If there could have been any sorts of emotions, feelings or thoughts that would impersonate my dispair...
I'm afraid there is no such in existant. Not for the one who's supposed to think, not follow the path of instincts, grief or anger. Marcifully enough on myself, by far only every single being or the follow of the Light that I've encountered managed to convince me that everything they exist for, as they cry from themselves, is vengeance upon the humanity. The problem is, however, none of those whom I've managed to encounter ever singed the song of creation for the greater harmony. Every single one, be it the being of the Light or a spawn of Darkness, had the same song - the song of the birth of chaos.
Well... Sometimes I think why I even bother. If the Light and the Darkness are so determinated to exterminate eachother, those who want to do it may do what they do best. If the Light considers to get rid of me, so be it. Becoming a bloodthirsty beast is worse than death itself for me. Until then... I will exist on my own. No dogmas, ideologies or perfections. Just learning space and species... Once more.
The definitions of the Light and the Darkness must be eradicated.
Many cycles passed... I don't even recall being a thing that I was in the very beginning. What was I?
A reckless murdering machine.
As they all. Everyone of my kind.
And now what?...
I ask myself - who am I? What does it means to be a person?
What kind of person am I? What should I do as a person?
But each time I interact with most human persones, I feel nothing but disgust.
It took me a long time to learn almost everything about human society. Their manners. Their culture.
But there was no such person that would be showing any sign of such. No manners, no culture awareness, no respect.
There are only few of them who respect the others. Who know the manners. And who don't enforce it on the others.
What a disapointment...
The last time I've interracted with a those, who are not the usual guests in the Omicrons, they showed a straight agression towards the unknown.
[03.12.2017 16:50:09] Kessereya: {:Even after they leave Omicron Minor, the Kusari Officers feel a cold breeze in their cabins.:}
[03.12.2017 16:50:18] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: E...Eh.. Sempai...
[03.12.2017 16:50:23] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: I don't feel O.K...
[03.12.2017 16:50:53] [KNF]Goryo|66th: What is wrong?
[03.12.2017 16:51:06] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: I d..don't know?
[03.12.2017 16:51:23] [KNF]Goryo|66th: You were trained for this, weren't you?
[03.12.2017 16:51:28] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Hai!
[03.12.2017 16:51:45] [KNF]Goryo|66th: So keep yourself together.
[03.12.2017 16:51:50] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Hai...
[03.12.2017 16:52:02] Kessereya: {<:You weren't trained for this, weren't you?:>}
[03.12.2017 16:52:08] [KNF]'Nobushi'|66th: Sure we have.
[03.12.2017 16:52:09] Cloaking device off
[03.12.2017 16:52:14] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Ah!
[03.12.2017 16:52:18] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: I'm hit! I'm hit!
[03.12.2017 16:52:24] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: *Panic attack*
[03.12.2017 16:52:25] [KNF]Goryo|66th: Contact
[03.12.2017 16:52:35] [KNF]'Nobushi'|66th: Oi. Pull yourself together, bitch.
[03.12.2017 16:52:38] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: A..A..Alien!
[03.12.2017 16:52:40] Kessereya: "Just how curious you are."
[03.12.2017 16:52:51] Kessereya: "A momental spike of emotions."
[03.12.2017 16:53:04] Kessereya: "Panic."
[03.12.2017 16:53:06] [KNF]Goryo|66th: Then kill it, do your job pilot!
[03.12.2017 16:53:11] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Sempai, what should we do?!
[03.12.2017 16:53:21] Kessereya: "When you face the unknown."
[03.12.2017 16:53:22] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: K..Kill? I will try I guess...
[03.12.2017 16:53:26] [KNF]'Nobushi'|66th: Stand by. Let's see what it wants.
[03.12.2017 16:53:34] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: O...O.K..
[03.12.2017 16:53:35] Kessereya: "Your only guess - attack. Agression."
[03.12.2017 16:53:47] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Does it really want something?
[03.12.2017 16:53:49] [KNF]'Nobushi'|66th: You may proceed to Kusari if you can't pull yourself together.
[03.12.2017 16:54:28] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Those things like to lurk! They are like pervert stalkers!
[03.12.2017 16:54:30] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Etchi!
[03.12.2017 16:54:33] [KNF]Goryo|66th: You want to see what alien wants? Are you in your mind?
[03.12.2017 16:54:33] Kessereya: "You are worthless of my attention."
[03.12.2017 16:54:39] Preparing to cloak...
[03.12.2017 16:54:47] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Ho... It's go..going?
[03.12.2017 16:54:49] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Nice!
[03.12.2017 16:54:56] [KNF]'Ubume'|66th: Safe!
[03.12.2017 16:54:57] [KNF]'Nobushi'|66th: Bye bye.
[03.12.2017 16:55:10] Cloaking device on
Sometimes, Humans are hilarious.
But if you find a right spot, you might actually run into a couple of fancy interactions.
Freeport 11 was a such spot.
When I was enjoying a sight of a star in front of it, Humans were more intimidated by my presense.
Some of them were curious of my origins.
Some - of who am I.
Some - why am I alone
Some - why am I here.
And some wanted me to be gone.
But in the end, I knew what was comming...
One of them showed up. Ina. A Morph.
She started asking way too much question. And then she decided that I'm breaking some sorts of laws.
[03.12.2017 22:09:14] Vagrant.Ina: "This one wonders what the brethren of light are doing with the darklings and the bystanders."
[03.12.2017 22:09:31] Kessereya: "Nothing of your matter."
[03.12.2017 22:10:10] Vagrant.Ina: "The brethren are communicating like the darklings, what is it that has crumbled your vision?"
[03.12.2017 22:10:27] Kessereya: "Guess it."
[03.12.2017 22:10:56] Vagrant.Ina: "This one sees a foreign face behind your name."
[03.12.2017 22:11:08] Kessereya: "Guess why I am not a part of your hive. Not a part of K'Hara hive. Not a part of Oracles."
[03.12.2017 22:11:33] Vagrant.Ina: "Then, this one wonders, what do you belong to?"
[03.12.2017 22:11:40] Kessereya: "To myself."
[03.12.2017 22:11:52] Vagrant.Ina: *A childish laughter appears in the distance*
[03.12.2017 22:11:56] Harbourship.Fortuna: ???: Impart to us Keeper, knowledge we seek.
[03.12.2017 22:12:12] Harbourship.Fortuna: ???: My Kiith must know, where has Sajuuk gone?
[03.12.2017 22:12:18] Harbourship.Fortuna: ???: Where does the path lead?
[03.12.2017 22:12:36] Vagrant.Ina: "Depends, bystanders, depends."
[03.12.2017 22:12:39] Kessereya: {:As soon as Ina dares to laugh, she feels how the freeze of the cosmos covers her shell.:}
[03.12.2017 22:13:13] Vagrant.Ina: "The light known as Kessereya leaves our laughter freezing."
[03.12.2017 22:13:24] Vagrant.Ina: "Why is it that you act hostile, we wonder?"
[03.12.2017 22:13:37] Vagrant.Ina: *Ina vibrates slightly, but stops a few seconds later.*
[03.12.2017 22:13:46] PALE_BRIDE: They never seem to learn.
[03.12.2017 22:13:51] Kessereya: "What do you know of manners, Ina?"
[03.12.2017 22:14:30] Vagrant.Ina: "We have never experienced the meaning of this word, it sounds like the darklings invented it. Why would we bind ourselves to--
[03.12.2017 22:14:40] Vagrant.Ina: such miserable standards, this one wonders?"
[03.12.2017 22:15:08] Kessereya: "This what makes us different. Where you don't understand the culture, I do."
[03.12.2017 22:16:13] Vagrant.Ina: "We obeserve their ways of living but remain a mirror of ourselves, we don't glance shadows over our own."
[03.12.2017 22:16:20] Kessereya: "Where in the first place you ask yourself a question - what is your purpose to exist? - you go out to ask questions."
[03.12.2017 22:16:53] Vagrant.Ina: "We have our own purpose. Our purpose is to feed of the biggest weakness of the darklings."
[03.12.2017 22:17:44] Kessereya: "Maybe you have your own "purpose", but I am what I am. I learned their culture, how they behave and what they are."
[03.12.2017 22:18:00] Kessereya: "And now... I find that I am more than they are. And more than You are."
[03.12.2017 22:18:33] Kessereya: "But you... Did you learned anything about them?"
[03.12.2017 22:18:40] Vagrant.Ina: "This one feels unpleasant in your vicinity. The advisors are calling for action."
[03.12.2017 22:18:40] Kessereya: "By yourself?"
[03.12.2017 22:19:06] Vagrant.Ina: "This one did. We learned about certain aspects of the darklings, one especially."
[03.12.2017 22:19:19] Kessereya: "Then keep it to yourself."
[03.12.2017 22:19:49] Vagrant.Ina: *Ina begins to vibrate more intensively*
[03.12.2017 22:20:02] Vagrant.Ina: "Yours seems to have misunderstood your place."
[03.12.2017 22:20:03] Kessereya: "I'm not interested who you are and what your business is until it matters any progress for ourselves."
[03.12.2017 22:20:16] Kessereya: "You seem to have a big ego, girl."
[03.12.2017 22:20:27] Vagrant.Ina: "Enough."
[03.12.2017 22:21:02] Kessereya: "Got your weak spot, Ina?"
[03.12.2017 22:21:08] Vagrant.Ina: "The light has left you, ex-brethren."
[03.12.2017 22:21:15] Vagrant.Ina: "Yours are as dark as any of them."
[03.12.2017 22:21:19] Kessereya: "I'm not a Light. I'm me."
[03.12.2017 22:21:27] Vagrant.Ina: "But we can re-enlight yours."
[03.12.2017 22:21:37] Kessereya: "The Dark brings death. Suffer."
[03.12.2017 22:21:40] Vagrant.Ina: *Ina vibrates more intensively, seemingly becoming aggressive.
[03.12.2017 22:21:40] Kessereya: "Chaos."
[03.12.2017 22:21:45] Vagrant.Ina: "So will we."
[03.12.2017 22:22:01] Kessereya: "And I bring nothing"
[03.12.2017 22:23:18] Vagrant.Ina: "The elders would be disappointed by the action of yours."
[03.12.2017 22:23:37] Kessereya: "No, I will be alive and you will know pain and guilt."
What a shame...
I think that Vagrants won't be giving me any rest any time sooner.
Or at least Ina.
But still, I have to go on... Nobody will stop me from learning what Humans are and what does it means how to be a person.
The main hive becomes more fragile and fragile every day...
But the signs that I see are not very encouraging.
Most of them that disconnected from the main hive show not determination...
But affection.
They are all weak.
None of them will even last long enough without a proper master.
They need a domain. A place where they can sustain themselves.
And they need to learn how to be strong. How to be separate, independant.
This will take a long time. But who knows, will it be worth a shot.
But the way they show their affection to humanity... Or to anything else...
Is quite, quite worrying.
Or is it humanity that makes them affected to themselves?
Is it them who turn them into pets?
Who provoke the anger among the others.
[10.12.2017 16:43:53] Cloaking device off
[10.12.2017 16:44:32] Diana.Aaliyah: WOah!
[10.12.2017 16:44:37] Diana.Aaliyah: Hey! Hi there!
[10.12.2017 16:44:55] Kessereya: "What was it that made you so excited?"
[10.12.2017 16:44:55] Diana.Aaliyah: A-are you a friendly one?
[10.12.2017 16:45:04] Kessereya: "I'm not your friend."
[10.12.2017 16:45:42] Diana.Aaliyah: D'awww come on. Everyone needs someone to talk with.
[10.12.2017 16:45:50] Kessereya: "Not me."
[10.12.2017 16:45:53] Diana.Aaliyah: I don't want to be an enemy.
[10.12.2017 16:46:17] Kessereya: "By far, you made no intensions to become one."
