Bought a new computer a few months ago, I can play better games now. Mostly still here just because of friends. I don't enjoy RP because mine is not up to my standards, and nearly every time I write something and then read or remember it later, I feel ashame and have an urge to delete it -- so I stopped approaching it seriously, but not trying isn't overly fun. I don't read other people's because it reminds me of either Hollywood films, or a thesaurus. PvP is better in other games because it's easier to find, fairer and more dependent on thinking than muscle memory and routine, so it keeps being fun because iz requires a different approach every time.