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"... And I always called anyone doing these things a 'Freak'.
But I can't get her out of my mind. Something tells me that was not a dream, nor Real.
I don't know how she felt when she saw my message to Golden C Elders, about permission for staying at their base.
Sure if she didn't want it, she would convince others to just tell me to knock off. So thats a good sign.
Well... Let's just move and see how it goes, But I just can't stop thinking about what happened that day.
Like, just now, I left Malta and was moving to Ainu, but found myself sitting at the same spot I brought her that day,
without even thinking about going there! meh, whatever...
I'm also gettin' used to smell of Cardamine under my breath, but it's not really helping, yet.
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"Today was a busy day at the very least. I was moving my stuff to Ainu from Barrier, First, I ran into some LPI,
Well, those are easy to fool. I easily got around them and moved to Kusari from there, but when I was near Hokkaido,
I ran into a Naval Forces Gunship, and I was on my Freakin' Transport! So, I just ran to Hokkaido and made sure
he'll fall behind. To my luck, I saw a Golden C Girl in Hokkaido, who managed to keep the KNF occupied till
I got to Ainu, left my Transport there, and got my Roc. Well, that Gunship sure had some nasty Missiles on it.
Had me waste some silly number of flares until he was down. Well, at least that would teach him to listen to me
when I suggest him something like not following me!
Then I continued along with the Golden C girl, went to New Tokyo to hit on some Transports, then a Hogosha
came along. I have to admit something, I've flied in Kusari before, but never noticed this. They might be Scums,
but they have Honor! I mean, they even respect their enemies is a way that I was feeling a bit bad when I was
insulting that Hogosha like he is nothing but a sewer rat.
Well, he was still interfering with something that was not of his business in any way, so had to get rid of him.
He went down pretty quick too, but was so damn lucky. First, I accidentally ripped his Shield off his ship, then
when I was going to give him a last shot, a Naval Forces Rookie rammed into my Ship and I missed.
But well, Got him in the end. Meanwhile, one of those two girls that had answered my Transmission came along
and joined us, and I flied with her after that. Well... She didn't get lucky though. We ran into a Farmer
who was a coward nonetheless. He just threw in some silly insults and ran away, But we followed, and although
I wanted to blast his ship up to sky myself, the lady wanted to get him first, so I stood out.
But seems it didn't go as she'd planned, and he got her first, then ran to the Samura Base close by and docked.
Well... All I did was to get the GC girl's Pod and head back to Ainu. But next time I run into that Farmer,
It won't end well for for him. That's for sure!
No sign of Rin though... Maybe I have to look around a bit more to meet her again."
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"Why am I doing all this? Why don't I even know Why?!
It's not 'Me' anymore... I, am not... Today I was in Taus again, and saw one of those TAZ transports...
I don't know why I did this. I've seen plenty of them already, turned many of their Ships into scrap, but like this?
Don't know how I got the idea, but couldn't stop myself from trying it.
I told the Captain to kick three of his crew out of the airlocks, and made him to sit and watch me slaying them one by one.
Seeing their Pods exploding and Blood spraying out of it between the blue light of Antimatter... felt... good!
And this is completely wrong, No matter who they are and what they do, They are still human.
I'm not a Murderer, a Terrorist... I'm just a normal pilot looking for Fun in space, and this shouldn't feel like "Fun" for me.
Even now, that I'm thinking about it... It still feels good. Makes me feel I want more, but this should not happen.
This is not my type of "Fun", and shouldn't be "Fun" for me... But nothing else is...
Blasting their pods one by one and watching their bodies implode in the vacuum... Enjoying this is just wrong!
Quote:"I was out in Bretonia again... I mean I still am.
Stayed at Trafalgar for the night, now I think I'm gonna return to Barrier or something. And I'm definitely not
in mood today. First, I'm running out of wine, which is not a big problem, they still can give me some crap here
that they call 'wine', but, yesterday I saw bunch of junkers next to Trafalgar, and this Suzume kid was there too.
