I vomited.

[HuggieSunrise]

@"Sombra Hookier"

Would you take it all on if you think you could do it? I did for a long time It turned out pretty sucky. ...thats the jist i think im crying about. I plainly worked too damned hard and foxglove makes better informative posts about the nomad lore so far that i mean.. lol it just works.

i just dont think we should keep going the keeper route thats why i kinda dont like the write up myself but i guess folks like it. so that's that.

I dont know if id call it 100% butthurt I will not deny i had a sleepless night. i wandered inc ircles int he vid but one thing was for certain i needed to let it out. got too angry.

in one of the many conversations today i had someone said at least i dont have to do it all. .... I have to admit this felt pretty good.

never liked the faction system for the noms. and recently no ell not recently.. during the phase of ish'tars rp there was the rumor that the new big ship was going to be srp only. this would affect the autonomy of my faction and my ability to decide who deserves what.

n thusly affects the vagrants too. but it was a rumor a flake of what could be. this shows the admins DO care somewhat about who gets what they DO want to have control over the nomad side. Yet they play uninterested or uncaring.

I wrote the long stupid letter so theyd decide either way. either get involved and make what they want known or get the hell out of our business.

making you guys offical when I still heard the srping of the new marduk is still ont he table persay.. I guess I just want answers and i really dont care what they are but i would appreciate them. and since it now concerns you guys maybe theyll comment . who knows.