the thought of being a part of the Coalition just won't let me go even though I felt like it was the right place for me in the Order, I think I might have been mistaken and just overreacted when I applied full of hope and will to fight the nomads, when actually, it is not really what I wanted, it was probably just a quick thought that I, naive, young and stupid as I am, immediately took for real. Don't get me wrong, the people are nice and have a good heart, they are doing the right thing, no doubt, but they are left and feel alone in this fight, left alone by their own superiors, sure, I have been here for... uhm... two or three weeks? I don't know, I haven't met Grossadmiral Golanski or even Admiral Hunter, it's a bit of a mess here, and the Omicrons are a rather left space, left on its own, how is your fight going? Do you have some time? I wanted to visit New Moskau again, I think I will try my luck with the Coalition, oh Lukas, I fear that in the end, I start where I have left off... it would be a nice gesture if you could ask one of the Coalition's leaders to maybe meet me as well, I think a nice talk makes things easier.
From: Jr. Lt. Lukas Riemann
To: Lena Riemann
Priority: Low
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I'm honestly happy just to hear from you, more so to hear that you'll be by my side again. I'll admit it was tough without you and Heinrich calling me weak has gotten to me.. I keep thinking of ways to prove her wrong but all of them are far too violent for me to go through with. So in the end.. perhaps she was right?
While I can't arrange for a direct meeting with one of the leaders, I can put in a good word for you once you submit an application upon arrival. The people here insist on discipline and believe everyone should work for what they have and want, they won't let me bring you to our leader just like that, nor would I be able to gain their attention without some merit or reason.
Make your way to New Moscow, I promise I'll do whatever it takes to make this estranged system feel like home to you. That's all I've truly wanted, you to be around and happy. Thank you for giving me that. If this all goes well and you get inducted, you'll have plenty of our other pilots to talk to in order to get a feel for the Army. And you never have to ask if I have time, I can always make it if I don't have it, but please make your way here carefully, I hear the Omicrons can be a terrible place even for experienced pilots..
You'll feel at home here.. I'm sure of it. Contact me once you make it to Omega-52.
Sirius Coalition Revolutionary Army Революционная Армия Коалиции Сириуса
I will be on my way, and what did Anna say? Don't take it too serious, she is.. or was probably just a little mad at me leaving and thought it was because of you when you left as well, you know what, I think I will contact her again just to... kind of say hello again, sometimes I think she only is like this because she has no friends but a lot of followers, but if I could change that... well, let's see, we'll meet soon.
To: Lukas Riemann Rang: Commander Priority: High Uroven' of danger: None Current Baza: Zviezdny Gorodok Transmission Temy: I am sorry
Lukas,
I excuse for what I did, another time and another time and another one... it is an unrepairable damage that I have given you, you, the only man in this universe who thinks like I do, even more the way I do, you have out-Lena'd me. I don't know if you will even read this transmission if you see that it is coming from me, well, no matter what your answer is or will be, I never stopped loving you, I mean that, I really do, I would be stupid to waste someone like you, you would probably say that I did that the moment I betrayed you. I never betrayed you from an emotional base, I always love you and I always did love you, I will only stop if you want me to, I will pack my things and leave you alone forever, I don't know, I will stay out of your way and go somewhere else where you won't find me anymore. I wish we would solve this but I hurt you too much didn't I? Well, I am out of ideas what to write, considering I am at fault anyways... so if you want to speak, I will be on Freital or Vogtland, anywhere but Neu Moskau, I doubt that after what has happened, I can stay with the comrades.
From: Lt Lukas Keller
To: Cmdr Lena Riemann
Priority: Moderate
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I have never wanted to be dead more than I do right now. I have never had my trust shattered more than I do right now. Love, you have no clue what the word means. The very usage of it by your tongue is a travesty. The ring, the necklace, I want them returned. I have been too weak, Heinrich has always been right. I should never have doubted her or the Hessians for their methods. They must have felt pain equal to or greater than mine.
To say that I have 'out-Lena'd' you is an insult to my sincerity and faithfulness. I don't throw myself into bed with other women under the premise of it not being actual betrayal. We are not the same. Keep yourself and your newfound friend away from me. But do not turn your back on your Comrades, I understand your lack of any loyalty, but at least try to uphold it for them.
If you wish to contact me for work in the future, Commander. You'll have to use the name "Lukas Keller", otherwise there's going to be long delays while the message is rerouted to me.