shame.
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It took me a while to get around to posting here. Not just RL, but also processing.
Shizune. I've known him since 2013. He was the one who got me to join the Order|. I've had excellent times with him, and slightly less excellent times... But we always got back onto the same page. Guess that's just what autistic twats like us do, heh.
Fuck, I'm going to miss him, no matter how much contact between him and I lessened over the years. He was an awesome guy. Someone who stood by you as a friend, no matter the shit you went through.
I could write paragraph upon paragraph about our experiences, but.. It hurt me to bits just to write this down.
Rest in peace and I salute you my friend.
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It has taken over two weeks to process Shizune's passing.
Getting the news from his Brother was a huge shock to me, one of my best friends for ten years just suddenly passing is something I never thought would happen.
I won't go into too much detail as my feelings at the time were a massive mess of emotions.
There is a hole in my soul that will take ages to recover, if it will ever heal at all.