Heh, you can spin that tale to anybody else, Sindeh, it doesn't work on me though. You wanted opinions - you got them, mine including. You're kinda like raegaholic, throwing tantrums left and right, jumping from one extreme to another, wearing masks ranging from a timid person to a downright ass, from emotional masochist to angsty hooligan like having periods on steroids, going through crisis and continuously unleashing it here in form of those dozen how-I'm-pissed-off threads, yet at the bottom you've got nowhere else to go. It just makes people pity you and laugh at your childish outbursts, seeing how eager you are to draw attention and taking great lengths at it. This one is just being one of the examples. You knew already you ain't going to get the item, because ultimately it is not the Terrorist ID you sought but public attention to your persona and your "raeg" issues. Frankly those are your problems, so solve them yourself. Besides after throwing out accounts into public when you went through yet-another-personal-crisis, including characters on them that cannot be shared, what makes you think you're going to get this? If anything you've already shown what kind of person you are and how irresponsible you can be.