To: Erich K. from Frankfurt

[Laura C.]

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Encryption: High
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Sent from: planet New Berlin
To: Erich K. from Frankfurt

*Weird view of camera pointed at part of bed and floor with shadow silhouette of person appears, shortly after familiar woman voice starts speaking with obvious signs of inebriation and without greeting, making impression it is some kind of conversation which is already in progress*

I really, really hope you are proud of yourself, Erich. You should be. Your absolutely unique ability to make me feel quilty for who I am and what I do almost every time we meet is unbelievable. I think we should stay with hugging and not speaking much in future. But now I decided to share with you what I feel like now...because I don´t think it´s fair I´m here feeling terrible alone because of you and you even don´t know it.

*sound of few gulps and some liquid moving in a bottle*

So, do you want to know how I feel now? I will tell you. I feel almost like it´s me who is responsible for Zwickau. That I was there, murdering innocent people. You are becoming to be very succesful in ruining my feeling that I´m doing something good. Despite I was in past risking my life fighting that creature Rorry alone just to save attacked trader...despite I arrested slaver who was doing his disgusting business and saved those people from their terrible future...despite protecting people from bloodthirsty Hessians and Corsairs, not speaking about that *static* Wilde agents...despite all of this, thanks to you, I feel I´m the one who is the bad person here because I serve devil himself, right?

*another sound of few gulps and some liquid moving in a bottle*

You know what I hate on you also? Why you can´t be some brainwashed stupid Hessian with his stupid propaganda? Nein, nein, nein, you must say things from which most of them are so true that I can´t in any way deny or contest because they are so *static* true.

*silence appears for few moments*

Maybe you think your life is hard out there...maybe it really is...but if you think we live here our magnificent lifes then I can tell some of us not. It is not that easy and nice that you probably think. I´m trying to make good things and avoid the bad ones. Protect good people and punish the bad ones. Unlike you, I have to make compromises to be able to continue and still not lose my soul by helping that so called devil. And you are seriously giving me hard times in this. Despite you are not responsbile for those ordinary traders who feeds their families. Will you protect them instead of me if I will stop serving that devil as you accuse me?

*silence only with breath which sounds as from crying person can be heard and voice changes to more silent*

I don´t know if I can continue like this. How I became the bad one here? *static*! Why are you doing this to me? How did I deserve it? I even tried to help you but now blame for wrongdoings in Rheinland is on my shoulders? That is not fair. What you actually want me to do, Erich, hm? That instead of pirates, smugglers, slavers or Wilde ships I should start shooting soldiers and other polize officers? Is this really what right? I thought I know what is right and how to do it, but because of you, I´m losing that feeling. Danke for that. Allying Libertonians againt Rheinlanders in our home, and Hessians of course, just to get revenge on military is right...and protecting and helping people while wearing polizei uniform is wrong?

*another sound of few gulps and some liquid moving in a bottle*

Earlier today, as you said yourself, you came to send message, to avenge Zwickau. I hope you are satisfied with the result...

*after few moments of silence message ends*

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On a ragebreak. Or ragequit. Time will tell.