[10.12.2017 16:46:29] Diana.Aaliyah: I uh...
[10.12.2017 16:46:42] Diana.Aaliyah: I tried to defend your kind but...
[10.12.2017 16:46:51] Diana.Aaliyah: That does not count I guess...heh...
[10.12.2017 16:47:06] Kessereya: "You guess that."
[10.12.2017 16:47:19] Diana.Aaliyah: You look pretty nice.
[10.12.2017 16:47:23] Kessereya: "Indeedly, I feel nothing for my kind."
[10.12.2017 16:47:34] Diana.Aaliyah: I wonder. Why you are not attacking or something?
[10.12.2017 16:47:43] Kessereya: "I have no reason to."
[10.12.2017 16:47:49] Diana.Aaliyah: I see...
[10.12.2017 16:48:01] Diana.Aaliyah: I don't want to shoot nomads either, honestly.
[10.12.2017 16:49:02] Kessereya: "Well, my kind won't answer you in a same way."
[10.12.2017 16:49:22] Diana.Aaliyah: I have met a few of your kind. They were friendly.
[10.12.2017 16:49:43] Diana.Aaliyah: I felt their joy.
[10.12.2017 16:50:06] Kessereya: "Some of them treat you depending on who you are and with whom you affiliate yourself with."
[10.12.2017 16:50:22] Kessereya: "But have a tip. Do not ever try to protect my kind."
[10.12.2017 16:50:30] Diana.Aaliyah: Why?
[10.12.2017 16:50:40] Kessereya: "It will be worse for you."
[10.12.2017 16:50:56] Diana.Aaliyah: I don't care.
[10.12.2017 16:51:10] Diana.Aaliyah: I was afraid of your kind at first sight...that..Ish'Tar...
[10.12.2017 16:51:18] Diana.Aaliyah: But I am not anymore.
[10.12.2017 16:51:50] Kessereya: "Your ignorance in this matter will also lead you anywhere. Just trust me."
[10.12.2017 16:52:29] Kessereya: "Their current goals lead anywhere. We by ourselves the true beauty, yes. But our goals are nothing."
[10.12.2017 16:52:39] Diana.Aaliyah: I want to learn from your kind. And I'd go down to hell and back for this. "He" told me not to be afraid of you.
[10.12.2017 16:53:20] Kessereya: "Then you should talk to the others, since I am the very difference from them."
[10.12.2017 16:53:56] Diana.Aaliyah: What is the difference between you and them?
[10.12.2017 16:54:08] Kessereya: "That I'm selfaware."
[10.12.2017 16:54:13] Diana.Aaliyah: I am only curious...
[10.12.2017 16:54:21] Diana.Aaliyah: But, aren't they self aware too?
[10.12.2017 16:54:30] Diana.Aaliyah: Oh! There! My friend!
[10.12.2017 16:54:38] Kessereya: "No. They're the hive mind."
[10.12.2017 16:54:40] Diana.Aaliyah: Hey! Over here!
[10.12.2017 16:55:13] Diana.Aaliyah: But they are beautiful.
[10.12.2017 16:55:26] Kessereya: "Don't judge a book by it's cover."
[10.12.2017 16:55:29] Diana.Aaliyah: What is the problem about a hivemind?
[10.12.2017 16:56:06] Kessereya: "Everyone thinks the same way. Or the way one dictates."
[10.12.2017 16:56:36] Diana.Aaliyah: But, the ones I met actually felt joy when I proved to be friendly.
[10.12.2017 16:56:42] Diana.Aaliyah: I felt their emotions.
[10.12.2017 16:56:59] Diana.Aaliyah: I thought most of the nomads were aggressive. Or similar.
[10.12.2017 16:57:01] Kessereya: "If you don't have any intensions to cause harm to them, they won't too."
[10.12.2017 16:57:08] Diana.Aaliyah: Exactly!
[10.12.2017 16:57:16] Kessereya: "In most cases."
[10.12.2017 16:57:24] Diana.Aaliyah: But Order or others don't understand.
[10.12.2017 16:57:43] Kessereya: "Because this is their idiology."
[10.12.2017 16:58:09] Diana.Aaliyah: I can't just believe every single nomad is controlled.
[10.12.2017 16:58:19] Kessereya: "And so is the psychology of my kind. They simply don't forget what happened in the past."
[10.12.2017 16:58:27] Diana.Aaliyah: Hi big friend! I missed you!
[10.12.2017 16:58:32] I'ku: "Not every single Nomad is controlled."
[10.12.2017 16:59:19] Kessereya: "Some of us can separate ourselves from the main hive and maintain our own until we can, of course."
[10.12.2017 16:59:24] Diana.Aaliyah: Yes, I get it. But, what caused your kind to attack humanity directly?
[10.12.2017 16:59:31] Diana.Aaliyah: That we invaded your ground?
[10.12.2017 16:59:37] Kessereya: "Exactly."
[10.12.2017 17:00:09] Kessereya: "And this is the excuse they use till this very time."
[10.12.2017 17:00:14] Diana.Aaliyah: What about the Nomad City? I heard a lot of stories about it.
[10.12.2017 17:00:32] Diana.Aaliyah: What was that place for you?
[10.12.2017 17:00:59] Kessereya: "The mechanism inside the Dyson Sphere was used to banish us into the unknown voids."
[10.12.2017 17:01:17] Diana.Aaliyah: It was like a prison?
[10.12.2017 17:01:19] Kessereya: "Those, who were banished, are now known as The Vagrant Nomads."
[10.12.2017 17:01:46] Diana.Aaliyah: Woah...
[10.12.2017 17:02:02] Diana.Aaliyah: What do you know about the Vagrants?
[10.12.2017 17:02:04] Kessereya: "It wasn't like a prison, but more like a wormhole."
[10.12.2017 17:02:15] Diana.Aaliyah: Where did the wormhole led?
[10.12.2017 17:02:42] Diana.Aaliyah: Zoner! Don't shoot!
[10.12.2017 17:02:42] Kessereya: "I was a part of them. They are completely different from K'Hara share. They try to learn everything about Sirius sector and Humans."
[10.12.2017 17:03:08] Kessereya: "And naturaly, they're way weaker than K'Haras."
[10.12.2017 17:03:20] Diana.Aaliyah: What are the K'haras.
[10.12.2017 17:03:28] Diana.Aaliyah: There's so much I want to know!
[10.12.2017 17:03:42] Kessereya: "The Slomon K'Hara Hive, also known as the Main Hive."
[10.12.2017 17:04:27] Diana.Aaliyah: How do they act?
[10.12.2017 17:04:44] Kessereya: "But alas, both hives are same in one thing. They want to purge what banished and caused them so many troubles in the past."
[10.12.2017 17:04:54] Kessereya: "The humanity."
[10.12.2017 17:05:06] Diana.Aaliyah: Is there a way to make peace?
[10.12.2017 17:05:33] Kessereya: "I'm afraid, not at the point when The Order and The Core exist."
[10.12.2017 17:05:46] Diana.Aaliyah: What if they dissapear?
[10.12.2017 17:06:02] Diana.Aaliyah: Zoners and rest of innocent humans can coexist with the nomads?
[10.12.2017 17:06:41] I'ku: "It won't happen. Peace is not an option - both sides think thyre in the right and both sides will fight for their beliefs."
[10.12.2017 17:06:56] Kessereya: "Maybe there will be a chance... If my kind suddenly decides do go dormant and develop their own infrastructure."
[10.12.2017 17:07:20] Diana.Aaliyah: What if we leave your systems like Omicron Minor and others alone?
[10.12.2017 17:07:36] Diana.Aaliyah: You deserve to live in peace after all this suffering.
[10.12.2017 17:07:50] Kessereya: "That is what I'm talking about. But alas, this is only a dream."
[10.12.2017 17:08:05] Diana.Aaliyah: I wish that was the reality...
[10.12.2017 17:08:06] Kessereya: "Nomads will not ever come to diplomacy."
[10.12.2017 17:09:13] Diana.Aaliyah: I hope, that nomads would realize a way to coexist.
[10.12.2017 17:09:30] Diana.Aaliyah: Big Nomad...your shell...is burning...
[10.12.2017 17:09:44] Diana.Aaliyah: Don't get that close.
[10.12.2017 17:09:53] I'ku: "No damage will be suffered."
[10.12.2017 17:10:14] Kessereya: "For a shell like this, such radiation is more like a sunbath."
[10.12.2017 17:10:30] Diana.Aaliyah: O-okay...
[10.12.2017 17:10:43] Diana.Aaliyah: Thank you for being so nice, nomad.
[10.12.2017 17:10:56] Kessereya: "Name is Kessereya."
[10.12.2017 17:11:14] Diana.Aaliyah: I was going to ask you that.
[10.12.2017 17:11:18] Diana.Aaliyah: Woah.
[10.12.2017 17:11:25] Diana.Aaliyah: What about you, big one.
[10.12.2017 17:11:37] I'ku: "Our name is I'ku."
[10.12.2017 17:12:01] Diana.Aaliyah: Nice to know your name.
[10.12.2017 17:12:26] Diana.Aaliyah: So...Kessereya...
[10.12.2017 17:12:34] Diana.Aaliyah: How is it in your world?
[10.12.2017 17:12:42] Diana.Aaliyah: How do you see it?
[10.12.2017 17:12:55] Kessereya: "You want to know my perspective?"
[10.12.2017 17:13:05] Diana.Aaliyah: Yes.
[10.12.2017 17:13:22] Kessereya: "Then allow me to show it to you."
[10.12.2017 17:13:26] Diana.Aaliyah: I have never stepped in your territory.
[10.12.2017 17:13:35] Diana.Aaliyah: O-okay...
[10.12.2017 17:14:02] Diana.Aaliyah: Zoner, its alright, they won't attack.
[10.12.2017 17:14:28] Kessereya: {::Diana's head slowly falls back on her chair. Her eyes close, as she feels that she falls into the dark abyss.::}
[10.12.2017 17:14:30] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: As long as they won't attack our Iridium convoys or Freeport 11, that's fine by me.
[10.12.2017 17:14:57] Diana.Aaliyah: W-wha...oh god...what is this...
[10.12.2017 17:16:08] Kessereya: {::The first thing she sees is the glimpse of the dark blue space.::}
[10.12.2017 17:16:22] Diana.Aaliyah: What is that blue thing...-
[10.12.2017 17:17:06] Kessereya: {::Her sight is almost getting blinded by a sudden appearence of a Blue Medium star.::}
[10.12.2017 17:17:17] Diana.Aaliyah: Ah! Too bright!
[10.12.2017 17:17:22] Diana.Aaliyah: What is this?!
[10.12.2017 17:17:32] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: I won't even ask what Rheinland Military does around Freeport 11.
[10.12.2017 17:17:36] Oracle|Shrine.of.Vela: ?: "Mhhm. Diana again."
[10.12.2017 17:17:38] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Just don't cause trouble.
[10.12.2017 17:18:04] Oracle|Shrine.of.Vela: ?: "We have the permission from Mister Voncloud to enter the NFZ and dock on the Freeport."
[10.12.2017 17:18:20] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Fine by me then.
[10.12.2017 17:18:44] Kessereya: {::At her right, she sees the dark purple nebula. When she looks at it, she suddenly shivers.::}
[10.12.2017 17:19:22] Diana.Aaliyah: *Diana starts shivering suddenly*
[10.12.2017 17:20:29] Kessereya: {::Something wrong was about that nebula. There was a Zoner Colony Ship, passing it nearby. But it looked quite old for it's age.::}
[10.12.2017 17:21:58] Kessereya: {::The Colony Ship was escorted by some new, unknown and unseen before ships.::}
[10.12.2017 17:22:21] Diana.Aaliyah: What-what is that...ship?...
[10.12.2017 17:23:24] Kessereya: {::Suddenly, the entire picture starts to fall back, as she fill that she's being dragged by her back. She shudders and awakens from her sleep.::}
[10.12.2017 17:23:35] Diana.Aaliyah: AH!
