Angel of Despair

[Heraklion]

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 25.05.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]Has it been this long already? *sighs* time really flies... I don't have alot to talk about since i've spent most of the time at home... Well... One day Kiri-chan and Leo-san came home, his head was bandaged... He lost an eye *sighs* I have to admit at first I was scared... But I guess... *giggles* I made him an eyepatch, it actually looks really good on him. I was preforming a test flight when Steve showed up...

He said he's back to normal... mentally stable... but curing himself came with a price... He's sick, that's why I cam to me... Hai... when he needs me i'm suddenly good enough... He wanted Leo-sans navmaps of Gallia. Because that's the place where he can get the medicine... I was kind enough to allow him into our home, so he could talk it over with Leo... of course he refused... So Steve left again... If he wouldn't get the medicine in time he would... die... What was I supposed to do? I secretly sent him the navmaps and removed all evidence of the transmission... I can't have Leo-san find out...

Oh right! One more, very important thing! Leo asked me to marry him! *cheers*

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[Heraklion]

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 19.06.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]It felt so good to fly again! I've been sitting at home most of the time lately... But I just needed to fly so I went to Dublin to meet up with Kiri-chan. And hai... I got more then I wished for *giggles* it wasn't long before a Corsair gunboat showed up... it was rather entertaining to be honest. *giggles*

After 3 minutes of fighting that gunboat was practicly toast... then the Royal Soverign showed up and I guess the captain of gunboat decided to attempt a kamikaze... he went into a collision course with the Royal Soverign... Straight for the battleships bridge! I fired another SNAC at him that made the ship explode before it could collide.

After all of this I noticed Kiri-chan wasn't feeling very well so I brought her home and called a doctor... after he examined her, he wanted to talk Leo-san and me in private... *sighs* ... to tell us we need to be more responsible and forbid her to fly for a while... I really wanted to hit him... make him feel pain... *sighs* I still feel bad for what i've done next... I took Kiri-chans BPA badge and keycard of her ship... she begged me to give it back to her... she cried... I cried... *sighs* I guess I eventually managed to convince her that it is for her own good... because she stopped crying... I put her in bed and stayed until she fell asleep. I really hope she'll get better soon.

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[Heraklion]

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 25.06.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]What a day... around noon I discovered Kiri-chan was gone... and so was her ship... I went out to look for her and found Cly in Dublin. She knew she wasn't allowed to fly but still did, I was mad and dissappointed... But well... It's hard to stay made if she looks at you with those eyes... *sighs* We spent about an hour in the Jacuzzi, talking about girls stuff... I really enjoyed it. After that I promised her to go out flying with her, well we didn't get far *giggles* some trigger happy zoner invited me to a training...

PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: are you up fora training fight in all respect of the NFZ Miss Sakuragi ?
Shizuma.Sakuragi: I don't fight unless there is a price to be claimed.
PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: we can spice this fight a bit with a price
Shizuma.Sakuragi: *scratches head* name a price...
PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: what kind of amount is sounding correct to you ?
PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: :l I am affraid I don't have any material goods to offer
Shizuma.Sakuragi: hmm...
Shizuma.Sakuragi: let's say 1 million?
PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: I think I can afford that
Shizuma.Sakuragi: Kiri-chan will be giving the starting signal.
PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: greetings lady
Hidamari.Kiriko: hai... annnd go!



PC|ZLG-James.McArthur: congratulations
Hidamari.Kiriko: winner! okasama!
Shizuma.Sakuragi: you owe me 1 million. *grins*

Shortly after that Kiri-chan received a distress signal from the BAF in Dublin. Even though the doctor forbid her to fly, we had no other choice then to go there and assist them. As we arrived on sight we discovered quite a battlefield. We used a couple of wings against their gunboat and it was succesfully destroyed within minutes.

After that the fight got really nasty and it moved to the asteroid field near the Leeds jumphole. After a couple of minutes the first loss on our side became real.