For the first time after so long, something like this made me start thinking again ...
That girl was so innocent, but still she had to live like that, like some lowlifes who should lick the floor to keep
from starving. I might be a "Sadistic Maniac" or whatever anyone calls me, but I'm still human.
Couldn't sit, watch, drink and laugh. There was not much I could do either, But I think it was that girl's lucky day.
On my way to Trafalgar I ran into a scum trader full of Gold ore, who had a fat bounty on his head too! So I just
blasted him to Grab the 10mils hanging from his neck, I think there was a reason why I ran into that scum to get
that free cash. So I just sent the 10mils to that Suzume kid and told her to spend it wisely, lets just hope
she puts it into good use."
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"And they think they can come, insult me, and run away? No, thats not how things work around here.
Those rats... Yell out like little girls that 'Oh we come in peace!' when they're in my Weapon Range, and then
start talking big as soon as get away to a safe distance! Pah, Retarded! Oh, and its funny how when I catch them,
they hide behind their Big Ships and send dozens of their rookies to deal with me! They'd better pray that I won't
catch any single one of them alone, or I'll do something to them that they regret it for the rest of their lives!
As much as I try to stay away from these rats, they just 'spawn' out of the vacuum right in front of me... Rats!
They think they can go wherever they want, do whatever they want, and Also Order others around, just because
they get rid of some Space Squishies! They deserve a good beating to show them they can't Boss around,
because they are Way lower than even being able to order their own Pilots!
Already drank 2 Bottles since I got here, and this place smells stupid... I think I'm gonna spend the night in my Ship."
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"It's a quiet place, calms me a bit. Wonder what this place really was once.
All I've heard were rumors and such, but who cares? This place is Dead! Gives me some privacy at least.
The Strange thing is... I've been spending something like a month at Ainu now, and haven't seen Rin even
once after the last time we met in Space. I was hoping otherwise... Dunno, maybe their 'Elders' stay elsewhere.
I talked with one of their girls, she mentioned something about it, but when she asked who exactly it was that
I'm lookin' for... I decided not to answer. If she wants others to know about it, She'll definitely mention it herself.
Afterall, I don't really know how this 'Relationship' between these 'Sisters' are, maybe they are not really
'Sisters' afterall. Anyway, I hope I'll s-... Crap, Hunter Patrols.
It was damned too close, and It was the first time I've seen those rats around here. At least they can't shoot me
from their Escape Pods now, Retarded Scums... Gah, I need a drink."
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>> New Entry: Eagle
"Haven't been doing anything in past few months. Just sitting here all the time
and drinkin' any crap I could get my hands on. Been hanging around the station
all day long, and not a single trace of Rin... So gonna get back to space maybe
I can catch her out there. But one thing is for sure, I'm not gonna fly that piece
of crap Roc again. Last time I went out I got two of those retarded small Kusari
Fighters on my ass, and was lucky enough to manage to get away.
I'm just gonna try to get my hands on an Eagle, that thing should do much better."
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"Well... They told me the ship is 'not a new ship, but not a complete wreck either'.
I got the Ship yesterday...And the Ship is not a Complete Wreck, I give them that much.
It's so much like the Xenos Duct-Taped Scraps that someone who doesn't know that
I got this thing off some Golden C. might actually think I got it off a Xeno.
But it holds together and flies fine, so will work fine for me. But took me a whole day
to clean the cockpit out and get it ready to go. There were some crap written on the
left wall under the lights in Kusarian, that I tried to wipe off for a good part of an hour,
then gave up and decided to leave it there. God knows what the girl flying it had written
there. And there was this large poster of this gay dude who's an Actor or something on
the right wall with a lot of lipstick marks all over the poster...
And I always thought these Golden C. girls are lesbians... Managed to rip it off the wall
anyways. Then finally moved some data off my Roc's computer and deleted it from
there and left that ship in hangar so one of these girls can use it if they want.
