If I wanted to freak out, I'd look for posts like this:
"The only sound is a choking in his throat as he continues to vomit while unconscious. Then comes a sound like a bed sheet being torn in half, which is the sound of his bowels opening at the sphincter and venting blood. The blood is mixed with his intestinal lining. He has sloughed off his gut. The lining of his intestines have come off and are being expelled along with huge amounts of blood"
...wait. hang on.
::goes to re-bone up on the difference between sadism & masochism::