Log Subject: Changes in the, 'Zeal' Bio-augmentation.
Well i almost had 'it' at the final stages---
Well after a small sample of god knows what kind of 'Blue-ish Biological meterial' this is. The BDM insisted i apply it to the Augmentation project. This is quite strange as the DNA does not match any human structure; I also almost burt myself with the damn thing as it's gooey surface started corroding through the gloves.
I had to restructure the Neural pathway interface and the whole energy adaptation hardware into something totally 'Alien' in the arm augemntation. And the Artifical intelligence's limitations couldn't be put on a limiter, so god knows how many changes it could have when out on the field.
Almost all together, this augmentation had to go through a 20% reconstruction, as it just wasn't compatible with the DNA of this 'Glowing tissue'. Its almost, comforting just looking at it... But i touched it, and all that happened was a kind of purple static shock, painful tho... I need to find out what i'm dealing with. Could be Gaian Wildlife, but i'll still look into it.
Look at me... Just hit my 20's and i'm already looking to change the possible future and a Black style research facility. Anyway, This is all i can really say about today. The changes have drained my entire energy, so i'm mostly hitting it to bed tonight. I'm not on shift tomorrow. So i'll possibly just be catching my winks from now on.
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I woke up, dead in midnight... I can't even get back to sleep, i've never had a dream like this before. It was just a white space... Vast and so--- Clean.
I walked around, there was a slight fog that came off the floor that came unto my knees; But no further. Walking around, I never felt tired, it felt like almost hours until something changed in the horizon... It was a woman, dressed in Bretonian Military attire... It was a dream, i never thought something could go wrong.
I'm going to try continue with my sleep, because today is something to look forward too, not to overhaul the past.
Approaching her, she was facing away from me looking towards the emptiness of the 'Landscape', I remember placing my hand on her shoulder; No response.
I came around the front of this Female figure, she had to be one of the most stunning figures I’ve ever seen in my entire life. You could see it on her face, just the messages that came to my mind was gave me comfort. She had a sleek build, but I’ve seen this before; They're deadly people, once you get close, they can snap your neck if you get on the wrong side of one.
But I turned around facing away, almost about to take my first step. But then a hand grabbed me buy the wrist, not tightly tho'. Gently turning my head to see that her hand was glowing with the 'brightest of energy', at an almost strange sight.
She raised her other hand towards the distance. wiping it amongst the plain fog, then three other figures appeared.
One of a Misty nature, dressed in a black hooded cloak, no face, just a pure black mist floods the inner cloak, it injects fear into me, but should it be one to fear, is it an image that should be noted as one to relate too? He seems out of place with the others... Or is he just what he chooses to present himself to others as?
Another is of a female figure, in long black hair, dressed in a Red/Scarlet dress, 'eyes glowing purple', High heels also in red, but ready to stab into those who cross ways. This one felt comforting as its almost was only a mere messenger but a fine warrior, almost a spy in terms of vision.
The last was just a figure of a someone in a human shadow, but formed by energy of a 'bluish nature'. Its presence almost unnerving, but it seems so still, energy flowing in a loop, pattens seen in its systems. Flowing in distances that curve all around itself, never leaving its shape unless imitating human movement, was this a mind of sort?
I tried approaching them, but the woman who's hand had held my wrist the entire time refused to let me wander. I tried to force my way out, but she let go unexpectedly, and i turned towards the 3 who were standing there, but they we're no longer existent in this dream. Facing towards where the lone female stood she was already a far distance away from me.
Suddenly, noises of Static and energy was heard, drills moving at the highest speed, energy being heard at its highest frequency. Almost defining. I was almost shot onto my back by this pain, it sounded so robot, so mechanical, that this pain was a 'Steel Weapon'----
But that’s it, by the time it stopped i was already on my bedsheets, sweating in fear, my gun in my hand onto of my lap. This reaction was purely out of survival. Something like this triggered me into this Barbaric instinct. That’s all down to the Bretonian Special Aviation Service style training tho---
I'm now urged to find some answers, but i know the perfect time to do so... But for now, I’ll take this time to continue with what I’m urged to find with the resolutions my work will bring with the Augmentation design.
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I've spent the entire of yesterday inside Schatten, and I only managed to now clam down about what happened... I was angry about what they told me, but if I wanted this to continue from my mistake, then so be it!
After the research and development stage had finally come to a climax, I saw that it was time to actually implant the Neural interface for the rest of the augmentations into a subject willing enough, and compatible to handle this.
