Message to: Red Hessians
Comm ID: Oberstleutenant Shimada
Subject: Ship name change
Priest told me today there is too much shadows on my karma and I never reach releasing from never ending circle of samsara... Maybe he is right. I've killed too much. Too much for one man in one life... I even cant count all my victims. This day wasnt different.
First in omega 5 I was attacked by bountyhunter which was protecting some traders... he died faster than he was able to try run for his life.
In same system corsair Valentine camed to revenge his vessels destroyed by me in past ... he wasnt succesfull and his titan exploded again. Did he survived, I dont know, I dont care... maybe he come tomorow again seek his destiny.... brave young man but foolish.
When we destroyed last 5th gunboat in sigma 13 while ago (//1 orca, 4 sair boxes) young and unexperienced hunter in fighter tryed to claim some fame... died.
Am I realy that bad person as priest told me? I am fighting for good reason, but my hands are dirty from blood... maybe tomorow someone release my soul, maybe I kill another humans... only I can say I never killed someone without weapons and I can swear I dont do it in future... I hope this oath will be enough to make my karma more colorful.
I am sorry this should be action report, not personal diary. Anyway i have new fully equiped bomber.