He met her gaze, but his mind wandered away for a few moments, looking to see if what she said would be true for him. Would he have done differently? If not, can he condemn a man for pursuing the only logical course of action? could he condemn a man for attempting to better himself? He didn't like the answers he reached. Far as I remember Captain, it was I who talked you into joining in the first place. What would you have me do?