Then I was called in by my Team, they noticed a string of patterns to those that had been applied to this prototype, the energy readings almost fried their minds. They saw that the Neural interface almost had a 'Brainwave pattern' due to its changes with the 'Biological addition'. This 'Brainwave pattern' was the energy that flowed through the tissue, I could then morally conform in my head, this was indeed alien, but I kept quiet about it with the rest of my team.
Something clicked after touching that 'glowing flesh', I signed myself up for the scans; its humours that the leader of this research team is becoming a lab rat for his own experiment.
They took some scans, My entire team just stared at me, looking towards me as if I was some kind of higher being. They found that the brain wave pattern had a 80-90% Similarity with mine. Was this the formation of something great, or something that I would have to burden with the rest if my life?
After leaving Schatten back to Stuttgart, i stared at myself in the mirror and questioned myself... the tap running in the background, was i ready to be implanted with 'machine' and 'alien tissue alike'? --- I was.
We all have to move forward and to gain the knowledge of what the hell has been going on in the past few days is to actually take a chance. But i have to remember that i can never turn back from this.
But what i can look forward to is this Bretonian imported back smoked bacon, savour the moment, you never know when a Bacon barm can be your last.
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Oh my lord, Bacon. I've never had it taste so great in my life, Have i never missed so much in my life Bretonian Back bacon! I've only been feeding off damn Rheinland meat and liberty imported streaky bacon. Its good to have this kind of stuff in my fridge now. I've been living of this bitter coffee with a rubbish filter blend its almost disgusting now! Oh my, i could just do with some tea now. But this is a reminder for myself later:
Order a crate of Bretonian breakfast blend tea.
Drown yourself in it (2 sugars each cup)
Order more Smoked back bacon
Live the rest of each morning remembering when i'm without them.
I got to try it at different textures too, crispy, chewy, but i need some brown sauce... Brown sauce, if only i had that too... Damn it, why did i never pack my things when i had them back at Home!
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Well its just a few Hours after the Implant was done, They've installed a removable card slot in my arm to slide out the AI-Assistant. But without it, the more advanced functions like the defence systems and scanning systems won't work, mostly because they run off the technologies held within the Chip-card. But something of correlation popped up.
The AI-Assistant showed itself on my retina display unit for the first time, that woman in my dream, the one standing still in the fog, it was her. Is this how it displayed itself? I almost panicked out of control in the testing area. My excuse for it was that i still had a headache from the mechanical and technological implants. But how could this be related? I have no clue.
Anyway, the AI-Asisstant still works on basic functions such as system management, and shows no sign of any unwanted system malfunctions or coding errors, but I’m still worried about it not begin limited to learn and adapt tho.
But my instructions are clear:
Charge the AI-Assistant when user is resting or not on the field.
Refrain from being in a sub-conscious state with the AI-Assistant installed into the user.
Regular use of augmentations are to be limited to passive use and not for offensive or defensive use.
Any unusual activity is to be reported to head of research and security teams.
Anyway, the AI-Assistant is on charge and i need to catch some winks, the whole thing took almost 30 Hours, and i can barley keep a damn eye open, and i'm struggling to type. I should shut down my terminal before my blood vessels pop.
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Its almost been a damn well over a year now since the installment of 'Zeal' and her attitude hasn't changed that much, she's adopted a new body image and presented herself as one of Carinas Guards that apparently 'Fit my taste and comforts the user and doesn't raise stress levels'. All rubbish in my opinion, although it does give me hope; mentally in all honest opinion.
Well, now that i think about it, i've looked back at one of the logs of my entries and it seems that 'The dream' is starting to peice together, more or less. 'Zeal' has fitted the position in it, now what else, who are those '3 figures'. I hope i find out soon.
Well things for me now have changed, i've had to install some energy dispersion implants into my head, since there is some energy build-up from the implants that could porentally cause some harm, so now i can't really suffer much from them. But where do they go from there? Well, seems like i can now save on my energy bills on my house.
Well, it may seem like nothings really happened alot in the past few days but i've been having a lack of dreams lately, i can only remember that one i had of the vast fog...
No matter! i'll be living on with my life alot easier now, i've lacked alot of health risk's recently since i've replaced some limbs with non-organic parts. this apparently "Increaces combat effectiveness", but those tests are only done in labs, actually... the last one i had was ages ago--- about... 3 Months ago. Anyway, thats all from here, i'll possibly log back into this once i have the ability to actaully see something interesting happen.
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This is it then, they've sent me packing, 'I never asked for this'. But they never asked for the biological augmentations back. i don't know why, but I’ve seen others walking around the station with older models, ones mainly used for limb replacement, maybe it just drifted pass them? I have no clue... Its just that, after 'Zeal' and I left the station with my 'Final pay-check'. She said to me that 'She was thankful' for me not handing her in. Can an Artificial intelligence truly be appreciative for something...? I should of saw this coming, but it seemed they were not interested as they deemed the development of Biological and AI-assisted soldiers deemed too dangerous and too expensive to be deployed on the battlefield.
