Hmm...you can't since I saw you yesterday with your Valor in Tau 44. I heard you was also carrying a CR ID. And thats against the rules. You got sanctioned.
Just to be sure...here you can find the rules and here the Tech Chart. And you really should learn the English language. To be honest I never saw you talking English before but....because I am also a german player...let me be so kind to help you with your problems of the language. At least you would then be able to understand what people are saying here and on the server.
You are welcome to 1st search the sanction section for whatever character name your talking about & go on from that point to discover what happened...but making some vague post about it like this, is like me walking up to you & saying "HEY!...who's that guy that won an award for playing a part in that movie he was in that came out last year? Could'ja remind me?"