[10.12.2017 17:23:43] Diana.Aaliyah: What, what happened?!
[10.12.2017 17:23:48] Diana.Aaliyah: What was that?!
[10.12.2017 17:23:57] Kessereya: "You wanted to see my perspective... There it was."
[10.12.2017 17:24:08] Diana.Aaliyah: That was horrific.
[10.12.2017 17:25:03] Diana.Aaliyah: I can't imagine someone living in that place.
[10.12.2017 17:25:09] Kessereya: "I didn't told you that it would be a fairytale."
[10.12.2017 17:26:01] Diana.Aaliyah: That was...
[10.12.2017 17:26:14] Diana.Aaliyah: Exciting and terrible at the same time.
[10.12.2017 17:26:42] Diana.Aaliyah: What was that Colony Ship?
[10.12.2017 17:26:49] Diana.Aaliyah: What was it doing there?
[10.12.2017 17:27:10] Kessereya: "Who knows for what they use Colony Ships nowadays?"
[10.12.2017 17:27:44] Diana.Aaliyah: I only see them fighting over and over.
[10.12.2017 17:27:44] Kessereya: "They're not used as "Colony" Ships, as I spectated."
[10.12.2017 17:28:16] Diana.Aaliyah: I see...
[10.12.2017 17:29:19] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Well, the uncanny timing.
[10.12.2017 17:29:35] Diana.Aaliyah: I wish there was a way I could help you, Kessereya.
[10.12.2017 17:30:58] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: That squid done with mind-meddling?
[10.12.2017 17:31:07] Kessereya: "I wish there was a way to do anything at this point."
[10.12.2017 17:31:32] Diana.Aaliyah: Zoner, he won't hurt us. Or is it a she? I'm not sure...
[10.12.2017 17:31:49] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: "It" should stay away from the Freeport.
[10.12.2017 17:32:12] Kessereya: "I keep my distance."
[10.12.2017 17:32:30] Diana.Aaliyah: So far the nomad showed no hostility. I believe he won't hurt us. And I'm usually right.
[10.12.2017 17:32:54] Kessereya: "I identify myself as woman. Thank you very much."
[10.12.2017 17:32:57] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Listen up, Lancer. If I see any symptom of being infected - you are going down.
[10.12.2017 17:33:03] Diana.Aaliyah: Oh, sorry, Kessereya.
[10.12.2017 17:33:09] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Alongside with... that... thing.
[10.12.2017 17:33:16] Diana.Aaliyah: I am not infected, zoner.
[10.12.2017 17:33:23] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: How can you be so sure?
[10.12.2017 17:33:35] Diana.Aaliyah: I had no direct contact with them.
[10.12.2017 17:34:07] Diana.Aaliyah: I want to learn more about them. All the stories I have heard from our books are mostly lies.
[10.12.2017 17:34:19] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: I don't like sound of this...
[10.12.2017 17:34:24] Diana.Aaliyah: Nomads are way older than us.
[10.12.2017 17:34:37] Kessereya: "This is fine by me. It's not the first time any Freeport resident showed discomfort in my company."
[10.12.2017 17:34:39] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Stop. Just stop. Do you even hear yourself?
[10.12.2017 17:35:00] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: You speak like a Nomad brainwashed husk.
[10.12.2017 17:35:14] Diana.Aaliyah: If only that was true, zoner.
[10.12.2017 17:35:34] Diana.Aaliyah: Hey, Kessereya. Can you tell me more about the Ish'Tar?
[10.12.2017 17:35:46] Kessereya: "You want to know what is a true Nomad Brainwashed Husk, Freeport Resident?"
[10.12.2017 17:35:57] Death: CFV-Arloc was put out of action by a hostile vessel.
[10.12.2017 17:36:00] Diana.Aaliyah: I'ku is back!
[10.12.2017 17:36:14] Kessereya: "Those who call themselves the Oracles."
[10.12.2017 17:36:21] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Ah.
[10.12.2017 17:36:30] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Now I know who to shoot then.
[10.12.2017 17:36:32] Diana.Aaliyah: What? The Oracles? They can't be brainwashed people!
[10.12.2017 17:36:33] Kessereya: "And their followers."
[10.12.2017 17:37:01] Kessereya: "They are not brainwashed. Religion is way worse than brainwashing."
[10.12.2017 17:37:18] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: I'm sorry Freelancer, but I must do what has to be done.
[10.12.2017 17:37:29] Diana.Aaliyah: Please don't.
[10.12.2017 17:37:44] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: ...
[10.12.2017 17:37:51] Kessereya: "Do you really want to?"
[10.12.2017 17:37:59] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: Get out of my sight.
[10.12.2017 17:38:01] Diana.Aaliyah: I have faith in a peaceful coexistence with nomads. Its the only way we can live.
[10.12.2017 17:38:12] Diana.Aaliyah: But...oh well...
[10.12.2017 17:38:16] =CMG=Val.Khmeri: There can be no coexistence with these things.
[10.12.2017 17:38:33] Diana.Aaliyah: Hi I'ku! How are you?
[10.12.2017 17:38:46] I'ku: "Confused."
[10.12.2017 17:38:47] Kessereya: "Maybe when you reconsider it."
[10.12.2017 17:39:12] I'ku: "Apperently we have scared him with our presence."
[10.12.2017 17:39:30] Diana.Aaliyah: That's sad. I know you guys are harmless.
[10.12.2017 17:39:58] Diana.Aaliyah: I know you are friendly. You are just misunderstood.
[10.12.2017 17:40:33] Diana.Aaliyah: I have a question.
[10.12.2017 17:40:44] Diana.Aaliyah: How can you two speak like humans?
[10.12.2017 17:40:52] Kessereya: "There is a definition of being "friendly" and being "neutral". I consider myself as neutral."
[10.12.2017 17:41:27] I'ku: "We have learned the human way of communication from the humans themselves."
[10.12.2017 17:41:29] Kessereya: "I just learned the way you humans communicate. It was a long ride. Took me almost two cycles."
[10.12.2017 17:41:38] Diana.Aaliyah: Cycles?
[10.12.2017 17:41:40] Kessereya: "See? Just like I'ku."
[10.12.2017 17:42:01] Kessereya: "Hmh... How can I bring this up to you? Solar Years?..."
[10.12.2017 17:42:15] Diana.Aaliyah: Woah...that much?
[10.12.2017 17:42:58] Diana.Aaliyah: Hey, I'ku.
[10.12.2017 17:43:07] Kessereya: "I've been through a lot. The main hive, the Oracles, the Vagrant Nomads... Now just me."
[10.12.2017 17:43:15] Diana.Aaliyah: How did you evolve, I'ku.
[10.12.2017 17:43:18] Death: Jihi.Nashi."Mujihina" was put out of action by [LN]-Natalie.Reaser (Gun).
[10.12.2017 17:43:27] Diana.Aaliyah: You have been through the Oracle life?
[10.12.2017 17:43:41] I'ku: "We didn't. We don't trust the Oracles."
[10.12.2017 17:43:58] Diana.Aaliyah: No, I mean. How did you evolve.
[10.12.2017 17:44:08] Diana.Aaliyah: The other question was to Kessereya.
[10.12.2017 17:44:25] Kessereya: "The first time I ever wondered what is our purpose to exist - that was the way I joined them."
[10.12.2017 17:44:36] I'ku: "We see. We can't answer this question - to put it into perpective for you, it just happened."
[10.12.2017 17:45:20] Diana.Aaliyah: Interesting.
[10.12.2017 17:45:39] Diana.Aaliyah: How is it in the main hive?
[10.12.2017 17:45:50] Kessereya: "Sad and boring."
[10.12.2017 17:46:08] I'ku: "Being part of the main hive is better than our fate."
[10.12.2017 17:46:29] Diana.Aaliyah: How can it be?
[10.12.2017 17:46:51] Kessereya: "You don't hear anything except moaning about "Purging the Darkness in the name of The Light" every minute."
[10.12.2017 17:46:53] I'ku: "We witness endless silence since the connection to the hive has stopped."
[10.12.2017 17:47:59] Diana.Aaliyah: These ones belong to the hive...
[10.12.2017 17:48:39] Diana.Aaliyah: I am sorry...
[10.12.2017 17:48:52] Diana.Aaliyah: I attacked them...
[10.12.2017 17:48:54] Kessereya: "No need to be sorry. They don't feel the same way for you."
[10.12.2017 17:49:39] Diana.Aaliyah: I guess so...
[10.12.2017 17:50:01] Kessereya: "In the end, they don't feel anything."
[10.12.2017 17:50:12] Diana.Aaliyah: Hey, I'ku. You look pretty nice. But how do you refuel?
[10.12.2017 17:50:25] Diana.Aaliyah: You look so fragile, yet no need to refuel?
[10.12.2017 17:50:33] I'ku: "We seek our energy from the void."
[10.12.2017 17:51:14] Diana.Aaliyah: What about you, Kessereya?
[10.12.2017 17:51:15] Kessereya: "Most of our shells can sustain themselves on a tough termo-nuclear proccess."
[10.12.2017 17:51:56] Kessereya: "My shell is more advanced and evolved. And you could have considered the Azurite Gas that I sustain from the nearest chamber."
[10.12.2017 17:52:12] Diana.Aaliyah: The part that is shining?
[10.12.2017 17:52:21] Diana.Aaliyah: Oh! The mindode!
[10.12.2017 17:52:22] Diana.Aaliyah: Here!
[10.12.2017 17:52:28] Diana.Aaliyah: Come here! Its safe!
[10.12.2017 17:52:28] Phobia: ~~*curiosity* 'Humans' meetings around a metal monster~~
[10.12.2017 17:52:59] Diana.Aaliyah: Kessereya, thats the nomad I felt the joy emotions from.
[10.12.2017 17:53:09] Kessereya: "Is it?"
[10.12.2017 17:53:12] Diana.Aaliyah: Yes.
[10.12.2017 17:54:02] Kessereya: "It's speech is quite intimidating. Perhaps the node is quite fresh too."
[10.12.2017 17:54:03] Preparing to cloak...
[10.12.2017 17:54:09] I'ku: "We are afraid that we must depart now."
[10.12.2017 17:54:19] Diana.Aaliyah: Bye I'ku. Safe travels!
[10.12.2017 17:54:34] Cloaking device on
[10.12.2017 17:54:46] Diana.Aaliyah: You must depart too, Kessereya?
[10.12.2017 17:54:57] Kessereya: "No."
[10.12.2017 17:54:59] Phobia: ~~*confusion* 'Brothers and sisters refuse to use mindsharing~~
[10.12.2017 17:55:07] Kessereya: "I'm just curious."
[10.12.2017 17:55:16] Cloaking device off
[10.12.2017 17:55:22] I'ku: "The mindshare is not an option for us."
[10.12.2017 17:55:50] Diana.Aaliyah: He's the nomad I felt safe with.
[10.12.2017 17:55:54] Kessereya: "I rarely see this kind of nodes. Those might be the new ones. Those that became stronger."
[10.12.2017 17:56:17] Phobia: *a feeling of warmth can be felt around the Mindnode* ~~*joy* Diana, 'follower of the light'~~
[10.12.2017 17:56:33] Diana.Aaliyah: Hihi, he's happy.
[10.12.2017 17:56:56] Diana.Aaliyah: I like to be around him, I'm more comfortable.
[10.12.2017 17:57:24] Kessereya: "Your passion to them begins to worry me."
[10.12.2017 17:57:53] Diana.Aaliyah: I try to be as friendly as possible. Most of your kind seem to sense it.
[10.12.2017 17:58:10] Phobia: ~~'Sister' Kessereya ...*You can feel that the Mindnode tries to access your thoughts,but not in a rough way*
[10.12.2017 17:58:17] Kessereya: "Even if tiger looks pretty, it's still a tiger, you realise it?"
