Kiku agreed, suffering was something she experienced herself. "I am glad you found your peace and I am sorry for the cost of it. It must have been terrible, but looking at you now, I believe you are a very strong woman." Kiku said, giving Sun a warm smile."Some people do not trust my words, just because I am very young, like if age was proof of your wisdom and knowledge. I just sacrificed life of the teenager in order to better understand writtings and poems of Lady Matsuda. I sacrificed my life of the teenager so I could help others and teach the will of Amaterasu. However I've never looked at my sisters, like if they owed me something for my lost years. It's something I've done on my own. " Kiku slowly got up with last words and moved back to the kitchen, where she resumed preparation of the tea. Dry pieces of lotus were put into a small bowl and mixed with green pieces of some different flower.