Of course I didn't take that... *chuckles* and only a couple of minutes later I settled the score.

I don't know why... but after I destroyed that one, most of the remaining ships jumped me... isn't a Sioux like a leader or something like that? *sighs* i'll look that up when I have the time... Anyway, despites the resupplies from the BAF, my ship still got hammered pretty bad and when my left wing started to burn I decided to call it a day. Lucky for me we were that close to the jumphole to Leeds *chuckles*

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[Heraklion]

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 02,07.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]"So this is it... *sighs* I received a message from Steve... he recorded it right before he died... Sure we didn't see each other alot lately... not after he tried to kill me... but still *sighs* I never had the chance to tell him he's like a brother to me... the brother I never had... *sobs quietly* I guess it's even worse that I have no one to talk about it in here... Leo despites Steve... and I don't want to bother Kiri-chan with my grief... *clears throat* Leo-san proposed to me a couple of days ago... I said hai... I was filled with joy... but right now I don't know if I can do this... Do I even belong here? Am I destined to marry? To take care of Kiri? To have a child of my own? It all seemed so logical at first... but now... *sighs* hai... *she starts mumbling, more to herself then to the recorder* I don't belong here... I can't do this... it's all one big mistake... *sobs quietly* I need... I need to get out of here... *starts crying* gomenasai... Leo-san... Kiri-chan... i'll miss you..." A bunch of stumbling sounds are hears as she drops the voice recorder and runs away. About 2 more minutes only the singing of birds was recorded, then recording stopped.

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[Heraklion]

[font=agency fb]STARDATE: 14.08.010 - 818 A.S.

[color=#FF99FF]I can't believe it's been this long since my last entry *sighs* I'm happy... happy that I went back home... as much as Steve's death crushed me... I wouldn't be able to live without my family... Today I went into space for the first time in a long while and you'll never guess... Leo-san and I are now privateers of the crown... *giggles* Back in Dublin we encountered 2 pirates... unfortunatly they refused to live up to our demands and soon a fight started... as fast as it started, they got help from one of those Mollies... I managed to take out one of the pirates and the molly, my honey took care of the other one *giggles*

I was hoping to have a nice long rest after this one... i'm 3 months pregnant now and it's slowly starting to take it's toll on me. Fighting to much exhausts me... but resting wasn't an option *sighs* arriving at Leeds, the person known as Amelia Zoa appeared on the scanners and after having to listen to her mental patient babbling she and Leo-san got into a fight. She couldn't win... and magicaly a Kusari Battleship and Destroyer appeared... This was my first encounter against my former comrades in arms... and it... felt great! *laughs*

Aah well... *sighs* it was quite a fight and shortly after all hell unleashed we lost the HMS-Litany.Of.Firen but we didn't have time to mourn... in all confusion Amelia managed to get away and it took us a while to take out these 2 ships who were now close enough to planet Leeds to bombard it... but we managed...

They both went down and after the blinding flashes and deafening explosions cleared... all that was left was debris... Still no time to rest... one of the patrols tracked down Amelia, this time she got help from 2 Corsairs of the Benitez family... When we arrived the cretards were engaging Kiri-chan... I guess I lost it at that certain moment... I -had- to kill the person who caused all of this... *sighs* weapons engaged... full throttle... I approached her... the moment I fired my nova... I was so close... the light blinded me... I could feel the heat on my skin... All we can do is hope she is gone... once and for all...

After my ship had been exposed to the exceptional heat of the nova explosion, it's heat shields were damaged and the temperature inside my cockpit was slowly rising, I had to make my way back home... back to Gran Canaria to have the shields replaced. In Dublin I came across another Molly... we talked... he decided he wanted the Molly pilot I had chained up in my hold... I offered him an exchange... the pilot for a bottle of beer and a pack of smokes... it seems he rather blasted some holes in my ship... this job is so tiring... I didn't feel like finishing him off so I just wounded him badly enough so the patrols could finish the job.

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