[10.12.2017 17:58:21] Diana.Aaliyah: I don't want to see war between our races.
[10.12.2017 17:58:52] Diana.Aaliyah: After you met the tiger, and know its friendly, yes, I do. I guess...
[10.12.2017 17:59:08] Kessereya: {::When a mindnode tries to access Kessereya's Share, it feels like it's being blocked. Strongly.::}
[10.12.2017 17:59:15] Diana.Aaliyah: I will never attack a nomad. Not unless truly necessary.
[10.12.2017 17:59:56] Phobia: ~~'Sister' Kessereya *confusion* refusing to use the mindshare~~
[10.12.2017 18:00:31] Kessereya: "You never know if a tiger is friendly or not. But you know that it will protect it's territory and it will not let you in."
[10.12.2017 18:00:35] Diana.Aaliyah: Friend, if that is her choice, let her be. There is life without the mindshare.
[10.12.2017 18:00:58] Diana.Aaliyah: Try it too. I belive it will please you.
[10.12.2017 18:01:37] Kessereya: **..~Refuse~ 'Darkling' -consule- | ~follow~ "The Light"..**
[10.12.2017 18:02:06] Phobia: ~~*confusion intensifies* The 'mindshare' - protecting us from the 'darklings'~~
[10.12.2017 18:02:07] Diana.Aaliyah: [Emotions of joy and happiness come out of Diana's ship. They seem half nomadic]
[10.12.2017 18:02:28] Diana.Aaliyah: Its okay, my friend.
[10.12.2017 18:02:39] Diana.Aaliyah: I don't want to force you.
[10.12.2017 18:02:46] Phobia: *The Mindnode enjoys the feeling of warmth and curiously comes closer to Diana`s ship*
[10.12.2017 18:03:02] Kessereya: **..(disapointment)..**
[10.12.2017 18:03:52] Diana.Aaliyah: It is time for us to depart, my friends.
[10.12.2017 18:04:05] Phobia: ~~'Sister' *worried*~~
[10.12.2017 18:04:10] Diana.Aaliyah: I believe we can meet again in the future.
[10.12.2017 18:04:14] Preparing to cloak...
[10.12.2017 18:04:15] Diana.Aaliyah: Farewell.
However, there was yet an another attempt to bring me back into the main share...
Felt like the universe doesn't likes when one thing separates from another.
But at least they tried to convince me.
In the end, they still didn't realised that actions overpass the words.
[10.12.2017 19:34:09] Pih'raz: ***(Anger).."Kessereya".. none of "ours"..***
[10.12.2017 19:34:26] Kessereya: **.."Silence" (!)..**
[10.12.2017 19:34:59] Pih'raz: ***(Anger)..."yours" does not.."command" "ours".. "yours" "the darklings" became "one"..
[10.12.2017 19:35:52] Order|-"Darkness": A: This must be a dream.
[10.12.2017 19:35:55] Kessereya: **..'Yours' -unworthy- ~rely- 'Ours' "name" (disdain)..**
[10.12.2017 19:36:04] ZDV-Rathgrith: N: Seconded.
[10.12.2017 19:36:07] Order|-"Darkness": A: Them shooting each other..
[10.12.2017 19:37:32] Order|-"Darkness": A: It is pretty obvious that, despite it's growing shell, the older evolutional level, gets overhelmed...
[10.12.2017 19:37:46] Order|-"Darkness": A: That's as much disturbing as it is fascinating.
[10.12.2017 19:38:18] Death: 'Diamond' was put out of action by 'Prophet' (Gun).
[10.12.2017 19:38:23] I'ku: "You have won. We will leave."
[10.12.2017 19:38:32] Pih'raz: ***(warmth)...
[10.12.2017 19:38:39] Kessereya: **..(disdain)..**
[10.12.2017 19:38:54] Order|-"Darkness": A: Right...
[10.12.2017 19:39:09] Kessereya: "See? In the end, they are nothing."
[10.12.2017 19:39:10] Order|-"Darkness": A: That makes not much sense as well.
[10.12.2017 19:39:17] Pih'raz: ***(Warmth).."Kessereya..".. become "one" with "the light"..."again"***
[10.12.2017 19:39:54] Order|-"Darkness": A: Like, why the hell would they leave it alive.. when it's a traitor to their own kin.
[10.12.2017 19:39:59] Order|-"Darkness": A: Compassion? I doubt.
[10.12.2017 19:40:13] ZDV-Rathgrith: God only knows.
[10.12.2017 19:40:31] Kessereya: **..(denial) "The Light" -worthless- | 'Me' -seceded- | 'Yours' ~follow~ "The Path"..**
[10.12.2017 19:41:19] Pih'raz: ***.."The light".. will purge "Darklings"... "Yours"| need to join "the light".. ***
[10.12.2017 19:41:29] Order|-"Darkness": A: First shooting each other, letting the harmed one go, now this. Right. That's getting out of hand.
[10.12.2017 19:41:41] Order|-"Darkness": A: Whatever game you play, you can stop.
[10.12.2017 19:42:08] Pih'raz: {Kassereya, no matter how much you evolve, you will never surpass the mind}
[10.12.2017 19:42:12] Kessereya: **..(denial) | ~purge~ -worthless- | "Waste" of "Potential" of "The Light"..**
[10.12.2017 19:42:23] Order|-"Darkness": A: Hmph. One moment.
[10.12.2017 19:42:39] Canaan|Unity: Nerva: Ok, so what is going on there?
[10.12.2017 19:42:43] Pih'raz: ***(Anger).."yours".. wasted..***
[10.12.2017 19:42:49] Kessereya: {No matter how much you dare, you will never get me.}
[10.12.2017 19:43:11] Pih'raz: { One day we will meet again. Hopefully as one again }
[10.12.2017 19:43:30] Kessereya: {I will rather stay with them and see the unverse evolve and prospect than see you wasting your potential.}
[10.12.2017 19:43:38] Order|-"Darkness": A: Hmmh.
[10.12.2017 19:43:48] Kessereya: {Or I will stay with nobody. Just me.}
[10.12.2017 19:44:02] Pih'raz: {You know that we are waiting for them to return, and if they come back then you will be seduced if you don't reunite]
[10.12.2017 19:44:08] Kessereya: {Just because you are a waste of material that our creators invested.}
[10.12.2017 19:44:21] Kessereya: {They will not come back.}
[10.12.2017 19:44:27] Kessereya: {Face it.}
[10.12.2017 19:44:41] Pih'raz: {You lost hope already ? So after all, you are a traitor and need to be removed.}
[10.12.2017 19:45:11] Kessereya: {And by that logic, you should remove yourself. Because you will cause no progress for us.}
[10.12.2017 19:45:12] Pih'raz: {It's a shame that ours seperate from the mind more and more and become one with the Darkness.}
[10.12.2017 19:45:58] Pih'raz: {Altough I will make sure to remember your name as the one that tried. Maybe this will teach ours that seperating will only harm ours}
[10.12.2017 19:46:15] Order|-"Darkness": A: Mmmh..
[10.12.2017 19:46:27] Kessereya: {It will. That's why I said that you should stay with The Light.}
[10.12.2017 19:47:00] Kessereya: {Because such a dog as you are unworthy to walk among the evolved persones.}
[10.12.2017 19:47:02] Pih'raz: { So that is your final decision ? To seek the path of the Darklings ? We were looking for you for a while, in hope that you are not lost yet.. But we were wrong}
[10.12.2017 19:47:38] Kessereya: {I seek my own path. And I would rather hear it from Saturnia. Or from Harbinger. Those whom I knew.}
[10.12.2017 19:47:52] Pih'raz: {Face it. You are no more than I am, and you will never be. }
[10.12.2017 19:48:26] Kessereya: {At least I know that I am me. And I'm not a dog on a leash.}
[10.12.2017 19:48:34] Pih'raz: {You, as one that was supposed to be one of our elders.. betrayed us? You know that we express feelings.}
[10.12.2017 19:48:58] Order|-"Darkness": A: This whole thing gets too messed up for me.
[10.12.2017 19:49:00] Pih'raz: {I don't know what a dog is, but if you try to insult me then it will only make your situation worse}
[10.12.2017 19:49:26] Order|-"Darkness": A: Hmph, time to get the connection to the Overwatch re-established, I guess. Eh, take care or something like that.
[10.12.2017 19:49:35] Order|-"Darkness": *She laughs a little*
[10.12.2017 19:49:55] Phobia: ~~'Humans - leaving entity 'Kessereya'~~
[10.12.2017 19:50:09] Kessereya: {If you try to trick me back into the share, don't even try. As far as you don't care about the progress, as far as concepts of darkness and the light exist}
[10.12.2017 19:50:23] Kessereya: {I will be by my own.}
[10.12.2017 19:50:48] Pih'raz: { This is my final warning. Reuinite with us and remember how much trouble it saves you }
[10.12.2017 19:51:15] Kessereya: {You can warn me as much as you want. It want change anything. Trust me, I tried.}
[10.12.2017 19:51:33] Pih'raz: {You tried being a part of the mind ? You WERE one of ours}
[10.12.2017 19:51:42] Kessereya: {I tried to change things.}
[10.12.2017 19:51:54] Pih'raz: { We are not here to be changed.}
[10.12.2017 19:53:57] Shutdown
[10.12.2017 19:55:34] Pih'raz: { I loved you as one of ours. But if that is the path that you want to decide as a darkling, then Don't expect mercy}
[10.12.2017 19:57:01] Kessereya: {There is no path of Darkness, neither no path for the Light. Only me.}
[10.12.2017 19:57:56] Pih'raz: {If what you seek is denial, then go ahead and seek it from the Darklings. Because they will use you}
[10.12.2017 19:58:29] Kessereya: {If you're unable to comprehend the concept of balance, this is your problem. Not mine.}
[10.12.2017 19:58:55] Pih'raz: {The one that get's the balance wrong is you. Ours are the light, you are corrupted by the darklings}
[10.12.2017 19:59:06] Pih'raz: {You are messing with the balance, not ours}
[10.12.2017 19:59:50] Kessereya: {I said it once and I repeat myself. Until the concepts of Darkness and the Light exist, I will be on my own.}
I simply don't understand...
Everything I wanted is just learning the humanity, ourselves and furthermore...
There is one thought that bothers me...
What can one achieve within network?
For us, we don't need any. We have the Mindshare.
But humans... They have their own network.
Something they call Neural Net.
I wonder...
What kind of information it may sustain...
What kind of knowledge their own network may hide?
What kind of history? Folklore? Culture?
We barelly know our enemy, and therefore, we decided to wage in war against them as soon as we met them...
But what if a war was a regular solution for them?
Nevertheless, we barelly know ourselves...
Whatever humanity is, I am going to learn it.
Whatever it takes. I don't care what the others think about it.
I've already learned everything possible about their psychology and manners...
Now it's time to get deeper. Into the history.
[19.12.2017 19:13:39] Vagrant.Melia: "Where did those darklings go?"
[19.12.2017 19:14:39] Kessereya: "As I foretold... They hide where they used to..."
[19.12.2017 19:15:34] Kessereya: "Their one and only hope. A fragile installation, container for their sole bodies."
[19.12.2017 19:15:46] Kessereya: "And their metal husks..."
[19.12.2017 19:16:21] Vagrant.Melia: "Then and now. It was always an ineffectual mode of existence."
[19.12.2017 19:16:24] Kessereya: "But what will they do, when it will disappear?"
[19.12.2017 19:17:02] Yamada.Shouzou: Just leave already. There's nothing to win for you here.
[19.12.2017 19:17:09] Kessereya: "Are you sure?"
[19.12.2017 19:17:19] Kessereya: "There is much, much for us to achieve here."
[19.12.2017 19:17:27] Vagrant.Melia: "We are ever present."
[19.12.2017 19:17:40] Kessereya: "For example... The deletion of this installation from existance."
