It is nice to know that we hold your admiration, but it is unclear what you have to offer to us. Your background is shady, and you claim to have witnessed us from afar, yet there are only very few records of your presence. Either you are amazing at stealth, or you have simply witnessed our ships pass by once or twice and you left no lasting impression. Sure we did notice your presence occasionally, but those who were present noticed a lack of coordination and a sense of unity. In short, you were the odd girl out.
You will need a better reason for joining us. Our sisters have to be able to rely on eachother, which means being able to operate on equal terms. As I see it now, you won't be able to last long within our organisation. Therefore Command has reached an unanimous decission to deny your request to join our ranks.