Cmd. Williams personal logs.

[Angela Williams]

Entry 5 Date: 12.06.826 A.S. Time: 2130 hours S.S.T. -A spark of hope. I am feeling so happy right now, I talked to Anderson. The idea of consolation worked, I didn't even require any pills anymore. I just made up my courage and went to Anderson as if shot out of a rifle. I talked with him yesterday, what a lovely conversation!. I went to his quarters, which seemed to have almost no sleeping room, since it was a dull office. Vance is a old-fashioned man, his office resembled that. It had wooden furniture, which I don't remember that it was brought to my notice, strangely. Or maybe I simply forget easily?...No I am not getting into this again. I just laid down on the couch that sat opposite to his desk, I felt like at a psychiatrist, it felt strange yet in the same time good. We talked about our past lives, what do we like, and other things a psychiatrist would ask in general, to get to know the situation better. Even stranger, he actually told me before his service in the LSF he was a psychiatrist like any other, not some sort of special one. Eh? How is that? The talk was very pleasant, encouraged me and, well, I think he even tried to indoctrinate me, with the usual propaganda a army would use. I knew it the moment he started it, but I let it go since I already was but I think I was one of those 'open-minded' ones, but let's be fair after all, my morale is better right now. As usual, if the captain's morale is high, so is the crew's. At least that's how it usually is, isn't it? I admire the way he keeps his calm, inspecting firmly the ship as usual, thinking rational, which is pretty much the opposite of me. I am a twisted person, usually undecided, agitated, with little breaks. Well, at least now I feel better, better get on the bridge for now and be on the lookout, eh? A captain's duties. Despite my usual attitude, I am rather calm and happy now. The last thing I want to add here is the fact that the crew was rather indifferent about going or not going on a little 'field trip', but more inclined towards a positive attitude about it, so for now, I will end this entry here, hopefully the next entry will exist too. Williams out.

Entry 6 Date: 13.06.826 A.S. Time: 1500 hours S.S.T. -Preparations to be done. This is great. We received news that we've been given green light to move on in the Taus, good and bad. More good, bad thing is that we must outfit ourselves properly before our little trip. So, it is time we take the pride of Kepler to Washington, for the best. I guess that's all for now, just need to move onto Washington for a brief period of time. 'Til next time, Vance. Williams out.