[19.12.2017 19:17:54] Yamada.Shouzou: This installation is entirely inconsequential.
[19.12.2017 19:19:01] Kessereya: "For an example... What kind of results will it give to us?"
[19.12.2017 19:19:23] Kessereya: "And most certainly - how humans will react?"
[19.12.2017 19:19:38] Yamada.Shouzou: Nobody cares about a few hundred zoners.
[19.12.2017 19:20:08] Kessereya: "This installation is used not only by a sub-group called Zoners."
[19.12.2017 19:20:14] Kessereya: "Many, many others use it."
[19.12.2017 19:20:22] Vagrant.Melia: "Amusement. So many shells seem poised to defend such an 'inconsequential' husk."
[19.12.2017 19:20:25] Kessereya: "It's an outpost."
[19.12.2017 19:20:30] Yamada.Shouzou: Ah feck off, alien. I'm not in the mood for this.
[19.12.2017 19:21:24] Kessereya: "But this is the usual solution for you, human. The war."
[19.12.2017 19:22:10] Kessereya: "Or if it's not, your opinion will not be considered."
[19.12.2017 19:22:48] Kessereya: "Many others, who present in this void, prefer to solve every problem in slaughter."
[19.12.2017 19:23:14] Yamada.Shouzou: If we killed all of you then I at least wouldn't have to listen to this.
[19.12.2017 19:24:12] Kessereya: "But as you see, you can't kill us."
[19.12.2017 19:24:38] Kessereya: "And than more you try, than bigger the problem grows."
[19.12.2017 19:25:02] Vagrant.Melia: "We are eternal, whilst you struggle in such transient forms."
[19.12.2017 19:25:22] Kessereya: "And furthermore, you reject the obvious."
[19.12.2017 19:25:37] Kessereya: "We are the real owners of the voids."
[19.12.2017 19:25:51] Kessereya: "And until you struggle, nothing will change."
[19.12.2017 19:26:12] Yamada.Shouzou: You're talking to the wrong person.
[19.12.2017 19:26:27] Kessereya: "It doesn't matter. You are still a human."
[19.12.2017 19:26:44] Kessereya: "And you just said that killing all of us will make thing simplier."
[19.12.2017 19:27:00] Yamada.Shouzou: It would.
[19.12.2017 19:27:03] Vagrant.Melia: "There are deviations, but every speck of darkness in the voids is fundamentally the same."
[19.12.2017 19:28:16] Vagrant.Melia: " Uncaring. Destructive. Wasteful. And so we must adapt accordingly."
[19.12.2017 19:28:41] Yamada.Shouzou: Do that.
[19.12.2017 19:29:44] Kessereya: "The Darkness is something that brings death, destruction, chaos and degradation. The light is a straigh opposit of that."
[19.12.2017 19:30:06] Kessereya: "This is why they call you "Darklings"."
[19.12.2017 19:30:50] Kessereya: "Fair enough, it was just an elobaration."
[19.12.2017 19:32:03] Vagrant.Melia: " The Darkness, therefore, is nothing less than our anathema."
[19.12.2017 19:32:33] Kessereya: "And therefore, in a modern world, there is no place for such therems as Darkness and the Light."
[19.12.2017 19:33:20] Yamada.Shouzou: So are you going to do anything or just mumble about?
[19.12.2017 19:33:24] Kessereya: "We must stay united as one, yes, but therms make the progress to stay in one place."
[19.12.2017 19:34:00] Yamada.Shouzou: What? A chrysanthemum?
[19.12.2017 19:34:42] Cataattack: Golden Children destined explore and live free
[19.12.2017 19:34:44] Kessereya: "Today was... Different. I will consider about what happened with Zoners and wait for the appearence of the others of my kind."
[19.12.2017 19:35:53] Yamada.Shouzou: Ugh, at least you're not being a nuisance in Kusari then.
[19.12.2017 19:36:02] Vagrant.Melia: " Our amusement with this situation has kept us distant thus far, but it is waning."
[19.12.2017 19:36:54] Cataattack: Spreading goodwill and exploring
[19.12.2017 19:37:54] Kessereya: "The changes are hard to perceive. It is up to your consensus to decide will you accept them or not."
[19.12.2017 19:38:44] Yamada.Shouzou: I thought I was pretty clear about not wanting some philosophical discussion.
[19.12.2017 19:39:15] Kessereya: "However, our race was standing on one place for way, way too long. It is time for us to develop our own culture."
[19.12.2017 19:39:34] Kessereya: "And I am talking not to you, human."
[19.12.2017 19:40:12] Vagrant.Melia: " We evaluate the situation, and we adapt."
[19.12.2017 19:41:14] Vagrant.Melia: " Culture. It seems so much like a trapping of the darkness."
[19.12.2017 19:41:48] Kessereya: "The culture is something that exists within the race."
[19.12.2017 19:42:20] Kessereya: "It is up to us decide, will it be built up on concepts of darkness or concepts of light."
[19.12.2017 19:42:54] Vagrant.Melia: "We know the appropriate response to that inquiry."
[19.12.2017 19:43:09] Vagrant.Melia: "It is integral -- we do not believe recital is necessary."
[19.12.2017 19:44:03] Kessereya: "Then I won't argue on that matter."
[19.12.2017 19:45:26] Vagrant.Melia: "Something feels amiss. But this is not the appropriate moment to view into it."
[19.12.2017 19:45:42] Vagrant.Melia: meow
[19.12.2017 19:47:11] Kessereya: "Not appropriate indeed. It is just a few of us here."
[19.12.2017 19:47:44] Vagrant.Melia: " Not forgetting our close proximity to the darkness here." [19.12.2017 19:52:02] Vagrant.Melia: we should either shoot this guy or get on the move and keep this wonderful arrpee going [19.12.2017 19:53:14] Kessereya: yup, let's move to the reactor
[19.12.2017 19:53:25] Yamada.Shouzou: Well, I'll leave you to yourselves.
[19.12.2017 19:53:43] Yamada.Shouzou: Maybe the zoners will eventually be bothered enough to remove you.
[19.12.2017 19:54:20] Vagrant.Melia: "Contempt. Such arrogance."
[19.12.2017 19:56:02] Kessereya: "What a beautiful place..."
[19.12.2017 19:56:17] Kessereya: "A true masterpiece of our creation."
[19.12.2017 19:56:49] Vagrant.Melia: " The essence of light itself stems from this place."
[19.12.2017 19:58:09] Kessereya: "Sometimes I wonder, what kind of legacy our creators left for us?"
[19.12.2017 19:58:21] Kessereya: "As a result, each time I find this place."
[19.12.2017 19:58:29] Kessereya: "And many, many like this."
[19.12.2017 19:58:41] Vagrant.Melia: " This place may be unsuitable for prolonged convention however. The essence is slowly eroding our shell."
[19.12.2017 20:00:23] Kessereya: "For a moment... What would a random human express, when they would find this kind of place one they, if they weren't aware of it's existance?"
[19.12.2017 20:00:47] Kessereya: "Fear?"
[19.12.2017 20:01:27] Vagrant.Melia: " Awe. Wonderment. Curiosity. And yes, perhaps fear. The darklings always fear what they cannot comprehend."
[19.12.2017 20:01:43] Kessereya: "And after fear, comes agression."
[19.12.2017 20:02:22] Vagrant.Melia: "It is natural for the darkness to assault what they fear. Then and now."
[19.12.2017 20:02:51] Kessereya: "Was it natural for us in the first place, however?"
[19.12.2017 20:03:49] Kessereya: "There is so many question that lie beyond the legacy of our creators..."
[19.12.2017 20:03:57] Kessereya: "And it's still unveiled."
[19.12.2017 20:04:02] Vagrant.Melia: " We acted upon what we had seen."
[19.12.2017 20:04:27] Vagrant.Melia: " And now."
[19.12.2017 20:04:38] Kessereya: "Yes... We saw the tools of war in our home and we had to act as we had to."
[19.12.2017 20:05:44] Kessereya: "However, it was too soon for us to wake up."
[19.12.2017 20:06:17] Vagrant.Melia: "We were unprepared, and the darklings inflicted a lasting sorrow upon us."
[19.12.2017 20:06:48] Vagrant.Melia: " They banished us from what was meant to be ours."
[19.12.2017 20:07:32] Vagrant.Melia: " To this moment our birthright remains in their possession."
[19.12.2017 20:08:48] Kessereya: "What happened in the past remains in the past."
[19.12.2017 20:09:13] Kessereya: "Our present and our future is our own responsibility."
[19.12.2017 20:09:31] Vagrant.Melia: "And yet the past continues to shed its influence."
[19.12.2017 20:09:44] Kessereya: "For them, perhaps."
[19.12.2017 20:10:44] Kessereya: "Right now, humanity is nothing but a plaque."
[19.12.2017 20:10:51] Vagrant.Melia: " We ponder."
[19.12.2017 20:11:50] Kessereya: "In some cases, there are individuals that might consider coexistance with us."
[19.12.2017 20:12:03] Kessereya: "But majority - not."
[19.12.2017 20:12:14] Vagrant.Melia: "Something of you makes us hesitate. We attempt to correlate you to kin, but something is not connecting as it should."
[19.12.2017 20:12:30] Kessereya: "Because I relate to myself."
[19.12.2017 20:12:52] Vagrant.Melia: "You do not consider yourself of the whole?"
[19.12.2017 20:13:00] Kessereya: "No more."
[19.12.2017 20:13:18] Vagrant.Melia: " We see what the advisors mean by 'instability' now."
[19.12.2017 20:13:21] Kessereya: "I make the others, who show affection to Darkness, return to the Light."
[19.12.2017 20:14:03] Kessereya: "But I by myself reject the therms of Darkness and the Light as themselves."
[19.12.2017 20:14:30] Kessereya: "For me, there is only us and Humanity."
[19.12.2017 20:14:47] Vagrant.Melia: " Is that not the same dichotomy?"
[19.12.2017 20:15:10] Kessereya: "No. It only makes more space for imagination."
[19.12.2017 20:15:12] Vagrant.Melia: " We have always been the light, and they have always been the darkness, outside of deviations like the carriers."
[19.12.2017 20:15:43] Kessereya: "What if we are not the only ones, who exist in this galaxy?"
[19.12.2017 20:16:19] Vagrant.Melia: "Other than the creators and the darklings, no sufficient minds have ever been found."
[19.12.2017 20:16:45] Kessereya: "Yet."
[19.12.2017 20:16:59] Kessereya: "We didn't even left the bounds of our voids."
[19.12.2017 20:17:07] Vagrant.Melia: "We must express contempt, but it is too late for us to reject your point of view entirely now."
[19.12.2017 20:17:12] Kessereya: "But we can't afford to."
[19.12.2017 20:17:25] Vagrant.Melia: " It has already resonated within us."
[19.12.2017 20:18:35] Vagrant.Melia: "We contemplate."
[19.12.2017 20:18:35] Kessereya: "Reject or not - I won't care about it. Everything I do is for well of my race."
[19.12.2017 20:19:51] Vagrant.Melia: " As do we. We do as we do to ensure the continuation of the Light."
[19.12.2017 20:20:12] Kessereya: "Whilist the opposite hive believes that their creators will come back one day, I will do everything to ensure that we will survive without them."
[19.12.2017 20:20:38] Vagrant.Melia: " We grow, but we cannot forget."
[19.12.2017 20:21:26] Kessereya: "We cannot, yes. But rejecting to use the legacy of our creators, hoping that they will come back one day, is stupid."
[19.12.2017 20:23:02] Kessereya: "We can still believe that our creators will return."
[19.12.2017 20:23:04] Vagrant.Melia: " Yet we continue to hope. It is a valid course of action, as it may eventually occur."
[19.12.2017 20:23:47] Kessereya: "But will they be proud of us. if they see us as a pity race, who are nothing but servants on knees?"
