I wish to take this time to offer my heartfelt apologies for my actions....Let me explain.
It all started near West Point, when your agent MM A'den came across one know as Sooperheromax, which was already vetted by 2 BH's that were present ( in the confusion I did not get their names). Now Sooperheromax is a Spatial with Corsair ID and a Gian Iff, that has denounced the corsairs and is a wandering soul. Now i understand the MM in the beginning was doing his/her job and is commendable...but did not quite understand the situation and felt the BH's were traitors for their present company. From there he was bent on the destruction of Sooperheromax...Enter Pacifist..I tried to negotiate with A'den to just leave peacefully, I offered credits, he said his payment would be 6 Million credits. I am not a rich man and not quite having that much I offered him all my credits and all my cargo..and pleaded to stand down. He shrugged me off and continued on his path which would have meant a loss of innocent life.
I do not know what overcame me next it was so out of my nature, but I told him if he can't be reasonable I would give him my SNAC. He continued still, next thing i know my Snac fired, I can only assume that i actually did such a thing..He backed off to let his shields Regen and i not being a Violent type was happy for this.
Hence after his shields regained he continued pursuit of the Spatial to Rochester..It docked and was safe..then he turned his attention toward me. Well we know what happened next and he was in his rights. Now I did drop his shields several times but could not bring myself to take anothers life..all the while dodging weapons fire while enroute from Rochester to Manhatten.
After all was said and done nobody lost their lives, Possibly a bruised ego or two and I had to do some deep meditations to stop myself from the occassional outburst of tears for going against my basic nature. I do believe that this incident could have been avoided if A'den would have taken just a minute of time to listen to the 4 people involved and understand the situation. I mean there were 2 Hunters on scene already long before he showed, and had determined Sooperheromax was indeed no threat.
I respect the Mandelorians greatly and understand your jobs are dangerous and difficult...I humbly apologize for my actions for indeed I am a Pacifist and am peaceful.