This could be my last post.

[Geoffacake]

Connor, or 'snoops' when we were playing together was always someone that could make even the most tedious of things feel like you were absolutely having a blast. We never played on disco with eachother much, but it was on other games where we played the most. But I stepped back from the community for a while and have only recently came back. And to my surprise earlier today I had only learnt Connor had gone to Ukraine, twice. I would love to tell him how proudly and strongly I think of him for making the decision to fight, not for himself, but for the happiness and in defence of others but I want to leave it at that as not what this post is about. But this does helps me somewhat process that my friend is gone and how I should remember him. That's new to me. I want to apologise for my unfiltered British but I've got no other way to describe my time with him.

I think the most heartbreaking thing for me is my friend is gone and I won't be able to share that promised game of Airsoft with him. We were sharing kit info, getting excited about new releases, and as soon as this god forsaken economy would let me I would have booked a ticket to see him for that game-day. That's not happening, I'm sad about that, but when I think of Connor he's always his hype for happiness, it was always a compliment, and the banter was definitely constant so I that kinda drowns out most of his absence.

I'm going to fucking miss you bro.

I also found this video within the depths of my YouTube channel. Might seem mundane, but it never is when Connor was your friend.

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