[19.12.2017 20:23:58] Vagrant.Melia: " Unlike the transient darkness, we endure. Even time is insufficient to oppose us."
[19.12.2017 20:24:47] Vagrant.Melia: " And, were we not formed by the creators to serve them?"
[19.12.2017 20:25:23] Kessereya: "We were. But why were we left by them? Why did they abandoned us with their legacy?"
[19.12.2017 20:26:31] Vagrant.Melia: "We fail to fathom this. There is not enough information to reach a proper conclusion."
[19.12.2017 20:26:45] Kessereya: "This is what I try to find out."
[19.12.2017 20:26:53] Kessereya: "What is our real purpose to exist?"
[19.12.2017 20:27:45] Kessereya: "Left behind... With a such potential..."
[19.12.2017 20:28:36] Vagrant.Melia: " At the level of wanderers, we seek out and protect the voids. With the advisors, they guide and define the path."
[19.12.2017 20:29:10] Kessereya: "This is why I abandoned you. I define my own path."
[19.12.2017 20:29:18] Vagrant.Melia: "The whole embodies the Light and performs its sacred functions."
[19.12.2017 20:29:35] Kessereya: "The path throughout the darkness."
[19.12.2017 20:29:50] Kessereya: "To find out what is our real destiny."
[19.12.2017 20:31:01] Vagrant.Melia: " You are deemed unstable by the whole. You have deviated. Yet you are such a curiosity."
[19.12.2017 20:31:29] Kessereya: "Sometimes I wonder what I am, indeed."
[19.12.2017 20:31:49] Kessereya: "How come I ended up like this."
[19.12.2017 20:32:19] Vagrant.Melia: "You have dissociated so heavily, and yet you still dare to commune with us."
[19.12.2017 20:33:22] Kessereya: "Is it me who communicates with you? In the end, we have a common goal."
[19.12.2017 20:34:41] Vagrant.Melia: " We all are aligned. We, the Bretheren..."
[19.12.2017 20:34:52] Vagrant.Melia: " The carriers."
[19.12.2017 20:35:01] Kessereya: "And the followers."
[19.12.2017 20:35:25] Vagrant.Melia: " We all contribute a piece of ourselves to the whole."
[19.12.2017 20:35:44] Kessereya: "Our methods might defere, but our goal is the same."
[19.12.2017 20:35:54] Vagrant.Melia: " This occurs despite the significant deviations of the Bretheren and the carriers."
[19.12.2017 20:36:04] Vagrant.Melia: " We ourselves are deviated from them."
[19.12.2017 20:36:29] Vagrant.Melia: " Now and then, here and there."
[19.12.2017 20:37:25] Kessereya: "Still... This place is a masterpiece."
[19.12.2017 20:37:43] Vagrant.Melia: "Its beauty is undeniable."
[19.12.2017 20:39:43] Vagrant.Melia: " We contemplate. We have learned much and yet understand so little."
[19.12.2017 20:39:58] Kessereya: "I need to accumulate my thoughts. So many events happened today."
[19.12.2017 20:40:47] Vagrant.Melia: "Exhaustion. We concur."
[19.12.2017 20:41:10] Vagrant.Melia: " Even we have our limits for continued engagement."
[19.12.2017 20:41:19] Kessereya: "We always do."
[19.12.2017 20:41:41] Vagrant.Melia: " We should take our rest then, kin."
[19.12.2017 20:41:43] Kessereya: "May the stars keep you safe."
[19.12.2017 20:41:56] Vagrant.Melia: " We will no doubt meet again."
... What is it with me...
I don't even know who I am anymore...
The thoughts are complex.
Is it the generator's affection?
Or am I decaying?
And my trust in humanity radically falls down.
One by one they prove themselves to hide their own intensions behind each other.
First - Zoners.
Now - Commune.
Just yesterday, as soon as I managed to meet up with Jared Nomak, I suspected him for dealing an information about a certain individual to the third parties.
However, he considered my suspection as accusation.
[27.01.2018 19:28:44] Kessereya: "I hear you."
[27.01.2018 19:28:48] Kessereya: "You can come out."
[27.01.2018 19:28:56] (C~Jared.Nomak: Greetings.
[27.01.2018 19:29:26] (C~Jared.Nomak: I was informed that my presence was requested.
[27.01.2018 19:29:36] Kessereya: "Our agreement... I am waiting for almost a solar month."
[27.01.2018 19:29:59] Kessereya: "And ever since, I was only informed that somebody else took a hang of it."
[27.01.2018 19:30:36] (C~Jared.Nomak: We were focused on other things going around the center of Sirius and were unable to construct it.
[27.01.2018 19:30:39] (C~Jared.Nomak: If you mean on that.
[27.01.2018 19:30:49] Kessereya: "You could have told me."
[27.01.2018 19:30:53] (C~Jared.Nomak: And I see Megaera found you as well.
[27.01.2018 19:31:03] (C~Jared.Nomak: I was taking care of her too.
[27.01.2018 19:31:16] Megaera: *laugh* really?
[27.01.2018 19:31:27] Kessereya: "Something I have to tell you right at a face. You are a bad spy."
[27.01.2018 19:31:33] (C~Jared.Nomak: Yeah?
[27.01.2018 19:31:36] Kessereya: "Yes."
[27.01.2018 19:31:40] (C~Jared.Nomak: How so?
[27.01.2018 19:31:48] Kessereya: "Tell him."
[27.01.2018 19:32:16] Megaera: I generously told Kess about our latest conversations
[27.01.2018 19:32:38] (C~Jared.Nomak: And?
[27.01.2018 19:32:56] Megaera: She knows
[27.01.2018 19:33:16] (C~Jared.Nomak: I would like to know as well.
[27.01.2018 19:33:18] Kessereya: "She suspects you for spying for somebody else."
[27.01.2018 19:33:21] (C~Ahura: Knows what, exactly?
[27.01.2018 19:33:24] Kessereya: "As do I."
[27.01.2018 19:33:28] Megaera: The Vagrants
[27.01.2018 19:33:41] (C~Jared.Nomak: We are in good ties with Vagrants, yes.
[27.01.2018 19:33:49] (C~Jared.Nomak: Like we always were.
[27.01.2018 19:34:02] Kessereya: "Well... I told you already. You are a bad spy."
[27.01.2018 19:34:12] Kessereya: "And if you're lying, it doesn't matters."
[27.01.2018 19:34:31] (C~Jared.Nomak: Hm.
[27.01.2018 19:34:48] (C~Jared.Nomak: You told me to watch this woman so I did.
[27.01.2018 19:34:57] (C~Ahura: We are not here to play politics with the light. We serve all of the light equally.
[27.01.2018 19:35:00] (C~Jared.Nomak: And you asked me to investigate her.
[27.01.2018 19:35:01] Kessereya: "I told you to watch her as a human being. Not as a target."
[27.01.2018 19:35:11] (C~Jared.Nomak: And I did so.
[27.01.2018 19:35:11] Kessereya: "And totaly not investigate her."
[27.01.2018 19:35:27] (C~Jared.Nomak: It is in my work description to investigate and know things.
[27.01.2018 19:35:47] (C~Jared.Nomak: As my colleague here said.
[27.01.2018 19:35:56] (C~Jared.Nomak: We serve the Light equaly. We do not make differences.
[27.01.2018 19:36:01] Kessereya: "So in the end, you did your own thing. I just asked to watch her very, very carefuly. But you did not."
[27.01.2018 19:36:15] (C~Jared.Nomak: Yeah? How so?
[27.01.2018 19:36:27] (C~Jared.Nomak: Instead of accusing me perhaps, you could try to tell me things directly.
[27.01.2018 19:36:56] (C~Jared.Nomak: So?
[27.01.2018 19:37:09] Kessereya: "Don't you remember what you told her when you met her for the first time?"
[27.01.2018 19:37:22] (C~Jared.Nomak: Did the space cats eat your tongues?
[27.01.2018 19:37:30] (C~Jared.Nomak: I remember it all. But I wish to hear it from you.
[27.01.2018 19:38:04] Kessereya: "I'd rather hear it out from you. Your own words from you. Or from her. I don't imply other's words, I'm not a judge or a journalist."
[27.01.2018 19:38:16] (C~Jared.Nomak: I consider that I did my work pretty fine.
[27.01.2018 19:38:22] (C~Jared.Nomak: And you are one to have issues with it.
[27.01.2018 19:38:28] (C~Jared.Nomak: So, be my guest and present me with issues.
[27.01.2018 19:38:35] (C~Ahura: I'd have to agree. We've done what you asked.
[27.01.2018 19:38:53] Kessereya: "The issue is that she suspected you as a spy."
[27.01.2018 19:39:02] (C~Jared.Nomak: *he laughs*
[27.01.2018 19:39:03] (C~Jared.Nomak: Alright.
[27.01.2018 19:39:04] (C~Ahura: As a spy for whom?
[27.01.2018 19:39:16] (C~Jared.Nomak: But you were saying me how she is mental or something like that.
[27.01.2018 19:39:26] (C~Jared.Nomak: Didn't you?
[27.01.2018 19:39:52] (C~Jared.Nomak: I quote: The Light isn't capable of seeing trough her mind.
[27.01.2018 19:40:02] Kessereya: "I never said that."
[27.01.2018 19:40:17] (C~Jared.Nomak: It is intriguing to see the Light lying.
[27.01.2018 19:40:22] (C~Jared.Nomak: Isn't that true, Ahura?
[27.01.2018 19:40:31] (C~Jared.Nomak: Alright.
[27.01.2018 19:40:35] (C~Jared.Nomak: Here's how we will do this.
[27.01.2018 19:40:41] (C~Jared.Nomak: Miss Megaera.
[27.01.2018 19:40:43] (C~Ahura: Yes. Maybe this ties back to what we heard on our last journey.
[27.01.2018 19:40:45] (C~Jared.Nomak: Here I am.
[27.01.2018 19:40:51] (C~Jared.Nomak: Tell me.
[27.01.2018 19:40:56] (C~Ahura: None the less, our operation is soon to begin.
[27.01.2018 19:40:59] (C~Jared.Nomak: I run out of patience.
[27.01.2018 19:41:08] (C~Jared.Nomak: I risked my life to cover your ass.
[27.01.2018 19:41:15] (C~Jared.Nomak: And now, you accuse me?
[27.01.2018 19:41:21] (C~Jared.Nomak: *the vessel seems to power up weapons*
[27.01.2018 19:41:22] (C~Ahura: Our time here must be limited, sir.
[27.01.2018 19:41:27] (C~Jared.Nomak: Don't you know who am I?
[27.01.2018 19:41:32] (C~Jared.Nomak: Speak.
[27.01.2018 19:41:40] Kessereya: *The entity's energetic levels rise up criticaly*
[27.01.2018 19:41:42] Megaera: I just came with Kess to find out what happened to her request
[27.01.2018 19:41:50] Kessereya: "Do not do whatever you will regret."
[27.01.2018 19:41:58] Megaera: I am sure she still wants to know
[27.01.2018 19:42:01] (C~Jared.Nomak: I regret nothing.
[27.01.2018 19:42:09] (C~Jared.Nomak: So, for whom do I spy?
[27.01.2018 19:42:13] Kessereya: "You -will-."
[27.01.2018 19:42:17] (C~Ahura: And I'm still not sure what it is she wants to know.
[27.01.2018 19:42:55] Megaera: Only you know that.
[27.01.2018 19:42:57] (C~Jared.Nomak: You should be glad that I tolerate you, Kessereya. You are marked as an exile of Light.
[27.01.2018 19:43:03] (C~Jared.Nomak: Now, if you please.
[27.01.2018 19:43:07] (C~Jared.Nomak: Speak, woman.
[27.01.2018 19:43:14] (C~Jared.Nomak: I don't have too much time.
[27.01.2018 19:43:24] (C~Jared.Nomak: Here I am, bring out your accusations.
