Konbanwa, Kirishiki. I can't say this isn't an unsurprising message to read...
To answer your first question.. I'm doing well. Moderately. Your concern over my well-being isn't necessary, though I appreciate it nonetheless. We all have our fates, and I'm merely following the one that Amaterasu has carved out for me. Having "young enthusiasts" take the impact that you're supposed to receive is something that is completely shameful to the person and the entire community that allows it to happen.
It's quite a shame to hear that you're losing faith in your abilities. Believe me when I say that you would -not- have the spot that you do not deserve, but if it does prove to impact your life in a negative manner, then I shall try to see to it that you get a break from duties. Provided Munen-yume will actually listen to me...
I don't particularly know how time consuming is this job, for I won't be able to stay in one place for too long. I must go on missions that, unfortunately, I cannot disclose to anyone every once in a while. In short, I require details before I can say if I can truly assist you in this ambassador business.
Gomenasai if this message isn't what you expected, troubling times have come recently...
I particularly understand why are you feeling that something strange is around me, but so be it. Nothing much has changed since we last met, so rest assured that I'm still working as I always did - with skepticism and caution.
If you truly feel it is necessary to switch, then I'll take over until we find a suitable candidate. The Maltese were always an.. interesting sort, so it would probably be better to find someone who is experienced with them more than I. In the meantime, I shall take over the diplomatic relations and visit them if it's necessary. Be sure to send me anything necessary, as well as give a summary on anything that I might need to know before beginning.
That said, what will you be doing after you are relieved from your duties? Will you be operating as a Chrysanthemum at home, or do you have different intentions?