If you were in Omicron Gamma today when I was running rampage. I apologize. I have recently had Family and personal problems and I did not mean to take it out on every one else I loged in today to do some good old pirating and just coped insults from traders. Than in gamma something just clicked inside me and I went nuts, Im sorry. Im sorry to the Angels for Pissing you all off, Im sorry to The BrotherHood, I let you all down. And to my dearest Friends, Please forgive me.
I may not come back to Discovery ever but maybe someday in the distant future when I get my life sorted out. I may lurk around the Forums Rarely to see whats happening but will not post anything. Im temperely disbanding the brotherhood but in the case I do not decide to come back I will post it in faction stats.
Please accepted my Apolgizes.
Tristan
P.S dont take it out on The BrotherHood just because I was flying tage as him.
Elder Alexander Cross Wrote:Darkness is a friend, an ally. Darkness allows us to understand others, to see what they value when they believe no one else is looking. It allows us to be honest with ourselves, to express those values that we would disavow in the light. The light blinds us. It is only in the dark that we see clearly, and there is a great dark hidden among these worlds
But, I am reminded of the night a certain guy flew his bank into the Liberty sun, deleted half his characters, and flew two more into the suns of California and Baffin.
It's called "catharsis". Or, if the Goddess is lookin', "Chapel Perilous".
You must walk through.
You will emerge.
Stronger, and with a new view of things.
Thus sayeth the Fool who flew into Baffin's cool orange sun.
It spit the Fool out as a sign of his own hubris.
It turned tears to laughter. Fancy that.
You will walk through, and that Fool will still be here to welcome you.
It happens man, to all of us. I think i had a little rant on the forums a while back, but hey, its just somthing that we all go through. If you want to take a break thats fine aswell, i'll still be here when you return.
I have times when i feel that my life is sh*t, but when you think about it, things could be a whole lot worse. In the case of me, if i hadnt gone to my English revision sessions, then i think the literature test would have screwed me over badly.
Mate, its ok if you leave for a while, I sympathise with your situation. Maybe when you come back we can do a bit of pirateing/ unrelenting killing of everyone we see? Or maybe play FPS' alot more so you can blow people up with a grenade and watch their bodies fly 20 feet into the air. I am sure its satisfying:).
Hey, Tris, I wasn't there, but I believe I know all the Angels and the community well enough to say that they'll forgive you really mean what you say here.
It takes real guts to say sorry or realize you've made a mistake.
To the one that's man enough to apologize without being asked! Cheers.
Tristan...what happened last night in Gamma, well, it happened, it's over with and it'll be all good. We all knew you weren't acting like yourself last night. I hope you can sort through your problems and come back to us when you feel better.
You said yourself that Disco was an outlet for you. Remember that and we'll be here waiting for your return.
:(Sad to see you go Tristan, Ive really gotten to know you on TS and in-game. Hope you come back soon and dont be gone to long. With all due respect. Ryan.
I know some of u dont want me to leave but it has to be done, what i did its well like a Sin that i can not wash away. I hert all my friends close to me. But good bye and fair well untill my return(thats if i ever do).
Hopefuly i will c u all around sometimes. maby in RL or maby on msn i dont know.
Fair well Discovery
Tristan
Edit: I will finnish the Discovery Promo Movie so i will be in game every now and than...
Elder Alexander Cross Wrote:Darkness is a friend, an ally. Darkness allows us to understand others, to see what they value when they believe no one else is looking. It allows us to be honest with ourselves, to express those values that we would disavow in the light. The light blinds us. It is only in the dark that we see clearly, and there is a great dark hidden among these worlds
When all's said and done, freelancer is still a game. The worst thing you can do is piss people off because you're no fun to play with. As long as you don't go haywire more often I'm pretty sure people will be able to forgive you for that... Most people have forgiven worse.
Tris, come on mate, think a little longer first please. We all know how much you enjoy Freelancer, and doing
this to yourself is not going to help.
Tell you what, just turn your skype on more occasionally, and if your connection permits ... Hah ... We'll just
have a chat. Catch ya soon ...
Hoodlum
Some say he is a proud member of: "The most paranoid group of people in the Community."