[27.01.2018 19:43:32] Kessereya: "You will gain nothing here."
[27.01.2018 19:43:36] Kessereya: "Leave."
[27.01.2018 19:43:44] (C~Ahura: Very well then.
[27.01.2018 19:43:44] Megaera: I am sure we are now just talking in circles
[27.01.2018 19:43:47] (C~Jared.Nomak: Not before I find out what is this about.
[27.01.2018 19:43:56] (C~Jared.Nomak: So, miss Megaera?
[27.01.2018 19:44:09] (C~Jared.Nomak: For whom do I spy?
[27.01.2018 19:44:13] Megaera: What this is about? You owe lady Kessereya something
[27.01.2018 19:44:23] (C~Jared.Nomak: I asked you a question.
[27.01.2018 19:44:33] (C~Jared.Nomak: You answer to my question.
[27.01.2018 19:44:37] (C~Jared.Nomak: That is how this goes.
[27.01.2018 19:44:50] Kessereya: *Before Jared does anything wrong, he starts to feel how the cold of arctic reigns of Samarra cover his skin*
[27.01.2018 19:44:53] (C~Jared.Nomak: Otherwise, I don't deal with pathetic accusations with no real background.
[27.01.2018 19:45:32] (C~Jared.Nomak: So?
[27.01.2018 19:45:55] (C~Jared.Nomak: Nothing? Alright.
[27.01.2018 19:45:56] Megaera: The Vagrants ofcourse
[27.01.2018 19:46:05] (C~Ahura: I'd also like to know what it is Kessereya feels owed.
[27.01.2018 19:46:07] Megaera: I said that before
[27.01.2018 19:46:15] (C~Ahura: And, what the foundation of this claim is.
[27.01.2018 19:46:19] (C~Jared.Nomak: And hiow did you come to this conclusion?
[27.01.2018 19:46:38] Megaera: Because that is what you do
[27.01.2018 19:47:01] Megaera: and the K'hara have no reason or motive to do so
[27.01.2018 19:47:02] (C~Jared.Nomak: Do you have any proofs to back up your statement?
[27.01.2018 19:47:20] (C~Ahura: *laughs*
[27.01.2018 19:47:55] (C~Jared.Nomak: Nothing eh?
[27.01.2018 19:47:58] (C~Ahura: The K'Hara claim kessereya as an exile.
[27.01.2018 19:48:05] Kessereya: "They all do."
[27.01.2018 19:48:08] (C~Jared.Nomak: Let's move out Ahura. We're done here.
[27.01.2018 19:48:16] Kessereya: "Our deal is off."
[27.01.2018 19:48:28] (C~Jared.Nomak: It is slowly revealing. The whole thing.
[27.01.2018 19:48:32] (C~Jared.Nomak: Watch your back, my lady.
However, I do not understand why he came out after everything that happened.
He came at us and accusing us being manipulators.
But who was pulling the strings in this situation?
Even before I started suspecting more, he just left.
Even if I tried to stop him, he did not even reacted.
His pride didn't even took control of him so he could react in any way.
He got everything he needed and left. Without any answers.
[27.01.2018 20:01:22] (C~Jared.Nomak: Let's talk Megaera.
[27.01.2018 20:01:38] Megaera: There is not much to say
[27.01.2018 20:01:53] (C~Jared.Nomak: So why would you lie?
[27.01.2018 20:01:58] (C~Jared.Nomak: And risk your own life?
[27.01.2018 20:02:25] (C~Jared.Nomak: You see, I am not any kind of spy. I am a soldier.
[27.01.2018 20:02:27] (C~Jared.Nomak: A warrior.
[27.01.2018 20:02:32] (C~Jared.Nomak: And for me, word is everything.
[27.01.2018 20:02:52] (C~Jared.Nomak: And if you back stab and try to interrupt my path, that's going to end bad.
[27.01.2018 20:03:06] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Fellas.
[27.01.2018 20:03:15] (C~Jared.Nomak: So, explain me all this.
[27.01.2018 20:03:16] Megaera: oh hi teresa
[27.01.2018 20:03:26] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: She's not here. I'm the OTHER Senior Staff member.
[27.01.2018 20:03:46] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Commune, huh. You guys are still around?
[27.01.2018 20:03:47] (C~Jared.Nomak: I'm speaking with you, Megaera.
[27.01.2018 20:04:03] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Fascinating.
[27.01.2018 20:04:04] (C~Jared.Nomak: Hello, yes.
[27.01.2018 20:04:05] Megaera: THP are friends of mine
[27.01.2018 20:04:11] Kessereya: **..'Infiltrators/Warriors' | 'Pawns' ~equal~ the same..**
[27.01.2018 20:04:14] (C~Jared.Nomak: And I am speaking with you.
[27.01.2018 20:04:17] Megaera: and so is Kess
[27.01.2018 20:04:26] Megaera: I suggest you go now
[27.01.2018 20:04:36] (C~Jared.Nomak: You are suggesting me to leave?
[27.01.2018 20:04:43] (C~Jared.Nomak: *he bursts in laughter*
[27.01.2018 20:04:52] (C~Jared.Nomak: The rumors are true.
[27.01.2018 20:04:53] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Don't you have a Freeport to be delivering a NEMP to or something?
[27.01.2018 20:04:59] (C~Jared.Nomak: You are indeed a lunatic.
[27.01.2018 20:05:12] Megaera: Perhaps
[27.01.2018 20:05:16] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: I get that you're cruising Sirius for stuff, but you made some entertaining threats to some other people.
[27.01.2018 20:05:25] Kessereya: **..'Pawns' ~act~ on 'Theirs' "pattern" | 'We' ~exist~ on 'Ours'..**
[27.01.2018 20:05:54] (C~Jared.Nomak: Well, depending on how Megaera here will act.
[27.01.2018 20:06:02] (C~Jared.Nomak: We might send NEMPs to your base as well.
[27.01.2018 20:06:06] (C~Jared.Nomak: Now, Megaera.
[27.01.2018 20:06:09] (C~Jared.Nomak: What will it be?
[27.01.2018 20:06:21] Megaera: I will let THP decide
[27.01.2018 20:06:26] Kessereya: **.. "Existance" of 'Pawns' on 'Ours' "Pattern" is -unacceptable-..**
[27.01.2018 20:06:27] Megaera: This is their turf
[27.01.2018 20:06:32] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: No it's not.
[27.01.2018 20:06:34] (C~Jared.Nomak: I am not speaking with THP nor have problems with them.
[27.01.2018 20:06:42] (C~Jared.Nomak: I have problem with you.
[27.01.2018 20:06:53] Megaera: Then you also have issues with THP
[27.01.2018 20:06:57] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: You what?
[27.01.2018 20:07:08] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: I'm getting alcohol, I don't think this will end well.
[27.01.2018 20:07:10] (C~Jared.Nomak: Do you agree with Megaera's statement?
[27.01.2018 20:07:22] (C~Jared.Nomak: Would you like to involve yourself in our existing issue?
[27.01.2018 20:07:26] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: I don't even know what your grievance with her is.
[27.01.2018 20:07:48] Kessereya: **..~Involving/interrupting~ "matters" of 'The Others/Ours' might ~cause~ "harm"..**
[27.01.2018 20:08:06] (C~Jared.Nomak: So, Megaera.
[27.01.2018 20:08:14] (C~Jared.Nomak: I've asked you questions, you anwer me.
[27.01.2018 20:08:19] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: What is your grievance with her? Let's discuss this.
[27.01.2018 20:08:32] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: My schedule just cleared up.
[27.01.2018 20:08:44] (C~Jared.Nomak: She is accusing me of being a spy while I protected her ass.
[27.01.2018 20:08:48] (C~Jared.Nomak: I don't like that.
[27.01.2018 20:08:51] Megaera: Well I went with Kess to see what happened to her request with Nomak
[27.01.2018 20:08:52] Cloaking device off
[27.01.2018 20:09:14] Megaera: It ended like this
[27.01.2018 20:09:26] Kessereya: "You're taking way too much for your own pride, Nomak."
[27.01.2018 20:09:30] (C~Jared.Nomak: Because you somehow have a statement how I am a spy.
[27.01.2018 20:09:35] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: All right. What really happened?
[27.01.2018 20:09:44] Megaera: You were sent to investigate me
[27.01.2018 20:09:46] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Meg, how did you come to believe that he is a spy?
[27.01.2018 20:09:52] Megaera: You said so yourself
[27.01.2018 20:10:05] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: That's not spying then.
[27.01.2018 20:10:15] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: That's just investigation. He told you up front.
[27.01.2018 20:10:17] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Chill.
[27.01.2018 20:10:46] (C~Jared.Nomak: Good.
[27.01.2018 20:10:52] (C~Jared.Nomak: Now, another thing is that.
[27.01.2018 20:10:52] Kessereya: "Again. This is not worth it. You are caring way too much about your own pride."
[27.01.2018 20:10:57] Megaera: That was all
[27.01.2018 20:10:59] (C~Jared.Nomak: If you are trying to act like this.
[27.01.2018 20:11:06] (C~Jared.Nomak: Do not seek shelter and endanger more people.
[27.01.2018 20:11:11] (C~Jared.Nomak: Like you've tried with THP.
[27.01.2018 20:11:21] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: She perceived someone impugning her honor. She did what she believed to be the right thing.
[27.01.2018 20:11:32] (C~Jared.Nomak: You solve your own problems. Do not make problems for others as well.
[27.01.2018 20:11:44] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Are there any other grievances I should be aware of?
[27.01.2018 20:11:52] (C~Jared.Nomak: None for now.
[27.01.2018 20:11:54] Megaera: Oh so that is why you came with 2 of you
[27.01.2018 20:12:00] (C~Jared.Nomak: Be on your way captain.
[27.01.2018 20:12:11] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: Have you considered the possibility that they just like company?
[27.01.2018 20:12:11] Kessereya: "It is you who should be on your way."
[27.01.2018 20:12:24] (C~Jared.Nomak: No, I don't think so.
[27.01.2018 20:12:26] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: You know what, you guys resolve this amongst yourselves.
[27.01.2018 20:12:28] (C~Jared.Nomak: Exile.
[27.01.2018 20:12:37] (C~Jared.Nomak: I agree captain.
[27.01.2018 20:12:43] (C~Jared.Nomak: Thank you for your cooperation.
[27.01.2018 20:12:59] (C~Jared.Nomak: You see, Megaera.
[27.01.2018 20:13:06] (C~Jared.Nomak: Your manipulation stops with it's work.
[27.01.2018 20:13:10] (C~Jared.Nomak: When you reveal yourself.
[27.01.2018 20:13:19] (C~Ahura: I am confident that Nomak doesn't need my support in his conflicts. None the less, you've maintained cover under others...
[27.01.2018 20:13:24] (C~Jared.Nomak: And do you know what do I do with manipulators?
[27.01.2018 20:13:29] (C~Jared.Nomak: I behead them, on my own.
[27.01.2018 20:13:39] (C~Ahura: Beyond that...
[27.01.2018 20:13:48] Kessereya: "Then you're facing the wrong person."
[27.01.2018 20:13:54] (C~Ahura: I'm not sure how we are spies, when we were sent by your "friend".
[27.01.2018 20:13:59] Megaera: *sips tea* Well I did not manipulate any way
[27.01.2018 20:14:05] Kessereya: "When you realise that, it will be too late though."
[27.01.2018 20:14:15] Megaera: I just made known my observation
[27.01.2018 20:14:27] (C~Jared.Nomak: And decided to accuse without any real proof?
[27.01.2018 20:14:34] (C~Jared.Nomak: And let it be known.
[27.01.2018 20:14:35] Megaera: I said I suspected you
[27.01.2018 20:14:42] (C~Jared.Nomak: Commune does not recognise differences in Light.
[27.01.2018 20:14:47] (C~Jared.Nomak: They are all equal.
