*Sombrero nods* Too much lifes...yeah. I stopped counting the lifes i had to quit for my freedom. But of course over 3000 of them....it's kind of forming your "Karma" if you know what i mean. Sometimes it's hard to live with the fact you have killed so much people, including possible innocent persons. It's depressing and hard to live with such a burden on the shoulders...and all this for the freedom. But now that I am here I can protect the humanity and not destroying it. What's your point about this? I guess you are sometimes feeling bad, too because you ended so much lifes...or not?
"Hm? No... I don't regret any of it. People died, but that's luck and fate. I would have been just as happy had they lived, and I do hope most of them reached escape pods, but I won't lose sleep over it."
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Good. *he nods* It's not good to hold yourself with things happened in the past...I think it's more important what is happening now, at the moment. I can't say I don't care about my past but I am also not ashamed of it. It is what it is. Nobody can change it anylonger...even if we wish so. *he thinks about something, looking into his glass* Sometimes we are even loosing people who are very close to us...
*he shows no reaction* That's unimportant...the only thing which is important is the future. Yes...I lost my family but that won't bring me away from my present intentions and tasks so I don't even think about it. It would disturb me too much...
*he shakes his head* Well...not directly. I found a secret of the Council. The Council of the Elders noticed that and eliminated everyone I knew. But that secret is no secret anylonger....weird...my family died through a secret which doesn't exist anylonger as classified information... *he looks on the table, showing no emotions*
It was some kind of death list. The Elder wanted to see important persons dead...including some of of the Order I heard. I had a talk about that to Admiral Golanski before. I told him the same. In fact the Elders are concentrating on the objectice to gain an advantage everywhere. It's just a guess but I think they wanted to extort the Order to get new technology from them...I really can't say more. That's all I noticed about their plans or otherwise it was just a measure to see who is loyal and who is not....but however you turn that...my family is dead...that won't change.
"I see.... Well. I'm sure the Order have more important things to worry about hm? A new LSF Battleship posted permanently in Alaska, near the Delta Hole, looks like they're really trying to get you boys this time"
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