This is my first official report, hopefully not the last. Some women met me and took me in to the Battleship Matsuda from Seiran Dust Cloud and somehow rumors started to grow about the new member of the organization. I am Furutani Izanami and I come from Planet Junyo, Shikoku System. As a little girl I didn't had much friends because I was focused on my education than my friendship towards others. I was bullied, attacked, mocked .. you name it. I was very focused on getting myself into law of Kusari one day in New Tokyo, however that dream was broken by Kusari's policies, woman have to take part of a special exam, while the men had to write essays. My teacher was a man, little grumpy and unfair, the score for that test in order to pass I at least need to have 85/100 marks to pass. Unfortunately things got out of hand and this is the optional exams that if I don't pass it, I'm going straight to military, if I do I'll go to the New Tokyo University to study Law. The teacher gave the disappointing look and had me with 5 marks less, meaning 80/100 and didn't pass the exam.
My father was a massive drunk and decided one night to have a fight with my mother, got physical and I had to defend her by force, of course when he was drunk he will allow within his power to fight back against me, left us high and dry out of the house. Few days we got to court for issuing a divorce for both of them, when he came he knew the damage has been done, always in denial .. after court session is done, not only the divorce was complete, but also given charges against him for Sexual Assault on a Female, sentenced for 2 years in prison. About 6 months before leaving to the military, got a call from the local Kusari Police, that my father died from drug overdose. An unknown substance that tried to identify.
Shortly after it was time for me to pack up and leave for bootcamp, 3 weeks time it was hell and back. Reading one of my favorite poets from Matsuda, people starting to suspect me as some sort of a traitor for hearing about the poem, my former commanding officer called me and told me about the Golden Chrysanthemum, that it's a dangerous faction that they deal with time and time again. For me I careless about the danger, as I had enough damage within my heart to begin with. One time during training, we where attacked by one of your sisters, it was numbers that I couldn't tell who which was. To be honest .. it felt like a fantasy to see such fights. Maybe in my eyes are good, but most of it is bad.
After graduation I was sent back to Shikoku to see my mother, after getting home, got a letter that she was aided in the hospital, I didn't knew why at first until I arrived in the hospital. They told me that she have a heart problem, that will take days, weeks .. hell even months. I was shocked and devastated, it was recommended to spend her time in the hospital, no other options were preferred. I was with my uniform and had time to talk to her, she was weak and barely moved a muscle, telling me to be free from all the pain that I endured and use the pain to my advantage, being someone that follows my passion. After some time I thought about it and it's time for a change for me and a change of heart, I did what I had to. From the book that I always love, so many clues that Matsuda gave .. I want to see it for myself, it's a line that I should not cross, but what the hell I did it .. what purpose did I had. I had to borrow the ship urgently and everything planned for my escape, during the Kusari law, as a soldier I don't have any right or excuse to cross Hokkaido system, no matter what. Well .. rules are made to be broken and I had to steal the Iris and flee. Kusari Police and Naval Forces where after me and tried to take me down, little do they know .. I know how to evade them within the thick clouds and escape through jump holes as planned.
During my search for the Golden Chrysanthemum, I had to do stop by multible stations for questions, some refused, some of them do. Saying it's a myth, a legend and nothing but dead space. Usually people talk when they are weak, so one of them who have been there shared me the information, one of the survivors and a veteran. He told me which lead I should take, his responds was "Going through the myst of purple/blue cloud, there lies the truth that is hidden, between two stars lies the complex", he meant the Shiden Cloud and travel through planet Kyushu, because it has two stars right next to each other. So I took the chance, unprepared and hopefully I find them, by my surprised I was ambushed. Led by a group of two sisters and her leader Yunoki Misaki of the Golden Chrysanthemums held me for questioning, they were ready to fire, but I was negotiating and disabled my shields as prof, Misaki did had trust issues over me, so in order to prove her wrong, I had to take of the most priced possession, Cardemine, I inhaled it. At first it was a little dizzy headache, but atleast 2 minutes time, I feel well and whole again. So light that even my head doesn't care about thoughts. Met with Hinohara Yuuko for the first time, didn't had time for chit chat so we got straight to the point. Starting my trials to become of a bigger family. First it was fighting against the Kusari Naval Forces, then survivability to go from New Tokyo to Shikoku without getting shot, getting the prisoners from a Cargo that held by Kusari Police, the fighting was so brutal and satisfying at first, finally redemption for everything I held, the rage was pure and I was really serious about it. Didn't care about the law anymore as I would follow a new life.
My last step for my trial is to face Yunoki Misaki in training session, at first she takes the lead and to be honest, it was hard. Life has it's challenges and I have to step up to the plate, my rage took over and didn't had time to make my second thought or plan my next move, it was pure run and gun and from that point once I hit one of the canisters of the fuel tank, the ship exploded and I realized I just killed .. supposingly my future mentor. I was in shook to realize that what I have done was very wrong .. a training session to end like this. Gladly she had the escape pod ready, now I have to think to pay her back once we settle it in. Yes I was criticized for it, but I took it under the chin, my trial was complete and heading out of harms way and docked in Kinkaku-ji Station, maybe next time I should control this rage and become a bit smart about it. The next time probably won't be just luck, it might happen to kill my own ally and make a burden of myself and spill blood on my own hands.