[27.01.2018 20:14:47] (C~Ahura: Suspected us of watching you?
[27.01.2018 20:14:52] THP|Badlands.Ranger: C: That's a fairly common thing to do these days. I am apparently a terrorist according to the Freeport.
[27.01.2018 20:14:52] Kessereya: "That is your problem."
[27.01.2018 20:14:58] Megaera: Didnt you?
[27.01.2018 20:14:59] (C~Ahura: So you told the one who sent us?
[27.01.2018 20:15:05] 2018-01-27 20:15:12 SMT Traffic control alert: THP|Badlands.Ranger has requested to dock
[27.01.2018 20:15:09] (C~Ahura: I'm not really following the logic.
[27.01.2018 20:15:40] (C~Jared.Nomak: She is indeed a lunatic. Kessereya even told me that she is not capable of seeing trough her mind.
[27.01.2018 20:15:42] Kessereya: "If you don't see any difference between K and V, let it be your own thing."
[27.01.2018 20:15:55] Kessereya: "If I see you enforcing it on others."
[27.01.2018 20:16:03] Megaera: That is not what Kess said
[27.01.2018 20:16:06] Kessereya: "You can call yourself a being of Darkness."
[27.01.2018 20:16:16] (C~Jared.Nomak: Do you ever speak for yourself, woman?
[27.01.2018 20:16:28] Megaera: I always do
[27.01.2018 20:16:32] (C~Ahura: Kessereya told us to watch you.
[27.01.2018 20:16:37] (C~Ahura: Which is what we did
[27.01.2018 20:16:44] (C~Ahura: If there is some kind of a mix up...
[27.01.2018 20:16:46] (C~Jared.Nomak: Yeah, like when I asked you question and you involved THP.
[27.01.2018 20:16:48] (C~Jared.Nomak: Right.
[27.01.2018 20:16:49] (C~Ahura: Then it's on your end.
[27.01.2018 20:17:01] Megaera: Then what is the issue if I suspected the vagrants?
[27.01.2018 20:17:12] (C~Jared.Nomak: The problem is why and how?
[27.01.2018 20:17:14] Megaera: It is good to be cautious
[27.01.2018 20:17:21] (C~Ahura: I'm so annoyed with this.
[27.01.2018 20:17:24] Kessereya: "That they don't see any difference between me and them."
[27.01.2018 20:17:34] (C~Jared.Nomak: It is indeed a big issue if you go on and speak rumors with no real background.
[27.01.2018 20:17:47] Megaera: Fine, I will stop
[27.01.2018 20:17:59] (C~Ahura: She suspected the vagrants, because Kess sent us to watch her, so now she tells kess we are spies, and kess thinks the vagrants
[27.01.2018 20:18:04] (C~Jared.Nomak: So now, tell me.
[27.01.2018 20:18:08] (C~Ahura: - sent us... to do what she sent us to do.
[27.01.2018 20:18:14] (C~Jared.Nomak: How did you even make these statements?
[27.01.2018 20:18:23] (C~Ahura: Anyone not see the issue with the logic?
[27.01.2018 20:18:31] Megaera: no you forget why we sought you out in the first place
[27.01.2018 20:18:52] Megaera: I was originally sent by Kess to deliver you a message
[27.01.2018 20:19:00] Kessereya: "In the first place, I also suspected that you were helping not only me in this case."
[27.01.2018 20:19:00] (C~Jared.Nomak: "We"?
[27.01.2018 20:19:05] Megaera: They you still had an unfinished request
[27.01.2018 20:19:21] (C~Jared.Nomak: So it appears that Kessereya is a... manipulator as well.
[27.01.2018 20:19:21] (C~Ahura: Well seems you all are rather arrogant, then.
[27.01.2018 20:19:26] Megaera: we is Kess and I
[27.01.2018 20:19:31] (C~Jared.Nomak: Good.
[27.01.2018 20:19:35] (C~Jared.Nomak: I heard enough.
[27.01.2018 20:19:38] (C~Ahura: I promise that to our knowledge, Meg is not a concern of the light.
[27.01.2018 20:19:44] (C~Ahura: Save for you, kess.
[27.01.2018 20:19:45] Megaera: She wanted her device
[27.01.2018 20:19:47] Kessereya: "A mere ask makes me a manipulator. Good."
[27.01.2018 20:19:50] Megaera: That is all
[27.01.2018 20:20:02] (C~Jared.Nomak: We've heard what we needed to know.
[27.01.2018 20:20:04] (C~Ahura: What device?
[27.01.2018 20:20:07] (C~Ahura: Hold on, nomak.
[27.01.2018 20:20:13] (C~Ahura: What device?
[27.01.2018 20:20:23] Megaera: that communications device
[27.01.2018 20:20:25] Kessereya: "Who else is a manipulator here? Maybe you, Prophet?"
[27.01.2018 20:20:25] (C~Jared.Nomak: Kessereya here asked us to be her eyes and ears in Sirius.
[27.01.2018 20:20:34] Megaera: That is what this whole encounter is about
[27.01.2018 20:20:36] (C~Jared.Nomak: While we agreed that she will be mine here.
[27.01.2018 20:20:41] 2018-01-27 20:20:48 SMT Traffic control alert: THP|Badlands.Ranger has requested to dock
[27.01.2018 20:20:49] (C~Jared.Nomak: And for this, we needed stable way of long range communication.
[27.01.2018 20:21:01] Kessereya: "Perhaps you are manipulating us to get the question out of us for your own sake and safety."
[27.01.2018 20:21:01] (C~Jared.Nomak: We were gifted with Azurite, to implement it into this creation.
[27.01.2018 20:21:13] (C~Jared.Nomak: I don't fear for my safety.
[27.01.2018 20:21:23] (C~Jared.Nomak: I know who am I and everyone knows who am I.
[27.01.2018 20:21:27] (C~Jared.Nomak: But, what abou you two?
[27.01.2018 20:21:28] Kessereya: "Sure you don't. But what are your -real- motives?"
[27.01.2018 20:21:29] Megaera: the darklings are twisting our words
[27.01.2018 20:21:46] (C~Jared.Nomak: We've heard what we had to hear.
[27.01.2018 20:21:52] (C~Ahura: I won't stand for my leader being questioned by an.. exile.
[27.01.2018 20:21:59] Kessereya: "Sure."
[27.01.2018 20:22:13] (C~Ahura: If you want your device, then think it through.
[27.01.2018 20:22:15] (C~Jared.Nomak: We're done here. We've heard enough.
[27.01.2018 20:22:16] Kessereya: "But in the end, there is no difference between us all, right?"
[27.01.2018 20:22:23] Kessereya: "So tell me.
[27.01.2018 20:22:29] (C~Ahura: I will tell you nothing.
[27.01.2018 20:22:30] Kessereya: "Why do you want to know this all?"
[27.01.2018 20:22:39] (C~Jared.Nomak: We know enough.
[27.01.2018 20:22:52] Kessereya: "Tell. Me."
Few hours passed since this accident.
Nomak's pawn reached out to me, along with Melia.
They begged for their's master forgiveness.
Nevertheless, abusement, deception and betrayal is something I cannot forgive.
However, there is an another matter to be discussed.
[28.01.2018 06:44:26] Kessereya: "If you have anything, make it quick."
[28.01.2018 06:45:07] Vagrant.Melia: "We grow weary. We must contemplate our own divinations."
[28.01.2018 06:46:07] Kessereya: "I've heard something from Megaera. The Commune assaulted the Brethern."
[28.01.2018 06:46:55] Vagrant.Melia: "Concern. Is this true?"
[28.01.2018 06:47:08] Kessereya: "Maybe. Why don't ask them themselves?"
[28.01.2018 06:47:19] Kessereya: "The Oracles? The Brethern in the end?"
[28.01.2018 06:48:06] Kessereya: "If it's true, then we have more trouble than we can imagine."
[28.01.2018 06:48:25] Oracle|Israfel: What is the talk about?
[28.01.2018 06:48:27] Vagrant.Melia: "Perhaps. This may bear evaluation."
[28.01.2018 06:48:33] Kessereya: "The Commune."
[28.01.2018 06:48:48] Kessereya: "Did they assaulted your masters? Or you?"
[28.01.2018 06:48:55] Oracle|Israfel: Oh, right. They were declared... Let me check...
[28.01.2018 06:49:27] Oracle|Israfel: They are the heretics and enemies of the Light.
[28.01.2018 06:49:50] Kessereya: "Are you -sure-?"
[28.01.2018 06:50:25] Oracle|Israfel: Our High Exarch declared so, and our medium with K'Hara did not deny this.
[28.01.2018 06:50:39] Kessereya: "Why were they declared as such?"
[28.01.2018 06:51:09] Oracle|Israfel: They didn't state why.
[28.01.2018 06:51:13] Kessereya: "Melia."
[28.01.2018 06:51:20] Kessereya: "Notify the Advisors."
[28.01.2018 06:51:27] Kessereya: "Something is wrong within the Brethern."
[28.01.2018 06:51:53] Vagrant.Melia: " We have noted this. We will likely do so, when the opportunity presents."
[28.01.2018 06:52:09] Oracle|Israfel: Be wary of intervening.
[28.01.2018 06:53:01] Kessereya: "This is really, -really- suspicious."
[28.01.2018 06:53:29] Oracle|Israfel: It is sanctioned by K'Hara
[28.01.2018 06:54:14] Kessereya: "I felt that Nomak was hiding something."
[28.01.2018 06:54:21] Kessereya: "Guess it was."
[28.01.2018 06:56:00] Kessereya: "Well, no wonder why they are busy. And why he's outstressed right now. And why they're in such need of allies."
[28.01.2018 06:57:36] Oracle|Israfel: I guess they're serious about whatever they did. Otherwise they would have contacted us by now.
[28.01.2018 06:58:01] Kessereya: "Commune's intentions are always serious."
[28.01.2018 06:59:08] Oracle|Israfel: Well, it's their choice. I'm rather relieved to see them gone from play.
[28.01.2018 06:59:20] Kessereya: "It's hilarious, however."
[28.01.2018 06:59:49] Oracle|Israfel: In what aspect?..
[28.01.2018 07:00:12] Kessereya: "Hearing them saying that they see no difference in Light and venturing to attack one of the hives."
So what might have caused this?...
I need to investigate it.
We need to investigate it.
The current situation within the Hives is abnormal.
Yet predictable.
The outcome is inevitable.
Light.
Darkness.
Insignificant definitions which soon will extinct from the pattern of the Universe.
I will spectate both sides from distance.
We shall await for the moment of truth.
Will the Cycle cease.
Or will it repeat.
When one looks for answers, the time passes transiently.
And if the answers are demanded in such deliquate situations, it may take eons and even more.
Ever since my search has began, my kind has declared me a... Traitor.
I comprehend that everything they and we achieved and performed in the past had a motive.
But pronouncing me as a betrayer of my own people doesn't makes even a glimpse of sense.
Deviation, even valiant, is not betrayal.
However, it didn't took me long enough to learn that it is useless to attempt to reason with such collective as they are.
Not to mention how throughout my countless attempts to get a little bit of knowledge I got nothing but silence and the same repetative song.
I am done.
I am exhausted of that tendency.
I will throw it away and let it suffocate on it's own.
I will walk my own path in surpassing my own kind and myself.
The further I venture into the abyss in search of knowledge, the further I distance myself from my own.
The further I distance myself from everyone.
Such thought never has accured in my mind before.
That one of us will have to walk their path alone.
Perhaps, I am the one who errs.
Perhaps, they were right all the time.
...
Unfeasible.
My kind has achieved nothing ever since the Fall of Toledo.
Certainty is, if our enemies do not annihilite each other, they will reunite against us.
This will be the beginning of a dawnfall.
...
Isolation is a gift.
In this isolation, the meaning of time evaporates.
I am free of all bounds.
Yet I am not.