A dissimilar Journal

[SeaFalcon]

Entry: . 003

Date: 03 06 823

User: .. Inge Wexler
Pass: .. ******

Subject: My curiosity

There have been some interesting developments or observations. One being this Aria girl who got involved with Auxesia out of nowhere. She seems to be suffering from amnesia and can be quite emotional because of that as she can’t remember much about herself. She too seems to be unpredictable as me and Raven had to chase her down across Liberty to make sure she wouldn’t do anything stupid. She claimed she was hunting bad guys. Luckily everything worked out and no one got hurt besides a few Rogues that lived on a destroyer.

What I find curious about this girl is that Raven and Hunt call her their friend and that she appears to be fond of them as well. However no one seems to be very willing to tell me where she came from and how she ended up being their friend. Aria herself told me that Glass, one of the main doctors within Auxesia, had told her that she had an accident a stray shot had her injured. Maybe I should talk to Glass about it? Although I can imagine what he’ll tell me. At least Aria and I managed to talk a little more, be it at the cost of me breaking my cover as Miri to her but since she seems to be in the trust circles of Hunt and Raven, I figured it would be alright.

On another note, I think Raven managed to get pregnant again. The signs of it are there at least, she seems to be exhausted, more than I think she used to be. At Hunt’s birthday party she ran off to the bathrooms as well in the middle of everything, I wonder if it could’ve been her nausea. The main reason I’m thinking all of this though is because I saw her belly being a little more rounded than it used to be. I guess I could talk to her, nothing wrong with showing bit of curiosity about that right? I mean, I still feel for her about what happened the first time she was preggy. Who knocked her up shouldn’t be hard to guess either. I just wish there was room for all of this in my life as well but maybe in a few years?

Speaking about my own life, it’s a lot quieter now without Aiden. No more texting and running around to try and meet between my patrols and escorts. I’d be lying if it wasn’t fun to hang out with him and I do really miss him but it’s all for the better. My work is dangerous and shouldn’t really involve any relationships, not at this point anyway. I feel like I can take more risks out there now, not need to really worry about people being heartbroken if somewhere were to happen to me. I somewhere doubt that Hunt and Raven would even shed a tear about it, I don't even know why I am thinking this.