"You misunderstood me, my mistake Lt Commander, the Hessians would not allow me a ship and weapons, due to my background. They gratefully accepted my work in fixing up their troops, but they don't think I believe in their cause as much as I could"
He mentally kicked himself for that mess up, booze would clear those bad thoughts, though he pushed the thought of drinking from his mind,
"I wanted to prove myself, and I will, if the SCRA has no place for me, I will prove myself useful and loyal, I turned to the SCRA because of your alliance with the Revolutionaries, I wish to help them, to help you, whatever way I can, it's not like I can return to Bretonia..."
Kurt cleared his throat and continued,
"The houses, bureaucratic, backstabbing bastards... Kusari pushed for a war, to shake their tiny members about and feel big because of Bretonia's tactical disadvantage, that and greed. They don't care about the Bretonians, or the space, they would sooner push the Bretonian people out of of their own house than unite as a people"
He sneered at the thought of the houses,
"They are selfish, they fight to prove they are the manliest of governments, millions and billions wasted on war, and to think those bastards paid me to fix up the selfless citizens caught in their violent wars... I am another piece of meat, I'm not special, once I believed in the methods of my people, my government, but now I see the truth, I see the words the SCRA wish the people to know, 'tyrants, oppression'... this is the houses, and it makes me sick. I want to be another brick in the unstoppable wall that is the Coalition"
He sighed, feeling stupid, and reckless,
"I offer my skills to the people, the revolution, the future.. the only future I see. If you refuse me this, you might as well put a bullet between my eyes, because I cannot go on seeing the people suffer, seeing the corruption and no being able to do anything about it. At least if a bullet isn't enough, you could let me ride with my Eagle, I would gladly follow you into battle Lt Commander"
He bowed awkwardly again, expecting a gunshot or another question.
Doctor Kurt Caesera - Lieutenant in the Sirius Coalition Revolutionary Army.
Education: Studied at Cambridge University, Trained to be a medical practitioner at Chesterton Medical School.
Trained in ship maintenance, basic pilot and combat skills at the Coalition Hong Kong Training Facility.
Operations: Gold Thirteen, Gold Squadron
Medical Team, CPW-Trotsky
Zhukovsky Medical Centre, Zhukovsky Station