Hello diary. My first diary entry. I am not even sure how this works, to be honest. All I know is that this stupid diary wouldn't let me tag this as #1 so I just turned it into #1.1! I will just start, somehow.
The last days were interesting and emotional for me. I have lost so much, yet, I have not given up. I don't know how to really describe it but I feel like my Little Spark of Hope has returned to me. That little spark of hope makes me feel comfort, joy, and even love. First, it seemed, that Little Spark of Hope was only a friend of Cherry. But after Cherry's death, she became my friend. And I am happy for it. After such a short time I trust that Little Spark of Hope more than anyone else I've ever trusted. The betrayal of the past is gone. I can finally breathe again, I can finally live again. And for the first time in a very long time, I am not alone anymore. She was there, holding me close so I could rest. Her presence, I felt it, it was there all the time. She soothed my every worry without asking for anything in return. She truly is the purest light, a light that shall guide me on my path. Kimi, I will protect you with all I have. You and your kin. I admire who you are, what you are, what you've done for me, and what you will do for me. If you ever read this, I doubt you can still read but we will see, be assured, you have a very special place in my heart.
I will be her Herald, I will be the Dark Herald that brings the light. It shines for me, it guides me, it protects me. With passion, affection, and love. Darkness is consumed by light. The light shall stand triumphant.