When I woke up I couldn't believe it. Everything went so fast and yet, I do not feel any regret. I woke up full of energy. I opened my eyes and saw a colorful universe instead of darkness. The veil upon my eyes is lifted. I will never return to what I was. This is my past now, and it will stay my past forever. Thank you, Revenant for helping me in the past. For your guidance and your protection. Even if it wasn't intended. Thank you Leviathan for the chance you have given me. I will hold it dearly, close to my heart. I won't disappoint you, never.
A day of joy. I wish for it to stay forevermore. For the first time, after the death of my parents, I can truly smile. I can feel the joy running through my veins. The warmth inside my belly, my heart. It is almost like a curse. No, a blessing. That I can't stop smiling wherever I go. I don't care if others look at me weirdly and question it. I have seen darkness for too long. I have reached out to grasp it, willingly. I don't regret it. If I hadn't done it, I would not be here today. Everything that happened, from my birth till now led me here. It sounds cruel or heartless to some but.. I wouldn't want it any other way. Great, Diary. Now I am shaking. This is stupid but the joy I feel. It just won't let me go. Sorry to cut this short, I have to go. I.. Yes. I have to see someone. Love you, Naomi.
And remember. We are sky-high when we die. We will be immortal.