Sorry for the Emo leaving thread... flame away if you must, see if I give a <violent swearword>...
Ahem, currently I'm not sure how much longer I will be around....
Firstly, I can't play freelancer because my ISP has capped me so bad I can only browse (barely) and Skype, occasionally I can use voice chat before it has a seizure.
I would call up and tell them not to be such Nazis, but it's in my parents name.
They think it's a good idea, me not playing freelancer, because then I can focus on 'Important' things, they don't realise exactly how important Discovery is to me, and each one of you. Yes, even the haters...
Now I fear I may not be able to play ever again...
Currently, I am also distracted by lots of 'real life' problems, things are becoming too much. Discovery is my escape from the world, the one place where I can be treated like a decent human being and spend time amongst those who really give a damn about me....
Unfortunately I had someone personally pick on me, someone who I don't know who they were. I won't mention who I used to be, in case the <violent swearword> decides to do a return sweep....
Anyways...I got sanctioned over and over for small misunderstandings, and generally had some bad moments, sometimes I wonder 'Is it all worth it?'
I worked so hard and had so much, but now I lost it all. 1000s of hours grinding traderoutes, avoiding pirates and sipping energy drinks. What do I have to show for it... Nothing now. And it's my own fault for trying so hard.
Oh and DXI-S)Cdr.Sorlyn, sorry bout the F1 in space, I was on a go-to to Naha and my parents burst in, one tried to wrestle my laptop from me, spamming loads of crap across private to Rocky. Whist the other went downstairs and unplugged the router....
I would give you some money for your trouble but it left me broke...
Discovery is home to many Lolwutters, Capwhores, PvP spammers, cheaters, n00bs, newbs, jerks and <violent swearword>. But most importantly, it has been home to some of the greatest people I have ever known.
Discovery is home to people of all ethnic, social and financial backgrounds. Divided we are gamers, united we make the Discovery Gaming Community. An icon, showing the world that Freelancer will never truly die...
Freelancer has been the best part of the last 6 years of my life, and I will always remember the friends I made and lost.
I hope that either my internet crap gets sorted or goodbye for good...
Thanks for everything guys...
And thanks to Igiss, the Discovery Mod Team and the Administrators for letting me stay for this short period in my life.
For now... just be glad this post has not a single uncensored swear word. I respect our language policy, But only in-game and on the forums....
My current ISP won't support Freelancer, they have noticed I play it alot and thing I'm abusing it because the pattern on my record. Really it's quite unfair... I hope it clears up, because my parents aren't going to do anything to help..
And most of you probably know me from my old name, but to be completely honest. I'm still terrified to do anything in my old name.
Now I guess I won't be playing at all, seems my internet is completely screwed and I'm having some real life troubles with girls, my job and my education, thanks to anyone who helped me.
I really appreciate everything.