Anyway, i'm sitting here bored out of my mind, i have no idea what to do... Its just that, all i had to do was sign an 'Act of secrecy' Not slipping any information to the general public of Rheinland or any parts of Sirius.
Maybe i should just wither away and buy some Video games or something... or i could just start doing what i do best and experiment on some stuff in the basement...
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Well, I've decided that i can't be asked wasteing my days infront of a Terminal playing games, seemes even 'Zeal' is getting bored because sometimes i spot her messing around in with the house electronic's when i plug her into the control Terminal, and she always seems to be asking every morning "Do we have anything planned on todays schedual?"... She's learning from Human interaction quite quickly... Even 'Boredem' Is effecting an AI... Interesting...
Well, the other day, i decided to turn the empty basement of my house into a makeshift lab, i can't stop getting the feeling that theres more to life than just a single matter of jumping ontop of this 'Final pay-check' and living off it. So anyway, i felt that maybe its about time i did my own 'Unrestricted research'.
While i was browsing on the Terminal, i saw that 'Zeal' was getting interested in what i was looking to buy online, using what cash i had, i used most of it on Lab equipment, chemicals and refined meterials and some production equipment, but some of this meterial i will have to go out and find.
I don't know what i'm aiming for yet... But i'll possibly be dragged into it when i manage to do so...
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I was calling it a day, me and 'Zeal' managed to create a layered armour from diamonds fresh from Omega-11. We're trying to create an armour capable of taking direct hits from high heat energy with the least conductive propeties.
Anyway, i took a nap on the couch eailer today. But i forgot a protocall that i followed every day from the past year. I forgot to take out 'Zeal'. She was un-aware that i'd slipped to sleep, but she wouldn't even see me, 'See her'.
I found myself dreaming again, for the first time in years. I don't know why but i found myself back in this 'white empty space'. But there 'She' was, on the floor, laying on her belly, legs kicking it up in the air like a child. I saw a pack of crayons beside her. I turned towards the paper and noticed words in old Latin, that were coloured in my colonys tones, the 'Red', 'White' and 'Blue'.
Domine,Salvum FacRegina
I should of left back to Bretonia by now, but something has been stopping me ever since. I needed something, something to peice everything together... I can't figure it out tho'. Anyway--- I left 'Zeal' on her own enjoying her past time. I never thought that an AI could go this far to learn it's own programing, imitate and simulate human interaction and behaviour... Was this implemented along time ago...?! By now i was miles away from her, it felt like i've been drifitng for atleast an hour, but i couldn't see her anymore...
I woke up, from a twin beeping. Suddenly 'Zeal' was right infront of my retina display. 'Zeal': "Geoff, you forgot to put me on charge, i can't run most of the Advanced systems you fool!"----
I just stayed silent for a moment there... Geoff: "Fool...?!"
She just froze there for a bit, her display quickly shut down without another word.
So i did as i asked, and put her on the charging station so she could recover the energy she needed... I'll be calling it a night, but i'll have to think over all of this--- "Fool..." Only my old employee at Schatten called me that.
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We all choose what step in life we want to take next, while and was another choice for me to leave Rheinland, I chose to stay and fight. Many wasn't the smartest of choices that was a key step forward into what I want to do next. I signed up for the military cadet academy, I hope this would ensure my position inside the military as is aiming to be on the field of are more now. Again after why this wasn't one of the smartest of choices, I've said many times that not taking the most logical possibly can be the most exciting way to live your life sometimes.
I've heard rumours that power cells can be found in open space flown by pilots nicknamed traitors, 'das wilde'. When working at the research and development facility, rumours were flying around that these wild pilots lost all hope of retaining their humanity; giving them the name of 'the wild'.
I needed one key material that i found at the R.&D. facility while swapping lab's with another Dev team; Higher level of course, they seemed like the ones who lived for nothing but working for the advancement of the Rhein. for a further insight into the problem that we face in creating advanced technologies it from my own sake. this'll be great source into the origins of the technologies that we make today. They keep these things top secret. But i really want to find out for myself, because I'm pretty sure that humanity isn't the creator of this technology. Just because its those who manufacture and recreate technologies, doesn't mean that the true holders of them.
I may not be combat ready, but given a lunacy aspect that some people call me well it may be a great deal of help when cracking into the minds of other people to stick gain that the last bit knowledge. By Jove, it might not even be humans minds that i'll try to crack open.
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